#i KNOW you sent 26 trying to get me to answer kpop songs but to be perfectly honest i actually don't know enough. sorry bestie

[not-cool-enough-to-scuba-dive]

7, 23, 26!!

7. three songs you didn’t expect to like but eventually loved

Cherry Tree Down by Jonah Taylor Strange by Celeste Please Never Fall In Love Again by Ollie MN

23. three songs that never fail to get you pumped up

Bruises by Fox Stevenson The Nights by Avicii Caution by The Killers

26. three favourite non-English songs

Vor í Vaglaskógi by KALEO Pepas by Farruko Señor te Necesito by Jonah Taylor

I put uhhh way too much thought into that first one lol. tysm for the ask, ily!!

send me a number and I'll give you three songs!!

[apilgrimsjournal]

Have you ever evaded silence?

I have. And I am still evading it now.

Because I have been hurting and sometimes the pain gets too much that it seems audible when I am alone and silent. Silly, right? How can pain be audible enough that it makes one avoid silence? But that is how it feels, at least right now. I choose kpop and loud songs just to block my thoughts because silence is ironically more deafening to me now. Also, words fall short when I try to describe how painful I feel inside. So let me just count the reasons, hoping it could shed light as to the intensity of these feelings:

I am still sad over the fact that my parents chose to separate. My father lives on his own and wants me to provide a house for him (the pressure of this request weighs me down every single day). My mother lives with someone who is not her husband at Qatar. And I am living with my grandparents. I am an only child. How could they both leave me alone to grow on my own? Who will teach and guide me when I make wrong decisions? Who is going to be with me when my relatives decide they don’t want to care for me anymore? They left me saying I am of age and I would understand but no, I still cannot understand even when it happened 10 years ago. I just can’t.

People around me are starting to move ahead with their lives and I am still here trying to make sense of what is happening around me. Criss is going to live in Japan with her husband. Sam has her beautiful daughter with her soon to be husband. Jr is going to be a doctor soon. Star is still the life of the party anywhere she goes. Joyce is happy about her work and her friend she has a crush on. Almost everyone at work is either married, soon to be married, and in a relationship. And there is me, I see myself in the mirror and a pathetic and envious girl stares back at me.

I am alone, technically, and still feel scared to be alone. I am scared that I will have to face the fact someday that I am meant to be single and I would have to live alone for the rest of my life. I want to be married not because I can’t live without a man but because I want to serve and share my life with the man I will love. I know I have to be and I am firm on convictions regarding my future husband but this pandemic clouds my confidence. For instance, how could I meet my future husband in this ongoing quarantine? And if singleness is really for me, how could I ever have the heart to accept that no human but myself is appointed to care for me?

Thankfully, I have this eternal hope amidst these pain. God loves me. He loves a wretched lady like me. He loves me without beginning and end. His love is more steadfast than a rising sun every morning. His faithfulness is unmatched and as endless as the rolling waves in the sea. And He gave His Word, the Scriptures to comfort and teach me. He sent His Son because His love is binding and irrevocable. Christ saved me from God’s wrath because of my innumerable sins and bore my sorrows as His own. Jesus lived a perfect and obedient life which no one understood in His lifetime and I am sure He was a lonely man in that sense too. Jesus knows and He sympathizes with this pain. He knows what it felt like to not be understood. He knows what it felt like to be left alone. He knows what it felt like to be sad and lonely. He wept too, Scriptures say. So I don’t worship some god who do not know what it felt like to be human and in need. He knows all the hidden hurt and pain in my life.

Isaiah 53:3-5

3 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. 4 Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted. 5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his wounds we are healed.

Romans 8:18-30

18 For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. 19 For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. 20 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope 21 that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. 22 For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. 23 And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. 26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. 27 And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. 28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. 29 For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30 And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified.

Nothing is more comforting than these very words from the mouth of my God. God is the every answer to each of my question and to my ever-changing feelings. He will guide and teach me His ways when I go wrong and my parents could not. He will take care of me when no one else would. He makes everything beautiful in His time and provides for me when I need it. As for being alone, God is slowly teaching me that I am complete in Christ and even if singleness is His sovereign plan for me, He will give grace to sustain me no matter how difficult it might be.

Yes, I still feel the pain, feel more loneliness as the nights pass by, and still cry at night, yet I will rest on what I know. And what I know is that God, in His covenant, bounded Himself to love me eternally even now while it hurts, and especially now that it hurts.

[wererightbyyourside]

50 Questions Tag

Tagged by @supercriminalwolf​ 💕💕💕

1. what takes up too much of your time? it’s the school year, so classes/homework, tv shows... youtube..... two dots........

2. what makes your day better? listening to music, watching a show, or just in general decompressing (these are all due to the fact that I’m super introverted and they let me recharge which always makes me feel better lol)

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? I got to play with my dogs!! I’m at home instead of at school for the weekend and since my one dog is now 14 years old any time I can spend with him is the best

4. what fictional place would you like to go? I’m tied between Narnia and Middle Earth 

5. are you good at giving advice? I would say I’m pretty good when I’m serious, but if the situation isn’t serious my first instinct is to always tell my friends to kill whoever is giving them troubles lol

6. do you have any mental illness? luckily no

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? once again, luckily no 

8. what musician inspired you the most? SHINee (such an original answer for a SHINee blog but it’s definitely true); there’s just so much to take inspiration from all of them

9. have you ever fallen in love? I mean I don’t really talk about it much but I’m aro and not interested in dating so... no

10. what’s your dream date? I’d really like to just hang around and watch shitty movies or something

11. what do others notice about you? honestly I don’t really know

12. what is the annoying habit you have? I crack my knuckles and also touch/rub my nose a lot (mostly because of allergies lol) which seems to also annoy people (including myself)

13. do you still talk to you first love? (see above about being aro lol)

14. how many ex’s do you have? none

15. how many songs are on your playlist? in my “current songs” playlist, 51, but that’s because I try to keep it around 50 at all times. In terms of overall music and my other secondary playlists, way way more...

16. what instruments can you play? piano, clarinet, tenor recorder (but like more than just a fourth grader... I was in an ensemble)

17. who do you have the most pictures of? honestly I was just scrolling through my photos to free up space and most of them are scenery from vacations

18. where would you like to go before you die? in a perfect world I would like to go to every country in the world, but in terms of the main places, New Zealand (is this because I’m a Tolkien nerd? you’ll never know...), Japan, SK, China, Hong Kong, etc. 

19. what is your zodiac? cancer

20. do you relate to it? usually not if I’m honest

21. what is happiness to you? this is too deep for midnight... but basically I think it’s being able to see through the bad things happening to you and staying optimistic

22. are you going through anything right now? nothing terrible atm but I mean it’s college so stress is inevitable

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? taking rock climbing as my exercise credit even though I’m out of shape

24. what’s your favourite store? target or tj maxx. they are both fun to walk around and browse in

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? pro-choice. I’m not one to infringe on other’s lives and choices.

26. do you keep a bucket list? not a formal list? I don’t really think about it much

27. do you have a favorite album at the moment? “Sense or Love” by Hey Say Jump but also the soundtrack for “Bad Guys: Vile City”

28. what do you want for your birthday? money lol it’s always money

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? I mean if I’m not talking to my friends I have a pretty aggressive looking resting face (my license photo looks like a mug shot ‘cause I’m not smiling) so I actually think a lot of people’s first impressions of me aren’t that good lol

30. what age do you seem according to most people according to most people? Almost everyone I meet thinks I’m older than I am... like mid-twenties instead of 19..

