#him feeling like a failure and he sees his wife in nanako more and more every day

[halchron]

dojima :(

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oh my god i just realized an unintentional aspect of dojima's character??

dojima is traumatized by his wife being killed and that is the source of his shortcomings with nanako. part of that is his negligence of her by leaving her home alone for almost full days and nights. this is really shit and it's easy to think of this being because dojima doesn't care about her or hates nanako but what if its not? I think one way of interpreting it is he's scared for her safety.

dojima is a cop. even when murders arent everywhere he is still tasked with protecting the safety of everyone he knows, including and especially his daughter and wife. then, in dojima's eyes, he fails on that number one duty. his wife gets killed and he blames himself for her death even though there wasn't any way for him to prevent that.

then he falls into a depression. he says he was never really close with nanako so in his eyes they aren't bonded and he feels like a failure and everyday nanako looks more and more like his dead wife so it's too much to even look at her so he doesnt. he stays away from home, pours himself over with work and booze to distract from the gnawing pain of guilt. but you know a bonus for never doing anything with her daughter? she's safe.

theres no risk of nanako getting hurt if shes home all day. they dont even go to the park. its a miracle he allows her to walk home and to the grocery store alone and i bet its only because theres no way avoiding it since hes never home when shes home so he cant do it.

when they talk about golden week, nanako wants to go to junes. dojima thinks this is funny and curious but when he tentatively suggests to go somewhere a little further and nanako gets really excited he almost backtracks, bringing up theres a lot of people, it'll be crowded. he says it "might be okay to go on a trip once in a while" and he sounds nervous. we know nanako is shy but she wasnt concerned about being around crowds or strangers but dojima sounded scared on her behalf until he saw she was so happy that he gave in, endeared.

his nervousness reads as slight fear to me. nanako's shyness isnt brought up much but dojimas guilty and worry is so while its defintely the case of his guilt causing negligence i think its interetesting of how even another facet of it actually nurses his guilt because he can justify it to himself that its for nanakos good because she (thinks shes) happy, shes taken care of (bed, clothes food), and shes in no risk of danger. by not doing whats right for nanako dojima is able to convinece himself he is because it soothes him. no matter what, until dojima gets better later all of what he does is concerned with himself and thats why he changes and feels almost like an entirely different person when nanako genuinely becomes his number one priority later in game and its such a good transformation to see

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