#i ADORE my mun teacher she posted this

[bloodedhearts]

( #BLOODEDHEARTS ): Dual-Muse RP Blog for Astarion & Shadowheart from Baldur's Gate 3. The Dark Urge is also featured as a private/request muse.

Independent & Selective. Adored by Sam. Canon Compliant. Crossover friendly. Focusing on the Spawn Astarion, Selunite Shadowheart and Resisting the Dark Urge routes.

LINKS. carrd. muses info (under construction). OTHER BLOG. aerith gainsborough. locke cole. BLOGS ON LOW ACTIVITY / HIATUS. joshua rosfield. midadol telamon.

I'm a literature teacher in college so I'm mostly active during the weekends at the moment!

Rules under the cut:

Independent & Selective This is an independent Baldur's Gate 3 RP blog. I’m quite selective. I will not follow you first if you’re not a BG3 blog unless we’re friends, but I usually follow back if I know your character or your fandom. I’m surely in for crossovers. I will also only interact with mutuals.

Shipping Romantic relationships are not a priority on this blog and are reserved to people I vibe with ooc for my own comfort. I want to develop something special and unique, not to ship for the sake of shipping. All ships are part of a different verse/timeline; there’s no cheating involved unless mentioned otherwise. I need my ships to make sense to me and to come naturally through our interactions. Because of Astarion and Shadowheart's story and background, shipping with them will always be slowburn.

Important Mentions Respect is really important for me. If you’re irritated by me, just unfollow me. I also won’t write anything as extreme violence, murder, pedophilia or incest. I also won’t tolerate sexism, racism, homophobia, etc. I will hard block you if I see this on my dash. 

Mains & Exclusives I love having mains, but I rarely do actual mains calls because I want it to come naturally. If you’re interested in being a main, just tell me. Of course, we need to have had a couple of interactions first and to talk ooc. If you become my main, we’ll be more likely to have multiple threads together. I could also send you random asks and mention your muse in headcanons, when it makes sense to do it. That being said, I will not have exclusives, just like I won’t be your exclusive. Exploring is an important part of roleplaying, and I feel like it’s not entirely possible when we’re exclusives.

Memes & Threads You are always welcome to send me memes. If I don’t reply to it, it’s probably just because I didn’t have muse for it, but I try to answer all the time.

Unfollowing & Soft Blocking It’s not something I like to do if we’re mutuals. If I followed you, it’s because I genuinely wanted to interact with you. That being said, I may do it if you never interact with me or if you don’t reply to my attempts of interacting with you over a period of two months. I may also do it if you write or post things that make me feel uncomfortable or if the content you write just doesn’t click with what I like to write. It is NEVER personal; I still wish you the best. I’m only doing this for my own comfort.

Patience This isn’t my only blog and I work a lot, so even if I’m doing my best to reply quickly, it can happen that it takes more time than usual. You can ask me if I still have it in my drafts because Tumblr tends to eat notifications. I don’t mind if you ask politely; it’s just if you insist that I can decide to drop our threads. Roleplaying is a hobby; I don’t want to be pressured by it.

Smut Smut won’t happen on this blog. I don’t mind writing suggestive content if it’s relevant to the plot, but i’ll eventually fade to black. 

The Mun My name is Sam, she/her pronouns. 25+ years old. I did a master in literature and I love gaming and literature in general. Discord is available on request if we’re mutuals. English is my second language, so I’m sorry if sometimes I do some mistakes.

Credit Icon borders & dividers by rysingdawn. Icon PSD by ennakros.

[jonismitchell]

My dear IlluMUNati!

Let's not say goodbye yet. I refuse! We will see each other again and share sweets. (...)

On another note. While we are going through hard times, the situation on poorer countries is becoming desperate. Many people live day by day.

The crisis in many of these countries can’t be easily alleviated. In a few countries like Cuba, it can.

For 28 years the United Nations has overwhelmingly opposed the embargo. This past November, 187 member states voted to put an end to it. The US veto it. President Trump has tightened the embargo’s restrictions against Cuba and has refused pleads to suspend them during this crisis.

At the moment, Cuba lacks basic medicines, masks, gloves, and soap! Food rations have already been in place since May 2019.

I believe this is no time for politics. Several other countries also have economic embargos I believe should be suspended.

Let me assume you agree. What to do? Write to the WHO to make an appeal? Write about it? (How is the next issue of The Franklin coming along?) I wrote to Trudeau but that is just me. Consider this a political/social justice teaser.

[azazelsconfessional]

((so i was gonna open up my askbox again but I got distracted doing this and watching streams i think idr what i did the past few hours, buuut there's something I need to cover first, especially since there are so many new people around! Hello! Especially since so many of you are playing OCs/MCs.

