#i am so excited mwahahah

[effervescentdragon]

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[katedrawscomics]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH GENTLE AFFECTION I MIGHT DIE OF EXCITEMENT :D

mwahahah i have waited so long to show them being tender and i am glad we are finally here

[earthtooz]

OH MU GODD EARTH ITS BEEN LONG HELP I KNOW THIS IS OVER EXGRRARSTING!!?! EXGREATEDIMH OH GODJN!!! 😭 MY PHONE FELL INTO A DRAIN AND I HAD TO WAIT TO BUY A NEW ONE HELPPP💔 my silly ass forgot my tumblr acc pass and was devasted that I couldn’t get on tumblr BUTTT!! ITS ALL GOOD NOWW !!! ANYWAYSSS HRU?? HOPE UR DOING GREAT BTWW

*taking notes immediately and pulls up Pinterest for ideas on drawing rin with you* 🤭🤭🤭 !!! wowwieee!!! *scrolling through the silly Pinterest app* !!!

giggling and kickin my feet while reading your fics are part of my routine now !!! I love your works sm I hope you get enough rest Like??? Is your back not heavy from carrying the fandoms you write about?? take care earth !!!🙏🙏 remember to eat, drink and pee !!!

— 🫶

MY BELOVED 🫶 ANON !! WELCOME !!

help the chaos of every ask u send 😭😭 SO REFRESHING !!! you can never catch a break can you... like... the phone... what... (L), wait but like is ur bank account okay bc of the new phone 😟😟😟 I HOPE IT DIDN'T COST TOO MUCH 😨😨 BUT HEY AT LEAST YOU'RE HERE, WELCOME BACK MY FRIEND TO THE DARK SIDE OF THE INTERNET !!!!

YOU DON'T NEED TO ACTUALLY DRAW ME AND RIN, i mean like... if you want to... 😁😁😁 i'm not stopping you 😁😁😁 BUT I'LL FEEL BAD, YOU GENUINELY DON'T NEED TO WASTE TIME AND EFFORT ON ME UNLESS YOU WANT TO !!!!!!! you should exert your creative liberty and free will however you want to 💪

ALSO YOU WERE EXCITED FOR THE FAKE LOVE EDITION WITH REO AND KAISER RIGHT??? well bc you're my favourite (real, all of my anons are favourites of the earthtooz blog), you get a little snippet MWAHAHAH.

“reo, please, leave me alone,” you request with a shaky voice, trying to get out of his grip with no success.

“i can’t, not when you’re like this,” he protests, “deep breaths, y/n, come back to me.”

a few moments of silence pass by, allowing you to return to your senses as reo holds your hands to his heart, stroking your skin with his thumb. no longer overwhelmed and suffocated by your thoughts, it’s hard to look your boyfriend in the eye, cowering away from his gaze.

“what’s the matter?” he asks gently, pressing a hand against your cheek delicately. it’s warm. you want to melt into him.

“it’s- i, i had a really- you know what, nevermind,” you murmur, shaking your head, turning your back against reo as you pull your hands away from his. 

you miss the expression of heartbreak that appears on his pretty face. 

anyways hope u enjoyed i think that was like 100/2000 words LOL

also you are too kind :[ like pls stop flattering me i don't deserve this level of praise 😫😫 OKAY WAIT LET ME BE REAL - MY BACK HURTS ALL THE TIME BC OF MY POSTURE WHILST WRITING... I'M LIKE HUNCHED OVER, TYPING FURIOUSLY WITH NO END IN SIGHT BC I AM DETERMINED TO FINISH !!!!

GOODBYE 🫶 ANON, TILL NEXT ASK YOU LITTLE FIRE CRACKER

[kithtaehyung]

RY. EN. I am so excited/scared/nervous for 3tan9! (which you can probably tell by the amount of times I use these words in this ask alone) All of these spoilers you've been dropping have my head SPINNING with possibilities and what you said about being patient and willing to add layers to the story is so exciting to me. I am very willing to be patient as well because this journey has already been wild and you always deliver in the end.

I hope I don't regret it later when I say that I'm kind of looking forward to all the potential conflict and angst? I definitely do not want either of my babies to suffer, but the way you write is so amazing that no matter how hard you make me suffer, I'll thank you every time because I know the payout will be even better.

I'm just always very excited to see what you do with all of the seeds that have been planted and what new questions will arise as well. I'm definitely most curious about the situation with JK though 🤔🤔. (and am most excited about the cat potentially making an appearance?)

Thank you for continuing to create such a rich story with these amazing characters! Hope you're doing well 💕💕

-🥝

AHHH KIWI🥺🥺 I’m so happy you’re excited?? As scared as you are LOL but it’s gonna be okay🥲 The layers are all there for a reason and as difficult and tiresome it can be, the end results have been so worth it so far! If it’s been a fun journey then I’m satisfied.

Thank you for trusting me even with all the potential angst😭❤️‍🩹 Like yes there’s a no sad endings policy but that leaves a lot of room for hell along the way LOLLL.. hopefully the angst is worth it in the end, too. Because there’s been a lot already!

