#human!heejin

[themoongirls12]

ARTMS ‘Virtual Angel' (Human Eye Ver.) Official MV

[doughyduo]

Fun fact:

The original human girl turned into a fox.

[kanmom51]

https://twitter.com/parkjmwins/status/1782358915939774874

Idk whether you will even answer this ask or will block me but this is exactly why JK had similar concept pics like Jimin. Jikookers made it to be romantic while Fandom made it to a joke 'JK always copy Jimin' (ofcourse). I've seen you making multiple posts about Jikook concept pics being match is a proof of them being a couple when in reality Hybe don't even take permission of original artist before using their ideas for another. One hybe label just got into trouble for copying newjeans and according to CEO min heejin it was BANG SHIHYUK who wanted to copy newjeans to create a second version of them through illit. And guess what he made sure illit gets 10x more success than newjeans, a 2 day song was already charting in different charts including hot 100. The same bang shihyuk who ignored every bit of Jimin's success but shamelessly copied his ideas and visions of concept pics for another favorite member. He shamelessly asks staffs to copy original ideas of artists who created them and use them for a cheap version of the said artist, Newjeans and Jimin are just examples.

Was it JK's fault ? Not necessarily but unlike rookie Illit he had power and capability to make his own decisions and use his own visions instead of doing what he was asked to do by the staff (his words) but he didn't and sat comfortably while using another person's hardwork. If you still think those similarities were because they were couple then idk what to say because in that logic Newjeans girls and Illit girls are dating.

Talk about TikTok generation ask.

Linking me to a tweet that has zero actual information and/or proper discussion, just stating a fact that isn't necessarily even a fact. Ignoring the full picture (like y'all do when it comes to Jikook as well, btw).

And I also find it so so funny how you are basically hanging your all on something that a very problematic figure within the Kpop industry is claiming, all to try and deflect from despicable behaviour she's being accused of, including using and revealing private info of Hybe idols obtained in illegal and despicable manors, perhaps including having to do with certain private info leaking of certain BTS members (including the one person that you so vehemently claim to love and stand in defense of).

You think that by sending me this link you are proving something?

You say that you read through my posts. Well, obviously you've missed those many posts I've written explaining how JM and JK being a couple can be deducted not from one action or one behaviour alone, but the combination of many many actions or behaviours. A puzzle built of not 10 or 50 or 100 pieces, but one built of so many many more.

I find it funny how with everything that has been going on with JM and JK you guys are still at this.

We're back to JK copying JM.

Like seriously.

Like even if the whole NJ Illit thing was true there was some kind of a comparison to be made with these two men.

Like JK, who's album concept is 180 degrees different than JM's doesn't have stylists at his beck and call to create a concept that isn't a full on copy of JM's. Right down to the studs and colours and minutiae details of some of the outfits.

Like if he did copy JM, that same scorned poor JM (that's how you guys love to portray him, as a damsel in distress awaiting you to swoop in and save him) CHOSE to fly to NY to be with JK and spend Silver day there with him, travel with him multiple times and spend his entire 18 months in the army with that awful copy cat JK.

Your ask tells me that you have zero understanding in human interactions and relationships. JM saying time and time again, JOKING time and time again, about JK copying him, it's a tease but also something that he LOVES. How he inspires JK, how JK perceives him as his catalyst.

But this here, the photo concepts and the whole of JK's wardrobe while promoting, claiming it's all about copying JM is just bull crap. This was planned. And it was planned by the two of them. It's not a coincidence that JM happens to wear the bottom part of a two piece outfit months before JK wears the top part of the same exact outfit.

And if we are talking about copying, is it the concept he's copying or is he so far gone that he's literally copying down to the smallest of details?

Like seriously. You think that's about copying JM?

Or because it worked for JM so he thinks it will work for him? Literally same hairstyle rocking as JM had in Face? Cause why not use a concept that works? Seriously? JK's all "I should do this cause it worked for JM so it will work for me"?

Was that what he was thinking when he rocked a highlight of JM's hair colour over the years? That the colour works for JM so I should have a strand of that colour in my hair as well, copying his success? Is that the theory you're working with?

Or when JK wore the same jacket as JM on Valentines day, you know, in a clip that JM himself records and uploads, that JK also copying JM?

Babe, this isn't just about the concept pics either. And it's not just about Face and Seven or Golden. Wearing the actual same black leather or leather-like pants just because he couldn't find any other pants? That level of copying? Or perhaps it wasn't about copying and more about mirroring.

About "You are me I am you", which they have been screaming at the top of their lungs for years now!!!

It amazes me how you have zero issue in taking an over decade long complex super close relationship (no matter how you perceive it they are super close) and simplifying it into "JK copied JM's concept because JM's concept worked for him", or to even compare whatever went on with JK and JM and those similarities to a claim made (by a disgruntled and caught red handed employee of Hybe) about one new GG copying concepts and whatever from a GG that's been around for 2 years now. No connection between them. No long term relationships between the groups. One group supposedly copying from another. Yeah, definitely the comparison needed to be made between that and Jikook's behaviours or decision making.

How infantile of you.

Oh and that paragraph of yours at the end. Laughable really.

Like I already said, go compare 2 GGs in two different companies to 2 men that have been close for over 10 years now. And let's also disregard the long history of those two doing the similar and same outfit (during official shoots, performances etc, or during their free time) thing and look at this one single concept.

Probably styled (funny how the styling seems to be similar for years now on many occasions, and just with the two of them)

Not styled.

These are just examples of MANY MORE instances.

Oh, and I suggest you go read this post too. Not mine, but recently written and oh so relevant to the conversation.

I can't help but wonder how different your pov would have been if one of those two young men was a female. Just thought I would throw that in here too.

But I gotta give you an A for persistence. You guys, you never give up, do you? No matter what JK and JM will throw at you, you will find a way to twist it around to fit your narratives. I guess you also think that JM was forced into enlistment with JK, ah? And their trips together and the content that will drop, also forced on him? I guess him saying otherwise isn't enough to convince you guys either, right? I love the way how you guys are so intrenched in your belief of victimhood that you don't even listen to what JM himself tells you. You love him so much that basically call him a liar. Good for yous I guess.

So, to clarify my answer to you, just in case it wasn't as clear as day already...

You do you, cause nothing I tell you, or show you, or you know what? Nothing that even JM himself will tell you or show you will satisfy you. Because you are living in a self built fantasy of what and who JM is and what and who those that surround him are, all to fit that narrative of yours in which he needs you guys as his saviours and knights in shining armour to swoop in and save him from the big bad JK.

One more thing.

JM's Face was a masterpiece.

We all agree on that. JK included.

He adores JM, he's his no. 1 fan and he's been showing us this throughout 2023.

JK is not a person that would callously copy a concept used by a bandmate just because it succeeded for his bandmate and might work for him too.

Let alone from JM.

His person.

Not even if, as you put it, he was told to do so by the powers at be (which yeah, he'd tell to go shove it up their asses if they ever did 'tell' him to do that btw, and they wouldn't do it anyway seeing that they know that would be his exact reaction).

So, no.

That is my answer to you.

Just a whole big fat NOPE.

No to copying. And surprisingly no to blocking you.

Yet.

[fillinforlater]

Masterlist No. 1 to 50

Here are my first 50 fics in order by release, starting with my debut. When you scroll down, you can find a lot of crazy other stories like and unlike it. Some of them have more than two idols. Feel free to back read whatever you like. You can also go through the rest of my NMS:

One-Shot Masterlist

Series Masterlist

IZ*ONE Masterlist

(Fic span: 13th September 2021 - 7th June 2022)

Castle of A Thousand Spiders - ft. Eunbi

Dazed - ft. Yeji, Yoojung

Say It Again - ft. Yerin

Commitment - ft. Dahyun

Classmating - ft. Minju

Welcome aboard, human - Spaceship: Horizon - Prologue

Unexpected ft. Hitomi - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 1

Cumming Home ft. Mina (TWICE) - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 2

Lawless ft. SinB, Eunha - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 3

Lucid Dream I ft. Giselle - Spaceship: Horizon - Interlude

-10-

Healing ft. JiU - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 4

Lazy but Laid - ft. Luda - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 5

The Star in Space - ft. Sakura - Spaceship: Horizon - Season Finale

Commas, Colons, Cumming - ft. Eunha, Umji

Four Cherries - ft. Chaewon, Mina, Sana, Minju

Ominous Oracle - Spaceship: Horizon - Prologue 2

Legendary Cookies - ft. Yuri, Sakura, Eunbi, Hyewon, Minju

Loathing Love: Lucky Loser ft. Hyewon, Eunbi

Cumforting ft. Minju (Sequel to Classmating)

Snake Invasion ft. Sana (Quickie: Phone Part 1)

-20-

The Smart Duck ft. Yena - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 6

Bunny Upside Down ft. Nayeon (Quickie: Phone Part 2)

Loathing Love: Liable Lady ft. Eunbi, Hyewon

Angel of Infinity +0 ft. Minju (Quickie: Phone Part 3)

Angel of Infinity +1 ft. Minju, Tzuyu (Quickie: Phone Part 4)

Angel of Infinity +2 ft. Minju, Yiren, Tzuyu (Quickie: Phone Part 5)

A Collection for a Special Date: Part I ft. Minju 

A Collection for a Special Date: Part II ft. Minju (fluff)

A Collection for a Special Date: Part III ft. futa!Minju

Not-So-Cute ft. Jiheon - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 7

-30-

Scandal ft. Dahyun (Quickie)

Hot Helping Hands ft. Momo, Chaeyoung (Quickie)

Eleven to One: Impossible Taming ft. Ahn Yujin (Eleven to One Universe)

Changer ft. Xiaoting (Quickie)

The Neighborhood knows ft. Minju (Quickie)

Eleven to One: Easily Tempted ft. Yujin, Minju (Quickie) (Eleven to One Universe)

Plank ft. Heejin - Spaceship: Horizon - Part 8

Needy. Greedy. Breedy ft. Minju (Collab)

[The one] who won [?] ft. Gaeul, futa!Chaehyun, futa!Dayeon

Let It All Out ft. Somi (Quickie)

-40-

Eleven to One: Into the Next ft. Yujin, Eunbi (Collab) (Eleven to One Universe)

In Vino Veritas ft. Heejin (Quickie)

Carry a Stranger ft. Yoojung (Quickie)

Energy Restored ft. Jeongyeon (Phone: Part 6)

[These] two [won] too ft. Chaehyun!, Dayeon!, Mashiro, Xiaoting, ChoiYujin!, Gaeul, AhnYujin, Rei! (Kep1er & IVE)

Eleven to One: Mandatory Lesson ft. Yujin (Collab) (Eleven to One Universe)

Revelation in a Shower ft. Gowon

Loathing Love: Lusty Loop ft. Hyewon, Yuri

LOYAnaL ft. Chaewon, Winter (Quickie)

Labyrinth of the Six ft. E:U, Sihyeon, Aisha vs Yoohyeon, Sua, Gahyeon

-50-

GO BACK TO THE MAIN MASTERLIST POST

[thelolarahaii]

HEEJIN ARTMS ‘Virtual Angel' (Human Eye Ver.) Official MV

[joysfaery]

pairings: sub!heejin x dom!f!reader

warnings/tags: sub!idol, dom!reader, bunny hybrid!heejin, human reader, mommy kink, pet names (bunny, good girl, sweet girl), fingering, overstimulation, begging, crying.

w.c: 525 sooo short omg ><

thinkin about bunny hybrid!heejin… she’d be sooo cute when in heat, sitting in your lap just begging her pretty mommy to make her parts feel good :( so wet n wanting for you but she’s a good girl n won’t touch herself without mommy’s permission even though she’s sooo desperate to come 😵‍💫😵‍💫 when you finally do touch the poor bunny she’s dripping wet and hot all over. she starts crying n whimpering for permission to come almost immediately, grinding her tingly pussy down on your hand :(

“aww heekie,” you coo after kissing her damp cheeks. “is mommy making your princess parts feel good?”

“mhm! bunny’s feeling s’good mommy,” your bunny girl whines. she’s shaking already, sooo needy from a few minutes of touching it’s so cute you just wanna ruin her… but you don’t quite yet, the poor thing’s in heat and all heejin wants is relief from the aching burning sensations you can’t be mean when she’s so brainless and needy like this :( so when she cries out louder than usual, staccato moans tumbling from her throat, you know she’s close.

“is bunny gonna come for mommy, huh? gonna make a mess on mommy’s lap?” heejin nods furiously, her thighs shaking with the effort of not coming yet, and lets out a little sob. you cup her cheek with your free hand and wipe away her tears gently. she whines again, but you just smile at her softly. even when she’s desperate and horny, you think heejin is beautiful with her bright doe eyes and flushed cheeks.

“can i mommy? can i come?”

