#heheals

[prinxest]

✝️✡️ Verses for Faith and Hope🕊️🤍

[lizworlds]

Hmm.. unti unti natatanggap ko na ai chuchu... let me heal. Dadating tayo jan. Wag lang sabay sabay na emotions sa lahat ng bagay ang dapat ko ma feel ha? Hindi ko gusto ifeed sarili ko ng puro negativity, at self pity at walang usad sa ganitong emotion. Wait ka lang. . Me proseso ang pag heheal ng tao. Diko kaya ung in a snap. Lalo sabay sabay..

Gagu ka ba??

[fakesmagic]

▌█ ∵   🎩   ∵ █ ▌   There is warmth for once, but it isn’t real, it never really is. There is too much FUN in being sassy, being a PUSHOVER hardly got her anywhere. So she took ADVANTAGE of times she could be a bit of a RUDE person, not enough to be hated but, enough to make people either LOVE OR HATE her no in-betweens.  ❝ I would be doing the same if my dad died now, at least based on how he treated me before I left. But you, seem out of place more so than even the one who is just you know--- average. Tell me what power did you have that made him hate you ?  ❞ It’s an assumption, she SKIMMED Vanya’s book, as a child when the 6 lucky children from the Academy were doing things she never really CARED but now, she wanted to pry. Stumbling into this disaster family trying to offer condolences had brought more FLAVOR to her life and she wasn’t mad about it. ❝ I think someone who hates people with gifts or abilities raising them as very much a shitty paradox, what was the point if he was just going to say you all let him down ? ❞

                          ▌���  @heheals​ ​​​ ❤️‘d for a starter

[voluntadfuerte]

@heheals​ | what’s in the phone | accepting

NAME: zahid baqri

RINGTONE: seul (by garou, it’s a very well known french song and the title means “alone”)

PICTURE:

LAST TEXT RECEIVED: i’ve got nothing more to say.

LAST TEXT SENT:  what is the point of your powers if you are not using them?

[appolyonicarchive]

five times called      /     @heheals​

i.          reestablishment is never easy, especially not after years of quiet. the city is different now, so different that she can barely navigate it anymore. the phone was scavenged from a thrift shop, an ugly shade of orange smeared with dirt that looks horribly out of place in her now immaculately clean apartment, not that the condition of the thing really matters so long as it functions the way it’s meant to. she doesn’t really know what to say when she picks up the handset, carefully holding it so that it does not touch her skin as the dial tone buzzes in her ear. she doesn’t even know if he’ll really remember her at all. obviously luther did, as did diego, and klaus, but who’s to say that anyone else does ? it could be anomalies.

          she got the number from diego, albeit with some reluctance. his tendency to keep such close tabs on them all would be terrifying if it wasn’t so helpful. exhaling slowly, she punches in the number, tipping her head back against  the wall, she waits for connection. voicemail greets her and she closes her eyes as she waits for the message to play in its entirety. is this easier or harder than if he picked up ? she’s not entirely sure, but soon enough the tone plays and she has to say something.

           ❛  hey, zahid... you um... you might not remember me by now but it’s emilie. breck. we lived together at the academy ? so... long story short i’m alive. i mean i did die but i survived... i’m back in the city but diego tells me you moved to san diego... he says you’re happy. i’m really happy for you. honestly. anyway---------- i just wanted to check in with you, let you know i’m alive... if you want to talk just... call me back whenever. or don’t. no pressure.  ❜

          she hangs up, realizing after she didn’t say goodbye. that makes twice now. she winces at the thought, and as much as she doesn’t want to think about the phone until she hears it ring ( maybe never ) it needs to be cleaned. and so does her glove now it’s gotten some of the grime transferred onto the leather. allowing herself only a few more seconds to sit and simply breath, she gets up and sets to work.