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? under my pillow

32. what word do you say the most? the phrase “I’m thinking pasta” (if you recognize this phrase, you’re guaranteed a spot on my will)

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? I don’t really have a preference and by that I mean if I were to date I actually would probably be willing to date anyone as long as they were closer to my age than my parents (if I did the math correctly that means I would date anyone younger than 35). But honestly if a 35 year old wanted to date me (19 yo) they probably wouldn’t be the kind of person you’d want to date lol

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? If I was old enough to not have to worry about people younger than me being under the age of consent, l’d probably go up to 3-5 years younger.

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? even some of my professors tell me to be a teacher... but also I get “editor” a lot and private investigator but that’s only by friends 

36. what’s your favourite music genre? I don’t really have a favorite, but I guess kpop lol and alternative

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? I think it would be anywhere where Trump isn’t president at the moment

38. what is your current favourite song? Alone - Seungri and Come to Me - Lee Hong Gi (feat. Zuho!)

39. how long have you had this blog for? As an independent blog, a year and a half. But it was a side blog on my old account for like a year or two before that 

40. what are you excited for? rock climbing to be over, Thanksgiving, Christmas, the semester to be over, Trump’s presidency to be over

41. are you a better talker or listener? listener

42. what is the last productive thing you did? I sent an email. I’m on break so I’m not doing anything productive  

43. what do you want for christmas? money. but also I need a new season’s greeting of some sort so I can have a calendar for 2019

44. what class do you get the best grades in? any class that revolves around writing or analyzing literature usually 

45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 7?

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? trying to figure out my life. probably still in school lol

47. when did you get your first heartbreak? never?

48. at what age do you want to get married? I don’t really want to get married

49. what career did you want to have as a child? vet, author, and pop star (with my friend) (we had a band)

50. what do you crave right now? I’m actually not hungry for once but a black cherry soda sounds pretty good

Tagging: It’s late and I already tagged a bunch of people in stuff earlier so I’m not gonna tag anyone lol. But if you’re reading this and want to answer these questions, I’ve now tagged you so go answer them 💕

[phanemotrash]

All of them. All 100. Do it. I dare you.

aha, I’ve missed when we’ve done this, good friend. *cracks knuckles*

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

my boss

2 - When is your birthday?

may 9th

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

my crush

4 - What sports do you play?

does internet surfing count?

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

one of my aunts

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

Fixation by Emma Blackery

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

my crush *wiggles eyebrows* ;)

8 - What do you feel right now?

numb

9 - What chocolate is your favorite?

ALL THE CHOCOLATE

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?

none, and I’ve never had a real one

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

wanted a place to put things I couldn’t tell/show my parents

12 - Who is your favorite blogger?

the bitch who asked me this, @greenmooneyes

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

with my crush, where else?

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

in a stable, comfortable situation

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

sometime in the last few days, I was pissed at my parents for something they do  a lot

16 - Are you happy?

50% of the time

17 - Who do you miss?

my family who live on the other side of the country, and the bitch who sent this ask

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

no, every life has its struggles, so I’d rather deal with the ones in this life since I know best how to deal with them

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

friendship

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

my grandfather

21 - What is your favorite dish?

don’t have one, but I LOVE comfort food

22 - Who is your bestfriend?

the bitch who asked this (I already tagged her above)

23 - What is your biggest regret?

don’t have any

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

nope, and I hope I never will (can’t say I won’t cause you never know what’ll happen)

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

myself. I’m usually by myself

26 - Name someone pretty.

@roseyygf I think she’s very pretty

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

my brother

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

various kinds, can’t pin one down

29 - Are you over your past?

mostly, the only thing that I can’t get over is my abusive birth-mother and how she has treated me and my sister all our lives

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

My uncle

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

my crush, who else?

In seriousness, someone who is kind, funny, caring, respects me, and likes most of the same things I do. (My crush fits this soooo well, but has a girlfriend.)

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Yes. Especially when I could be looking at dank memes instead of trying to sleep.

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

My boss

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

J E A N S!!!!!

35 - How’s your heart?

hurting, but fine

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

somewhat, I had a bf who did, but I don’t think that relationship counts as a real one for reasons I’d rather not discuss.

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

YESSSSSS! (and they are all I want to talk about lately. I’m even annoying myself)

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

Hey, why did we have a fake relationship? We were better as friends, and you hated me after we faked a relationship to get your sister to shut up, but never said why.

39 - Do you have any phobias?

fear of holes (can’t remember the specific word)

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

yes, sort of. The only time I change for a person is when I hurt them in some way, so I change so I never hurt anyone else in that way again

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?

I have no clue

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

Nope! All my previous relationships were fake or not real relationships. Like, either pretending to be a couple, or we were a couple but certain reasons make it a not real relationship.

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

neutral

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

The bitch who sent this ask

45 - Describe your dream date.

being on a date with my crush

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

who said I wanted to get married?

If I did, it would be outside, in winter while it’s snowing

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

none, no one sends me valentine’s shit (except my best friend [see above])

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

not a “real tongue kiss”, but one without tongue, yes, and that was only for a fake relationship to make it seem like it was real

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

two weeks

50 - Do you regret your past?

nope

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

depends on what I’m doing, why I’m doing it, and who I’m doing it for

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

yup, the first girl I loved. I cried because I emotionally hurt her without realizing, and I felt like a piece of shit for what I did

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

birth-mother, no one else

54 - Are you a crybaby?

according to my parents yes, but most of the time, no

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

not really, I’m mostly praised for ‘how smart I am’

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

yes, only reason I shouldn’t have is cause she was straight, and I knew it.

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

yes, hurting the girl I loved. I regretted it for years until I accepted that I did a horrible thing, that I learned from it, and just got sick and tired of crying myself to sleep over what I did. I shouldn’t have done that, but I got sick of regretting something years after it happened.

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

physically, in certain ways, yes ;)

59 - Does anyone hate you?

probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

myself, yes, when I need to focus but can’t (happens frequently). other than that, no

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

I have no preference 

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

being able to analyze my words and actions better so I don’t hurt anyone ever again

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

no, I do have a crush though

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

I used to, but not anymore.

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

no

66 - Can you live without internet?

yes

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Fixation by Emma Blackery, Helpless from Hamilton, Satisfied from Hamilton, Would You Be So Kind by Dodie Clark, Absolutely Smitten by Dodie Clark

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

extremely, it’s scary

69 - Are you a crybaby?

you already asked this

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

no

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

not really, but I have yet to check it out

72 - Do you study hard?

yes ;)

in seriousness, only when an assignment is due

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

no

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

no

also, *have you ever had a kiss, or, *did you ever have a kiss (I copied this directly from the post)

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

yes

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

no

77 - What kind of person are you?

hmm, honest, don’t give a fuck what people think about me, happy being single, happy being just friends with my crush, 50% happy

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

yes, but even when I thought about it, and still to this day, would never do it.

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

yes

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

no idea

81 - What are you thinking right now?

why did I listen to this bitch and answer every one of these questions? my fingers hurt

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

my step mom

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

yes, but I shouldn’t erase them because they helped me learn shit

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

yes

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

I have, but I’ve been trying to stop doing that, no matter what the person has done to me

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

yes, I start arguments with my best friend [see above] on purpose

87 - Do you have trust issues?

somewhat

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

no, I repaired my broken heart years ago

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

my crush, ONLY CAUSE 3 PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TELLING ME I’M IN LOVE WITH THEM WHEN IT’S JUST A CRUSH

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

yes

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

yes

92 - Who do you want to marry?

who said I want to get married?