Don't worry, it's a tip to hopefully help you along! It may get a little long, especially as I try and provide examples. . .but hopefully it'll help.

I'm gonna talk a lot about OCs but this applies to canon characters too a bit. It certainly helps.

Tl;dr, you should have a character profile page.

(also remember that tumblr mobile doesn't really have direct access to Pages made with the Pages function on desktop, so you'll have to link them manually in your pinned or description or host them on another site(I used Google Docs in the apst) or in a regular post(this makes it very easy to lose as a forewarning) for maximum accessibility!)

(rules pages are also really really handy if you have alot of resteictions.)

So, in general, OCs have a bit of a lower reception rate in rp. Idk if that'll be the case here with MCs because they're, well, the main character. Housamo is also a series that lends itself well to OCs pretty well, especially non-human ones, but I figured I'd warn for that.

BUT. That doesn't mean you shouldn't play an OC! It just means there are things you need to keep in mind!

Think of all of the OCs you've seen--you all seem to be fun and wonderful people, and your characters are surely interesting. But. . .if you don't tell anybody about them, nobody will know what's going on or where to start, which makes asking questions a little hard, right? That's easier to work around with MC characters--we've played the game, we know the story, we know the characters, so we can figure out questions fairly easily based on that alone and go from there.

But with other OCs, especially those that don't represent charactera from mythology or fiction like many other characters in housamo do, there's like. Nowhere to start. We may see a face or some dialogue, but otherwise we don't have a frame of reference.

That's where a profile comes in!

Azazel-mun, I don't want to share all of the info about my character at once!

What if I don't know everything about my OC yet and want to figure it out along thw way?

The profile doesn't have to be super detailed! At most it shoule include things like the character's name and age and probably things like their location, profession, grade in school or place of work, etc., and anything you'd notice on the surface like their apperance. It's never a bad thing to include a description of their personality too, or a small section about their history/background. Little things that even you should probably know, too.

You can also section your profile off a bit into things like "surface info," "meta info," "things you could easily figure out about them," etc. That way, no one can spoil themself. Making lists like this can help you think these things through if you haven't already as well.

Let's use Azazel, a character that you probably know already, as an example here. I don't have a profile set

Name: Azazel

Species: Fallen Angel; Capra Therian - an anthropomorphic Goat (?)

Gender(pronouns): Male(he/him)

Age: difficult to calculate; several thousand years old?

Apperance age: hard to say, he's not human. Adult.

Origins: banished from his home world of Eden, has been in the human world for several thousand years

Profession: Priest of dubious denomination, most likely Catholic or Protestant; teacher at Daikanyama Academy; de facto head of the Missionaries Non-Profit charity Organization; supervisor of the Aoyama Missionaries

Role & Rule: Watcher; Revelation - allows him to see anything within the territory of the Aoyama Missionaries and anywhere the pages of his Artifact see

Apperance: Azazel is a 5'10"(180cm) tall, anthropomorphic goat of ambiguous breed, with fawn fur all over his body and lighter fur on his head and around his neck. He has brown, riged horns which curve out and back. Though his eyes are often closed, when opened they're red. He always carried around a leather bound bible with an eye on the cover, and is never seen without several chains on his person, although only the one(s) around his neck can be seen unless he's undressed.

He wears a black priest's cassock with a maroon sash and a capelet of the same color, with the same eye as on his bible on the shoulders of the cape, and brown dress shoes. The front of the robe is always open to expose his bare chest and the chains beneath.

Personality: Azazel is kind and doting, very fitting of both a teacher and priest, although his openly flirtatious, lustful, and secretive nature causes others to distrust him. He doesn't mind this at all. He has a strong adoration for humans, and values love in all of its forms more than anything. He's a bit of a passive person, often being unmotivated but working hard regardless, and seems to prefer to watch others and the world go by, although he won't decline most invitations to take part in it. He is always aware of anything that happens within the extensive territory of the Missionaries, and seems to know and see just about everything about anyone he meets, from their surface to their soul. . . .

If you know Azazel, or take note of some of the wording or question marks, you'll note I didn't explain everything(although I may have shared more than you want to.) This is just a bare bones exampe of how I do my profiles--but it can get even more bare!

I'll do two this time, a more vague version of Azazel's, and another that obscures information all together, using the same or a similar format to the above.

Name: Azazel

Species: anthropomorphic goat

Gender(pronouns): male (he/him)

Age: unquestionably an adult

Origins: Eden

Profession: Priest; teacher; head of a charity NPO; member of the Missionaries

Apperance: Horned goatman of slightly above average human height. Light brown fur, blond fur-hair, red eyes. Wears priest robes and a gold chain around his neck and chest. Carries around a bible with an eye on it?