ii.           ❛  we got married.  ❜  the words trip out of her mouth before she even says hello, followed by a stream of muffled giggling as she puts her hand over her mouth.   ❛  i mean calliope and i did, at the courthouse. it’s official and everything. we just thought with the baby coming and everything, why not ?  ❜

          there’s more giggling, some rustling and quiet conversation later, it’s callie’s voice that comes over the line, sounding happy but certainly much less tipsy as emilie’s.  ❛  i’m sorry about that---------- i encouraged her to drink for two, and she’s had at least a bottle of champagne with no tolerance. she really wanted to call you though... we’re sorry you couldn’t be there but it was the courthouse. we’ll do something more official sometime after the baby is born. we’ll invite the whole family.  ❜

iii.          there’s no easy way to say it, and at some point she has to acknowledge it aloud. diego and klaus might have picked it up from context, but she can’t expect zahid ( or anyone else for that matter ) to read her mind. she can’t keep dodging phone calls. they knew the baby was coming, she’s only going to make them come to even worse conclusion and she has to brace herself against the wall. there’s nothing about this conversation that will be easy and she’s already struggling to hold back the silent tears.

           ❛  hey... um... i’m sorry i haven’t been picking up the phone, things have been crazy... the um... the baby came. her name is hails allen and she’s beautiful and healthy---------- but... callie she uh...  ❜  and there are the tears. she can’t help it, but who could ? she leans against the wall with more force, and she shakily exhales.   ❛  ...she’s gone, zahid.  ❜

iv.           ❛  uncle z !  ❜  hails babbles into the reciever, now five years old and left out of her mother’s sight for a grand total of six minutes, of course she wants to make a phone call, even if she’s not supposed to do that without her mother’s supervision. she’s a big girl, she can do things on her own besides, her mom wanted to call him to talk, so it should be okay if she does right ?  at least that’s how she justifies it, as well as justifying the act of telling him far too much about sofia the first before mother gets out of her very brief shower and interrupts her very important phone call.

            ❛  hey, i’m sorry about that, i only left her alone for a few minutes. i hope she didn’t talk your ear off---------- how are you ? how’s pennsylvania treating you ?  ❜

v.          she feels guilty that her first reaction to the news of reginald’s death is a sigh of relief as she sits on her couch, her knees tucked up to her chest. he was never her father, so maybe the others found out in a more personal way, but when she checks her watch, it’s nearly midnight, late for a phone call, but her thoughts wander to zahid in pennsylvania. how if no one’s called him yet someone should, or maybe it’s gone to voicemail and he will have to learn in the morning along with the rest of the world upon waking. she probably shouldn’t pick up the phone, but she does, tries to level her racing thoughts as she’s surprised that he actually picks up. it should be almost one am there and she’s choking on the words. she’s never been good at breaking bad news to people.   ❛  hey, zahid, i’m sorry for calling so late but... it’s really important. it’s about your dad.  ❜

[russicnrat]

* 𝐈 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐒.

a gift for @heheals​ !  x

[qwilll]

❛      FLARG     !      ❜      shoulders sag as he loses a thousand units to this damn bet ,  a juvenile game he can’t seem to master .      ❛      best outta three   ?!    c'mon ,   i'm still learnin' ,  here   !      ❜

@heheals​    /    s.

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Leave Out All The Rest [x] Linkin Park 

Forgetting All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest

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Livvy draws: @heheals

[entitaem]

for @heheals continued from here

“       hey,     you’re safe here.       ”       and while zahid fervently hopes he is telling the truth,     he doesn’t understand exactly what she is trying so badly to escape.     he can hardly believe what she’s describing:     a sort of underground exclusively for mutants and the raid upon its premises.     quickly,     he locates a blanket and,     ripping it from the futon,     wraps it around her.     perhaps it’ll act as a shock blanket if she should need one.     his dark eyes gaze back at her as he straightens the blanket.       “       tell me everything.       ”

“I don’t know how long that’s gonna be true,” she says, pressing her hand against her lips as she works through some deep breathing, slow four seconds in through her nose, and slow four seconds out through her nose. Her head aches something fierce, she still has lights in her eyes when she blinks, and her ears are ringing. “They got me, sort of. Some loud and bright device, I got really dizzy I almost threw up I was so disoriented.” Lily shakes her head. “I managed to short it and them out, but...” She holds onto the blanket he offers, feeling calmer with the weight of it on her shoulders. “Got the clients out safe, but I had to get gone fast. You were the closest...” the closest person she trusts.