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

somewhat

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

no

95 - How do you look right now?

awesome

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

no, love can die, love can come in phases, love is fucking weird as hell

97 - Have you found your true love?

no

98 - What should you be doing right now?

watching YouTube, BUT SOMEONE SENT THIS ASK

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Jeremy, if that even counted as a relationship

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

all the damn time.

[jimins-crooked-tooth]

BTS ASKS

lmao so nobody asked me any questions i literally just wanted to answer all of these for fun

1) How and when did you get into BTS?

When my best friend introduced me to kpop, I initially got into GOT7, and then a few months later came EXO, and than BTS.

2) Did you make new friends thanks to BTS?

Yes! Literally anyone on here that I follow I consider my friends 😘

3) Has Bangtan influenced your life in any other way?

Yes. Listening to Korean music and delving more into Korean culture has peaked my interest in learning hangul fluently. I’m currently majoring in English secondary education and think it would be really incredible to teach English somewhere in South Korea.

4) Top 10 Songs?

• Lie and Serendipity (these two are a package deal, they’re girlfriends)

• Spring Day

• Pied Piper

• Coffee

• Stigma

• Save Me

• Dimple

• Second Grade

• Spine Breaker

• Danger

5) Favorite album?

Love Yourself

6) Favorite lyrics?

Literally every single word in Serendipity wowowowowowow

7) School trilogy, HYYH era or WINGS?

WINGS by far.

8) Which Cypher part do you like best?

Cypher Pt. 4

9) Your favorite AGUST D and RM track?

• AGUST D — Tony Montana or So Far Away

• RM — Change ft. Wale

10) Your favorite cover of BTS? (Doesn’t matter if it’s one of Jungkook, Taehyung, Jin, etc.)

Like A Star by RM and Jungkook.

11) Is there any BTS song that has a special meaning for you?

Spring Day because it was the song and video that made Jimin my official.

12) Your favorite live performance?

Lie by Jimin.  I love his dance and the song and everything bdofihdofihdjfoh

13) Your bias?

In case you didn’t already know, it’s Jimin.

14) Your favorite ships/interactions?

Jikook x465975374302934

15) Favorite fansite(s)?

Don’t have have one.

16) What is your favorite hair color for each member?

Jin: Light pink/light brown

Yoongi: Green

Hobi: Black/red

Namjoon: Lilac purple

Jimin: PINK PINK PINK PINK PINK PINK PINK PINK PINK

Tae: Red/dark brown

Jungkook: Not Today era hair

17) Whose fashion style do you like the most?

Jimin or Yoongi

18) Which member matches with your personality the most?

Jungkook because we are both the evil maknaes in our friend groups lmao. But also I am really fucking weird like Tae sooooo

19) Who do you think would be your best friend in BTS?

Yoongi because we would roast everybody and be partners in crime but also I think Tae because he and Jimin are best friends so I have to be close to my boyfriend’s bestie, right?

20) Which member caught your attention first?

Jungkook (mainly because of Fire Performance Video #rip)

21) Name the feature you like the most about each member!

Jin: Eyes/shoulders

Yoongi: His ability to pull off any hair color/scratchy voice

Hobi: Cheekbones/ass

Namjoon: Dimples/tan skin

Jimin: Lips/crooked tooth/thighs

Tae: Box smile/tan skin

Jungkook: Thighs/bunny teeth

22) Your favorite photo of each member? (I’m just going to selfies to narrow down my options)

Jin: 

Yoongi: 

Hobi: 

Namjoon:

Jimin: PSA LOOK AT MY BABY’S PINK HAIR

Taehyung:

Jungkook:

23) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jin?

Dad jokes/high-pitched laugh

24) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Yoongi?

Gummy smile

25) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Namjoon?

Dimples

26) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Hoseok?

Energy/sunshine

27) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jimin?

Eye smile

28) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Taehyung?

Deep voice

29) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jungkook?

Perfection

30) Rank the dance line in terms of favorite dancing style!

1. Jimin

2. Hobi

3. Jungkook

31) Rank the vocal line in terms of favorite singing style!

1. Jimin

2. Tae

3. Jungkook

4. Jin

32) Rank the rap line in terms of favorite rap style!

1. Yoongi

2. Namjoon

3. Hobi

33) Who’d win in a dance battle? Jin or Namjoon?

neITHER. But I think Jin would win because he puts in a lot of effort. he just sucks. Namjoon hates dancing AND he sucks lmao

34) Jungkook’s thighs, abs, arms or veins?

Thighs

35) Holly, Soonshim, Micky or Rapmon?

Soonshim but i LOBE THEM ALL SO MUCH

36) American Hustle Life, Rookie King, Bangtan Gayo or RUN BTS?

Run BTS

37) What variety show do you want BTS to be featured in?

I love them on Weekly Idol sm

38) What accessory would you bring for a fansign and for which member?

Matching bracelets or necklaces for me and Jimin.

39) Have you ever been to a fansign or concert of BTS?

no))))))):

40) Have you ever sent a fan letter?

nope

41) Did you ever join a fansite’s birthday project?

no omg i’m a terrible fan

42) Are you a member of the fancafe?

i don’t know what this is oops

43) Do you talk openly about BTS in front of friends and family?

Yes, it’s a problem

44) If you were given the chance to say one sentence to all of them, what would you tell them?

“You have all worked so hard and all of ARMYs are prouder of you guys than we could ever be.”

45) If money, distance and the like weren’t a problem, what kind of gift would you give them to their birthday?

I would probably write them all handwritten letters expressing my love, gratitude, and how genuinely proud of them.  I’d tell them I look up to them so much and that they are loved and appreciated by so many people and that they should always take time to love and care for one another and each other.

46) What subunit would you look the most forward to?

I would love a subunit of the maknae line or Yoongi, Tae, and Jungkook.

47) Do you prefer Hip-Hop BTS or the more Pop-ish BTS?

I really love both, but I’ve been loving their newer stuff a lot.  I like that they are always trying new things.

48) Do you watch their appearances on shows live or do you wait for subs?

I usually wait for subs to come out, but I try to watch performances live!

49) What kind of concept would you like to see in the future?

I would love to see a “men in suits” sort of concept like Super Junior in Black Suit.

50) Your thoughts on BigHit?

I don’t know much about the company, but from what I can tell, they seem to give the boys a lot of freedom in their music and their performances.  I also like they did the Bon Voyage trips because it gave the boys a break and let them relax and have fun!

You guys should all do this!!! It’s super fun :D

[bentfire]

85 questions game

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

tagged by @madi-starlight  thanks!! i’m procrastinating and this was a v nice distraction

i’m gonna tag @zoetekohana @zaatanna @puddingmcmuffin @mininjas @fireonallwires @distopianpixie + anyone else who wants to, sry i’m shit at tagging people in these things

the last

01. drink: water

02. phone call: to a local restaurant for food delivery bc i was too lazy to cook

03. text message: one of my friends is obsessed w/ lisa frank so i sent her the link to the lf tarot cards

04. song you listened to: "dinosaur” - akmu

05. time you cried: last week probably. my best friend and i currently aren’t talking and i’ve been taking it pretty hard lately.

06. dated someone twice: yup

07. kissed someone and regretted it: not really

08. been cheated on: yuuuuup

09. lost someone special: my childhood dog, balki. i’ve lost all my grandparents, but none of those hit me anywhere near as hard as my dog, honestly.