Personality: Kind of eerie, but friendly and affectionate. A little flirtatious, especially towards humans. Seems to know everything about people for some reason?

Compare it to the one before--see how I've left even more things off or left things ambiguous while still sharing what's necessary or surface level? However, it's also not as engaging or as informative as the other one where I gave more information.

As someone who plays him, profiles like this aren't as helpful for me lol since he knows so much about everyone and everything, having a lot of details helps me play my character!

Now, as helpful as this is, this is also a character you probably know. So how about I do this with an OC? Normally I'm extremely detailed in my profiles and such, especially for OCs, sharing headcanons and ideas for relationships between characters. But, again, I'll try and show how you can show some info while leaving some up to people to ask about to later be filled in.

Name: Kezia

Faceclaim/Art Source: [this is where you would put where you get the art for any icons you use--if you draw it yourself, say so; if you use official art from a series, credit the name of the character and the series; if you use picrews, link the specific picrews. DO NOT USE ART YOU HAVE NOT BEEN PERMITTED TO USE. DO NOT STEAL ART. IF YOU CAN'T FIND THE CREDIT, ASK SOMEONE TO HELP YOU, DO NOT JUST SAY THAT IT ISN'T YOURS. DO NOT USE ART YOU HAVE NOT BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO USE OR THAT ISN'T FROM A SERIES OF SOME SORT.]

Species: Human

Gender(pronouns): Female (she/her)

Age: mid 20's~early 30's?

Apperance age: older than she looks?

Origins: Tokyo?

Profession: Professor; Witch

Apperance: A fidgety woman who looks older than she is. She looks anxious and confused as often as she looks curious and confident. Wavy light brown hair. Often carries around schoolbooks and is never alone, always with a Rattus Therian and often with a Nyarlathotep.

Personality: seemingly anxious, but curious and exploratative nonetheless. On the awkward side, but can still keep up with the Nyarls that accompany her. Gets into trouble when she gets ahead of herself in exploring and learning about the arcane, but her Rule allows her to disappear easily.

History: Has always been curious about magic and attempted to run through a Gate when they began to open up. Performed a summon and brought a certain transients to Tokyo and recieved her familiar and the magic to use her Rule as a result. Currently teaches at a college. She stumbled into a certain someone while attempting to explore time, and became a fan ever since.

That tells you a fair amount, doesn't it? Even for someone you don't know? It may even raise some questions that you could ask. At the same time, it doesn't tell you that much, and that can be as much of a hindrance for coming up with questions as saying too much can. It's really up to you what's too much and too little. Here's a more detailed version! Some things have been left vague or confusing in such a way that they could be filled in after being revealed through asks and play. That way, people are encouraged to/given ideas of what to ask--and you can still share things in the long run.

Name: Kezia

Faceclaim/Art Source: [N/A]

Species: Human

Gender(pronouns): Female (she/her)

Age: mid 20's~early 30's?

Apperance age: somewhere in her 30's, maybe even a little older

Origins: Tokyo, with some sort of connection to at least one other world

Profession: Professor of [?] at [?] Academy; Witch

Role & Rule: [?] & [?]

Artifact, Summon, Familiar?: Always accompanied by at least one Nyarlathotep and some sort of man-rat? She also carries around a book that's labeled as a Grimoire, but it's rare for someone to be both a summon-user and an Artifact-user. . . .

Apperance: A fidgety older woman wearing a labcoat and a witch's hat. She looks quite stressed and has trouble sitting still. Her ashy brown hair is thin and a little wavy, with some strands of gray. Although she often squints, she doesn't wear glasses. She carries around a lot of books relating to maths and sciences and one labeled 'Grimoire' decorated with arcane symbols from Gehenna and Old Ones. She's always accompanied by at least one Nyarlathotep and a very short, bearded man who can best be described as a brown rat therian with a human-like face. Sometimes there's a normal rat on her person or in her pockets.

Personality: Kezia is a fidgety and anxious magic practitioner. She's very curious about other worlds and has been since the Gates appeared in this Tokyo since she was a child, however she has been pursuing magic before then. She often appears somewhat confused about or fascenated by even her usual surroundings, but, at other times moves through the world with confidence even in unfamiliar territory. She also likes rats and other rodents, and as such will often avoid felines and birds of prey. She has a tendency to disappear, seeming to walk through walls despite assuredly being alive.

