#hopelesscore

[veryunusualxo]

[antikosm]

I don't know if this is betrayal trauma carrying over or what but I have to say it's pretty devastating to have your community hyping you up for your creation, saying how excited they are for it to be done, and then it's done.

And that support just...disintegrates. Makes everything feel so superficial, you know?

And then you talk to people because they ask what's wrong and they're some of the ones who were hyping you up and you tell them and they just stay quiet. Because they're not going to read what you wrote or go to the show or bother more than a quick glance at your art or wear what you made.

I know you're supposed to create for yourself, but if creation is also how you communicate, then is there really a point fighting the inevitable isolation?

[p0plotte]

oh to be a teenage girl who falls so hard she doesn't have rhe strength to get up.