“go ahead, sweet girl, come for your mommy,” you nod, speeding up the movement of your thumb on her sensitive clit. heejin cries out, shaking all over as she finally comes. she whispers her thanks to you over and over as she comes down from her high, thighs covered in her own slick and cum. she’s so messy and boneless, just they way you like her. but you don’t want her to stop at just one orgasm, that would be silly! so you keep your hand where it is and start touching her clit again, listening intently to the noises heejin makes when the overstimulation sets in. “mommy,” she whines. “s’too much, bunny’s only small!!”

“you can give me one more, bunny, i know you can,” you reply. “don’t you want to be good for mommy?” heejin nods furiously. she does!! she really does. but its so hard :( her whole body is shaking and she’s soo loud for you by the time her second orgasm is crashing into her. she gasps and babbles out “please” and “mommy” as her cunt gushes, squirting around your fingers. she cries a little even and holds onto you tightly until the aftershocks pass. when she quiets down and stops shaking, you finally, finally pull your now-damp hand away from her drenched pussy.

“what a good girl you were for me, bunny,” you whisper as you pull heejin close for a kiss. she might ask you for another round in an hour but you don’t mind. heejin really is the sweetest bunny girl for mommy :(

[silantryoo]

as much as im annoyed by the potential implications of the mhj/hybe drama i do feel like theres way too much speculation rn ... rlly doesn't sit so well with me that everyone is bashing on mhj alone (im not supporting her either though) and not bang sihyuk too. some hybe stans rlly js worship the guy and idk why . its not like he's innocent too. like those texts from him are so annoying too. abt if she's satisfied that nwjns is so popular and also abt trying to rival aespa / bp alone ...

hybe has sm power and r known for their mediaplay so i rlly do wish people would keep that in mind instead of doing their own speculation to bash on mhj . we don't know fs if she's the reason behind seunghan, youngseo, etc .... it seems so forced that everyone just collectively is making stuff up on their own theories and pissing on her. like im all for it when everything's done with but it's giving misogyny to me ughhh idk how to explain it eitherr without sounding like a mhj stan I PROMISE IM NOT TAKING HER SIDE T_T i just cant help but feel like poeple find it easier to hate and bash on women sometimes. even me scrolling x nowadays feels so annoying. literally feel so bad for illit and nwjns rn.

personally i was a teeny annoyed that illit had a similar image to nwjns w their nostalgia/coquettecore (also though just seems like cute/youthful concept is making a cb in general in kpop) but only because their songs on super real me were the exact type of songs i liked most from nwjns (super shy, hurt etc. the softer less peppy songs compared to hybe boy) so it bothered me that there was an implication that nwjns might be forced to distance itself to a more differing concept to keep some contrast btwn the two ... but ik that's not illit's fault at all (literally love the girls sm im a runext fan ^^) i feel like i can understand the upset that illit was getting a similar concept when every other grp before illit in hybe had more defined concepts seperating each other. but once again that's all hybe's doing ...... seeing the choreographers supporting mhj too makes it seem like not even the nwjns team or even all the staff were on board with the references in the choreo either...

anyways i do hope this controversy doesnt impede on either grps promos :( and i rlly hope everything gets sorted out... im srsly hoping this doesnt turn into a 5050 situtation again but with nwjns i was so upset when that happened . was curious on what your thoughts were or if u were keeping up with everything?

the way im coming back to reply to this first thing after my exams is insane, but this nwjns thing makes me so angry for all the idols under hybe. both parties j cares sm ab money that they're blindsided by the potential of ruining their idols careers, mental health and images. mhj is being stupid and hybe does seem to be doing anything to protect nwjns (as far as we know. i could be wrong).

(yawl, jsyk i obv dont have ALL the information. from what ive seen online and the articles ive read, this is what I THINK. ME. youre free to think smthn else, whether i agree or not.)

i def thing that bang hyung sik (bhs) isn't innocent either. although min heejin (mhj), in my opinion, is more in the wrong j based on the treatment of other idols, bhs seemed to provoke her, and on top of that, the company seems to blindly support ppl and give them a platform so long as they make profit for the company. ive been seeing a lot of ppl saying hes j human but youd think theres a reason why mhj got kicked from sm, yk? and you j took her back in w open arms.

hybe is v good at media play fs. its their forte, and ppl seemed to stray from the from the main problem. mhj is using nwjns as a weapon. hybe probably is doing the same thing w their other groups too, dont get me wrong. ppl seem to forget that this entire issue isnt "drama", its a legal battle ensuing between a huge corporation and its subsidiary. hybe has infinite power compared to ador. its horrible on both ends.

the thing is tho, mhj has consistently been showing the public red flags. the lyrics of 'cookie (ik she didnt write the lyrics but shes the ceo. she got them approved)', the portraits gifted to her of naked underaged girls, her obsession w olivia hussey (who happens to look like minji), her treatment of sm employees, her past work w shinee (sexualization of underaged taemin), etc. not to mention her extremely (at least in my eyes) inappropriate relationship w nwjns. the gifts shes gotten them and how she uses their emotions as a weapon. if bhs did that, everyone would be up in arms.

i dont think (for the most part) this is misogyny. i think ppl alw had a weird feeling about her. at least i did.

idt its good to speculate on ppls departure tho. youre def right ab that. the lsfm hate train (esp the coachella one) most likely has nothing to do w mhj. and i do agree that hybe copied or was at least inspired by nwjns, but idt illit copied them. illit and nwjns have a very 'pinkpantheress' sound, the uk early 00's bedroom pop genre. however, nwjns is more y2k and illit is more dream-like, ykwim? hybe was def inspired by nwjns tho. i think a more fitting one would be tws tbh. their sound is v similar to me (emphasis on to me) than illit.

dont get me wrong, it's incredibly shady and the way that a lot of staff are on her side makes me think that hybe was leeching off of the success of nwjns. it referenced all girl groups under hybe tho, lsfm and fromis, but there was def more nwjns references.

what im worried ab the most are the groups, esp nwjns. lsfm has been going thru their own struggles and rn this isnt the best for them, but theyre not extremely involved in the situation, not like nwjns and illit. illit, from what ive seen, has majority of the success and recognition from overseas. however, their success in korea'll take a huge hit. itll def take a toll on the girls mental, considering they j debuted and this happened.

nwjns is the worst off. theres a chance they might leave w mhj if ador does pull away from hybe, which isnt in the groups best interest. mhj's press conference and overall attitude is gonna affect their upcoming release fs, and their proximity to mhj herself is worrisome.

hybe doesnt seem to be doing shit to protect their artists, they're j protecting their name. theres no statement on or for illit, no statement on malicious comments for any of the groups (that i know of).

tldr: min heejin and hybe are both at fault. dont take sides of either, take the side of the idols.

sorry, im j so passionate ab this. the shit ive been seeing online has been making me mad. after getting back from the lsfm hate train too... as mad as i am at mhj, hybe GAVE her that platform. if the things they claim is true, and if the speculation is true, they alr knew from her past employment that she was shady. its their fault for allowing that.

[postpunkindustrial]

Heejin Jang - Human Iceberg

[9800sblog]

hybe tarot reading

public perception vs people involved

public's perception

3 of pentacles reversed, 8 of pentacles reversed, ace of pentacles reversed, the hanged man reversed, 7 of cups reversed

talk about tainted perception, all cards reversed screams volumes about how ignorant and illiterate most people are about their rights. the public has all the information, they know everything that is happening but keep not wanting to connect one thing with the other, they're just trying to feel important and like they matter in a grand scheme. they see the world as a bunch of isolated things and people, with no connection, the justice system doesn't work, nobody is really doing their jobs and no industry, organization or system really works. trying to push a classic tale of "rich vs poor", instead of "people vs life", they see hybe as old money and creating narratives to control people. they think most people, all artists and others involved are simply dumb, and can't see they're being controlled. just flip the script, like the hanged man reversed looks kinda dumb reversed in this spread, flip it to it's right position and "damn how does he balance himself like that? is he playing with the punishment he received? how is none of his clothes falling off? that rewuires a lot of physical strength, knowledge of anatomy, physics, astronomy, wow this is an impressive ugly man" etc.

perception of people involved

the world reversed, 7 of pentacles reversed, ace of cups reversed, 9 of pentacles, the fool

literally screaming to the public "shut the fuck up!!!!!" they see how the perception is all damaged, and people are trying to use the perceived bad situation to prey on them, which is ironic since their poor vision is what lacks them see how protected these people, systems and organizations actually are. like law works 😐. nothing new under the sun, but they're definitely taking advantage of this situation to fix things that are actually broken, literally universally involved, like this spread literally screams climate change. public is really trying to not connect one thing with the other, not use logic and pretend they're the village in "it takes a village to raise a child". people are literally ignoring the fact that you need to pass the police system to be hired, get a contract, this whole thing is not about min heejin, did yall forget kpop is a public part of korean government? [politicians: "this is how we want the world to see our country", kpop industry: "yes, sir! 🫡"] did yall forget kpop is literally anti censorship and control? did yall forget how much horror, science, ancient cultures, spirituality/religion/witchcraft references they make on a DAILY? something I often say fits perfectly with this spread, "it's better to ask offensive questions than stay ignorant". public is playing detective while actual detectives are at work, chill.

what it's actually like

3 of swords, king of swords, judgement, 9 of cups, 2 of cups

this needs no explanation, it's literally what I just said. if this was a matter of pedophilia against people that are seen universally, it would have been fixed already, it's not hard to put someone in jail. all cards are connected, and yall pretend to know nothing about daily life. like when I say universally, I mean, songs play on your phone and you post things on social media through satellites, like stop playing dumb, this isn't an isolated situation, if you feel unsafe in front of this "feud", you're already screwed, fear is almost useless towards human evolution, what could actually kill us these days? this does involve science, politics, astronomy, everything kpop talks about. again, stop acting dumb. yall think aespa songs sound grainy why? they're breaking sound barriers like these people are smart as fuck

[beautifulpersonpeach]

For the Anon who asked what I think about Layover, I’m not sure if it’s intentional but you sent me that ask from your personal account with your full real name, not your fan account that I assume follows me. So I’m not posting the ask but will answer here.

I like Min Heejin’s style so it’s kind of a given that I like what we’ve seen so far from Taehyung. What we’re hearing though, it’s nice but I’m not fully sold on yet. I want to hear the whole album at once, all the songs in sequence, before giving my full thoughts. That’s why I haven’t said anything lately.

Because, after reflecting a bit, I think I tend to be harsh with Taehyung. His personality or behaviour to the members doesn’t really bother me (we’re all a bit quirky and even Jesus Christ was passive aggressive in scripture so why would a bitch like me have a problem with that very human trait that shows up every now and then?). What occasionally ticks me off though, is when I sense he’s uncommitted, backtracking, and generally kind of loose-minded about his music (I’m struggling to think of the right word in English). That didn’t make sense, but what I’m trying to say is that, before Layover, I felt he could be doing a lot more and just chose not to. Perhaps out of fear or real limits to his abilities. I’d hear a snippet of his song here, see him gravitate to a type of provocative styling there but pull back, see him attempt to dance more then not… and I’m not a patient person.

It would fall flat and fast for me.

But then I realized, that I was not being fully fair to him. So this time around, I’m waiting.

So far it’s been nice. There’s no doubt at this point, now that all the members have put out something solo, that they’re all very talented men and it further explains why they’re in BTS. Including Taehyung.

But am I tickled silly with glee the way I was the first time I heard Set Me Free Pt 2? No. At least, not yet. We’ll see.

[spidrv]

tw: guns, swearing, starvation(?) vampires, pregnancy

face claims :

sebastian - sunghoon from ENHYPEN

sapphire - ryujin from ITZY

haneul - gun-il from XDINARY HEROES

yuna - heejin from LOONA

carlos - seungmin from STRAYKIDS

ezra - heeseung from ENHYPEN

koa - renjun from NCT DREAM

for a very long time, the parks have been in hiding and were constantly moving around, until Estella suddenly got pregnant. She tells Minyoung, her husband, and he’s immediately ecstatic. It was very rare for a vampire to get a human pregnant, and now that Minyoung had gotten Estella pregnant, the 2 had to be careful, especially since he was a vampire and she was one to become after the birth of their son. There were cults in the vampire world, all around the world there were vampires, very few knew the history of them, while most people believe they were myths.

9 Months Later

The day where Estella gives birth finally comes, she’s at her last push and finally, the baby is out. Minyoung stayed by Estella’s side as the nurses helped her hold the baby for a bit before taking him to get properly cared for. “Do you have a name in mind, Mrs. Park?” the nurse asked, as Estella wondered for a bit. “Hm..” she hummed softly to herself, her faces stained with tears from the pain from a few moments ago, mixed with joyful tears. “Ezra.” she said with a smile as the nurse nodded with a smile, going over to the counter as she takes a birth certificate and writes down the name of the baby boy. ‘Ezra Alvarez Park.’ and just like that, the 3 became a family, but a family in hiding.

