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snake-drinking-gif-every-day · 8 months

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wow... i drink water every day too..... does that mean im a snake?

oh wow... omg... this is quite the revelation tbh i- wow. maybe so, shiningnightstars, maybe so.

#cant believe i didnt think of this before?!?!?!#you have opened my eyes truly #tysm #assigned snake by way of hydration #question is what kind of snake would u be #hm.... much 2 think abt #asks

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re--feminize-me · 3 months

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this 👌 close to putting my like, state in my bio so i um..... get more like, real men in my area in my inbox maybe??????

#it cant be like.... that dangerous right #and even if it is its a wholeass state #i could be anhwhere #hm much 2 think abt #🤔 too bad my brain is so slow i can like. barely think hahahahahahahhaha #i cant do it i need a man #(to decide)

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bestomato · 1 year

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a collection of doodles

#octopath traveler 2 #hikari ku #agnea bristarni #osvald v. vanstein #my art #the osvald was a test 4 a friend. because i owe them an osvald drawing #and i wanna learn how to draw him properly LOL #first image is based on the yugioh meme LOL which i love. i dont mind hikari being with men hes bisexual 2 me #i do prefer hikari/agnea vastly though lol #i do have to admit i love hikari/agnea BUT specifically through a t4t lens. theyre both trans to me #like they’re not cishets to me. remove their transness and they lose the appeal to me. ok #also.. agnea/throné.. i’ve been Looking.. hm..#sorry it kinda sucks that all i think abt this game is this type of thing i just didnt like this one as much srry #maybe i just need to let it simmer a bit more in my mind? yeah. maybe thats just me

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hyperionshipping · 11 months

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"here man you looked cold, that'll warm you up"

"Oh, uh- t-thhanks! Fuckfuckfuck!!!!"

#tricks art #very much OK 2 rb!#dndads #dungeons and daddies #glenn close dndads #***THIS IS MY GAY LITTLE S/I NOT ANY CANON CHARACTER***#In my heart I know Glenn would have a Down With The Sickness shirt. Trust me #ALSO. im on ep 37 rn!!!#i dont think this would happen but man on the left (my s/i) uses he/they #I'm still thinking a lot abt s/i stuff so I just like drew Me. But I def am thinking abt a demon or just.... Some Guy or slightly not human #hmm hm hmmm #selfship #selfshipping #selfship art #self insert #really love how I did Glenn's nose ^w^ big noses!!#one day I'm gonna study how to draw /my/ big nose but not now eh

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months

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#aaaand that's 2 doctors that think i have bipolar ii 🙃#so the conceptualize rn would b that my mood is fucked but im using ocd to keep myself contained withing sorta normal parameters #which. i mean. that does kinda fit with observationally. i would create rules around: u arent allowed to get excited abt things u arent #allowed to enjoy things bc u cant handle it. u cant b normal abt how u enjoy things. or bc when i go to enjoy a thing #my mood is caped at being lightly miserable so its like well fuck being around ppl it makes me feel nothing #bc my focus and energy swing around like the light on a lighthouse. and in between that im miserable or feel nothing #and if its true that i am bipolar the reason i never noticed would b bc i very rarely experience euphoria. mostly i have high energy and #dont feel good. just fucking out of control. so mixed episodes i guess. but like idk. i guess i just think of bipolar as being extremely #destructive. and i mean r my mood issues a problem? yes. sometimes a really big problem. but idk. im still resistant to thr idea #lots of ppl get misdiagnosed as bipolar even tho the presentation is so specific. i guess i just doesn't wanna accept it and then have to #have been wrong if i was misdiagnosed. but i mean 2 doctors independently listened to me and thought hm sounds like bipolar so maybe im #just being stubborn. also no one else in my family thst i kno of is bipolar. ive got 2 uncles with adhd but not bipolar relatives #i dunno. i guess it doesn't matter so long as i can get it under control. im good at control. destructively good at control #unrelated #i guess its more that ive never done anything life ruining bc of my moods #mostly i just dont sleep much and make myself crazy. so ill probably die an early death or whatever lack og sleep causes rio #i meant rip lol

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zehl0w · 2 years

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@prumano-week

Day 1: Needle and thread // Short temper

It’s been so long since I’ve last drawn them I missed them so much (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)

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cartoonsandcaffeine · 4 months

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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

thank you tumblr for letting me know this absolutely cursed fact. in my 12 years of this blog i have not changed my username, my icon, my header; and ive made only minimal changes to my blog itself. a time capsule.

#even the lord cannot help me #genuinely started this blog thinking 'oh itll be just for art! bc im doing art!'#lmao dumbass nice try #this was after deleting my first blog #which id had for like... almost 2 years #bc it was stressing me out so much and taking up so much of my time #i honestly dont remember much abt it beyond those facts #and the fact i lasted like. a month. before crawling back to tumblr #i did curate my experience much better this time around #12 goddamn years.#anyways joking aside thanks for the exact date tumblr. hm.