She's a little bit awkward with people, but somehow keeps up with Nyarlathoteps nonetheless. She's a good teacher, once she figures out how to explain things in ways others can understand easily, but can be a bit difficult to follow and flighty up until then. Aware of this, she's rather patient, if a little down on herself at times. However, she most often simply has her mind elsewhere. Despite this and the company she keeps, she's relatively sane. . .most of the time.

She shares a name with a witch from the world of Old Ones who made a pact with Nyarlathotep, believing him to be the Devil. . .and the ratman always at her side uses the same name as that witch's familiar as well. It's. . .probably just a coincidence. . .who would rightfully make a pact with Nyarlathotep?

History: Kezia is an adult human from this Tokyo before the apperance of the Gates and construction of the Walls. She's explored various witchcraft pursuits since she was a child, with what was originally a mere imaginative curiosity and fascination. After the arrival of the Gates when she was still young, she snuck over the fences built around one and attempted to go inside the massive pillar of light, which she attributes to the reason she often seems to struggle with her vision. Several years later, she performed a successful summon and she recieved her familiar, Brown Jenkin, transformed into a somewhat therian form from one of her pet rats, and was given some powers from Nyarlathotep. She has no discernable control over any of the chaotic creatures, however they seem to spend time around her regardless.

At present she's a professor of a subject that interests her at a certain college. She's had other dangerous run-ins due to her excitement over the arcane and "darker" arts, but doesn't seem to show any signs of stopping. However, after an incident in an attempt to explore time itself, she encountered a certain guardian of time and feels reluctant for once to explore it further. . .although she's become quite a big fan of his.

. . .i ran out of steam amd kinda lost track of where i was going. idk if that helped at all really. But maybe it did! I hope it did. You don't need to use any of those things exactly by any means, but that's the kind of thing you usually see in profile pages. Basics like someone's name and birthday and age and apperance and a little about their personality, maybe some history. Oftentimes things like powers and weapons and the like. Interests, hobbies, ways they could be intereacted with, etc. Just stuff that'd help you know the character.

I write everything in paragraph form, but everyone is more than welcome to use a more script format. I love making profiles, myself--it really helps to think about the character and details about them. Normally I make really, really detailed profiles, but maybe I'll try and be more simple about it this time around. depends on how i'm feeling.

I know this seems weirdly hypocritical given I don't have one but when I first made this blog there were like four of us including myself. I didn't see the need for a rules or profile page because I didn't anticipate that there'd be so many of us or, like, people from other fandoms or who aren't familiar with certain characters. I'll rectify that soon hopefully. But I figured I'd pass along this idea/knowledge to others.

. . .I'm gonna go reopen my askbox now. Feel free to send asks again, ask about this, etc! You can send me an IM too if you want. I'll properly close up the guest event tomorrow. I'm real tired rn lol so idk how much i'll get done, but i usually do things super late at night my time, so i have some time to pull my shit together haha))

[octrainisms]

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 62: What makes you happy?

Octavio: Well……. Geez, um… What makes me happy is my friends. My hombres and chicas and others. They are my family, man. Can’t live without them…. That and cat videos. Perfect. As for the other question…. Man, I think it does, but it’s hard to say really. It’s a kick in the teeth when it happens, but it puts you right. I reunited with Ajay because of my choice leading to such an outcome.

I will answer with no cut because this wall of text needs to be seen without unneeded diverts. Pardon the pizza fingers and emotional typos.

For those who don’t know, I, the mun, Alex, have gone through hell. I was bullied my whole life - even to this day actually - and was kicked down every chance my parents got, telling me my dreams, hopes, aspirations and life choices were the worst (Um hi yes my mom did things that weren’t technically legal so fight me lady).

I have been coerced, tricked, manipulated and down right forced to believe that the r word I will not say, was okay, because I am born a woman and should like it when men do things to my body. For six years I ate once a day for two reasons. One, my mother told me I wasn’t really hungry until it hurt. And two, because everyone called me ugly and fat, the usual (I was borderline anorexic).

I see myself as male, with the unfortunate mutation to make my body female. And because of everything, I have so many issues mentally, ranging from extreme suicidal tendencies to PTSD to anxiety and depression. But the one thing my brain did, is give me Borderline Personality Disorder. Unlike Disassociative Identity Disorder, I know what is happening when all but one personality comes out, I know what is real, not real and so on (bar my PTSD outbursts). I have survived attempted murder four times (three were in one fucking day boy howdy I hate water now).

I got out of an abusive relationship and into a new one more times than I wish to say and was ready to end it all. I had everything set up to be as clean as possible so minimal work for others coming through and had my plan. My personality, Kiel who was born from my pride, convinced me to write a post detailing the death of my muse at the time.

‘What do you have to lose?’