A few years pass, actually, a bit more than a few. Within those years, the Park family had grown. A Happy family of 10. Yes, 10. After Ezra, Estella had given birth to triplets unexpectedly, neither her or Minyoung expected it since she was already a full vampire, and it was very unlikely for her to get pregnant, the chances were very few to none, let alone being able to get pregnant with triplets. None of the 3 looked alike, it was hard to even guess that they would be triplets with how different they all looked, but they did resemble their parents. After the triplets, came another baby, at this point Estella and Minyoung were shocked, how could she get pregnant.. AGAIN? regardless of her being pregnant, they decided to love the baby, and like that, came River, yet again after a few months, came another, at this point both adult vampires werent shocked, they had wanted a big family anyway to begin with, so they only loved the babies they had more and more, then came Jasper, at this point, Minyoung and Estella hadn’t expected to get pregnant again, especially with how many kids they had now, but again.. they thought wrong, not too much later, Estella became pregnant with twins. “That’s it, after these two little stars are born, i’m seeing a doctor to get myself a ring or something down there.” Estella told Minyoung as he chuckled at her words. after the 9 months, came a beautiful baby boy and girl. Elvira and Everett.

Finally, Estella stopped getting pregnant, now 17 years later, all her kids were grown, they settled down in Seoul, South Korea after the twins were born, Minyoung knew it would be rare for anyone to ever think they were vampires, everyone in Korea mostly had perfect glass pale skin, similar to a vampires, so it would definitely be easy to blend in. And that, was just the beginning of their new lives.

After some years, 4 boys had gotten married and had kids of their own now. Ezra, Colton, Sebastian and Julian had kids of their own, of course the oldest and triplets still looked as if they were in their early 20’s, even if they were hundreds of years old by now.

Sebastian was happily married to a Woman named Sapphire, with 3 kids. 2 Boys and a Girl. Sebastian loved both his wife and kids to death, he would do absolutely anything in his power and will to protect them from anyone and anything.

One day, Sebastian had left the house around 2:40 am, he decided to go take a late night drive and walk by downtown, just to clear his mind, leaving sapphire and the kids at home to rest. As he parked his car and got out, locking it, he felt uneasy suddenly.. but ignored the feeling, moving on as he walked under the moonlight, watching cars pass by as he walked, digging his hands in the pockets of his sweater. Suddenly, he sees something flash by, as if.. it were another vampire? ‘No.. it cant be.’ he thought to himself, he knew there had been some people after them before, but they hadn’t come bother in a while, so it was hard for him to believe, with Sebastian distracted, a man had suddenly appeared behind him, harshly wrapping his arms around Sebastian’s neck and puts a cloth over his mouth, making him pass out.

An hour had passed, and Sebastian had slowly began to wake up, but when he tried to move, he couldn’t. His hands and legs were tied up to a chair, he panicked as he looked around, seeing a man in black walk out of the shadows. “Ah.. Finally.. after YEARS of chasing you.. filthy creatures.. i’ve finally caught one.” the unknown man said in a raspy voice, saha looking at the man, his power utterly useless in the situation.

Back at home, sapphire was still asleep along with the kids in their own bedrooms, since sapphire wasn’t latched around Sebastian as usual, they were touching and feeling around the bed so they could cuddle into him or hug him as they slept, but they didn’t.. feel him in the bed with them.. they suddenly woke up, their eyes glancing around the room as they sat up, wondering where saha was, they decided to get up and look around the house before deciding to call him. 10 minutes after looking in and out the house, sapphire never found Sebastian, so they decided to call his phone, which went straight to voicemail since it was powered off.

“Hm..” the mysterious man hummed to himself. “I wonder.. if sapphire is up looking for you by now.. you’re not with them in bed.. sleeping peacefully.. rather, you’re here! locked up in.. well. lord knows where right?” the man said, laughing as he shook his head and chuckled.

sapphire began to slightly panic since sebastian didn’t pick up his phone and his location was off. “fuck.. where could he be at this time of night?” they whispered to

themselves as they sit on the bed, running their hand through their hair as they wonder.

“lets.. call them up, shall we?” the man said as saha felt scared, not because of where he was, but because he knew what he’d say to them, would send them immediately into panic, and he wanted NOTHING to happen to them, let alone the man bring his kids into the situation. the man then dialed sapphire’s phone number, and sapphire immediately picked up since they thought it was sebastian on a different phone. “Sebastian! where are you? why didn’t you pick up your?-“ they were cut off by the man speaking. “oh dumb clueless sapphire.. like always.” he spoke, a shiver running down sapphire’s spine. “who the fuck is this? where is sebastian?” they asked, a stern tone came from their mouth. “who i am.. is not important, whether.. your husband, where he is.. and his well being should be your priority.” the man said in a low voice, sapphire’s free hand turned into a fist, their jaw clenching. “where the fuck is he.” they said, their tone filled with anger at this point since the unknown man was only playing at this point. “if you really want to know.. you’ll come find him yourself, otherwise.. he dies.” the man said before hanging up, leaving sapphire with tears in their eyes. “now, we wait! better show if they bring.. what were their names? haneul.. yuna and carlos? oh this is exciting~” the man said, sebastian trying to break free from the chair. “don’t you dare lay a finger on my kids.” sebastian said through the cloth in his mouth, the man turning to him. “oh i wouldn’t hurt them now.. i’m not evil. maybe.. evil enough for something else though.” the man said, then disappearing into the shadows again.

a week had passed by now, saha had gotten a bit thinner since he was being starved, and was only given water, he was weak, he felt useless without sapphire, his head was drooping low and he had no energy. sapphire on the other hand had been searching for sebastian, everywhere they could think of, and not a single place, did they find him. suddenly, an idea pops into their head. “ezra, oh my god.” they said as they snapped their fingers, and within 20 minutes, they were with the kids at ezra’s house. an hour had passed, the kids were with koa passing by time, while sapphire had just finished explaining to ezra the whole thing that had happened, and at the same moment, he was concentrating, why? because his power allowed him to find anyone in the world, as long as he had ‘taste’ of what their mind was like. and within a minute, he came back to reality, writing down immediately on a paper with a pen and address on where sebastian would be. “go here, and please.. update me on my brother sapphire.” he said as sapphire nodded, giving him a tight hug as they then run out, yuna alerted haneul and carlos, who quickly said bye to koa, and went running after their mom. “where are you going?” haneul said as saha stood at the drivers seat. “…. um.. to see your dad.” they said, and within seconds, carlos was in the back of the car, how? he shape shifted into a snake while sapphire was distracted, and snuck his way in. “we’re coming to.” haneul said as sapphire sighed. “no, you guys cant.” they said, but haneul and yuna were already in the car, buckling themselves in. “mom, it’s dad. believe us, we’re just as worried about him as you are. please, let us come.” yuna said as sapphire sighed. “fine, but you’re staying in the car when we get there.” they said, as they got in and started the car, driving off once they were buckled in.

2 hours on the road had passed, and sapphire had just parked their car at the address Ezra had given them. “this is it, STAY here.” sapphire said as she looked at all three kids, who only nodded. sapphire unbuckled themselves and got out the car, making sure to lock it as they walk quietly into the sketchy building. “are we actually?-“ yuna said as the door suddenly opened, Carlos outside already. “c’mon or the cars gonna go off!” he said as yuna nodded and quickly got out, haneul following right out as they then close the door, waiting a few seconds before clearing the coast. “we’re good, it didn’t beep!” haneul said as they then waited a few minutes before following sapphire where they had gone into.

sapphire was walking down a hall, seeing some stairs that led to a basement, deciding to go down, they made some turns, finding some empty rooms as they got chills, suddenly they walked up to a door, their hand shaking as they twisted the knob slowly, opening the door as they walked in slowly, seeing sebastian on the chair, hopeless and exhausted, seeing how much thinner he had gotten as they run up to him, wrapping themselves over him as they begin to sob. “oh.. my baby. i’m here now, hm? let me try to get you out..” they whisper as they try to undo the knots around his legs and hands, sebastian opening his eyes as he looks down at them. “s.. sapphire?” he says in a low voice. “yes baby, i’m here now, okay?” they whisper as they look up at him, but sebastian shook his head. “no.. it’s dangerous.. you need to leave..” he said as sapphire ignored him, trying to still undo the knots. the 3 kids were walking down the same path sapphire had taken, being as quiet as possible as they stand behind the door to where would show sebastian and sapphire, hiding in the dark shadow as then suddenly sapphire turns around, hearing a soft chuckle. “tch tch. clueless sapphire.. like always.” said the man, 2 more coming out as they walk up to sapphire and pick them up, holding them back as sapphire shook their head, kicking and trying to get out of their grasp. “leave.. my wife alone..” sebastian said, his voice low and quiet. “aw, still think we’ll listen? too bad the kids aren’t here to watch the show..” the man said as he suddenly pulled out a gun, a pistol, sapphire’s eyes widening at the sight as tears begin rolling down their eyes, they couldn’t use their power since nothing could be used for them to hurt the 3 men. haneul crept in quietly with yuna and carlos behind him, staying still as possible in a corner as they watch.

the man walked up to saha, shaking his head. “pity. you had a beautiful family sebastian..” the man said as they pointed the gun to his chest. “i guess i’ll do what i do best, ruin it.” he whispered as sapphire sobbed. “NO!” they shouted, their shout echoing as haneul flinched a bit, squinting a bit as he saw, shaking his head. “no..” he whispered as yuna gasped, but carlos covered her mouth immediately so they wouldn’t be spotted, tears rolling down her cheeks already as carlos hugged her tight.

“no stop! stop! no!” sapphire sobbed out, squirming in the men’s grasp, trying to get out and get to sebastian.

sebastian looked up, his eyes showing he was exhausted and drained, looking at sapphire with a very small weak smile. “i love you.. sapphire, with all my heart.. tell the kids i love them to-“ he was cut off by the trigger going off, silence fell as yuna broke down. “daddy!” she yelled as she ran out of carlos’ grasp and to sebastian, hugging him as she sobbed, the men dropped sapphire as they fell to the floor. “the kids were here? that was unfortunate.. for them.” the unknown man said as he disappeared again with the 2 men, but before they could get anywhere, they were attacked by a wolf, huh? where did that come from.. ? carlos. he had shape shifted into a wolf, something he had struggled with before, but anger rose in him and he was finally able to do so, tearing the men down into pieces as yuna sobbed, sapphire running up to the 2, holding onto sebastian’s now lifeless body. “no.. im so sorry i didn’t come sooner.. i didnt do anything to stop this..” sapphire sobbed out, haneul cried, but stood behind the 2 girls, closing his eyes as he made a promise to sebastian, to always look after the family now, to love and protect them the same way he had done, and step up to better brother to the twins. “i love you.. dad.” haneul whispered as he looked up, a clear glass ceiling showing the dark sky, filled with stars.

not sure if this will get any views.. but i want to put out that this is my first time writing something like this. i like to write for fun, and with a friend, thought it’d be nice to write a plot and write it out! (eve) !! i am a minor! i dont have intentions to ship these idols together, just give a little bit of a view on how the characters look. if anyone does end up reading, i hope you enjoy !! :)

[planetdream]

dreamie, i had someone unmatch me a while ago on hinge bc i listen to kpop groups w minors in them, and i wanna hear ur thoughts on that 🎤

context : they had skz all over their account, and commented on one of my concert fits (enha,) and when i mentioned i saw enha, they were like “ew wtf u listen to groups w minors in them? thats kinda weird” (this was when niki was still 17,)

bc like it rly got me thinking … do they only see idols in a sexual light??? bc me personally, i have been listening to kpop since i was 15, so seeing / listening to groups w minors is NOT weird / a problem to me… i am not attracted to minors like ????

- 🍊

ik u sent this a few weeks ago but I still wanted to answer this.

all in all i think the conversation is a bit deeper than solely seeing idols in a sexual light and has a bit more to do with leaning on ethics and the understanding of humans, in my opinion.

the topic of debuting minors has been hot discussion for several years, and i feel as though the topic has resurfaced heavily the last few years especially because of the sexualization and overworking of minors, and as well as the debut ages of lots of idols not only throughout the generations of kpop but especially within the 4th and 5th gen groups. i also think the topic resurfaces bc of that the fact that some labels tend to go after those who are younger rather than those who are older—and very often times, are a lot more talented.

a lot of idols who debuted as teenagers tend to come forth and say that they wish that they had more time to be not only a child, but a person. lots of idols get older and speak about the crazy hardships they had to go through in order to become an idol—think of the crazy diets (that children/teens should not go through for developmental purposes) and the long practices and the shaming/abuse, etc etc. think about the idols born in the 2000s who more than likely have long covid… i could also mention idols lacking proper education, as well as common knowledge and sense via their actions. i think these are reasons why a lot of people aren’t into groups with minors in them/debuting minors.

still, almost every single kpop group that exists has had at least one minor during time of debut—debuting minors is integrated in the culture of kpop.

and not 2 b a hater i think hybe specifically has almost increased the prevalence of the overworking and sexualization of minors**. but this is not to say that other labels have not or still do not contribute to this—because boy oh boy, so many labels are going to hell and lee sm will be the first to answer to god. I just personally think it's very prevalent right now within the hybe sphere given how many groups they currently have with minors in them—but just my opinion.