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bo0zey · 1 year

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anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞#real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS???#ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

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halflingkima · 3 months

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i watched a video essay on dw and the upside is that it put all my anti mft!who feelings into eloquent words and backed them up with context and evidence and coherent analysis spanning through classic!who and that was extraordinarily validating.

the downside is, it apparently doesn't get better.

#i had forgotten abt chibnall's run. because i never watched it.#and then i was thinking wait i love his torchwood eps and he did broadchurch??#maybe doing a 'family show' just took all the teeth outta his stuff. but then i remembered #i very much did *not* like his series 2 finale for tw so. hm.#currently watching tag

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theeflowerofcarnage · 11 months

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Hm nm hmm maybe I’ll consider sims 5 the lighting in the prototype looks a million times better than what we have now

#obvs I’m 🏴‍☠️#cuz fuck ea #but hm hmmmm much 2 think abt #I really don’t want ts5 to be marketed heavily to kids tho

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ajdrawshq · 1 year

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8 days until the 8 game ................

#new octopath game means new octopath world and new octopath and new octopath story and new octopath music and new octopath characters and #incapable of being normal abt this . sorry #trying to set up what main team id use so when all the cutscenes are inevitably uploaded on yt i can watch in the 'right' order #n replicate how id play as much as possible #i know id start w Throné. Temenos is definitely 2nd. no fucking idea who to have as the other 2 tho #maybe Castti........ i wasnt sure id be interested in her story but after reading abt what happens in her chapter one and wha shes like .#that woman has things wrong with her and i need to witness that.#Hikari also seems interesting tho i have no idea what his personalitys like..#Osvald . lots going on with that man #and scholar is one of my favorite octopath jobs . tho that could always be a secondary job on someone else in my main 4 #i do like Agnea n everything going on w her so far #hm. i just realized i havent heard anyone mention if travel banter is still a thing or not. thats a bit worrying #i wonder if itd be better to keep each team as 2 of the pairs that have stories together.... Throné n Temenos are 1 so thats easy enough #but then its Hikari n Agnea.. Castti n Ochette.. n Paritio n Osvald..#maybe id have Hikari and Agnea in the main 4 and leave the others as team B #that Does guarantee a healer in both teams which is always nice #and Castti could be my 'leader' for team B :] i think shes neat #not that u can change ur mc until later anyway but its the thought that counts #and i have No idea whats going on w the secret jobs. how do u even get them in this game since theres no shrines (presumably)#all i know is the inventor is one of em and has something to do w items unlocking ur skills ..?#and it looks steampunk as hell apparently. neat #then what could the other 3 be since they arent using the octopath 1 secret jobs......#im so fucking excited to read up on this stuff once everything comes out istg #i wanna see all the job sprites too....#and then the Lore. good lord what is happening <3 #all i know is the religion is weird. weird shit going on. per usual octopath stuff #what the fuck is gonna be the true end. are they gonna make boss rush hell 2.0 + worlds worst boss to put at the end of it #god i hope so. i sincerely hope they do it again bc thatd be hilarious #yknow what. i hope its Worse. octopath bosses are like hot sauce to me #i wonder if the religion being similar but different to octopath 1 is like. a final fantasy situation or if theyre Supposed to be the same

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aeide-thea · 1 year

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we none of us are immune to overgeneralizing based on our own particular experiences

#read a thing a bit ago where someone was like 'not all versions of X are like this and it's shitty to say they are!'#and i thought 2 myself‚ 'hm yeah i def have semirecently been guilty of that rhetoric so it's good i saw this callout bc it's correct!'#and then the same person was like 'this is what Ys are like' and i thought 2 myself 'hm literally ime not though!'#so like. in general i think we all ought to get a little readier with the 'in my experience' disclaimer #but like. agonizing 2 get personal & vulnerable abt things. much preferable 2 construct defensively abstract theoryposts abt them #anyway. one of my irene adlers tbh. need 2 come up with a pithier phrasing and then get it tattooed on me.