10. been depressed: i mean i go through phases where i’m sad? but i think to say i was depressed would be embellishing it.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: almost every time tbh. unless i’m home drinking alone, then i know when i’ve hit my limit. but if i’m out with friends i usually don’t realize i’m ~gone until like....... i’m way fuckin gone

3 favourite colours

12. turquoise!!

13. green

14. b l a c k

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: i don’t rly think so

16. fallen out of love: never been in love!

17. laughed until you cried: oh yeah

18. found out someone was talking about you: no! but i wouldn’t be surprised if my coworkers do lmao

19. met someone who changed you: nnnnnno

20. found out who your friends are: regrettably

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yup!

General:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: the vast majority of them? i don’t use fb anymore but i honestly don’t think i added anyone on there i hadn’t met. OH there’s a few tumblr friends on there, but i think only three maybe that i haven’t actually met.

23. do you have any pets: yep! a dog, khloe.

24. do you want to change your name: i used to?? i mean. i’m not in love with my name. heather is kinda ..... lame tbh. but i mostly go by nicknames so it doesn’t bother me too much

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i don’t think i did anything, actually. 

26. what time did you wake up: noon. ooops. but i didn’t fall asleep until almost 5am soooo

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: probably working out. that’s usually the time of night i finally force myself to lmao

28. name something you can’t wait for: young justice!!!!! getting my hair/cut dyed in a couple days! i ordered new glasses and i’m excited for those to come in!!

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a year and a half ago

31. what are you listening to right now: the crickets chirp 

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i work in a retail pharmacy so yaaaaa probably on a daily basis, there’s a zillion ppl named tom/thomas

33. something that is getting on your nerves: blogs w/ impossible to find back buttons!! i’m trying to scroll through your blog like pls don’t make me work for it

34. most visited website: tumblr, youtube, ulta

35. hair color: blonde

36. long or short hair: medium?? it’s a couple inches past my collarbone

37. do you have a crush on someone: vaaaaguely. there’s a dude i semi-work with and he’s just so gosh darn nice?? he’s coming back to work with us for a few days and its Glaringly Fucking Obvious to my coworkers i like him so when head boss dude told me he was coming back he announced it in front of allllll my coworkers so they could laugh at how badly i blushed. i hate that i’m fucking obvious!!! but at least he doesn’t know lmao

38. what do you like about yourself: i like to think i’m pretty funny. also my hair. eyes. booty. not to be totally self-involved but tbh i really love my toosh.

39. piercings: two in each ear and a nose ring!

40. blood type: i probably bleed kpop at this point

41. nickname: benny, peetah, pikachu, little bit

42. relationship status: single, thank fuck. i like my freedom too much.

43. zodiac: libra.

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: AVATAR: THE LAST DAMN AIRBENDER, young justice, voltron (i hate putting voltron next to those two though bc no offense but like....... voltron could never ever compare to how glorious a:tla/yj are)

46. tattoos: none! i’m debating getting one before my bday in october though

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: i had my gall bladder removed when i was 15

50. sport: i was a goalie in soccer for years!

51. vacation: like dream vacation?? australia. california. vegas. seoul. 

52. pair of trainers: apparently trainers = tennis shoes????? idek these things. i have a white pair of keds that i wear almost daily bc work

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: the last thing i ate was a couple apple slices?? idk what this is asking

54. drinking: waaaater

55. I’m about to: try to get some sleep

56. waiting for: sleepiness to hit me tbh

57. want: money. to kiss a pretty girl. to have my own house.

58. get married: maybe? i honestly can’t imagine myself caring about someone enough to wanna marry them though. and if i ever did no wedding pls thanks.

59. career: pharmacy technician!

WHICH IS BETTER:

60. hugs or kisses: hugs

61. lips or eyes: lips

62. shorter or taller: TALLER tho it aint hard bc im way too short

63. older or younger: i guess older? 

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms

65. hookup or relationship: iiiiiii guess relationship? 

66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker duh

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: i don’t think so

68. drank hard liquor: yaaaa

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope

70. turned someone down: yupyup

71. sex on the first date: lmao yes

73. had your heart broken: i’m currently mourning the loss of question 72 so yes?? but truthfully yeah. i wouldn’t say my heart was broken as that’s melodramatic af. but there was a dude i could’ve really seen myself falling for and it didn’t pan out and that was probably the saddest i’ve ever been over anyone.

74. been arrested: nope. but i have been pulled over by the cops five times in one night. four?? maybe it was four times idk

75. cried when someone died: my dog, yeah. 

76. fallen for a friend: i’ve had crushes but def never fallen.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: sometimes

78. miracles: not really

79. love at first sight: lust, yeah. love, nope.

80. santa claus: nope

81. kiss on the first date: i actually used to be anti-anything on the first date, but that’s mostly bc it takes me a long time to warm up to people and feel comfortable enough around them to do anything. but the last girl i dated i did literally everything with on the first date so ?????? guess that shits out the door

82. angels: not so much

OTHER:

84. eye colour: mine?? blue. kind of a greyish blue.

85. favourite movie: the first thing that came to mind was ‘forgetting sarah marshall’ tbh

[sighlizz]

get to know me meme

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

1. Drink: Sprite 

2. Phone call: I usually call people if I’m in a hurry or don’t want to wait for a response. But likes my mom calls me twenty times a day

3. Text message: I text Hunter a ton, Michael and Sarahi through snapchat a lot.

4. Song you listen to: I’ve been guilty of listening to a lot of Britney Spears lately

5. Time you cried: Probably a week ago from frustration. it was a good cry, my makeup stayed on I was pretty proud and sent that to like 5 people lol.

HAVE YOU

6. Dated someone twice: Now I am  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Lots from middle school lmao

8. Been cheated on: Sometimes, lol 

9. Lost someone special: I feel like not too many people would be special if there was no chance of losing them, or like we wouldn’t put as high as value to them, ya know? But ya.

10. Been depressed: I feel like this whole generation is depressed lol

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Only like a few times, I know my limit is when I start to get numb lool.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Pink, blue & purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: Ya, lots from work, and lots of the people I graduated with  suddenly got closer AFTER we graduated, haha. Weird.

16. Fallen out of love: yikes 

17. Laughed until you cried: Those are the worst

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Hmh, ya. I like to ask them in person about what they’re hearing.

19. Met someone who changed you: Lol, actually this girl my freshman year, she was junior and she was just so nice and friendly. I stopped cussing a lot once I started hanging out with her… Then she moved and I went back to my old ways :)

20. Found out who your friends are: What

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: If we not friends on facebook, we not friends irl :/ 

GENERAL

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’m trying to eliminate the ones I don’t know, but It’s taking a few years now, lol. I used to have 900+ , I think I’m down to five or four hundred.

23. Do you have any pets: A cat, two dogs, and a fish that I forget we have every once in awhile.

24. Do you want to change your name: I used to want it to be Sam then at another point Logan. 

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: super early morning, I hung out with Darious & Tu. They’re the best. Later it was Tu and Tegan. Then later at some point I hung out with Michael eventually.

26. What time do you wake up: Depends what time I have work. Either 3:50 AM or like 10 AM. lol

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Working lol.

28. Name something you can’t wait for: Nothing. I want time to go so much slower than it’s going actually. Maybe 6 flags, but that’s it.

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Um, maybe two days ago. We have different work and sleep schedules, but I’m texting her practically every minute of the day.

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’m really missing my friend right now, I guess I wasn’t so petty and stubborn. 