And so I did, then proceeded to write a novel of a goodbye letter. Before posting, he told me to open a new window. Again, those words rang out from his mouth. I let him open tumblr in a new tab, and see an ask. He pushes for me to click it, those same words a mantra by this point. I didn’t care, I just wanted to die and he was making me suffer.

‘Humour me. If it’s hate, then I will step back and let you do this. If it is anything else, you have to listen to me.’

What did I have to lose?

And so I opened my askbox to see one message from someone I adored but was terrified to message.

OMG SENPAI I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU IN AGES HOW ARE YOU ARE YOU OKAY?!

It’s like she knew something was wrong.

Why do you care?

It was cold and cruel, a blunt sort of ‘fuck off’ that I could do when you have the Son of fucking Loki from your books nagging you to at least ask SOMETHING.

And here she is, the fucking angel that ran me over that I never saw coming;

Because you’re amazing and I love your writing and I really want to write with you and be your friend but I’m scared to do that because I don’t want to be a bother and I just have a feeling that something’s not okay. Please talk to me, I know I’m a random but if anything is wrong talk to me please.

I was floored, but the trickster burst into action, egging me on to talk to her. An hour later, I was smiling through tears.

Long story short, what he convinced me to do was buy a chocolate mud cake, eat it in one sitting, then vomit for six hours and hate his guts.

Oh, and that angel? She is my wife now, knows all 183 personalities in my head and loves me, as she said ‘dick or no dick’.

Long story short;

Yes. It all happens for a reason. Not because some higher power says so or anything silly like that. But without those moments of true agony I never would have found my family in my mind. I never would have gone to that web series, made that blog, found that angel and found peace in life again.

Do I have days where I wish I didn’t humour the trickster? Hell yeah.

But I reach out to people, something I was terrified of the first time I did it. I’ll ramble, or write a sad drabble. It’s nothing to be ashamed of at all.

It took me my whole life and one hell of a stubborn Canadian Angel for me to see that I am worth being alive, that I’m awesome and amazing and beautiful and perfect in my own way despite preaching it over and over for years for other people!

If I can be that rock for you, that pillar of hope, I damn well will be. It all happens for a reason, but you have to fight through it, humour that trickster itch of pride in you to see what is around the corner.

Doesn’t matter if a teacher tells you to kill yourself and that it’ll be a grace on humanity, doesn’t matter if that fucking douchebag of a kid calls you ugly, fat, weird, or a freak. Fucking stand up and be proud of it. If they tell you that you’re weird, say ‘yeah, duh dude, it’s kinda my thing’. If they call you fat say ‘at least I’m warm in the winter’. If they tell you you’re a freak, just smile creepily and say ‘we all float down here’.

Look in the mirror and be proud of what you see. Because you have made it this far, made it to this point, despite all the setbacks and chains around your body.

YOU ARE WORTH IT!

And don’t you dare give up, don’t you dare stay silent, be loud, be proud. You are unique and perfect in your own damn way, so when they knock you down, get back up. If they tell you to die, live in spite of their words.

One of my biggest bullies in school now works at a mcdonalds, twenty six and still with his mom, starting a family in her home rather than his own, and I know owning your own house is hard, but he called me fat, and now he is three times my own weight. I work in a shop where my co-workers are my family, where I feel safe and loved, where every day I am asked if I’m okay and everything.

I know it’s hard, I know it’s painful even, but it is worth it. Everything that hits you is worth pushing through. I lost six people to suicide throughout my life, and it takes its toll. I asked to nothing ‘can’t you see I miss you?’, but never really thought it about myself, and that’s the kicker. Words destroy people. I’d take broken bones any day. But also, I look to my past, I cry, sure, but I fucking smile.

Without all of that, I wouldn’t be thick skinned for my job, or able to help people from experience. I wouldn’t be proud of who I am if I never went through the moments of hating my very existence.

It all happens for a reason, and if you are still reading this, then take away six simple words from this;

Never give up; never give in

You are worth it, always worth it. Just remember that you’re still alive, and that you are perfect as you are. And that if you ever need a place to turn to, come here, where I, and the 183 others will remind you why living is only half as amazing with you in it.

