#here i am motherfuckers/aff

[faggyv4mpire]

yesterday I almost deactivated my account but I remembered that I have many important people here so…

[gayhenrycreel]

You reblogged a post asking for anon opinions but anons are turned off for your blog, so here's not anon opinion

You are a very silly guy and you kinda give off vibes of the song "die motherfucker die" by dope /aff

(Don't die btw, the song title isn't aimed at you, it's assumed at authoritarian assholes)

yeah i am quite silly

[miraclemagnet]

Hi Moon!

I feel so confident when I read your posts. I seriously feel like anything is possible, but I have a hard time maintaining those thoughts and feelings once I have to go into the real world. It’s not any specific reason, I just can’t seem to feel confident in my manifestations for more than an hour. Any advice?

Ayooo.

Its the way you think.

YOU NEED TO CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK.

"I just can’t seem to feel confident in my manifestations for more than an hour-" I AM A HELLA CONFIDENT BITCH AND I GET EVERYTHING I WANT BECAUSE I SAID SO BRUH.

You need to work on your self-concept.

Here are some affs for self-concept.

ITS ALRIGHT IF YOU FEEL SAD OF DEPRESSED OR FRUSTRATED, YOUR EMOTIONS DO NOT AFFECT YOUR MANIFESTATION. JUST KEEP ON REPEATING THOSE AFFS AGAIN AND AGAIN.

DOES NOT MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IN THE 3D, YOU CONTROL THE 3D ALRIGHT? YOU ARE THE MOTHERFUCKING GOD OF THIS WORLD.

Keep on PERSISTING. PERSISTING IS EXTREMELY ESSENTIAL IF YOU WANT TO MANIFEST SOMETHING.

But its alright if you feel a little less confident, all you need to do is keep on persisting.

Your subconscious mind is blind and not deaf, SO YOU MANIFEST WHAT YOU THINK, YOU DON'T MANIFEST WHAT YOU SEE, WHICH IS WHY FUCK THE 3D.

COME ON BITCH YOU GOT THIS.

KEEP ON PERSISTING. PERSISTING IS EXTREMELY EASY FOR YOU.

YOU ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT YOU HELLA POWERFUL BITCH.

LET'S GOOO!

Love, Moon.

[suchatinyinfinity]

2: Whats the first story of mine that you read- AFF ☕️🎸 7: I forget the whole wording of it and I didn’t copy & paste cause I’m a dodo bird but something about what I want you to write- I want more about each character from in the line of fire. 🤠🚂🔪

This is my second go here because I am dumb and closed the wrong tab...but as I said originally, thank you for engaging me here! 

I knew AFF was the first story of mine that you read, and I love that you did because you are a brilliant writer and I gained an amazing friend! Your excitement and enthusiasm played a big part of encouraging me and giving me the motivation to keep going with the story, so thank you! Also, thanks for being the second person asking to be on my tag list. <3

And more about my ITLOF boys... I have to start by thanking you again, because you sent me that prompt, and immediately three ideas set off like wildfire in my brain. And for my final thanks-- thanks for talking me into writing Logan Delos. I probably won’t again, but you egging me on and giving me all your support is what got me through writing for an incredible character in an incredibly dark story. 

Saving dashes across tumblr with a read more, because I have a feeling this could get lengthy-- imagine that!

ITLOF Billy: For part 1, featuring S2 Billy, I really just wanted to re-tell the Arthur incident entirely from Billy’s point of view. We didn’t see it happen on the show; we just saw the aftermath as police showed up, and I wanted to fill in the immediate aftermath, just Billy, still at Arthur’s place with his main project (killing the bastard) completed, then burning the dead motherfucker’s house down. (I have strong hate for Arthur for obvious reasons.) My goal was just to tweak things, to give some insight into his thinking process and what was going on in his broken mind (this always happens whenever I write any version of Russo). There’s not much else to tell, but this one little tidbit: he ran off into the woods, nowhere to go, and watched the police drag the body off from afar. (Also, I added some things upon reading and there are about 70 new words littered in there.)

ITLOF Ryan: Words cannot express how much I love this man, but you know this. Part one had all the action, and part 2 was the polar opposite. It was just Ryan, huddled down in a train car, warming his hands as twilight began to dim the Arizona sunset. This was all about painting a picture and taking a peek into Ryan’s lifestyle. It’s my favorite of the three parts of my little miniseries. Fun fact about this part: Ryan’s on his way to see a spunky, sassy reader you may see featured in other fics, such as Bah, Humbug and Heat Wave. You just hadn’t met her yet.

ITLOF Logan: My one and only foray. Logan is such a complex character and I’m just as terrified as writing for him and fucking it up as I was while writing this. It took me months upon months and was super difficult to write. There are intense lows in Logan’s story that a lot of people brush over, and I wanted to do the exact opposite and highlight his self-destruction; not for fun, not for shock value, but because-- in my humble opinion anyway-- it’s paramount. It needs to be told, not always glossed over. A lot of other Logan writers have touched on his drug use in an honest, open way, the results amazing (you’re one of those writers). This is ugly and rough and makes a lot of people unhappy, but in the end, I got the story told and it felt like a kind of catharsis upon completion. Have I told you thank you yet? ;) More about this Logan... hmm. I think he’s just totally given up. He’s done. He’s in that “fuck it” mindset, and he knows there is nothing he could do to please his father; he could win a fucking Nobel Peace Prize or cure cancer and Jim would tell him metal means nothing or he didn’t find a cure fast enough. Logan knows this without a shadow of a doubt and he’s on the path of destruction because he’s ready for the shit show to be over. Why not go out with a bang, satiated temporarily (and on the way to permanence) with a needle and a fuck? Because Logan had failed himself this time-- there was no such thing as being satiated. He felt nothing anymore. The fun fact is that Logan had hit rock bottom at this point. What happens after is left up to the reader, and I ebb back and forth between different versions about what went on. The bottom line here is this: Logan Delos deserved better!

Thank you so much for asking these, I’ve been answering for the better part of an hour. And I’m sending a couple your way.