**thinking about how with enha, i feel like niki especially has been sexualized heavily both by fans but also due to the groups image/concept. also wanting to highlight le sserafim having questionable choreography despite having a minor(s) in the group. or min heejin and the new jeans roll out (that lolita situation)

because of these reasons, it's honestly made me put off by groups with minors in them. but i cannot be hypocritical because i liked enha’s music—but imma b so real; i wasn’t paying fr attention to the members born after 2002. i also can’t b hypocritical bc i like nmixx's music (and have liked songs by other groups with minors) but i haven't engaged in any of their non musical content since they debuted.

that being said i think recently, the girls of nmixx did a little variety show about the things they wish they got to do as children instead of training to be an idol. and just thinking about that made me so upset for the idols who debuted as kids and the kids who are now debuting as idols. which frames back to the whole 'idols wishing they got experience life' ideal.

there’s so many routes to follow when discussing this topic and naturally and understandably people get upset discussing this. idk bro i do have many opinions on this but like….idk…

[fillinforlater]

Series Masterlist

The is the part of my Masterlist with every series and it's chapters/parts/adventures. It starts off with my biggest series', further down you find my CYOAs and Quickie series'. I hope you enjoy!

All fics that are not part of a series are either in my One-Shot Masterlist or in my IZ*ONE Masterlist!

ONE-SHOT MASTERLIST HERE

IZ*ONE MASTERLIST HERE

Stats: 13 Series with 73 fics, 6 Active Series'

Original Series: Spaceship: Horizon

Season 1

Prologue - Welcome aboard, human (setup, no smut)

Part 1 - Unexpected (ft. Hitomi of IZ*ONE)

Part 2 - Cumming Home (ft. Mina of TWICE)

Part 3 - Lawless (ft. SinB and Eunha of GFRIEND)

Interlude - Lucid Dream I (ft. Giselle of aespa)

Part 4 - Healing ft. (JiU of Dreamcatcher)

Part 5 - Lazy but Laid (ft. Luda of WJSN)

Season Finale - The Star in Space (ft. Sakura of IZ*ONE)

Season 2

Prologue - Ominous Oracle (no smut)

Part 6 - The Smart Duck (ft. Yena of IZ*ONE)

Part 7 - Not-So-Cute (ft. Jiheon of fromis_9)

Part 8 - Plank (ft. Heejin of LOONA)

Interlude - Lucid Dream II (ft. futa!Karina of aespa)

Part 9 - Critical Clamps (ft. Yeri of Red Velvet)

Part 10 - A Train to Drain (ft. 7 Idols of 7 groups)

Season Finale - How did we get here? (ft. Sakura and Yena)

indefinite hiatus

+

Eleven to One-Universe (with @sooyadelicacies)

Yujin - Impossible Taming (Smut Timeline 1)

Yujin - Mandatory Lesson (Smut Timeline 2)

Yujin - Torrential Takeover (ft. Hyewon) (Smut Timeline 3)

Yujin - Easily Tempted (ft. Minju) (Smut Timeline 4)

Yujin - Into the Next (ft. Eunbi) (Smut Timeline 5)

Yujin - Costly Consequences (Smut Timeline 6) 

Minju - Punitive Punishment (ft. Yujin) (Smut Timeline 7)

Hyewon - Boundless Breeding (Smut Timeline 8) 

Yujin - Award Show Vibrations (ft. Minju) (Smut Timeline 9)

Minju - Fine Feet (Smut Timeline 10)

Eunbi - Fulfilling Filling (ft. Hyewon) (Smut Timeline 11)

Yujin - Needy Bold Confession (Smut Timeline 12)

Chaewon - Hate You Lots (ft. Yujin, Minju) (Smut Timeline 13)

Chaewon - What's to Hate? (ft. Minju, Yujin) (Smut Timeline 14)

Yujin - Scandalous Shooting (Smut Timeline 15)

Yena - Pet Play (Smut Timeline 16)

Chaewon - Smart Submission (ft. Minju) (Smut Timeline 17)

Yujin - Hotel Roommating (ft. Yena, Minju, Chaewon) (Smut Timeline 18)

to be continued

+

Original Series: T[w]o find each other (Idol x Idol)

Part 1 - [The one] who won[?] (ft.Gaeul, futa!Chaehyun, futa!Dayeon)

Part 2 - [These] two [won] too (ft. IVE and Kep1er, futa!) 

Part 3 - T[w]o find love, [never three] (ft. Gaeul, futa!Chaehyun)

finished

+

Original Series: Classmating

Minju - Classmating (Part 1)

Minju - Cumforting (Part 2)

--Minju - Cumpany (Part 3) (in planning)

+

Original Series: L4

Part 1 - Loathing Love: Lucky Loser (ft. Hyewon & Eunbi)

Part 2 - Loathing Love: Liable Lady (ft. Eunbi & Hyewon)

Part 3 - Loathing Love: Lusty Loop (ft. Hyewon & Yuri)

Part 4 - Loathing Love: Lavish Lies (ft. Eunbi, Hyewon & Yuri)

finished

+

Original Series: Blonde (Female Reader)

Gaeul - Chapter I

Gaeul - Chapter II

Gaeul - Chapter III

indefinite hiatus

+

Original Series: On her (with @sooyadelicacies)

Part 1 - On her knees (ft. Xiaoting of Kep1er, Monday of Weeekly)

Part 2 - On her bottom Part 1 (ft. Miyeon of (G)I-DLE)

Part 3 - On her bottom Part 2 (ft. Kazuha of LE SSERAFIM)

Part 4 - On her stage (ft. Jennie of BLACKPINK) (Quickie)

Part 5 - On her paws (ft. Hyunjin of LOONA) (Quickie)

Part 6 - On her back (ft. Irene of Red Velvet)

Part 7 - On her jeans (Part 1 of 3) (ft. Minji of NewJeans)

Part 8 - On her jeans (Part 2 of 3) (ft. Minji & Hanni of NewJeans)

Part 9 - On her jeans (Part 3 of 3) (ft. ???)

+

Original Series: My Kinky Wife & Her Crazy Bandmates

Part 1 - ----FRAGILE (ft. Chaewon)

Part 2 - FEAR---- (ft. Yunjin)

indefinite hiatus

+

Original Series: HCHQ (futa!idols)

Part 1 - Double Team (ft. Yunjin, Kazuha)

Part 2 - tripleD (ft. Yunjin, Kazuha, Gaeul)

--Part 3 - ??? (in planning)

+

Original Series: Possession of the Queen (Female Reader)

Doyeon - Chapter I 

Doyeon - Chapter II

--Doyeon - Chapter III (in planning, finale)

+

Quickie Series: A member for the members (Idol x Idol) (with focus on futa!Sohyun)

Prelude - An unexpected D-Day (ft. Mashiro of Kep1er)

Part 1 - Expect the Unexpected (ft. Nien of tripleS)

--Part 2 - Expectations were Met (ft. Yooyeon of tripleS)

--Part 3 - Unexpected, but welcome (ft. xxx of tripleS)

--Finale - An expected D-Day (ft. xxx of tripleS)

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Quickie Series: Phone 

Part 1 - Snake Invasion (ft. Sana of TWICE)

Part 2 - Bunny Upside Down (ft. Nayeon of TWICE)

Part 3 - Angel of Infinity +0 (ft. Minju of IZ*ONE)

Part 4 - Angel of Infinity +1 (ft. Minju and Tzuyu)

Part 5 - Angel of Infinity +2 (ft. Minju, Yiren and Tzuyu)

Part 6 - Energy Restored (ft. Jeongyeon of TWICE)

Part 7 - No Manners (ft. Lia of ITZY)

Part 8 - Return of the Angel +1 (ft. Minju and Shuhua)

Part 9 - Return of the Angel +2 (ft. Minju, Bomi and Shuhua)

Part 10 - Return of the Angel +3 (ft. Minju, Shuhua, Eunha and SinB)

indefinite hiatus

+

Quickie: 1st Chose-Your-Own-Adventure (CYOA)

Start - Double Stacked (ft. Rei of IVE & Chaehyun of Kep1er)

Option 1 - Double Stacked - One More (ft. Chaehyun) 

Option 2 - Double Stacked - I’m spent (ft. futa!Rei) 

finished

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[t3kandson]

The Secret Protector

Word count; 10,084

Fandom; The Boyz and a little LOONA

Pairing; Reader X Moon Kevin & a little bit of Reader X Lee Juyeon & Reader X Bae Jacob.

Characters; Moon Kevin, Lee Juyeon, Bae Jacob, Lee Sangyeon, Lee Hyunjae, Kim Younghoon, Choi Chanhee, Ji Changmin, Ju Haknyeon, Kim Sunwoo , Son Youngjae, Jeon Heejin & Kim Hyunjin.

Warning; Angst, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Porn, Jealousy, Stalking behaviour, Mild Violence during M/M fighting scene, slight Injury, Degrading comments, Oral sex (Giving & Receiving), fingering, slight public sexual acts & Unprotected Sex.

Notes; Happy Birthday Kevin ❤️🎂

Taglist; @ilovechanhee

You didn’t want your past to catch up with you, so you melted into the scenery at the uni that you joined miles away from home. You was determined to be someone who never got in to any dramatic’s. You had even used your mothers Surname to hide your true identity. If any one at the University was to find out your past, you didn’t think you would be able to finish your theatre studies degree. A few of the groups around you had tried to encourage you to join them, but you declined. Every Group but one person, Lee Juyeon. He was also like you, quiet, collective and desperate to just stay hidden. For a couple of months you both helped each other, joining duel projects when you was forced, but most the time happy to sit apart in quietness. Sometimes you enjoyed a friendship of giggles, but never once did the other delve into each other’s private life.

That wasn’t till he asked you to join him on a campus gig night. Making sure to inform you that it was not a date and just a couple of friends enjoying an evening of entertainment. It was his friend Jacob’s gig night, from what Juyeon had told you, he was a childhood friend who had his first night performing. Juyeon being a good friend to him wanted to rally him some support. Being similar to you, quiet in class you was all he mustered the courage to bring to cheer his friend on.

Meeting Jacob was very pleasant. He was easy to talk to and despite being just as shy as you and Juyeon, his voice spoke with warmth and confidence as if his wise mind covered the anxious butterfly of his inner self. Watching the way he looked out at the crowd that was getting larger with ease, every Chord of his beautiful voice, was just pure delight to experience. “He’s good right,” Juyeon nudged you with his shoulder. “Yeah he really is, I’m surprised no big company out there hasn’t snapped him up yet,” you say as goosebumps fill your skin. “He has,” Juyeon said beneath the music. “Really, wow, but why is he here and not there?” you question taking your eyes off Jacob to look Juyeon’s way. “Love,” Juyeon smiled looking down at you. “He has someone?” You question as a smile rises on Juyeon’s face. “You sound jealous Y/N,” Juyeon teases as you stiffen slightly. “No, no just I was being nosey,” you question as your eyes brush back to Jacob as Juyeon heavily focused on you. “Y/N your not the gossiping school type to be nosey, I see right through you you know,” Juyeon whispers in your ear.

A mixture of confusion attacks you. You felt a little disappointed that Jacob wasn’t single, even though you wasn’t sure if you was attracted to him. Since your last relationship you had never looked at another man romantically or sexually in any way, that this emotion right now was confusing. Did this mean that you was ready to date again? As quick as that thought came in, your memories attacked as they protected your heart.

The look on his face, one of disgust as you fell to the floor, embarrassment and fear biting as he looked down on you with pure hatred for what he figured out. “Why would any one want to be with a scummy human like you,” he growled as he crouched down to your tearful anguished face. The look of Anger and venom of his disgusted expression haunted you. You swore in that second you would never risk your heart being hurt again. Believing you was unloveable and even if you could find someone rare to love you, your past would tarnish it.

“You ok?” Juyeon said startling you as he placed his hand on your shoulder. You plastered a fake smile on your face which made him raise an eyebrow not convinced. “Yeah I’m fine, just his voice is raw emotion, isn’t it?” you smiled which seems to satisfy him. “Yeah I can get that, he really sings from his heart doesn’t he,” he said pulling you closer to him as his eyes refocus with pride on his friend. You leaned your head on Juyeon’s shoulder as your eyes refocused on the Angel on stage.

“You was Brilliant Hyung,” Juyeon said bumping his shoulder with him as there hands grasped each other. “Thanks,” he replied bashfully as you smiled at there interaction. You didn’t realise how close they was, but then you and Juyeon rarely did anything but study together. He was your closest friend, but nothing you would consider very close, despite the fact you was comfortable to rest your wearily head on him earlier.