[ycjins-blog]

⁓ ♡  hello lovely people !  first, let me introduce myself as the dumbest person of earth because i misspelled my own name. it’s Evy and not ivy ( someone pls kill me to relieve me from this burden aka my dumbness ) and this is my precious bean yejin ( s/o at myself for not misspelling her name but i actually did in my theme but i fixed it hah ! *cries in the distance* ). actually, at first i wanted to base her on our favourite tabasaco aka vasco from lookism, but when i started writing her bio, suddenly things got out of control. so here i am, with my dumb little child and her dumb mun, but pls love me anyway asddfgjk ! also i’ve made a super basic connection page HERE but i also listed some very wanted connections in my intro ! oh and if you’d like to plot pls LIKE this post and i’ll jump in your IMs ! <3</small>

┅ ☆ ★ ✮ ∟ ‖ kim jennie. 22. female. she/her. ‖— camp fires , flushed cheeks , expensive perfume. 」did you hear that JEON YEJIN is planning on attending the next race ?! i won’t lie, i’m pretty excited to see their BLACK KAWASAKI NINJA H2 in person. i know people say they’re really  WITTY , COMPASSIONATE & LOYAL , but don’t you think they come off way too INTERFERING  ,  INDECISIVE  &  OVER-SENSITIVE ? i hear they’re always blasting TO MY YOUTH by BOLBBAGAN4 ? oh well, they’re a member of the HELLCATS so i guess i shouldn’t complain.

tbh no one had ever expected that fate would take such strange twists and her life would turn out to be like this

growing up as the youngest of two sisters, she actually had a pretty normal childhood. nothing traumatic or any of these things.

and no, she also wasn’t that one neglected child who was overshadowed by her older sibling. quite the contrary was actually the case, and it was her who received all the attention.

yejin, was the golden child in the family. and even at school she was liked by many. 

 since she was young she had an interest in martial arts and pestered her parents to let her at least try it and so they allowed her to attempt jiu jitsu. however, this little “attempt” soon turned into more and yejin found herself training everyday for several hours.

although her parents at first wanted her to do something different, something that would fit her “soft personality” they couldn’t say no to their favourite child and even accompanied her to all kinds of different competitions.

her name became known among people in this field and her future seemed bright. but with her growing popularity there were also people who were jealous of her. and while they could not outgrow her by their own skills there were other things they could do to get rid of her. and this was probably the moment where her life started to get messy.

they didn’t go for the old-fashioned “injuring her to that point she wouldn’t be able to fight anymore” method. instead, something more sinister was growing in their minds. yejin had crushed their pride when she won against them and they wanted revenge. and with only leaving her injured, she’d still be remembered as someone to look up. they wanted to ruin her, ruin her to that point that no one would even look at her anymore. 

(because i’m too tired to write that all out i’m getting straight to the point ) they tried to pin a murder on her and they were successful.

suddenly, everyone who once adored her, hated her. and the adoration in their eyes turned to disgust. the people truly believed she was guilty and the people who did this to her were smart enough to make all the evidence point at her.

of course, yejin insisted on being innocent because she was. but after some time even her friends turned her back on her.

so with no one really helping her out, she was just handed in like that. and the judge declared her for guilty and she was send to prison.

there she remained for two years and when got out at the age of 21, when her case was reinvestigated and she was proven to be innocent.

still, a little naive as she was she could just continue with her life as it was, but oh boy she was wrong.

not only, did everyone else still saw her as a murderer, making it impossible to her to ever return to her old life and continue her career as an athlete, but also her parents turned her back on her.

the image of the golden child was long gone and they were embarrassed of her. they didn’t want their neighbours to talk about them and treated yejin as if she was never a part of their family to begin with. they didn’t care abouther anymore. she wasn’t perfect to them anymore. just a damaged good, too bothersome to repair.

her sister, which whom she didn’t have the best relationship to begin with, was happy about the attention their parents finally gave and yejin couldn’t blame her.

so here she was. with nowhere to go and keeping herself with part time jobs and some savings alive.

she was alone. and she hated it. she was always bad at handling loneliness and this time she really was lonely.

it wasn’t until a member ( WANTED CONNECTION ?? ) of the hellcats approached her. and as desperate she was she did join them. and despite of everything she started to see them as their family. a family that wouldn’t neglect her like her own just because people would spread lies about her.

while, she doesn’t agree with everything ( well, actually like 90 %)  the hellcats do, yejin is still holding onto them. they’re the only thing she has and she turns a blind eye to the things they do. after all, they saved her so to her and if they were bad people they wouldn’t have done that. or at  least that’s what she thinks. 

personality and headcanons

truth to be told, yejin isn’t cut out to be a member of a gang. she’s too soft around the edges and perhaps the only thing that makes her suitable are her fighting skills and nothing more. 

she knows that some people actually have already figured that out. and behind the rather distant and cool facade she likes to hide behind, is actually just a lost person desperately clinging to something like a family. 