31. What are you listening to right now: How tegan is blocking this one guy on all her social media accounts.

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Ya, Tom from band? Barely Remember him, but I know I have at some point.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My brother. He left peanut butter out and now theres bugs all over my bathroom.

34. Most visited website: Tumblr. eh.

35. Mole/s: Lots on my face. Not a fan. 

36. Mark/s: ? Marks, stretch marks, lots on my butt. regular scars, got some on my knees, thighs from falling on the ground a lot. Lol clumsy. 

37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be like a model or someone famous. In the CIA for a big while too. 

38. Hair color: Dark brown

39. Long or short hair: long

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Meh, sometimes (No, I do)

41. What do you like about yourself: My looks, most of the time. I can be super conceited though.

42. Piercings: I just got my ears pierced not too long ago for the first time actually!

43. Blood type: The good type. 

44. Nickname: Lizz, Lizzy, Porkchop 

45. Relationship status: In one! 

46. Zodiac: Gemini 

47. Pronouns: She

48. Favorite TV Show: i try to watch Orange is The New Black, Rick and Morty.

49. Tattoos: As of now. None, maybe a super tiny one in the future, but I don’t see it really happening.

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: none

52. Hair dyed in different color: I’ve always like bleached some part of my hair after 8th grade. I wanna be like Kpop blonde at some point in my life though.

53. Sport: Color Guard? I honestly don’t even know if it’s considered a sport :/ i don’t know. 

55. Vacation: Hmh, I’ve gone to France, England, Belgium, Spain, Morocco, Taiwan, China, Mexico. I wanna go to Italy and Indonesia sometime though. 

56. Pair of trainers: Training bra? :/

MORE GENERAL

57. Eating: Yikes, food.

58. Drinking: It should be water

59. I’m about to: clean my room? :/ pick up people? :/ Finish my fasfa? :/

61. Waiting for: sleep time.

62. Want: To see Juan’s kitten again. 

63. Get married: Oh hell ya. I was thinking about it.. I think I’m just more excited for the party than the actual Marriage :/ but it’s cool I guess.

64. Career: As of now? The most realistic option that I’m not dreading is to eventually become a translator. But my mind is always changing, so who knows.

65. Hugs or kisses: I’m so sick and tired of hugs. “wheres my hug at!” I’m traumatized. 

66. Lips or eyes: I don’t know. I’m always looking at peoples lips honestly. Not necessarily judging them, but I just examine certain features a lot, and lips is one of them.

67. Shorter or taller: Taller

68. Older or younger: Usually older.

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: meh

71. Sensitive or loud: I’m loud most of the time,  I think

72. Hook up or relationship: I got tired of hook ups. Thought I was a natural hoe. So i guess relationships

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ew

HAVE YOU EVER

74. Kissed a Stranger: More than I want to admit 

75. Drank hard liquor: lots

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Don’t got any

77. Turned someone down: Not every one is cute. It’s life.

78. Sex on the first date: uH, no don’t think so.

79. Broken someone’s heart: I can only think of one person, and I feel so bad, but it’s so funny, It’s ridiculously 

80. Had your heart broken: Lots, by friends and lovers.

81. Been arrested: Not yet, and hopefully not ever

82. Cried when someone died: Only once, but like they were super close. 

83. Fallen for a friend: Of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84. Yourself:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

85. Miracles: I don’t know, I don’t think so lol.

86. Love at first sight: Not necessarily 

87. Santa Claus: He hurt me :/ I stayed up all night waiting for his ass

88. Kiss on the first date: Doesn’t ever hurt

OTHER

90. Current best friend name: Yikes. Um, I’m super close with Hunter. Oh and Consuelo. 

91. Eye color: poop brown

92. Favorite movie: Maybe lol, the Interview? I honestly don’t even know. i don’t think I have one. The interview isn’t that great, but I always say that haha

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: I don’t know 20 people :/ @gildinliliez @psychol-psychedelic @dragonsinflowercrowns (hoes do it, don’t make me look bad :/ )

[maetaamong]

Unusual Asks - My Answers

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? - Spotify 2. is your room messy or clean? - Not too messy but not too clean 3.what color are your eyes? - Blue 4. do you like your name? why? - Yes, because I've never met someone with the same name. 5. what is your relationship status? - Single yet head over heels in love with multiple kpop idols 6. describe your personality in 3 words or less - Introverted, creative, inclusive 7. what color hair do you have? - Brownish blonde 8. what kind of car do you drive? color? - I don't have a car yet 9. where do you shop? - A bunch of different sites online 10. how would you describe your style? - Mild Harajuku 11. favorite social media account - @kittae 12. what size bed do you have? - King 13. any siblings? - One younger brother 14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? - Either Vancouver, Canada (because I grew up there and miss it) or Seoul, South Korea (cause I adore kpop) 15. favorite snapchat filter? - I don't have Snapchat 16. favorite makeup brand(s) - Sulhwasoo 17. how many times a week do you shower? - 5 18. favorite tv show? - Shokugeki No Soma 19. shoe size? - 10/10.5 Women's 20. how tall are you? - 5'7" or 170cm 21. sandals or sneakers? - Sneakers 22. do you go to the gym? - Nope 23. describe your dream date - Hanging out at the guy/girl's house and playing video games while cuddling. 24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? - around $70 25. what color socks are you wearing? - Light blue 26. how many pillows do you sleep with? - zero, they hurt my neck and shoulders 27. do you have a job? what do you do? - Nope, but I volunteer at a stables 28. how many friends do you have? - A whole fuck ton cause I travel a lot, meet people online, am at my third school and have moved across the country 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? - I honestly don't know 30. whats your favorite candle scent? - pine or vanilla cupcake 31. 3 favorite boy names - Theodore, Jason, and Taehyung 32. 3 favorite girl names - Somin, Lia, and Marzia 33. favorite actor? - Chris Pratt or Park Hyungsik 34. favorite actress? - Emma Watson 35. who is your celebrity crush? - Min Yoongi and Kwon Jiyong 36. favorite movie? - Guardians of the Galaxy and Kimi No Na Wa 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? - yes, Ready Player One 38. money or brains? - brains 39. do you have a nickname? what is it? - Kiki 40. how many times have you been to the hospital? - For an emergency? 2 times 41. top 10 favorite songs (not in order) - Saturnz Barz by Gorillaz - Sober by BigBang - As If It's Your Last by Blackpink - Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz - Wings by BTS - Never Ever by Got7 - Ooh Ahh by Twice - Flowers by Seneca B - Coffee by BTS - Red by Hyuna 42. do you take any medications daily? - Thankfully no 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) - dry 44. what is your biggest fear? - snakes and popping balloons 45. how many kids do you want? - 2 46. whats your go to hair style? - Natural and loose 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) - very big 48. who is your role model? - Min Yoongi 49. what was the last compliment you received? - "Your cheesecake is very good" (said in Spanish) 50. what was the last text you sent? - Haha okay, goodnight❤️❤️ 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? - Probably 7 or 8 52. what is your dream car? - don't really have one. As long as it looks sleek and gets me from A to B Idc 53. opinion on smoking? - really really don't like it 54. do you go to college? - I'm not done with high school yet but I plan on going to uni 55. what is your dream job? - Either a video game programmer or being able to compete more in horse riding 56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? - suburbs 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? - nope 58. do you have freckles? - a decent amount on my nose and cheeks as well as on my arms and legs 59. do you smile for pictures? - yes 60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? - 341 61. have you ever peed in the woods? - well I've gone camping many times so yes 62. do you still watch cartoons? - if they're already on then hell yes but I won't go put on My Little Ponies on my own 63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? - McPukes 64. Favorite dipping sauce? - Ketchup 65. what do you wear to bed? - loose shorts and a big t-shirt 66. have you ever won a spelling bee? - I've never been in a spelling bee 67. what are your hobbies? - reading, writing, playing video games, cooking, horse riding 68. can you draw? - pffft no 69. do you play an instrument? - I can play the stereo 70. what was the last concert you saw? - I don't even remember 71. tea or coffee? - Tae, coffee is too bitter for me 72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? - neither? I don't like donuts cause they make my stomach hurt and I (still) don't like coffee 73. do you want to get married - definitely 74. what is your crush’s first and last initial? - LG 75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? - depends on whether the last name sounds terrible with my name or not, but probably 76. what color looks best on you? - blue, because of my eyes 77. do you miss anyone right now? - yes, quite a few actually 78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? - closed but my door pops open on its own at night cause it's slanted and doesn't shut properly (*coughs* demons *coughs*) 79. do you believe in ghosts? - nope 80. what is your biggest pet peeve? - people trying to convince me that something I like is dumb or unlikeable 81. last person you called - my teacher 82. favorite ice cream flavor? - cotton candy 83. regular oreos or golden oreos? - regular 84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? - BOTH 85. what shirt are you wearing? - a dark grey Verdiazul t-shirt that has some yellow paint smudges on it 86. what is your phone background? - a photo of GDragon with green hair and a B&W fur coat on stage 87. are you outgoing or shy? - shy at first but more outgoing once I get to know and trust you 88. do you like it when people play with your hair? - yesssssssssssssssssss 89. do you like your neighbors? - I don't hate them but I don't adore them either 90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? - yes, in the morning 91. have you ever been high? - nope 92. have you ever been drunk? - nope 93. last thing you ate? - a Nanaimo bar 94. favorite lyrics right now - "Saturns about to make love and I'm just a heartbreaker" 95. summer or winter? - winter 96. day or night? - night 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? - milk 98. favorite month? - October 99. what is your zodiac sign - Gemini 100. who was the last person you cried in front of? - My grandmother because I watched Kimi No Na Wa with her