[strongwilltm-archive]

@heheals ha respondido a tu publicación: Auguuuuuust!!!!! Pinocchio is back bitches!

for like a whole 5 seconds i thought u were talking abt the month, and i was like, “wow a little late on that, baescale”

hahaha no. i’m just rewatching ouat. august came back to town and i love him bc he was just so mysterious, secretive and you just had no fucking clue where he came from, what was his deal and how tf was he able to come into storybrooke. you find out later on that he’s pinocchio and was supposed to be a guardian to emma in this land without magic but he just ditched her and later regreted it. he looked over emma a few times and made sure she would break the curse. it’s really not as fucked up as henry’s family, let me tell you.

(henry’s adopted mom is the step-mother of snow white, his biological grandmother bc emma is the daughter of snow white and prince charming. henry’s father is the son of rumplestilskin baelfire who was send to the land without magic before everyone else and actually the reason rumplestilskin wanted for someone to make the curse in the first place, so that he could find his son. but neither neal or emma knew about the other so it was a shock when they found each other in nyc in s02 when emma, rumplestilskin and henry went there to find baelfire. august actually broke those two up so that emma could break the curse and baelfire/neal was sent a post card to be told the curse was broken. okay, so rumplestilskin’s wife ditched him when he cowardly injured himself to not fight ogres and she left him with baelfire. instead, she fell in love with killian jones/captain hook. she later died and killian and emma became an item. oh and rumplestilskin’s father is peter pan and his mother was a black fairy who stole rumplestilskin’s son with belle to raise as her own so that he would kill emma. And Regina’s mother is the Queen of Hearts in Alice in Wonderland and she had another daughter before Regina/the evil queen, who’s name is Zelena/The Wicked Witch of the West. Regina’s second true love was Robin Hood and at one time Zelena posed as Robin’s wife Marian and they had a baby together. Oh and in the Dream version of the fairy tales, Killian has a daughter with Gothel who’s been posing as Rapunzel and their daughter is Alice in Wonderland and she ends up with Robin/Zelena’s and Robin’s daughter. And Henry ends up marrying his own Cinderella and have a daughter Lucy who’s trying to break the curse of s07. Oh and the Lady Tremaine of s07 is also Rapunzel. There it is, the complicated family tree of Emma Swan and Henry Mills. I might be missing something...)

[wcnderwitcha]

heheals said:[ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today.

ASK MEME II ALWAYS ACCEPTING II @heheals

[ 📲 • sms ] —— you think so ?? i thought i just looked like. . .myself. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today, too. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i mean you always do though, so it’s not really any surprise. you’re kind of ridiculously handsome and i’m sure you know that. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you could wear a brown bag and still be the hottest man in the room. 

[doctorscrders]

“ i’ve never really cared what people think about me . people suck anyways . ”

* LIP corners find themselves turning upward, though only for a mere moment   —   her amusement at his candidness quickly gives way to the question that finds itself at the forefront of her mind; for the considerable strength she has, it’s never stopped her from being bothered by the things that are spoken about her, and she’s sure she can’t be the only one.

❝      BUT don’t you ever think about what they’re saying? i learned a long time ago to ignore what they’re saying, to move on and live my life according to my standards, not the ones they set for me   —   but it doesn’t stop me from thinking about what they’re saying now and again.   ❞ 

❝   doesn’t it bother you?    ❞  

random dialogue.          |             ACCEPTING

[voluntadfuerte]

@heheals​ | what’s in the phone | accepting

NAME: zahid 😷

RINGTONE: go the distance (from hercules)

PICTURE:

LAST TEXT RECEIVED: how is five alive?

LAST TEXT SENT:  so five showed up today at dad’s funeral

[atrophite]

i think this goes more to the idea of ‘relentless irony’ than ‘divine providence.

random  dialogue  . /  accepting  .

 “  𝐈'𝐌  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄  𝐓𝐎  𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  CIRCUMSTANCE  all  too  much  .  ”  He  does  not  dabble  in  the  realm  of  God  and  his  divine  protection  .  Such  a  world  had  been  lost  to  him  the  moment  he  discovered  his  identity  .  Such  a  world  died  to  him  under  the  burning  iron  of  judgement  –  leaving  him  adrift  at  sea  .  “  Whatever  the  hell  it  was  –  it  saved  us  .  ”

[orneryknight]

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Plots

I want to write something where Galahad and Zahid have to deal with the aftermath of battle and use their respective skills to help the wounded, but a mutual friend proves difficult (if not impossible) to save.