yes, yejin is that type of person who will cry at movies when she is watching them alone but as soon as someone is with her, she’ll pretend she’s tougher than she is , which causes her to sometimes find herself in difficult situations just because she wanted to prove someone wrong ( although they were right) 

being more on the soft side, yejin always tries to understand where others are coming from, no matter what they’ve done. being accused of something she didn’t do, yejin learned to give always others the benefit of the doubt. something that might essentially be good if there weren’t others who’d make use of that trait. 

while yejin isn’t the perfect match or someone one would describe as suitable for that life, she’s loyal to the bone. no, she won’t instantly beat you up when you utter something bad about the hellcats, because jiu jitsu isn’t meant to attack ( at least that is what her teacher liked to remind her of ), but being short-tempered as she is, a little provocation will make her ignore these words.

perhaps, it’s just her curious nature or perhaps she’s just straight up annoying, but yejin likes to meddle with other people businesses. she’s the that friend who always wants to know what’s going on, even if you aren’t that close and it happens often that she’d just take matters in her own hands because she “just wanted to help out”. 

she doesn’t participate in races because tbh she doesn’t care much about them, and also she has a bike (which she has stolen from her father btw, after she found out that her family abandoned her )  so she can’t do it anyway.

she’s part of the security

wanted connections

a best friend: someone who always stood by her side, even after everything that happened to her. or perhaps someone she met later in the gang and both immediately hit off. 

used to be best friends but grew apart because something bad happened between them ???

childhood friends that either still are close or have grown apart and coincidentally meet again

the person who introduced her to the hellcats: basically someone she’ll always be thankful to. they don’t necessarily have to be friends, but whatever the other person might feel about her yejin will still adore them and do everything for them because she thinks the owes something to them. ( jiwan )

“siblings” they treat each other like family and have a sibling like relationship. where they see yejin as the older/younger sister ( doyeon )

someone who was related to the victim of the said murderer: they might still believe it was yejin and might revenge that person’s death. or they might believe yejin and it’s awkward between them, or one of them tries to make up to the other. 

someone who is always causing trouble and because yejin is part of the security she always has to deal with them. perhaps they might just do it beause they want to annoy her or bored or whatever shndssdn

messy exes pls?? perhaps they were a couple before the whole prison fiasco (why does this sound so funny to me?? ) and they broke up with her because of that. or yejin broke up with them bcs she felt bad for them and didn’t want her reputation to to also harm theirs. (minsu)

exes that still have feelings for each other but DRAMA and angSt???

AnYTHinG AnGstY ANYTHING!!!

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Is the puppy your mun faceclaim? Bc that puppy is adorable

((I decided to have puppies as my faceclaim a while back :D I have three breeds I like in particular: Goldens- because they’re adorable

Brittany spaniels- because they’re adorable and my family dog growing up was one. Great breed.

and any of the pitbull-esque breeds, because our current family dog is one and they’re adorable and sweet. 

I had a teacher once who always had puppy folders because she said no matter how bad the day was, you can’t be mad looking at a puppy. So I just hope that if someone’s having a bad day, a puppy on the dash can make them feel a little better.))

[watcherofsalem]

Have you finished the novel yet? What did you think of it?

Mun. I have! Thank you for asking Anonny Moose. I was meaning to make a post about it so this is perfect. 

I have a few mixed feelings about the book but overall upon first reading, I did enjoy it greatly. The first half ( Hocus Pocus ) was a very well written novelization of the movie and provided some rather fun little background and extra details about the characters we know and love.

MILD SPOILERS BELOW

The sequel was also very entertaining. I LOVED that Max and Allison ended up together ( which I always thought would happen ) and I absolutely adored Poppy. I mean the kid was mildly annoying at the whole not listening to her parents thing ( which I think was a bit of the Allison in me like WHY DAUGHTER. ). But I thought it was so lovely that they gave Poppy a love interest and that it was an LGBT+ positive book. And this is related to Disney so I was very surprised. Her friend being a descendant of a lost Saunderson sister was interesting. 

I am a little lost how they thought Allison would end up a lawyer out of all the choices in the world but Max as a history teacher was hilarious and just so perfect to me. Oh, Hollywood. Not much has changed about him. I could see what they decided or maybe possibly some kind of music teacher/worker educating the young of Salem about what REAL music is. Possibly giving drumming lessons as well. Maybe in a small band. ( WHAT IF TEACHER MAX MAKES A BAND WITH OTHER TEACHERS/FRIENDS. THAT WOULD BE AMAZING AND ALLISON SAYS IT IS REALLY ATTRACTIVE. DO IT MAX PEOPLES. ) Moving into Allison’s childhood home was also really cool. Sad the museum is permanently closed but super understandable. Especially now after recent events in Salem ( aka Witchpocolypse 2.0 ) .