[pearlsephoni]

i have homework i need to do

plso here’s a list of questions that are supposed to be sent as asks but i felt like answering them myself rip productivity and sleep leggo

200: My crush’s name is: lol people I know irl follow me they don’t need to know this 199: I was born in: Galle, Sri Lanka 198: I am really: sleep-deprived 197: My cellphone company is: AT&T 196: My eye color is: Daaaaaaaark brown 195: My shoe size is: 6 194: My ring size is: I don’t actually, but I guess one of the smallest sizes 193: My height is: 5′1 192: I am allergic to: pet dander 😢 191: My 1st car was: still don’t have my license rip 190: My 1st job was: working in a lab! 189: Last book you read: Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison (I’ve been working on like five other books for the last year why am i like this) 188: My bed is: a lofted long twin, gotta love dorm beds 187: My pet: don’t have one 186: My best friend: got three, love them all 185: My favorite shampoo is: SheaMoisture’s Coconut and Hibiscus Curl and Shine has been great  184: Xbox or ps3: PS3 183: Piggy banks are: wonderful 182: In my pockets: my headphones 181: On my calendar: so many projects and presentations and finals rip 180: Marriage is: what you make of it 179: Spongebob can: ...do whatever he wants? i don’t care 178: My mom: is one of the best people in the world 177: The last three songs I bought were? Dead Girl Walking, La La Latch, and the 21 Chump St soundtrack 176: Last YouTube video watched: What If? feat. Daniel Radcliffe, by Anna Akana 175: How many cousins do you have? 7 174: Do you have any siblings? nope 173: Are your parents divorced? nope 172: Are you taller than your mom? we’re the same height 171: Do you play an instrument? Piano (badly), and I used to play clarinet 170: What did you do yesterday? classes, lab work, IRO meeting, then stayed up Way Too Late finishing an assignment [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: nah, I believe in attraction at first sight tho 168: Luck: Yeah 167: Fate: Yeah 166: Yourself: Working on it 165: Aliens: Yeah 164: Heaven: um 163: Hell: uh 162: God: haven’t thought about it as much as I probably should’ve 161: Horoscopes: not usually, but they’re fun 160: Soul mates: I kinda do, but I wish I didn’t, because it’s such a stressful concept to me 159: Ghosts: not really, but I’ll still get spooked at haunted places 158: Gay Marriage: YES???? 157: War: no 156: Orbs: don’t really know anything about that 155: Magic: no, but I wish I did [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs 153: Drunk or High: never been high 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes (all my crushes have been brunettes, idk how or why)  149: Hot or cold: Hot 148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: spring 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: both  144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk 140: Mac or PC: PC 139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops  138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke 136: Hillary or Obama: hoo boy, Obama 135: Burried or cremated: Cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing 133: Coach or Chanel: Coach 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: lmao Taylor Hicks what a throwback tho 131: Small town or Big city: Big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: Target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller (unfollow me if you pick Sandler omg) 128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: East Coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney 123: Yankees or Red Sox: Red Sox [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: unnecessary  121: George Bush: really don’t like this weird “kind grandpa” tour he’s going on. appreciate him acknowledging his mistakes though 120: Gay Marriage: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone, and the continued persecution of gay people (and people of every non-hetero sexuality) is disgusting  119: The presidential election: Hell On Earth 118: Abortion: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 117: MySpace: Let it die 116: Reality TV: Let it die 115: Parents: I’ve been blessed with amazing ones, but not everyone is, and everyone should be able to define their relationship to them without society trying to enforce judgement on them 114: Back stabbers: been on both ends of that 113: Ebay: where I go for kpop things rip my wallet 112: Facebook: I’m embarrassed by how much I still use it 111: Work: nice. people at Wharton can be so stuck-up though, why are theatre kids like this 110: My Neighbors: Love them!  109: Gas Prices: pls 108: Designer Clothes: I think they’re super pretty, but they’re just not something I could personally invest that kind of money into 107: College: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 106: Sports: wow I really don’t give a fuck outside of the Olympics. wish I did.  105: My family: Love my parents, love my maternal grandmother, wish I had a better relationship with the rest.  104: The future: Wow! Fuck! Terrifying!  [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: Saturday night 102: Last time you ate: Eating chocolate rn lol 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: yesterday when I saw one of my asshole high school classmates twice in one day what kind of fuckery 100: Cried in front of someone: oh wow...it might have been the day after the elections? or my first therapy session? I don’t remember which came first oops 99: Went to a movie theater: March 24th, to see the Beauty and the Beast remake lmao 98: Took a vacation: Spring break, went to NYC with one of my close friends  97: Swam in a pool: Jamaica, the first week of January 96: Changed a diaper: over the summer, while babysitting 95: Got my nails done: never gotten them done professionally!  94: Went to a wedding: uhhhhhhh I must’ve still been in pre-school I think 93: Broke a bone: never happened to me g bless 92: Got a peircing: when I was a baby lmao 91: Broke the law: I guess underage drinking counts, so this past weekend lol 90: Texted: an hour? ago? I think?  [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Leslie  88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my parents, my mom’s cooking, the kids on my street  87: The last movie I saw: Split (unless the last ep of Black Mirror counts because that was a 2 hour doozy) 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Going to Mexico this summer 85: The thing im not looking forward to: finding out how my crush feels about me 84: People call me: smol, cute, sweet, angry 83: The most difficult thing to do is: confrontation 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope 81: My zodiac sign is: Bull 80: The first person i talked to today was: my linguistics prof 79: First time you had a crush: elementary school  78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my mom and Jaylen 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Lizy, last week 76: Right now I am talking to: no one  75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be a doctor? hopefully? and travel? ahhhhhhhhh 74: I have/will get a job: yee 73: Tomorrow: I have a test in Spanish and have to work on a group presentation rip 72: Today: NEED TO GET THIS DAMN PROPOSAL DONE 71: Next Summer: this coming summer? going to Mexico, still don’t know what I’m doing for the second half why does this keep happening 70: Next Weekend: Working Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time! so excited, I’ve been looking forward to this show for the past year 69: I have these pets: none :’(  68: The worst sound in the world: screams of pain 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mooooooooom (because I love her so much)  66: People that make you happy: my parents, my friends, I’ve been blessed with the people in my life 65: Last time I cried: probably two weeks ago, my mind wouldn’t shut up before bed  64: My friends are: the most patient people in the world 63: My computer is: doing its best, wish it had more memory 62: My School: is great!  61: My Car: nonexistent 60: I lose all respect for people who: voted for Trump 59: The movie I cried at was: the last one was Lion 58: Your hair color is: black 57: TV shows you watch: Too Many 56: Favorite web site: Facebook, Tumblr, YouTube 55: Your dream vacation: living in Paris for 1+ month 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: all of junior year of high school 53: How do you like your steak cooked: I’m pescatarian lmao 52: My room is: small, but lovely 51: My favorite celebrity is: uhhhh Viola Davis 50: Where would you like to be: Paris, NYC, Disney World 49: Do you want children: still not sure honestly 48: Ever been in love: unrequited, but yeah 47: Who’s your best friend: my mom, Jaylen, Riley, Leslie 46: More guy friends or girl friends: woah so many more girl friends 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: getting enough sleep 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my parents, my crush, Jaylen 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: kind..of...it depends on a lot of variable tho 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: tentative, but yeah 41: Have you pre-named your children: nah 40: Last person I got mad at: does sean spicer count 39: I would like to move to: NYC, Madrid, Paris (why am i so bougie why am i like this)  38: I wish I was a professional: actress [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: sour patch kids, airheads xtremes, cotton candy 36: Vehicle: Volkswagon Beetle, the last generation when it was still round rip 35: President: Obama? 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: AT&T i guess 32: Athlete: Simone Biles 31: Actor: at the moment, Dev Patel 30: Actress: at the moment, Phillipa Soo and Viola Davis 29: Singer: at the moment, Bruno Mars 28: Band: at the moment, EXO and Royal Pirates 27: Clothing store: Rue 21 26: Grocery store: Meijer and Kroger 25: TV show: at the moment...shit, I don’t really know 24: Movie: at the moment, Amelie 23: Website: tumblr, facebook, youtube 22: Animal: elephants 21: Theme park: Disney World 20: Holiday: Christmas 19: Sport to watch: Figure skating 18: Sport to play: uh badminton I guess 17: Magazine: Entertainment Weekly 16: Book: The Night Circus 15: Day of the week: Friday 14: Beach: Galle 13: Concert attended: Bruno Mars’ Moonshine Jungle with Jaylen 12: Thing to cook: omelettes 11: Food: my mom’s food, spicy ramyun, macarons 10: Restaurant: Boiling Pots 9: Radio station: 98.7 in Detroit  8: Yankee candle scent: don’t really know 7: Perfume: Marc Jacobs Daisy 6: Flower: plumerias, cherry blossoms, roses, daffodils 5: Color: piiiiiiiiiink  4: Talk show host: I still miss Oprah tbh 3: Comedian: John Oliver, John Mulaney, Mike Birbiglia (I know, I need to diversify my choices)  2: Dog breed: corgis, samoyeds, labradors, goldens, poodles 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? I tried? 

