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softpastelqueer · 8 months

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I guess this is the adhd and autism speaking, but I never felt it was ever important to correct people’s assumptions or accusations they had towards me, partially for the obvious reasons of you can’t control what other people think of you but also because I just assume people will drop it (partially because I feel these assumptions are obviously incorrect and therefore I find it strange for others to allow it to take up brain space) or forget about it because I 100% do not think about others in any meaningful way and I struggle comprehending that other people constantly think about others even when they’re not in front of them

So I’m always distressed and shocked when people continue to believe whatever nonsense despite limited to zero direct interaction with me since the last time, because I’m like ???? Why would I be on your mind???

My mind is just mansard roofs and graveyards

#that said I will avoid anyone who does assumptions or accusations more than once because it makes me uncomfortable #like for instance I’m on very low contact with someone irl who kept accusing I was their random anons and I just started avoiding them #because I’ll be blunt the first time around but then kinda just avoid it if it’s more than once #I don’t like feeling constantly bombarded with random accusations or assumptions so I do tend to find it very annoying and so I avoid #however I do have very strong emotional permeance issues so I can’t fathom thinking of others like that #my brain just doesn’t work like that #I also don’t understand why I have to PROVE an assumption or accusation is wrong when others don’t have to prove it’s true?#so tbh that’s so incompatible with the way my brain operates

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