#hiring manager san if you see this muah i love you
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its my blog i get to choose the vent posts >:'Dc
#i have such a love/hate relationship with femininity man#i want to come out as they/them but i don't want my closest people to feel alienated#i feel like they are trying to understand but i dont feel like i should be their main representative for learning about gender issues#one of my friends was very insistent on my nonbinaryness being a stepping stone for becoming trans#and i appreciate the love if it is a stepping stone for me#but its not that easy and it makes me feel like i created a distance between all of my friends/family for exploring myself#if u can believe it i have imposter syndrome for being depressed#for being an artist#for being gay#but my therapist told me that i should explore the thought that if its hard why would i choose that for myself#i just wanted to post this lil ditty because im hoping that in the future i could become more comfortable with myself like others seem 2 be#oh also karamatsu is there bc he's my comfort character LOL#i hope that i find someone that doesnt mind the changes so i make kara into someone that doesn't mind#vent post#new goal for myself is not to delete things and hide anymore so!#hiring manager san if you see this muah i love you#i could fix the hands but NO#OKAY BACK TO WORK!! HAVE NIGHT!
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