[s3venpounds]

1-64. 65 What is the worst thing you have ever done to a friend?

65 questionsssssssssss yeeeeeeeeee boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii letsss fucking goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo thanks for the ask btw! also sorry for late reply

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

honestly sometimes, the whole “ life is a simulation” got me kinda scared ya never know

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

1. because im not afraid of the dark im afraid of what can be in it that im not aware of

3. The person you would never want to meet?

idk. cuz if i say someone i hate then i can’t physically meet them to punch them

4. What is your favorite word?

love

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

idk whichever lives for millions of years i wanna be like those giant ass trees that you see in animes that are like whole cities wide

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

should i finally cut my hair? or do i perservere

7. What shirt are you wearing?

my ed sheeran concert shirt

8. What do you label yourself as?

someone with the capacity of good but chooses to be an asshole

9. Bright room or dark room?

bright room

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

seeing if my new friends were playing games so i can join

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

21

12. Who told you they loved you last?

off the top of my head? my mom pretty sure. 

13. Your worst enemy?

myself, my fears, hesitation and past mistakes?

14. What is your current desktop picture?

its a picture of hinata shoyo from Haikyuu!! doing a spike with wings on his back!

15. Do you like someone?

yes.

16. The last song you listened to?

Jacob Lee Slip

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

trump

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

trump. and i want like brass knuckles when i punch. 

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

probably a volleyball coach/ trainer or a professional volleyball player to just drill basics into me and make me a better player. (that or just gal gadot to like help me clean up my life and give me life advice)

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

i guess my energy? its a fucking mess though cuz sometimes i get tired after like 4 minutes of activity but then sometimes i get like a second wind and i just go for hours 

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

i mean there was that snapchat trend of every guy making a female version of themselves so i guess theres that. i would definitely try anything i could. periods, cramps, catcalls, masturbating anything i could so i truly understand what women have to go through every day of their lives

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

im a very open person so most of my obscure talents are known but i am kinda proud of how i can name pokemon by just hearing their cries limited to like the first 3 generations tho lmao

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

what happens after we die

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

i wanna make the most bougie sandwich in the world. I want abelone, puffin, black truffle, caviar, just all that super high end shit

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

save it. im going on a trip somewhere out of the city and i could use the extra pocket money

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

venice italy. no question.

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

oh shit booze! i love me some booze! i guess it would have to be like smirnoff kissed caramel vodka, or this one whiskey i saw a video of irish people drinking american whiskeys

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? 

dont be a fucking dickhead idk. i can’t make concrete rules cuz theres loopholes

29. What is your favorite expletive?

definitely fuck just because i say it more than actual normal words

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

haha “loved ones” lmao. oh uhhh my letters from D.O when we were kids. that or my journal

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

my dads abuse. oh wait no then thats free forgiveness for him lmao no uhhh one of my past relationships. it was a mess and i still struggle a little with it

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

Venice italy. that or greece or rome idk. i really like their aesthetic with small white houses, small walkways and all that

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

Steve irwin or Robin williams. or just to make a couple people near me happy, Kyle Fundytus

34. What was your last dream about?

uhhh I kissed the person I’m currently interested in. not just a normal dream too I felt everything. it was crazy. Felt, their hands, warmth, lips, body against mine and even their skin it was just magical.

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

boyfriend? honestly? idk. i’d like to think that i am but from what I know apparently im not

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

yes and no? i guess? i had one of those shots you give to enfants when their family is moving to a new country and i still have the scar so possibly? i mean technically any baby born in a hospital has been admitted to one lmao

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

YES AND SOME OLDER KIDS BROKE IT DOWN AND USED IT AS A BENCH . I fought them and got sent tot he principals office

38. What is the color of your socks?

im not wearing any.... but i do have a favourite pair of green ones that have a print of pringles sour cream n onion on it!