“Can I say your so talented, I think the heavens want their Angel back,” you complimented as Jacob heavily blushed. “Thanks Y/N I appreciate those kind words,” he said Bowing humbly to your fanboying. “You both eaten?” Jacob asked as Juyeon shook his head to his hyung’s slight scolding look. “Please tell me you have?” he said as you looked at your hands. “You both came to support me with empty bellies, come on guys,” he scoffed. “Suppose i Should deal with this instantly, let’s go grab some food, on me,” he said throwing his arm around Juyeon as he looked your way with a smile on his face.

You was chewing on your food listening to them both as they chatted. You was surprised to hear that they was childhood friends when Jacob travelled from Canada. You had a sudden impulse to want to get to know especially Juyeon more. Maybe you should break from your shadows a little and get to know your closest friend. It wasn’t like you wasn’t a social butterfly before. You smiled as you remembered the confidence that once ran through your blood.

You was on your first school trip freshly 11, shy and not sure how to communicate to find close friendship like others in your class. Fresh in the group was an older girl called Stella, who was two years older, her accent was slightly different that told you she wasn’t from Korea. Yet you could tell she was wise in korean traditions. Despite being very private she brought intimidation at first. But as you got to know her over the week away from home for the first time, that she was very protective, supporting and went out her way to make you laugh. When she told you she was just as shy as you, but she never let anyone know it, it surprised you. She taught you to find the joy in the world and how to enjoy the comfort of it when the world got dark.

When you returned back to school, it was like she put a spell over you. Other kids didn’t looked down there noses and before long you was like any girl at that school. You had gone from shy, the odd acquaintance to one of the most popular girls.

“Y/N,” Jacob says clicking his fingers in your face to bring your mind back. But what startled you more was the face staring back at you. A guy with a sassy grin amused that your clearly showing signs of being lost in his view. The thought of informing him with that cat that caught the cream smirk came through your mind, but the words got stuck. “It’s ok I get lost everytime I look at this face in the mirror too,” he said as he sat by your side as Juyeon looked at you with concern. “As I was saying I got caught,” , “Save it Kevin, just next time you need me to support your assignments, don’t expect me to be there to support you,” Jacob said sulking.

Your eyes brushed between the pair wondering how long was your mind switched off with him standing there. “No this one’s really tough,” he moaned stealing the fry in Jacob’s hands as he raised an eyebrow. “I need romance, heat, sexually mature content like you can ever imagine, no one on campus wants to feature,” he scoffs chomping on the stolen fry in his hand. “Well try using someone from the drama department,” Jacob said looking at you and Juyeon. “Wait why you looking at me?” Juyeon scoffed his way. “Well you two are in the drama department are you not? You both have a close friendship that you know won’t cross any boundaries,” Jacob explained as you look at him confused at what he was suggesting. “Well Yeah Y/N knows I would never do any thing that would make her uncomfortable, but still,” Juyeon said looking not too sure of the direction of this conversation.

It was then the Penny dropped for what was being asked. “Wait you want him to feature in a pornographic movie with me?” You choked as your body numbed. Kevin threw his head back laughing with his eyes closed, before his eyes found yours once more. “Y/N he’s studying to be a director, he’s in the filmmaking department. He’s only directing a romance but a little raunchy story, not a pornographic movie,” Jacob said reassuringly.

“It’s ok I don’t think your fit the kind of image I wanted,” Kevin smiled at you as his eyes looked Juyeon’s way. “However, you’ll do,” he smirked looking at Juyeon as if he was in love. You wasn’t alien to those looks, all the girls on campus had looked at Lee Juyeon once like that. But his shy nature had soon taught them he wasn’t going to interact. It was one of the reasons he was happy to sit with you, to give an illusion that you both was somewhat romantically involved. “I don’t know,” Juyeon said swirling his straw around his milkshake. “A guy with a dream of being an actor scared of an acting role,” Kevin scoffed amused. “But I don’t know if I’m comfortable doing romance scenes,” he said wincing. “Which is why Y/N would be perfect, but hey,” Jacob said looking at you.

“She’s not what we’re looking for,” Kevin shot out making your blood boil slightly. “What do you mean I’m not what your looking for?” you growl standing up making the attention of the diner look your way. Juyeon’s eye widened as Kevin sat back slightly amused looking at you. “I was going to say because you seem timid and I need my lead to be very strong, fierce, determined,” he said with each last word more clearly and stronger. “Plus we really get our actors preferably from the drama department, not one of the guys girlfriend,” Kevin scoffed turning his attention to Juyeon. “Girlfriend, I’m not Juyeon’s girlfriend,” you scoffed sitting down making sure your body was directed at him showing venom in your expression. “Plus I am from the drama department,” you say through gritted teeth.

“Fine it’s yours,” he said smirking as he leaned back resting his arms on the booth. “What,” you scoffed not realising what you had just walked into. “Wait, you telling me that you didn’t just have that little hissy fit just to prove to me that I’m right, that it isn’t suited after all,” he said with a click of his tongue. You smalled your eyes feeling a burning rage. “No,” you said ruffling your nose as annoyance burned through you. “Thanks Cobie you saved the day,” Kevin said standing up to press a kiss on Jacob’s cheek as he brushed him off. “I’ll pass you the scripts tomorrow,” Kevin said to Juyeon as he walked off.

“That guys such an asshole,” you growled watching that ass, which you hated to admit looked good, as he left the building. “You know you let him play you right?” Jacob said smirking your way. “He played no one,” you shot back. “Sure, because he was so desperate he was willing to turn you down the first time, he said what was needed to make you beg for it,” Jacob said as your face dropped realising he had played you. “Plus that’s Kevin Moon, he knows everyone, like everyone,” Jacob said slurping on his drink.

“We have to do what?” you scoffed throwing the script down as your eyes meet the blushing ones of Juyeon after he brought the script over. “He did say he was doing a sexual romantic drama,” Juyeon said closing his eyes waiting to hear your cry. “What the fuck,” you said thumping the table that startled him. “When I thought romance, i thought the odd kiss, this is almost a full on sex scene,” you said thumping the table once more as your throat felt like it was seizing up. “Y/N I won’t let it be a sex scene, well not to us anyway,” Juyeon said pressing his hand on yours that made your eyes narrow on him. “That’s not what I meant, I mean sex scenes on TV sets aren’t actually like what, you know,” he said blushing.

You closed your eyes, you knew full well what sex set ups was like as your heart thundered uncontrollably, filling your throat with pain as you threatened to lose your breakfast. This was too much, you wasn’t sure you could do it, not sure you could trust Kevin and his production.

“It’s ok, you know you can trust me right?” He said placing his hand over yours. “I know, it’s not trust issues with you that’s my problem,” you scoff. “Kevin’s not as bad as you think,” he said smiling which cut short when you deadpanned his way. “Yes savage, sometimes manipulative but he’s not as bad as your thinking,” Juyeon said. “Your very calm for someone that has to be naked,” you said with furrowed eyebrows. “Haha what,” he laughs nervously before checking the script once more and pales slightly. “It’s ok Kevin’s the good guy here,” you smiled sarcastically his way while he had a silent meltdown.

You walked into the abandoned warehouse with bundling nerves, calmed by the burning of the hot drink in your palms and Juyeon’s equal uncomfortable emotions. “Oh you must be Y/N & Juyeon,” an older man that seemed more like a senior said as he walked up to you. “Yes we are,” Juyeon said bowing as you followed. “I’m Lee Sangyeon, I’m Kevin’s Senior, Kevin’s on his way, come take a seat I’ll introduce you to every one,” he said pointing to two crates that had been positioned up as seats. “This is Youngjae & Sunwoo, they’re the camera men,” Sangyeon said as Youngjae’s eyes lit up intrigued.

“So you two are our porno stars,” Youngjae scoffs that has your throat close off as you feel your chest tighten. You should run, you want to but you can’t, your stuck there listening to the banter that to you is a painful attack of memory hitting you.

“Knock it off Youngjae,” Kevin Growls behind you as his hand rest on your shoulder. It’s oddly comforting you despite being in this emotional fireball because of him. “It’s erotica get it right,” Kevin says sarcastically as Youngjae rolls his eyes, failing to hold the chuckle leaving his lips.

“It’s neither, those scenes need cutting down,” You growl showing some assertiveness as Kevin and the taller man by him looks your way in shock. “Honey, guess what everyone’s rules are here, actor, Director,” he says smiling pointing his fingers in yours and his direction. “Fine I’m sure there’s someone else for this role,” you said shrugging as you turned on your heel. Juyeon’s panicky face falls in to your view. You feel guilty but Jacob gave you a small insight, the least you could do was work this to your advantage. As your feet from leaving the building you hear Kevin groan before he calls out your name. “Fine go sort out the script with Younghoon,” he grumbles that you barely catch him. You walk back towards them arms folded as Sunwoo looks your way in awe. “We got two hours till the cast is here, but don’t let her change it too much, compromise but don’t fall victim,” Kevin scoff glaring you down.

After watering down the sexualised scenes that made you feel less suffocating, you made your way towards the guys as Younghoon walked beside you. “Can I ask where your from?” He asked a little intrigued. “Why?” You said as you tilted your head his way. “Just I swear I know you from somewhere, but I can’t put my finger on it,” he said biting his lip like he struggled in thought. You looked at him with fear in your eyes as you felt a little faint. Could he know your past? But he doesn’t seem the type to be in that end of the world. Though it was probably his confused mind, you was still wary of being recognised. “Just a small outskirt village, you wouldn’t have known me,” you replied forcing it to sound assertive. “I’ve been to loads of places so throw it at me,” he smiled refusing to let it go. “Trust me it’s so small, I know every person who ever visited let alone lives, you wouldn’t even know it,” you smile inwardly praying he’d give up his quizzing.

“You finished ruining my beautiful script,” Kevin interrupted as you rolled your eyes secretly being grateful for his interference. “Yes, it’s More appropriate now,” you fake smile his way as his eyes look to Younghoon. “No naked sex scene,” Younghoon says as Kevin closes his eyes. “Oh well could be worse I suppose,” he says turning around. “No humping scenes neither,” you throw out as he hissed into the air. “But I’ve added more romantic lines,” you said feeling proud of yourself as he snatches the written alterations. His eyes scanning them as you watch his brows go from annoyed to slightly relaxed. “Whatever, we need to print these out for the guys,” he shoots out at Younghoon as you make your way towards Juyeon, who’s in deep conversation with two other men by his side.

“Oh hi my names Chanhee, I’m playing your older brother,” he said smiling as he welcomed you openly. “I’m Haknyeon, I’m playing Juyeon’s best friend Jiho,” Haknyeon said dashing to your other side. Normally you would feel suffocated by so much attention, but you oddly felt rather safe and secure around them.

The weeks that followed had you all working on the production with dedication. It was like you had found an older part of yourself as you enjoyed the company of not just the cast, but the crew as well. You had made a close connection with Jeon Heejin & Kim Hyunjin, the three of you talking about everything, though the subject of boys leading you to quietness. They had presumed it was because you had a romantic interest in Juyeon, but he was simply a friend. Ok one that you was soon due to have many romantic clinches to film with soon. You had slowly got use to Kevin as a director, though he irked you often, he always seemed to be there when your anxiety attacked. His savage tongue attacking every time you felt pressured by the guys roaming eyes. Jacob would often visit, his red blushes when you found him coming out the bathroom told you that love holding him was someone here. You tried to figure out who he interacted with the most, but that seemed to be Kevin. But he seemed to want to push people to do well. The many times that he helped to direct you to give a more believable performance. You imagined Kevin being someone that would drag his lover to the company begging for their talent to be received.

You was just leaving the set after feeling the chemistry that doubted your Kevin & Jacob lover belief. Stepping outside to the fresh air, you heard your name echo towards you. As you peaked round the corner of the building you saw Youngjae Sunwoo & Younghoon in deep conversation. “I don’t know, I can’t even remember where but it was on a tv show I’m sure of it,” Younghoon scoffed. “Well I checked with Hyunjae at the student admissions and her Birth name and Given name don’t match,” Sunwoo scoffed as your heart raced. “What did he say it was?” Youngjae questioned. “He refused to say, told us he wasn’t there spy and that he said too much as it was.” Sunwoo replied. “See if you can get more on her,” Youngjae ordered as you felt your blood boil from his need to delve in to you. “Why does it bother you so much who she is?” Younghoon questions the younger. “Are you not intrigued? Kevin knows everyone on this campus but her, she’s like some shiny toy that’s mellowing him out,” Youngjae said as you stepped closer to hear him further. “That’s a good thing, it don’t warrant you to spy into her past,” Younghoon questioned. “When you said you recognised her, I realised I did too, it’s irritating me. Now I know she’s hiding her identity I need to know more,” Youngjae said as your fear calmed your anger a little. “So it’s because you want to know,” Sunwoo added with a slight irritation that brought you a little hope. “Don’t you? The more you find out about her and her secrets, the more you want to dig,” Youngjae scoffed as tears slowly began to fall from your eyes. “But it’s not our business?” Younghoon added equally sounding annoyed. “Well if she’s some sort of murderer, then we’ve let her in the lion’s den,” Youngjae said to Sunwoo’s laugh. “Y/N’s no murderer, don’t be stupid,” Sunwoo chuckled as you rolled your eyes at the accusations flowing. “I think I would have remembered if she was someone like that,” Younghoon scoffed. “Well what is the harm in asking, if it’s nothing we’re just let it go and know our friends are all safe and not being sucked up by that vixen,” Younghoon grumbled. “Vixen?” Younghoon questioned as your nails dug into your skin with fiery rage trying to attack. “The way she rolls her eyes at everyone like she’s somewhat special.” Youngjae replied. “She’s just Y/N, if she was some sort of vixen she would have done Kevin’s scenes,” Younghoon said as you was touched by him defending you. “That’s what she wanted us all to think, that’s she’s someone special and attack, like have you seen the way she melts over Jacob,” Youngjae said with bitterness in his tone. “Oh for Fuck sake, Jacob really!” Younghoon snapped that startled you. “I’m done with this conversation,” Younghoon growled as you heard his feet moving towards you. Heart in your mouth and startled by Younghoon’s reaction, you dashed inside running towards a small area that was made in the corner for those to escape hidden beneath the storage.