Personally I am still unsure on the lawyer choice. I kind of thought maybe she would become a bit like what Max did but maybe on the Professor level? Maybe have a paper or book published about witchcraft/the history of witchcraft in Salem/through history? I also understand her and Max staying away from witchcraft. Makes me a bit sad just because I have my headcanoned verse where Allison wanted to learn about everything to try and make sure nothing like that happened again. I mean it seems like she was in the know in the book with her Moon comments but didn’t practice any of it. I would have liked to see maybe just a simple protection spell/ritual as a precaution for the house or her family besides for just locking the candle up. Allison to me seems like the type of person that stays informed and would be very active instead of passive.

Poppy and Dani’s relationship we didn’t get to see a lot of but what I did see made me happy. I definitely wish we had more time with the old crowd but next gen and all. Having Thackery and Emily as ghosts was fantastic. I mean, I do want more Binx running around being amusing but sadly his cat form is gone. ( Binx: Someone get me a cat to possess! )

So OVERALL :

I enjoyed the book and probably need to do another read-through. I took a few notes upon first reading to try and morph my own canon-divergent verse and create a canon verse as well. I believe I will mostly be sticking to my original canon-divergent verse (with Poppy added in of course) but if people want to play in the canon verse I am completely willing. :)

ADDITIONAL : I wish we had Billy in it. I feel like the end left it open for more books or another movie or some such. I am all for this. GIVE ME MORE PLEASE.

[maheswarann]

Do all of the Munday memes lmao

Some Fun Munday Asks | Accepting!

♦: Relationship with your Muse.She’s my adopted daughter, and I love her with all of my heart. There are few characters whom I’ve spent as much time thinking about in recent history as Connie Maheswaran. Of course, there’s things I’ve learned from her as well, but I think all parent-child relationships are like that.

♠: What’s one thing you dislike about your Muse?I don’t like how little screentime she receives!!! Just kidding. Honestly, even her few flaws are endearing to me, and there isn’t much about her that I could say I genuinely dislike - at least, nothing relating to her directly.

♣: Any headcanons about your muse?So, so many. One that comes to mind immediately is that I believe she’s started to come out of her shell more at school, and be a real leader in the classroom - a far cry from her isolated ways of the past - confusing and impressing both classmates and teachers alike. She doesn’t make friends too easily there, but at least she’s putting herself out there academically.

♥: One thing you love about your Muse.So, so many. One that comes to mind immediately is her relationship with Steven, as it is so perfect in so many ways, shattering relationship standards where necessary, and following - and improving upon - them when it wants. I don’t buy into soulmates, but these two are the closest thing to it.

☄: What you think of your Muse.If it wasn’t made quite clear before, I adore Connie, and think she’s one of the best characters on Steven Universe; She’s certainly my favorite. Though she only has developed relationships with two characters, those two are some of the most interesting and important relationships in the show. Aside from being an absolutely adorable goofball, Connie’s also strong, brave, smart, and all-around admirable in so many ways.

♪: Favorite song.I think Do it for Her is my favorite song in the series - big surprise there - but Isn’t It Over? and What Can I Do for You? are close runner-ups. All of these involve Rose, and that’s indicative of my other favorite character in the show.

✫: Why you began RPing.I started out as a fic writer, and once I discovered the RP format of writing on Tumblr, I was intrigued. With the inspiration of a few key writers that I followed in my pre-RP times, I was motivated to make my first blog, and the rest is history. …Man, that was like nine months ago.

✽: Favorite season?I like all four for different reasons, and some more than others, depending on my mood… But right now? I’d have to say Winter, just because I love the cold and cozy. Nothing quite like enjoying a mug of hot chocolate, curled up in your blankets, as you watch the frost creep up your window.

❂: The Mun’s birthday. (Month and date–no year!)I was born on July 24th.

☂: Favorite kind of weather.It honestly depends on my mood, but it fluctuates between “two feet of snow”, since I get to hunker down indoors and snuggle up, and “crisp jacket weather”, where it’s kind of breezy, and kind of cold, but not TOO cold, just cold enough to make you shiver a bit. Especially if it’s raining? Hoo boy, I love weather. I could talk about it all the time.

✤: Favorite kind of food.I love pasta of all shapes and sizes, especially linguine and spaghetti, but, at my core, I am a Midwesterner, so steak and potatoes will always have a special place in my heart too. Food in general is just so good, so it’s hard for me to pick just a few!

●: If you could say just one thing to your Muse, what would it be?I’d ask that she “please stay safe,” because gem stuff is dangerous, and she’s only human.

♬: Sing or say something! Post the link to it.I recorded my voice right here a while ago, for this meme.