39. What type of music do you like?

Jazz, big band, kpop, RNB, rap, rock, swing music, electro...? sort of?

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

i can’t choose, I love both and have fond memories of both

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

Vanilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa maybe some caramel in it

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

uhh i dont know much about football but i can say i would support my local team edmonton eskimos

43. Do you have any scars?

a ton! i love em! its like the sentimental stuff i keep in my closet but on my body and i always trace my finger over them whenever im just in the mood to reminisce

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

im not currently taking the courses i need to get my dream job but i’d love to be a power ranger either the stunt double or the cheesy actor. that or a school councilor

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

how dependant i am on others. i hate it. if i was alone i dont think i’d survive. i need other people

46. Are you reliable?

I like to think that i am though again, you’d have to ask my friends

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

Did you find her?

48. Do you hold grudges?

hell.yes. if you couldnt tell i reallllllllllly hate my dad. like really.

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

whatever animals it takes to make dragons a thing again

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

I would have to say when this random stranger came up to me to complain about the transit system because the one in vancouver was so much better apparently. dude went on a 20 minute rant and i just drowned him out with music and pretended to “pause” my music while nodding like i understood

51. Are you a good liar?

not sure. I think i am considering my parents dont know half the shit i did AHEHEHEHE

52. How long could you go without talking?

couple days. long as i got my music.

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

god there was this one christmas where my parents gave me like a stereotypical suburban kid hair cut where the whole head is like flattened with hair gel the at the forehead its just a tall wall of spiked hair. BUT HERES THE KICKER. they dyed half the wall red and half green for christmas. god it was awful

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

does cheesecake cupcakes count?

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

ive been told i can do a good russian one, chinese too

56. What do you like on your toast?

nutella omg. fresh toast with gooey nutella? god its so good

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

uhmmm some secret stuff for a friends personal project

58. What would be you dream car?

Dodge Viper

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

I love singing in the shower when no ones home. I can only sing when no ones home cuz the walls in this house are thin AS FUCK. 

60. Do you believe in aliens?

i believe we’re not the only ones out here but due to how we’re literally killing our own kind and planet for no good reason they choose to ignore us

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

yep! all the time! whenever i get my hands on the local paper i read my horoscope while i wait on the train or if theres a horoscope thing on tumblr!

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

X idk x is just cool

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

dragons are you kidding me? dragons are dinosaurs that can fly. AND BREATHE FIRE

64. What do you think about babies?

I dont think im a good father figure but spending time with kids is a pretty okay time for me long as its not long term lmao 

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

What is the worst thing you have ever done to a friend?

I punched them full force in the stomach for calling me emo. it was a bad day but lo and behold that person became my best friend loooooooooooool

[kam2448]

I would rather be sleeping

1 - Who was the last person you texted? Cj. 2 - When is your birthday? June 25. 3 - Who do you want to be with right now? I don't really want to be with anyone right now. 4 - What sports do you play? None. 5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? Amanda. 6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? I don't have a favorite song currently. 7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? Cj or Mya. 8 - What do you feel right now? I feel fucking tired. 9 - What chocolate is your favorite? Milk Chocolate or Dark chocolate with almonds. 10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? 4 that were pretty serious. 11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? Cause I was bored as shit and thought I'd try to be creative. I failed. 12 - Who is your favorite blogger? I don't have one. 13 - Where do you want to be right now? In bed asleep. 14 - What do you want to be in the future? A mother. 15 - When was the last time you cried? Why? A couple of weeks ago because Cj said some hurtful shit to me. 16 - Are you happy? I wouldn't say happy. I'd say content. 17 - Who do you miss? My dad. 18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? Yes. 19 - What was the best thing you were given? I don't know. 20 - Who was the last person who called you? The doctors office. 21 - What is your favorite dish? Anything with pasta. Looovvveee me some pasta. 22 - Who is your bestfriend? MYA! 23 - What is your biggest regret? Letting things get to how they are now. 24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? No. Wouldn't never even think about it. 25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? Usually Cj. 26 - Name someone pretty. Mya. :) 27 - Who was the last person you hugged? Cj. 28 - What kind of music do you listen to? Country, rock, rap, r&b, pop, pop punk. Just about anything. 29 - Are you over your past? Yes. 30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? Trevor. 31 - What kind of person do you want to date? The kind of person I'm dating now. 32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? Sometimes. 33 - From whom was the last text message you received? Cj. 34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? Jeans. Most definitely. 35 - How’s your heart? It's fine I suppose. 36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”? No. 37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? Love someone, yes. 38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? I don't know. 39 - Do you have any phobias? Spiders. Heights. The unknown. 40 - Did you try to change for a person? Yes. 41 - What’s the nicest thing you have given to someone? Uhhh, nice in what way? Like good-hearted nice or like nice expensive? I sent my dad a surprise Christmas present since he's in Italy he wasn't expecting anything. And I bought Cj a pretty fancy looking guitar. 42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? No. 43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? Neither. I'm content. 44 - Name someone you can’t live without. Charles Wayne. 45 - Describe your dream date. I don't know. Just buy me food and love me. Hahah. 46 - Describe your dream wedding. I don't know this either. I just know I want a really poofy dress. 47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? None. Instead we spent the weekend in New Orleans. God am I longing to go back. 48 - Have you ever been kissed? Yes. 49 - How long is your longest relationship? 4 years 3 months and still going. 50 - Do you regret your past? No. 51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? Depends on what it is. 52 - Have you ever cried over someone? Yes. 53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? No. 54 - Are you a crybaby? Yes. 55 - Do people praise you for your looks? Not usually. :( 56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? No. 57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? Yes. 58 - Do you like getting hurt? No, but then again who would? 59 - Does anyone hate you? I don't know and I don't really give a shit. Hah. 60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? Fought her. 61 - What hair color do you prefer? Dark Chocolate brown. 62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? Lots of things. 63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? Yeah. 64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? No. 65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? I'm not in school anymore. C/O 2010. 66 - Can you live without internet? Doubt it. 67 - What’s the song that reminds you of your special someone? Hard to Love. 68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? Not usually. 69 - Are you a crybaby? Didn't I already answer this? Yes I am. 70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? I don't think so. 71 - Are you a KPOP fan? No. 72 - Do you study hard? I don't study. 73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? Yes. 74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? Yes. 75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? Yes. 76 - Did you have an accident last year? Not last year. Thank god! 77 - What kind of person are you? A good person. A shy person. And a little bit of a bitch. :) 78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? No. 79 - Have you ever been jealous? Yes. 80 - How can you prove your love to someone? I can, but can he prove it to me? 81 - What are you thinking right now? Sleep. 82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? Boyfriend. 💜 83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? Yes. 84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? Yes. 85 - Did you ever badmouth someone? Yes. But I spoke all facts though. 86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? Yeah. 87 - Do you have trust issues? Yessss. Unfortunately. 88 - Are you broken-hearted? Not currently. 89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? Cj. 90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? Sometimes I don't. 91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? Eh. I don't know. 92 - Who do you want to marry? Cj, but I doubt it'll ever happen. 93 - Do you believe in destiny? Yes. 94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? I don't know. 95 - How do you look right now? A mess. 96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? Yes. 97 - Have you found your true love? Possibly. 98 - What should you be doing right now? Sleeping. Or showering 99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. William. 100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? Always.