#help I’m having a breakdown

[irrationalgame]

[idontmindifuforgetme]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[paperglader]

they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

[moxanji-real]

My sweet, stinky baby… gosh. I love you so much.

I know we’ve had our ups and downs, and I’ve struggled with feeling insecure—especially after accidentally stumbling on doubles. (Way more than I wanted to lmao) But you know what I’ve realized? They can do what they want. They can stay in their world, and I’ll stay in mine… because my world has you in it, Sanji. It always has. It always will.

You make me so happy. I love your smile, those adorable, kissable curly brows of yours, and the way your whole face lights up when you talk about the All Blue. Your passion, your heart—it’s all so beautiful. I love how much you respect women, how you carry yourself like a gentleman even when no one’s watching. I love the way you cook for people who have nothing to give but a simple “thank you.” That kind of kindness… it’s rare. And you have it in spades.

You’re such a sweet, generous man. So silly, sometimes it physically hurts how cute you are. I just want to wrap you up in my arms and keep you there forever… Well, at least until I get hungry and need you to make me something. Or maybe I can hold you while you cook? Yeah, that sounds better.

Anyway… the point is: I love you, Sanji. I’ve always loved you. And I always will.

I’m sorry if my insecurities ever made it seem like I didn’t. But I love you more than words can say. So much it makes my chest ache. You’re my sweet, stinky baby. And I’ll never stop loving you.

[thegrinningghost]

“A loser, but just maybe if we eat shit together, things will end up differently.”

[littlelaurendraws]

Spoilers and drawings for “RUIN Finds His LOVE!” episode from The Eclipse and Puppet Show below

So, how we feeling after today’s episode?

(*SCREAMS, SOBS, AND PUNCHES THE FLOOR* AOSJDODJWOSKSIEJ DAVIS WHEN I GET YOU DAVIS- /pos)

Planned on animating this instead of comic panel style but with how busy I’ve been figured it take too long so settled for comic panel version for rn and then animated scene later

(I drew everyone in this mostly from memory, also I think this is the first time I’ve drawn a Monty)

(Also for a second I thought ruin’s Monty said “I DONT WANT YOU to suffer like me..” but relistening to it I think the “dont” isn’t there actually but correct me if I’m wrong on that)

I am freaking out way too much over this ship :’)

[wearepaladin]

*Does my favored means of DM research, IE, Finding both familiar and new examples of the intended genre and take them in while imagining either relevant plots and sub plots for PC’s to have fun with, then out of genre examples to throw them for a little loop*

For example, I’ve looked at a little high fantasy, low fantasy, existential horror, sword and sorcery and planetary romance, various degrees of science fiction and actual medical journals, because paizo went and made a setting like Starfinder which has got all of these relevant in there somewhere, and I’ve got some very smart players who need their enrichment.

Why bring this up here? Because my Paladin brain keeps objecting to the narrative and thinks everyone would be so much simpler if they could just smite half the cast in some of these, including the real doctors because why can’t you just use lay on hands (oh man my real job would be so much easier if I could just lay on hands)

[sunmisbf]

i have been sober for 4 months n i genuinely don’t know how ur supposed to live like this.

[merriclo]

do you think that eventually whenever Yuu starts dreaming of some fuckass random place they know they’re abt to witness an increasingly obscene crash out within the week or

[vashti-lives]

Me: *vibrating with stress*

My boss: *grimly predicting this is the end*

Me: *vibrating at a higher frequency*

My boss: *ends the conversation by mentioning something he did with chat gtp*

Me: *remembers that my boss is basically a good guy but also low key a moron*

Me: *vibrates slightly slower*

[classicalartist]

RIP Erik Lehnsherr you would hate the state of the US right now (Please save us bbg)

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

me realizing my fic can be better vs me realizing I’m gonna have to break it a bit to make it better vs me realizing I’m just embodying one of the main themes anyway and coming to terms with the fact that change is difficult and uncomfortable and painful but necessary and unavoidable if you want to grow and improve

It’s okay! It’s just the spin cycle of writing torture! ☺️✨

[kowwpow]

I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted

I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people

I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;

so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)

[crossbackpoke-check]

the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything

kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend

[armanisluv]

I AM ACTUALLY FUCKING SOBBING OH MY GOD

[steelycunt]

what if i emailed all the authors of the existing literature on the topic i want to do and asked them really really politely to please please take it down please PLEEASE pleekz?