CHARACTER INFO SHEET , TW : BRIEF MENTION OF SELF HA*RMING .
name : mia isabella di salvo . name meaning : in italian ' mia ' means ' mine ' . it's a simple name but one i chose for her because her full name could mean : " my beautiful savior . " alias / es : so far i only have to : jacqueline deveraux and vanessa marchetti . but i do feel that there are plenty more aliases that she uses . some might be a throw away , other's may have been retired due to the possible chance of having a cover blown . totally depends ! ethnicity : white / caucasian . one picture / icon that you like the best of your character : fuck you , i'm breaking the rules lmao ( because i can't possibly just put ONE . ) but also these are my current faves .
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three headcanons you've never told anyone :
mia struggled with self - ha*rming , starting at the age of five till her very late teens . mostly developing because of being just a kid and not understanding her emotions or how to handle her grief and anger . then of course she was a teen and that comes with all sorts of negative feels . not to mention she got bullied a lot because of her full lips and how chapped they sometimes get . it started off by pulling out her hair and pinching herself - growing more and more out of control as she got older . she of course has stopped in a sense ( though she's self - ha*rmed in different ways ) there are scars on her body , mostly in area's that she was able to hide them from plain view . so like her upper arms and shoulders , her thighs and stomach .
she enjoys watching trash reality television ... mostly the thirty day fiance type shit . don't ask me why , i honestly don't have a fucking clue why she likes them . actually on this subject i definitely will say she's a cinemaphile ( and probably has a letterbox account under false name . ) if you wanna take her out on a date , you must take her out to a movie .
on occasion , you might hear her freestyle rap or just break out in a rap song . mostly 90s rap music , definitely heard her sing salt n pepa's shoop ... or even biggie's hypnotize . i know it's surprising , an alt ex - grunge princess like mia enjoy's rap ? yes . at least the oldie's she does .
three things your character likes doing in their free time :
mia expresses through creativity , so a lot of the times when she's bored or when she's got time off she's doing something artistic . mostly sketching or playing on a guitar ( and singing too . ) she has many journals of hers , mostly the pages are filled with her experiences from day to day . her feelings too and whatever she's going through at the current moment . sometimes she sketches things like buildings or normal people while she's people watching . she also tends to do some sort of mixed media too , so these journals get really thick by the time she's finished . when she sings , she sings softly . it's almost ethereal like ? i'd say her singing is a cross between chelsea wolfe and hope sandoval from mazzy star . which pairs well with her acoustic guitar . other artistic avenues she takes are painting and writing poetry ( which is in her journals most of the time and no one gets to read them unless you are special . )
playing up on the writing part : mia reads a lot ... like a lot , a lot . she mostly reads non - fiction / fiction / horror / suspense + mystery / crime / espionage / romance / erotica ( lmao ! ) but it is common knowledge that mia is a hopeless romantic who loves a good romance novel , the cheesier the better too .
rock climbing , either outdoors or indoors is another favorite thing mia does on her downtime . i think it's because it requires a lot of determination and focus , also some calculation when it comes to bouldering walls inside . occupying the mind by unlocking this part of her brain is very relaxing to her . outside of jogging i think this is probably her favorite way to keep in shape .
** just adding this for fun , but we know a two more things mia likes to do , it's have great sex and eat great food . you can say that she engages in risky behavior .**
people your character likes / loves :
see ... now this is where things get pretty tricky because ... well mia has lost her loved ones ( whether she wanted to or not , should i say . ) though we can't say we don't love them either , because mia's parents passed away and her other family member's think she's dead . she still loves all of them no matter what , and i'd also have to say that the people that mia knows . people mia considers friends or loved ones , while she doesn't have that many . she loves them to bits , because they literally become the most important people to mia . when it comes to liking certain people , i believe that her liking someone is a rare occurrence . usually has to do with crushing on someone and that's it . oh and she also loves her little crew : samira and petra !
two things you character regrets :
for the most part mia is someone with little regrets in her life , and those that do , they're very important ones . one's that sort of had an impact on her .
not allowing people to love her the way she needs to be loved . this is quite literally the most un-selfish / selfish thing about mia ( and it's so true to who mia is really . ) there is this very intentional self - sacrificing behavior kicks in . she pushes people away , she hurts them , she gets very mean and nasty / cold ... she pushes people away from her mostly because in her mind , it's the best thing she could do for someone she really cares about ? even if it was guaranteed that someone that she'd grown to care for , was someone who would be safe forever . it didn't matter , because mia still believed this is a way of saving them . in so doing , because of this mia will then feel that she is doing it out of survival or to protect herself . despite how intentional it is , mia will always find herself thinking about a couple of people and how she regrets not seeing how things would go . to give people a chance and to also allow people in . trusting in that process instead of being so afraid that she'll get someone killed or hurt .
all of every assignment that she has killed someone or people who were innocent or a child . now this is a concept that will forever live with mia , no matter how hard she tries to forget things ... she will always regret hurting people who didn't deserve it , especially children .
one phobia your character has :
i think it would be the obvious , mia is afraid of airplanes . being around them , seeing them , having to travel while on them . we know this because this is how her parents died / how she became an orphan . while saying all of this , mia is also afraid for fire ... because you can't have one thing or the other , it's a combo deal .
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╰┈➤ So as it says My name Is Ellie but I love nicknames a few ones that friends call me are Els or Lili or whatever you want (´ ε ` )♡
╰┈➤ My gender is a mystery mwahaha, I really Don’t have any idea tho, I thought I was trans masc but now I have no clue :’)
╰┈➤ I have ADHD and the worst anxiety ever even online so if I’m really weird it’s probably just cus I had a bad day
╰┈➤ when I get hyper fixated on something it’s literally all I rant about, My current likes/ hyper fixations are Murder Drones, FPE, Soul eater, Cats, Musicals, BSD, TOH (kindaaa?..) RamShackle, pretty much any glitch production, tkling (obv) and horror games plus a bunch of other stuff!!
╰┈➤ My DNI list is pretty basic! No pro shippers, racist bigots, homophobes etc, 20+ DO NOT INTERACT!!! 19-18 CANNN interact but please don’t be weird and not to often
(ALSO I NEED MORE MOOTS IF YOU WANNA HIT ME UPP!!)
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