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#hm recovery is super hard but i’m trying :) ending up with a bunch of thinspo blogs rebloging or liking
lilgynt · 2 years
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listen peace and love imma need ed blogs to start killing themselves
#personal#ed warning#like wish y’all the best hope you get into recovery#but i am SICK. of personal posts like#hm recovery is super hard but i’m trying :) ending up with a bunch of thinspo blogs rebloging or liking#bc i mentioned a bad eating habit im struggling with#especially when i say shit like ed blogs don’t interact#or randomly getting followed by them#like i don’t think ed blogs should exist full stop#but i get needing a space to talk freely about that topic#but i don’t know what they don’t get about not interacting with non ed blogs#just don’t! don’t follow don’t like don’t do anything#i don’t want to check on a blog following me and then just get HIT with a bunch of pro ana shit and keeping track of each other#im not triggered or anything but it’s the principle#like getting through my eating disorder was one of the hardest things ever#and i’m still workout through it#everyday for several reasons it’s easier just to do what i used to do#legitimately what’s easier saving money and not cooking or ordering food if needed and cooking when needed?#shits hard and i worked hard for it. my body changed my mind changed everything about me changed#and i’m always struggling with that change. i feel like a stranger in my body with needs that aren’t MINE.#they are but i’m not used to them#just to have some asshole - sick or not you are an asshole if you interact with blogs outside of ur little#fucked up club - come by like hey! blast from the past :)#like i do genuinely wish you all the best but imma need some of y’all to start dying
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