Initially you was Seethingly mad. Who the hell did Son Youngjae think he was to research you. But beneath you was terrified, you had made somewhat friends with these guys, opening yourself up to there disappointment when they eventually unearth the truth. From the sound of Youngjae’s desire to find your past, it was only a matter of time before it was revealed. Though Younghoon sounded very defensive you knew he was also intrigued to remember. Your life was going to crumble and you would have to run once more. You know at the very least Youngjae, Younghoon and Sunwoo would look down there noses at you. But Juyeon he was your rock, the thought of never seeing him again terrified you. Tears of fear started to pool as you sobbed quietly as the guys left the building.

Once you heard silence for a larger piece of time you let the tears flood, you didn’t care of the sound leaving from the pure break down of every fear you had.

“Y/N, is that you?” You hear a soft whisper call out to you in the dark. Your head snapped up to find Kevin coming through the storage of the set hiding you. “So this is where you got to, you got the guys worried,” Kevin said sitting by your side. “Worried when there the ones trying to bring me down,” you sobbed not meaning to let the words fall out. “Y/N what makes you think like that?” He questions as you sniffle to attempt to bring the tears to an end. “Look it don’t matter, your right I’m being silly,” you said going to stand up till he dragged you back down. “I’m not disputing your being silly but to you I can accept something really got to you, so spill,” Kevin said with a warmth smile on his usual sassy tone. “I just got emotional over something or nothing I’m sorry,” you said plastering a fake smile on your face to avoid the conversation. “So this isn’t to do with the fact you overheard Youngjae’s conversation?” Kevin asks with a raised eyebrow as your heart felt like it was going to falter. “Younghoon pulled me aside to tell me Youngjae’s been playing NIS. Then I remembered I saw you coming this way looking emotional, seconds before they walked in,” Kevin said as your throat closed up in fear for the direction of this conversation.

“It’s none of my business Y/N but what ever your hiding from, you know I won’t judge you right?” Kevin said warmly as some tears fell from your eyes. “Even if I’m a murderer,” you commented as he chuckled pulling you in. “Well I could do with someone to help me on a killing spree,” Kevin teased as he elbowed you playfully. “But i can’t imagine you would stoop that low, you haven’t killed Youngjae yet so that proves your not,” He smiles pulling you into his warm hold. “What If I’m even more worse then a murderer?” You questioned as you rested your cheek on his warm chest. “Impossible,” he chuckled. “Look you don’t have to tell me what your hiding from, just know I’m on your side,” he said as his hands played with your hair. “I did a couple of Sex films,” you whispered like he unpicked the words like a spell. Your heart thundered under the confession, not understanding how you felt safe around him to spill something that brought you hatred in the past. “Well we know that’s a lie, Mrs I need to cut your script down,” he chuckled kissing your crown. “I’m being serious,” you sat up to look at him not sure why you was feeling the need to convince him. He looked at you silence filling the air as you felt your chest tighten in fear of your disclosure.

“Wow, really?” He asked tilting your head as you nodded playing with your fingers fearing his words. “But I don’t want anyone to know,” you cried holding his arm in fear. “Your secret comes to my grave with me,” he said looking at you warmly. “But can I ask something, well more then one thing?” He asked as you nervously nodded. “How did you allow yourself to do that?” he asked as your eyes widened fearing the disappointment in his tone. “I mean, tell me i’m wrong but you don’t seem the type of character to throw yourself into that. It feels like you was goaded into it?” He asked lacing his fingers with yours for reassurance. “I had an older boyfriend who liked doing that kind of thing, he would film me, us and invite others,” you said letting tears fill your eyes with the disgust. “He would make scenerio’s, film it and,” you paused choking as you held the tears back. “It’s ok Y/N,” Kevin said smiling warmly. “Sell them, I think it’s where Younghoon and Youngjae recognise me,” you whisper. “Probably or maybe they don’t,” he smiled in an attempt to reassure you.

“I presume your ashamed of your past?” He asked surprising you. “Well obviously why wouldn’t I be?” You scoffed confused with his need to ask. “Just you know some people can be open, you lived, you experienced, you moved on,” he smiled as you looked at him with your mouth agape. “No not me, that’s not my style,” he says holding his hands out in defence. “Oh because of Jacob,” you said letting the words slip out. He raised his eyebrow your way as you wished you could take those words back.

“What do you mean?” He asked as you felt your cheeks heat. “Jacob has a lover here,” you whisper barely audible. Kevin started laughing hard as he wiped his eyes. “Yes he does but it’s not me,” Kevin says struggling for breath among the laughter. “I’m open and I love Jacob don’t get me wrong, but I don’t want to get down and dirty with him,” he adds almost calming down. “I’m so sorry,” you gasp feeling your cheeks that feel red hot. “Good I’m glad your feeling sorry,” he said playfully as you smiled his way. “Seriously though I think your right me and Jacob would make a perfect couple,” he said air puckering his lips, that made you laugh. “There you go she learnt how to smile,” he added as he smiled so widely in your view.

“Don’t go getting ideas but you look really pretty when you smile you know,” he said as he’s eyes brightened slightly. “Your not too bad yourself Kev,” you said as he posed your way. “Your so flirty right now,” he teased. “No I’m just grateful, you stolen my secrets and yet made me smile despite my life falling apart,” you said smiling. “Well I’ll send the bill in the post, I can tell you it won’t come cheep,” he said with his usual sass. “But seriously Y/N, I’ll help you keep your secrets,” he said seriously as he pulled you back into his warm comfort. “Thank you, but it’s only a matter of time before the admission guy gives them my real name,” you said feeling sorrowful. “Hey I’m just as popular as Youngjae trust me, I’ll speak with Hyunjae. I’ll remind him that he could potentially get into trouble, he’ll listen to me I promise,” He said reassuringly.

“But what If they remember where they saw me?” You asked being comforted by his beating heart under your hearing. “They can’t remember what they ate for breakfast your be fine. I’m positive you have nothing to worry about,” Kevin chuckled as his hands stroked your hair. “You sound so sure,” you said feeling a little sleepy. “Trust me what ever reaction your fearing, I won’t let it happen,” he said as his hands rested on your back. “How do you know what I’m fearing,” you asked sleepily. “That the campus will look there noses down on you, well they will, but every time they do, I’ll show you how to turn that nose up,” he said warmly. “Why are you being so nice?” You asked closing your eyes as tiredness attacked. “Because your the key to my assignment being passed,” he chuckled as you hummed not being able to find the words to reply as sleep fell upon you from the emotion evening.

You woke to Kevin’s deep breathing as you removed yourself from his sleeping frame. Grabbing your watch your eyes widened when you realised it was 6am. How had you both slept in this cold building. Eyes falling to the material that had fallen when you moved, your eyes flashed to Kevin once more. He had removed his coat to attempt to keep you warm. Thinking he must be very cold, you placed your hands on his face. His eyes shooting open the second you touched his cold skin. “Do I look like I want to be poked,” he said closing his eyes once more as you moved your hands away. “I was checking you wasn’t too cold,” you said holding your own hands. “You saying I ain’t hot?” He teased with a wink. “Now who’s flirting?” You scoffed teasingly as you passed his coat back to him. “Talking about body temperature is flirting? wow and your suppose to be a porno star,” he teased as you closed your eyes to his comment. “Y/N let it go, learn to laugh about the path you had to travel through, don’t let it consume you anymore,” he said sitting up to look at you seriously. “However, changing the subject we need to get out of these slept in clothes,” Kevin said before getting off the floor to offer you his hand. “Let’s get some breakfast and I’ll drop you off at your dorms to get washed up, busy love scenes today and everything,” he smiled as you took his hand.

You and Kevin woffed down the pajeon that he had brought for you both. “So If your not dating Jacob who are you then?” You asked feeling your cheeks heat when he snapped his head up. “Wow are you going to pursue me Y/N, I’m so flattered,” he teased as he dipped his Pajeon into the Cho-gochujang. “Hey I’ve told you the darkest part of my life what about yours?” You asked popping the food in to your mouth. “Just because I said I was open didn’t mean I had a open book myself,” he sniggered as he chewed on his meal. “However, as you asked, there’s not much of a past, no crazy girl story, well not yet anyway,” he said as his eyes beamed on you.

You felt your heart skip a beat under his gaze, never really looking at him before closely, he had such pretty strong features. “If people see you drool there get the wrong end of the stick,” he sniggers as he attacked the piece of pancake in your chopsticks, throwing it in to his mouth with a wink. “Stealing my food now are we?” You said playfully scowling. “It’s payment from all those dreamy eyes your making my way,” he said pinching the next piece you had picked up. “I don’t make dreamy eyes.” You scoffed with an eye roll. “Well then your mind and body are conflicted,” he sniggered as you continued your breakfast.

Kevin returned you home, surprised to find you lived alone in a flat in the city rather then onsite. You struggled to focus on your classes, your mind going over the last twenty four hours. Without Kevin by your side the panic and fear bit. You was terrified of Youngjae finding your past and exposing you. Though you knew Kevin would be by your side, your other friends possibly wouldn’t be the same. Looking at Juyeon deep in thought with his notes, you was scared what his reaction would be. You knew you would be heartbroken not to have him in your life. “You ok?” Juyeon whispered noticing your appearance. “Yeah,” you fake smiled as he raised an eyebrow, he looked like he wanted to comment, but thought further from it, continuing to focus on his work.

“I’m nervous too you know that right?” Juyeon said as you walked from class to the set. You looked at him puzzled as he smiled your way. “The kissing scenes,” he whispered with a thick blush. You smiled to yourself, how was this man going to make a sex scene believable when he blushed so easily. “Yeah but I’m sure it’ll be fine,” you reassured him. You couldn’t explain it but knowing Kevin would be on set was rather soothing.

Kevin seemed stressed as he was setting up the set when you arrived, that you felt a little anxious yourself. You quietly walked to the corner ignoring the guys warm conversation. “It’ll be fine remember your words,” Juyeon said walking over to you hoping to help sooth your sudden anxiety piercing through you. “Yes I’m sure it will,” you plastered a smile on your face in attempt to reassure him.

You and Juyeon hadn’t even practiced kissing and when the moment was just seconds away, you suddenly wished you did. His hands reached around the back of your neck with dominance bringing you closer to him that you almost clashed heads. His warm lips pressing against yours, was welcoming, it had been a while since you had last locked lips with someone, yet it was like a fire was built up in you. Your hands dragging his T’shirt pulling him in against the script. Biting down on his lips your hands fondled his ass as he pushed you in to the stage wall. Even though you could feel the camera in your face, it was like it was invisible. Juyeon’s lips left yours as you both looked at each other, lost in the moment of the plot before Sunwoo shouted out, “cut.”

“Oh my god that was Brilliant,” Sangyeon complimented as your eyes took to Kevin’s. He looked a little lost as he nodded. “Yes, yes both of you did very well,” Kevin said with not as much enthusiasm as you had hoped.

“Though it went against the script I think it suited it better,” Younghoon added with a smile. Your eyes found Jacob who you had realised walked in. Younghoon noticed, taking one look at Youngjae and rolled his eyes. Why did you have an inkling that Younghoon was Jacob’s man?

You took Kevin’s eyes afterwards and he looked a little absent minded. Anxiety attacked you, him knowing the truth really had him looking at you differently. Maybe he thought he could avoid those thoughts and worked out in the end he couldn’t.

You was about to get ready for the next scenes when some man walked in. He looked around till he found your eye contact as he made a beeline towards you. Your heart thundered as you tried to pierce who he could be when he walked up to you arms folded. “So this is where you decided to leave me to join,” he said with a hurt look on his face. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you tilted at him. “Erm I think you got the wrong person,” you said smiling as your anxiety ripped through you.