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gibbearish · 10 months

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#me: mentions sensory issues #psychiatrist: have you considered autism #me: yes #psychiatrist: well we cant diagnose that here so ill have to refer you #personally i dont think you have it but it could be mild yknow it is a spectrum #maam i got annoyed abt how nonspecific the questions were multiple times and looked you in the eye maybe 2 minutes total #but on the bright side we do now have diagnoses for adhd ptsd depression and anxiety! yeehaw #gonna go pick up my orescription later today if rite aid will actually answer their stupid phone isbfksbfkdn #also i mentioned possibly having ocd and she asked one (1) of the diagnostic questions and then was like #hm no i think thats just adhd i dont think you have ocd and ive been doing this a while so:)#and its like great well on the list of therapist references you sent me you included betterhelp so idk how much #i trust ur judgement tee bee haych

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dinobotisland · 11 months

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suletta concept scry dragon. if you even care

#harley screams #basic idea is that since cerise is closer to suletta's hair to use alloy/veined 2 also rep how permet looks while she's in aerial but like #its a first draft tbh she's actually kind of hard to dragonify #bc i KNOW i don't have to do much bc there's apparel kinda close to the holder's uniform vibewise so you can kinda do whatever #but like. hm. i know dirt pinstripe is funny for the you know how it is with spaghetti vibes but im still thinking abt it #cerise constellation is ass for suletta btw. that shits so ourple #idk if i'll go 4 it tbh i haven't even finished my 00 dragons LOL

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leatherbookmark · 11 months

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somewhat pleased to announce that in case someone wanted to know, and i really don't see why they wouldn't, the cameras that atz use in the cawaii men photoshoots are

fujifilm simple ace p&s camera (for taking photos), and

most probably? pentax spotmatic (the one hj, sh and jh pose with)

#YOUNG PEOPLE NOWADAYS!!! they're wasting film like pros :''')#shrimp thoughts #actually this is terribly artificial behaviour. i was not organically possessed by the urge to check what kinda camera are they posing with #but i DID think it would be funny if i did and then acted like it's a completely normal thing to do. hence.#i should learn up on hj's photography... he did have an exhibit a while ago after all #i'm curious about the pics the guys took with the fuji cameras! what % of them was unsalvageable lol #i know it was probably cold/late/both outside and that they were on a schedule but yknow what they say #or maybe they don't. but anyway the person who picked up THING three seconds ago acts like they know everything there is to know about #THING. and so. as this very person. i'd like to say the pics would probably be better if they could take them outside? you can see #the p&s all have flash but still! oh also that reminds me of my minor gripe w/ atz photoshoots namely. they're All Indoors #well not ALL all but sooo many of them are and it pains me because i love outdoorsy photoshoots #like the one in the diary ver of fever 3 or the second part of the fever epilogue diary ver #...and fever 2 diary ver too. wait are diary versions just More outdoorsy/less Studio Photography? HM #but anyway! i just like when models can interact/blend in with their surroundings. it's always much more interesting when there's something #Else going on in the photo than just one color background/the walls of a room. this is why i loved l**na's predebut album photoshoots becau #*because each was in a different location! several different locations even! sometimes you'd even get a photo that has no people in it #simply because the surroundings are so pretty!#oooh now that i think about it d-day is like that too. yoongi heard me grumbling abt how much i hate those empty pages in bt/s albums #and went Not On My Watch lol #anyway. sorry i'm rambling for no reason gkhsfgkjfsf

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bylertruther · 2 years

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do me a favor, pls. think abt the eddie we were introduced to before he let down his walls after realizing that the party weren't who he thought they were. did u do tht? okay, cool, thank u. now, please tell me if you think that will would like him bc i'm very curious to hear y'all's thoughts 🧐📝

#see in theory sometimes im like yeah OFC someone that's into dnd that much and that is so unapologetically himself and loves what he loves #with reckless abandon and wears his otherness like a shield rather than something to be ashamed of sounds like someone will would like #and then i think abt how dustin n mike were scared to tell eddie n lucas didn't even try to and how eddie threw food at them and manhandled #them roughly n shoved them away and how he spoke abt lucas n i'm like ........hm.#the eddie that wrestles with dustin n pretends to be warriors with him n tells him to never change n makes lotr references? hell yeah #the soft joke-cracking goofy silly sweet eddie that he shows to chrissy? hell yeah #the eddie that he shows to his lambs at the lunch table? mmmmmmmm i don't think so #bc eddie didn't change until he saw that the party was cooler and braver than him lmao. he was so cagey until he realized oh these guys #know what they're doing and are not the people i assumed they were (prob bc he expects ppl to judge him so much [n they do] tht he finds #himself judging them too and i guess trying to get the upper hand if tht makes sense? idk how 2 explain it idk the Words)#and i just ... don't know that will would like being manhandled roughly by another man after lonnie #or having things thrown at him #when the most anyone has ever done with him is ruffle his hair lol #but then i think well... maybe eddie would react accordingly? like he did with chrissy? but idk #i'm not an eddie scholar idk who that man is #ANYWAY tell me ur thoughts <3 #side note. ->#i like ripple effect by one of the greatest writers in all of human history aka lilacline bc of how she wrote will not taking eddie's shit #bc THAT felt hashtag real to me

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