You turned to walk away from him but he caught your wrist. “That hurts you leave me and pretend I don’t exist, do you know how long and hard it’s been to find you,” he cried with pain etched on his expression. Sunwoo & Younghoon stormed in from you to protect you from this volatile stranger. “What’s your problem mate, she said she don’t know you, so fuck off,” Youngjae said moving to hiss in his direction.

“So which one of these did you leave me for then?” He growls as Youngjae gets into his face. “Why? are you going to take it out on them are you? Go on try it,” he dares the stranger. You feel your body start to shake from the fear as Kevin wraps his arms around you comforting. As he does it’s like he’s banished any fear as you relax into his hold, the words shared between the man and the others going numb.

“Y/N is this him, is this Changmin?” Kevin said reassuring yet trying to tell you something in his words. You freeze as your eyes get lost with his, it’s as if he’s placed a spell over you. You nod as he smiles your way briefly before he places you into Juyeon and storms his way towards him. Pushing Youngjae out the way he punches Changmin that he falls to the floor. “Unless you want to dance with my fist again stay away from her,” Kevin spat out at the blood splattered Changmin on the ground. Sangyeon pulled him up and brushed the dust off his clothes. “Y/N,” he cried looking in pain as your mind went foggy. “I think nows the time to leave her be,” Sangyeon whispered. He took one last look at you as tears begins to fall. The chaos and drama just felt far too much and you couldn’t quite understand anything but that Kevin was responsible.

“You ok Y/N?” Sunwoo asks turning to you concerned the second that Sangyeon and Changmin disappeared. Your eyes took to Kevin looking at his knuckle and anger flew through you.

Instead of replying to Sunwoo you stormed towards Kevin. “What the fuck was that?” You screamed at him startling him as he looked at you with widened eyes. “I did that for you,” he said with a pleasing tone. “He only did what we wanted to do.” Sunwoo said placing his hand on your shoulder. “Is this why you have a hidden past to get away from him?” Younghoon asked as Kevin looked your way.

“I can’t do this,” you cried with tears falling down your eyes as you stormed out, confused, angry but slight sorrow for the sad look in Kevin’s eyes. “Y/N please wait up, let me at least drive you home,” Kevin pleaded. “What for you to beat someone else up,” you scream. “Are you for real, I don’t pretend to know why your hiding from that man, but it was clear your terrified of him. Kevin did what I would have done,” Youngjae snarled. “Really you my shiny man in armour now,” you fakely smiled sweetly at him. “Because just 24 hours ago you was trying to get every information on my past, what did you say, I could be a murderer,” you growl before spinning on your feet as you left him stunned.

As you made it to the cold air your body felt like it went in to shock. Tears started to fall as you leaned into the rough wall. Who was that man? Why did Kevin know his name and make out he was some ex you was running from? As you turned placing your back against the cold wall, you saw Changmin still sitting in his car as he was trying to apply some lotion to what looked like was a cut lip. Needing answers you dashed to him as he looked startled as you appeared.

“What are,”, “Pass that here.” You cut him off after getting into the passenger seat of the car. “That looks really nasty,” you said as he passed you the antiseptic bottle. “Why did you do this?” You asked as you soaked a cotton wool bud with the liquid. “I’m owed some favours,” he winced as you brushed it on his lip. “But why the ex storyline?” You questioned further as you passed him the bottle. “Kevin felt it was better suited to your situation,” Changmin explained softly. “My situation?” You asked as your heart was in your mouth. “He said that I needed to convince them I was a crazy ex who couldn’t let you go, to stop them finding out,” he said as you closed your eyes tightly.

He knew, Kevin told him, you gave him your secrets and he ran them to someone. “I’m really sorry you got caught in between this all,” you said as it started to rain. “I’ll get paid for this, plus you looked traumatised, Kevin’s right your quite a talented actress,” he said smiling. “That’s because I didn’t even know you was coming,” you said as he looked surprised and pitty at the same time. “Oh wow, sorry,” he whispered into the silence. “I’m the one that should be sorry I should have kept my secrets to myself,” you said feeling anger towards Kevin rage through you.

“He really cares about you so please don’t be too angry with him,” Changmin said smiling as the guys emerged from the building. “And what ever the secret is, I’m sure he’ll do what ever it takes to protect you,” Changmin said shocking you. “Wait he didn’t tell you?” You ask tilting your head as he smiled. “No,” he said as you looked towards Kevin, he looked like he was talking to someone you didn’t recognise. “How much is he paying you?” You ask him. “Credit favours,” he smiles as you chuckled amused. “When he makes it big he’ll remember me for his projects,” Changmin sniggers as the rain started hammering down. You suddenly see Youngjae appear as Kevin and him argue. “Oh shit, better go and see what they’re arguing about now,” you roll your eyes as he smiles. “Nice to meet you Y/N,” he says as you nod his way. “You too Changmin,” you reply before bracing the weather emerging from the car.

You could hear raised voices as their friend got between them. Dashing as fast as you could to them before your feet froze to the ground with Youngjae’s words. “Get your head out the cloud she’s nothing but some slutty sex film actress,” Youngjae screamed out as Kevin’s face froze seeing your hurt reaction. “Y/N,” he dashed to you, the rain soaking you just as much as him. “You told him?” You cried feeling the pain return from his betrayal. “No, no I didn’t I swear,” he cried as you look at him with the rain dripping down his face. “He didn’t Y/N, I worked it out and Youngjae over heard,” the guy said as you blinked at him. “Who are you?” You cried. “That’s Hyunjae,” Kevin said muffled by the rain as you look at him. “He was trying to tell me to keep my mouth shut when Youngjae here heard,” Hyunjae added.

“Maybe if your so ashamed of your past you shouldn’t have done it,” Youngjae sneered returning your attention to him. “I swear to fucking god,” Kevin said before you cut him off standing between them. “What the hell have I done to make you hate me so much?” You cry out as he wipes his wet fringe out his eyes to stick against his forehead. “Hate, I don’t hate you, I get fed up of the guys melting over you like your special. Where If they knew what you was, they wouldn’t look twice your way as a friend let alone melt,” he screamed as your heart felt like it was being shattered. The words falling as if you hadn’t already heard similar from your ex.

He was the one man you loved more then anything and left you when he realised your past. The very reason why you never allowed yourself to even think about relationships, let alone jump into one. Though your relationship with Youngjae was barely a friendship, the look on his face stung. “See you can’t even speak about the person you are.” Youngjae seethed as your body started shaking at what you was sure wasn’t the rain. “Youngjae,” Kevin growled as his hand rested on your shoulder. Though you felt his comfort through just his touch, this time it wasn’t enough. “Why are you not bothered? This could ruin the production. Anyone who’s linked to her will be tainted she’s not worth the risk,” Youngjae pleaded with Kevin. As their words numbed you, your knees collapsed making you fall to the wet pavement. Your body not being able to take the words that Youngjae was spilling. He was right, how did you think for a second you could be an actress with the dark past you had.

You heard your name being echoed as Kevin’s voice pulled you from your silent meltdown. Your eyes found him as he cupped your face. “Y/N it’s ok, I promise I’ll fix this,” he soothed. “Is this because of the Jacob thing?” Hyunjae said to Youngjae as your head snapped up to him. “Shut up man,” he said looking a little annoyed. “What so it’s ok to have your secrets but not hers?” Hyunjae added. “Jacob?” You muttered as The rain began to sting from your eyes looking up at him. “Wait there? He’s his lover?” You said looking to Kevin. “Yeah he’s mine, and you can’t have him!” Youngjae growls as you realise he’s bitten with jealousy.

“You think I want Jacob?” You questioned him as he laughed to himself. “You melt every single time your eyes clash, it makes you look pathetic,” Youngjae said looking down at you with his face scrunched up. “Yes he’s beautiful but i don’t want to be with him,” you said looking bewildered with his hatred towards you. “Come off it you would go off with him if he had opened his arms to you,” Youngjae accused you as you stumbled up off the wet floor shaking as cold & adrenaline attacked. “I’m a lot of things, but I’m not a man stealer. Yes, when I first met him his beauty stunned me, but the second I knew he was taken I stopped looking at him like that, I swear,” you said closing the gap between you both as the rain slowed down.

“What the hell is going on?” Jacob said from behind you as Youngjae looked at him sheepishly. “Your Boyfriend’s pretty much being a Jealous asshole,” Hyunjae said as the rain came to a stop. “It’s not all Youngjae’s fault, I’ve clearly given him the wrong impression and I’m sorry for that, but I promise you I’m not going to steal your man,” you said pressing your hand to his chest. “Wait you think me and Y/N?” Jacob questioned not impressed. “No I trust you, you know I do,” Youngjae snaps like a lost boy desperate to reach his lover’s forgiveness. “It’s my fault, i did make some rather sexualised comments towards you,” you said bowing your head lying as Youngjae snaps his head your way. You caught Hyunjae and Kevin’s eyes glance at each other as Jacob looked puzzled with the situation he walked into. “I need my coat, I think it’s time I left you all be,” you said bowing & dashing from them all.

The clothes was wet soaked to your skin by the time you rescued your items from the corner of the building. “Your a very confusing woman,” you hear Kevin from behind you. “One that you should all run from,” you said smiling as tears threatened once more. “I’m the pull to your push, so give it up,” Kevin said resting his hands on your arms. “The reason we go in opposite directions is because we’re not meant to be stood together,” you say pushing the wet hair that was stuck to your face away. “Well we’re standing together now, so your logic sucks,” Kevin smirks as you smile slightly his way. “There she is, you should smile more often,” he says pulling your face to look at him with his finger under your chin. “You choosing to flirt now of all times?” You question to his amusement. “Why should I book a slot then?” he teased pulling you in as your wet body’s clash making you shiver. “Wow a hug gets that reaction?” Kevin teases as his chin rests on your collar bone. “I’m cold,” you say not too convinced yourself.

You felt warm and safe in his arms that he felt like your comfort blanket. The thought of losing him broke your heart. Your arms tightens around him holding him as tight as you can as if he preserves some energy that you could keep. “Maybe Youngjae’s right your a murderer with that tight grip you got,” Kevin laughed as you crushed him with your hug for extra effect. “Ok ok I’m sorry,” Kevin gasped as it was your turned to laugh as you looked up at him.

“Your not leaving right, you know I won’t let you,” he says with seriousness behind his eyes. “I appreciate it but I need more then one friend on my side,” you said biting your lips. “What about one boyfriend?” He questions as your eyes widen confused.

Before you have a chance to think of his words his lips crash with yours. The second they touch you melt like his lips are your everything. The kiss is heavy and passionate, yet very longing as you sink into him. Despite it being a while, even with Juyeon earlier, your body moves with his as his hands find your ass. Scrunching the cheeks he pulls you towards what you feel is his hardening member. Moans from his lips being suckled down has another shiver that you know isn’t from the cold as your nipple erects. It’s like he can sense their condition as his fingers brush along them letting some of your own moans escape. His lips leave to hear the sweet sounds your gifting as he smirks devilishly your way. “Oh Y/N your so beautiful, I’m sorry but I need you, need this,” He Pants as his hands cups your breasts. “And this,” he whispers as his hands fall to your core as he brushed his hand above your clothing. Your breathing hitches as you feel weak like your under his spell. “But more importantly this,” he says changing his tone as his hand rests over your heart, like he’s capturing your soul.

“Say something,” he whispers that makes you bite your lips to hold your thighs that’s tightening. “Has my lips stolen your voice,” he teases as you nod. “I won’t hurt you, I won’t let anyone hurt you neither,” he says almost pleadingly. His lips fall to your neck as they brush kisses up towards your ear. “Tell me you want me, tell me you want this, or just tell me your mine,” he whispers before moving his face back to look your way. As if he has control over your mind and heart you nod. “Words Baby.” He coo’s with a darkened smile that should scare you. “I’m yours,” you respond not sure how those words fall from your mouth, when your mind still hasn’t taken what’s happening in.

It’s like he’s snapped in that second and turns from angelic to fiery devil. He growls as he pulls you into his lips, much more harsher and inpatient as his tongue swirls with your own. His hands fall under the wet soaking T-shirt as it falls on your clammy skin. Fingers falling onto your spine, you feel it burn into you like he’s capturing your soul. Your lungs feel like there burning as he’s kiss suckles at your oxygen, his lips not releasing yours for even a second. When you feel as if your soul is being sucked away, he pulls on your wet T-shirt pulling it from your skin, letting your lungs burn from the oxygen your allowed to consume.

His lip attacks your collar bone, sweet gentle kisses he peppers along your skin as his hands attack the clasps of your bra. Letting it fall to the Floor he looks in your eyes. Lust fallen upon his own he looks as if he’s drunk on you which burns through your core. Lips falling to your breast he suckles on them as his fingers attack your jean buttons. Falling to his knees he lets your jeans and panties fall, while he kisses every inch of skin that’s exposed. Your hands fall to his wet hair as you hum against the feeling of his exploring lips.

However, nothing is held back when his lips fall to your folds as he kisses them gently. As his fingers part them to expose your clit, he presses his warm mouth to bring a suction against the sensitive bud. “Fuck,” you cry into the air as he enjoys torturing you with his tongue. Fingers dipping to join his torture, your cry’s become almost pleads as you feel your juices flowing. You continue to feel as if your burning under his touch as you melt into his tongue and fingers. Just as you feel your about to lose your mind he slips from your sensitive throbbing core.

But this time it’s your turn to crash and burn into him as your mouth attacks him with your own need. Hands undressing him in a desperate need as your hands explore his own perfect marbled sculptured body. Fingers wrapped around him you attacked his impressive length as you kiss down his moans. He doesn’t like his own torture as he walks back into the chair that you know is his director one.

Straddling him in a desperate need to be penetrated by the throbbing member you just had in your palm, you hover over him. Sliding down, your walls clench around him picking the most beautiful sounds to escape. His member fits in perfectly and despite your dry spell, your core attacks him with equal rushed desire. You start a slow tempo at first, but it does little to help your burning need as your greediness needs more. As you increase your pace, his hands find your hip to help you along. Your face falling against his as your eyes focus on each other. “Fuck your so beautiful,” he cry’s as he looks like he’s struggling under your body. “You can talk,” you growl nipping his neck that has his nails rake your back.

As if your lips pressed a button, his pressure on your hips increases as he manoeuvres you with strength knocking your own rhythm out of balance. The tip of his member hits your cervix as you begin chasing your own high. It’s like he senses it as nails dig into the flesh of your skin once more. Like your body racing to your climax you feel as if your about to crash and burn any second. Your walls sense it too as they clench around him hard, that has him growl at a different pitch as he goes feral underneath you. The sudden view of him struggling is enough to push you over the edge as you clench around him hard. Milking him he soon fills you up as his body tenses as he cums. His white hot seed feels as if it attacks you as you continue to convulse, all while your orgasm continues to hold you hostage. Collapsing into his chest your left fighting for air from the exhausting yet amazing session.

Kevin’s fingers rake up and down your spine causing you to moan as you become over sensitive, still convulsing on his member. “I hope your not tired, we got some more practising to do before tomorrow,” he wiggles his eyebrows earning a chuckle.

The hands laced with yours are heavy and no way of disputing that it’s Juyeon’s. But in your mind it’s Kevin that is rolling against your core, mimicking a steamy session of its own. Juyeon’s warm and muscular chest rubbing against the strapless bra that the covers are hiding, looks mouthwatering even taken you can admit. Though Juyeon’s eyes are on you for visual effect it’s your own features the camera that Sunwoo has in your face is capturing.

Youngjae apologised to you that morning, he had accepted that he was in the wrong for his perception of you. Like Hyunjae & Jacob, he promised to keep your secret. Not a single one looked at you differently having your past exposed, which filled you with hope that somewhat your life could move forward.

As soon as you place the dressing gown over yourself and emerged from the bed sheet of the set bed, your eyes found Kevin. They was slightly lost and you knew jealousy was biting him. Making your way towards him, you grabbed his hand as he called your name confused till he saw the direction you was rushing him too.

Behind the make shift storage where he first comforted you, you pushed him against the wall letting your lips tell him you was his. “Y/N what are you doing?” He whispers as you fall to your knee’s, your hand lifting his fluffy jumper as you found his jogging bottoms. “Aren’t you good helping me with easy access,” you winked up towards him. “Like I said best boyfriend material,” he smirks briefly before your lips steal it away. Hollowing your cheeks you attack his hardening shaft as you Bob up and down his throbbing cock. Your tongue sliding underneath as his hands rest behind his head as he struggles to contain his moans. “Fuck,” he growls as your hands fondles his balls. “Wow, just wow, one day already and you two are unbearable,” Younghoon shouts through the storage. Despite his rare pinked cheeks he’s throbbing cock stiffens so hard that you know being caught by his friends is driving him wild. You was both going to have fun driving each other crazy.

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[In the past, who cared for Heejin? Did that influence her to be so compassionate herself?]

I wrote this up and then realized I'm a bit conflicted, because the sort of timeline means that Heejin could have been this way for, at most, ~200 years, but she's been around for ~1000 years, so 800 years of her being like I'm describing doesn't sound right.

In the past, Heejin was not the greatest person, and never really stuck around anywhere. Ever since she was about 17, she was on her own, away from her family, doing whatever she wanted to since she started life as a human and became a kitsune later on through magic.

That changed after quite a long time, after she had an affair with someone. In her haste to leave, she found a photo of the other person's family in her bag, knocking it in when she was hurrying out before the person she had affairs with woke up. It was when she saw that photo that she started to work on herself and change her ways, realizing what she was doing whenever she was focusing on whatever she wanted, and what she wanted alone.

[jiwoongvcr]

LOONAVERSE LORE:

In the LOONAVERSE, there are 3 planes: Earth, MIddle Earth and Eden. With those planes also come subunits. (This is all pre-debut but it does help.)

LOONA 1/3= Earth

Odd Eye Circle= Middle Earth

yyxy= Eden

LOONA 1/3:  Heejin is the creator/god of the LOONAVERSE, as seen in her ViVid music video. In the universe, the world is initally black and white. Heejin doesn't like this. She decided to fill the world with color but she needed help. That's when she created the primary colors first: Red (Kim Lip), Blue (Jinsoul) and Yellow (Hyunjin). She then creates Middle Earth and sends those 3 colors/girls to ME in order to watch over the LOONAVERSE. 

After this, she tells the primary colors/girls to help her and fill the world with more color. Over time, Hyunjin begins to miss Heejin. This can be theorized in her solo m/v "Around You" where you see Hyunjin writing various letters, most likely to Heejin, to stay in contact with her. Hyunjin gains the urge to leave the other primary colors and travel to Earth just to be with Heejin but she ultimately chooses not to.

Heejin tells the primary colors/girls to create the color Green (Haseul) (Hyunjin and Jinsoul make Haseul). After creating Haseul, they send her to Earth to spread her color but this leaves Haseul feeling lost, questioning her true purpose in the world. Hyunjin gives Haseul 2 options: Learn your place in the world and live in chaos OR spend the rest of her days in peace, unaware of the truth. Haseul choses the truth, thus living her days in chaos.

Alongside making green, Heejin also tells the girls to make Orange (Yeojin) (Hyunjin and Lip make Yeojin). When Yeojin is made, she is tempted to betray Heejin but stops herself. She then meets Haseul, who she views as a motherly figure but bc Haseul chose to live her days in chaos, Yeojin suffers. Yeojin gets lost in a forest and is tempted by a frog.

After Haseul and Yeojin were made, Hyunjin couldn't hold her temptation back anymore and left Middle Earth to be with Heejin on Earth. This causes an imbalance since the primary colors are not together anymore. During this time, Heejin creates an angel to act as a helper to control the LOONAVERSE. Heejin created ViVi (light pink), symbolizing purity and innocence. Little did Heejin know, that ViVi was tainted with evil, turning her into a cyborg. Because ViVi isn't human, she had a hard time fitting in with the other girls (Fun Fact: ViVi is originally from Eden which we'll get into later!) Heejin, Hyunjin, Haseul and ViVi reside on Earth, thus making LOONA 1/3. While on Earth, we later learn about ViVi's crush on a "boy". On Earth, ViVi lives in Hong Kong. (Also, ViVi rescues a mysterious girl from some basement who ends up being Jinsoul. Jinsoul has no clue on how she got on Earth but she returns to Middle Earth to help Kim Lip restore the balance of the LOONAVERSE.)

Odd Eye Circle:  Due to Hyunjin's leave, Kim Lip waits for Jinsoul's return to help her replace Hyunjin and restore the balance. During this time, Kim Lip's power of superspeed becomes active, alongside Jinsoul's power to teleport. With Heejin to guide them, the 2 girls begin their plan to restore the balance. They combined their colors to create the color Purple, thus creating Choerry. As Choerry was being created, she ended up on Earth, where Hyunjin resides. Kim Lip and Jinsoul lure Choerry out of Earth and into Middle Earth. Choerry's power of dimensional travel awakens during this time.

Now that the LOONAVERSE is once again balanced, something shifts. The girls power intensifies as they unintentionally cross paths, as seen in Sweet Crazy Love. This leads them to finding each other, uniting them as ODD EYE CIRCLE (seen in Girl Front). Their powers lead to them getting their Odd Eyes. While Kim Lip and Jinsoul both have their Odd Eyes on their left eye, Choerry has hers on her right eye, showing that she isn't an originally primary color and is instead a mirror copy of Hyunjin (Purple is Yellow's inverted color). 

We later learn that back on Earth, Jinsoul was trapped by someone who was tainted with evil. Noticing that there's something off about Jinsoul, Kim Lip and Choerry attempt to contact Hyunjin for help on Earth. While doing this, they keep seeing a shadowy figure, constantly taunting them from afar.

yyxy: We then learn of Yves existence, who resides in Eden, a dimension that is the exact parallel to Earth. Yves was originally created as an angel to assist Heejin with control of the LOONAVERSE, much like ViVi. Unlike ViVi, Yves gave into temptation and became tainted with evil after eating the forbidden fruit, the apple. This evil caused her color to change. Because she betrayed Heejin, the evil takes over, changing her once light pink color into a Burgundy color. In her "New" m/v, it is seen that Yves lured ViVi onto a date, killing ViVi. Because she was tainted with Yves evil, ViVi was turned into a cyborg.

Due to ViVi's death, her memory is warped, seeing Yves in the form of a boy she crushes on. Though it is not in official M/V's, Yves then taints Choerry with evil after learning that she (Yves) was the one who lured Yeojin into the forest in the form of a frog as a way to defy Heejin. We also learn that Yves was the one taunting ODD EYE CIRCLE while in search for Hyunjin. But 2 things remain unanswered: If Heejin didn't exactly make Yves, who did and who gave Yves the apple?

Later on, Chuu comes into existence, who also lives in Eden and idolizes Yves. But due to Yves' one goal, she is ignored, BUT, if Chuu decides to betray Heejin, Yves will start to care about her. Chuu willingly decides to be tainted by evil just for Yves' attention, thus eating her forbidden fruit, the strawberry. As Yves and Chuu leave Eden and head to Earth (this isn't Yves first time leaving Eden), they encounter Haseul. Because Haseul chose truth over peace, she knows that Yves and Chuu betrayed Heejin. Haseul lets Heejin know about this.

Back in Eden, we learn about Gowon. Gowon lives shut out from the world, only wanting to stay in her own little bubble. But, with the help of Choerry, Yves and Chuu, she decides to give into temptation, eating her forbidden fruit, the pineapple. Even though Gowon never wanted to give in, no matter how hard she ran, Choerry, Yves and Chuu would always catch her. Gowon becomes enlightened to be with the girls, sitting at a table with Yves and Chuu with one empty chair. Who could that chair be for? Possibly for the person who created Eden and the current Eden girls.

Lastly, we learn of Oliva Hye/Hyeju, who came into existence with the LOONAVERSE, as Heejin's shadow. It then comes to our knowledge that Hyeju was actually the one who trapped Jinsoul in the basement in Hong Kong and tainted her with evil. We also learn that she created Yves, Chuu and Gowon, making the unit YYXY. Why did she? Seeing the connection and closeness that the 1/3 girls have with each other, Hyeju became jealous. She made Yves as an angel but because Hyeju was already tainted with evil, Yves automatically was tainted with evil, making Yves the way she is. 

This was never her original plan though. She never wanted Yves to kill ViVi. All she wanted was to have a 1/3 of her own. She was hurt by Yves. Yves betrayed Hyeju, sending her to the deepest depths of the LOONAVERSE. This makes Hyeju angry, filling her with the urge to seek revenge. She wanted justice for ViVi's death and she wanted to stop Yves from tainting anyone else. Knowing about this, Heejin meets Hyeju face to face for the first time, feeling sympathetic with what happened. Hyeju never intended for anything to happen but regardless, she couldn't change the fact that she acted out of jealousy. 

Heejin decided to give Hyeju a test. If she passed, she'd gain Heejin's trust. Heejin sends Yves, Chuu and Gowon back to Eden, sending Hyeju back with them. In Eden, no more damage could be done now, considering that Heejin was constantly watching over the girls. This doesn't stop Yves however, from betraying Heejin. Chuu soon follows Yves and Yves convinces Gowon to come with. This doesn't faze Hyeju. She knows that joining them would just cause them to betray her again. She has to trust Heejin in order to become a key part of LOONA. The other yyxy members leave Eden and explore the LOONAVERSE, with Gowon feeling bad for betraying Hyeju and let alone Heejin. This doesn't stop Hyeju from wanting Heejin's approval. Though she was tempted, Hyeju passed the test, gaining back Heejin's trust and finally becoming a key component of LOONA.