Mwahahah and the JK mystery is finally getting tackled. Finally!! We shall see what ends up happening there and how this guy fits into everything🫣 Omg and the cat!! Help me😭 you’re so welcome, love, and thank you for the continued support and fun, too🥹🍊

[venusiangguk]

IM BACK AND THAT WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHAPTERS 💔 NO I SRSLY HAVE TEARS. I HAVE SUCH A WEAK SPOT FOR BABIES AND I LOVE THEM, SO IMAGINING JK WITH A BABY GIRL BREAKS ME… like the way he talks about her socks and how she can’t get married i cry.. and the part outside after gardening 🥲

JK GOING INTO DAD MODE AND NOT WANTING OC TO DRIVE HELP 😭 but also the way he was so willing to come get her i love him. what the fuck.

u literally word everything perfectly that i can visualize it. OK BUT WHAT SOLD IT FOR ME WAS THE BELLY BUTTON PIERCING SCENE CAUSE I HAVE ONE AND IT JUST MADE ME REALLY FEEL CONNECTED TO THE STORY. a baby i babysit was fascinated with mine just like nari lol<33

ok but i just remembered oc and nari’s mom don’t know one another so maybe that’s coming soon— sorry i just know the mom is gorgeous but i kinda want her to be jealous of oc even though i have a feeling oc will be jealous of mom.. it’s alr. you do what u want, i always love how ur brain works 😙

thank u sm for this quick drabble babe we love it and appreciate you!!<3

no i am with u, idk why but him having a tiny little daughter is just absolutely devastating... the little sock part i think was my favorite part to write, nari's so funny 😭

don't forget when he used his dad tone with her 🤧

ahhh im glad u liked the belly ring scene too!! that one was fun to write and a few people have commented on it, so i am glad it was well received <333

hmm for the mom, i think there will honestly be a little bit of jealousy going both ways 😳 but yes... mom is so pretty, like in a sophisticated/intimidating way... im really excited to get to writing that part, and the part where jk tells oc why he ended up divorcing her mwahahah

thank u for reading !! i love u n appreciate u back <33

[transannabeth]

BRO IM QUAKING??I was just on your ao3 profile after reading several ML fics and I was like huh??? that tumblr nom looks familiar??& BRO. Bro. I realized I followed you yeeeears ago when I was super into PJ & just starting out on tumblr. And like the fuck?? I just found your ao3 completely separately from that years later?? Um ok is this as weird a coincidence as I think it is or am I just tired af & hysterical 😂😂😂 who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️ Anyway just thought I’d share thx for coming to my ted talk

OH ALSO ALSO ALSO! I was thinking about it and I think you might’ve actually been the one to get me into ML however long ago without me realizing it! Cuz I remember like a couple years ago ML stuff started popping up randomly all over my dash and I was like « wat heck who dis???” And i finally had to watch the show after seeing it so often all over tumblr but I never remembered who I actually originally saw the posts from! UNTIL NOW! Mwahahah I’ve connected the dots! 🐞😆🐞 me again hi sorry 😌 I know I just sent you two long rambly asks about literally nothing but like honestly what did I even say?? Idk sorry. It’s super late and I’m tired and I got way too excited over my “discovery” lmao. Anyway this is just me popping in to apologize for shouting nonsense at you! It literally flew from my brain to my fingers and out of head forever so what did I even say to you? Honestly couldn’t tell you. 😂 Ty and goodnight *graceful bowing out emoji*

AHH don’t apologize!!! these were literally such sweet messages to wake up to i’m :’) 

i can’t believe i may have gotten you into ml that’s so wild to me a;lsdkfjdlskf but like i’m so glad you enjoy it!!! and i think it’s so funny when people find me in other fandoms and then are like WAIT THAT’S YOU?? because i just hop wildly from fandom to fandom, getting way too invested for a couple months before jumping ship

anyway ILY thank you for telling me about your discovery it made me smile!!!

[sae-bae-ran]

Omg I really hope my request gets in before your asks fill up again! I love your work so much; I was wondering if you could do a little 4th wall thing maybe with Yoosung, Zen, Seven (if you have time pretty please Saeran?) where the reader feels super insecure because it feels as though the guys love the default brown hair, gold eyed MC avatar in all the CGs and the guys break the 4th wall to reassure them? Does that make sense? Cuz MC is so girly and dainty looking, it's a bit disheartening~

Thank you!

Masterlist 📜 || Ko-fi ☕

Zen, Yoosung, Saeyoung and Saeran breaking the 4th wall to reassure MC they love her

“Wow, you’re so cute!”

“Such a beautiful lady!”

“So pretty~”

“Are you an actual angel?”

You sigh.

As much as you want to revel in the pleasant warmth in your chest that comes with his compliments, you know you shouldn’t let yourself get too wrapped up in your false reality.

After all, his words aren’t meant for you.

It’s not you he finds beautiful. It’s not you he wants to spend time with. It’s not you who has him gushing over a simple photo.

It’s not you he’s in love with.

23:47.

Nighttime has always been the time when your inner demons come out to play. In the form of insecurities and self-doubt, they swirl around in your head until they make your body feel numb with emotions you don’t want to face.

Ten days.

That’s how little time you needed to fall in love with someone who only exists as a few lines of code in your phone.

What am I to him?

It’s a silly question, one that you already know the answer to, but admitting the truth to yourself has never come with the promise of such excruciating pain.

He doesn’t even know you exist.

Hell, you’re pretty sure he doesn’t exist, but for a moment, just for a short moment, you feel so hopeful that the universe will grant your sole wish.

You take a sip of water before you let your head fall heavy on your pillow. The blinking blue light of your phone illuminates the small space between your face and the nightstand, making you consider shutting it off for the night. Checking your notifications would also do the trick, but you’re all too aware of what you’re gonna see in them. Or rather, who.

Her.

With her long brown hair, delicate face, and slim figure, it’s no surprise he’d fall in love with her. She’s not just beautiful, either. She’s kind, compassionate, and selfless to a fault, someone most people would love to have in their lives. She’s everything you wish you could be and you’re someone she will never be.

You’re you.

And you’re not her.

With a long sigh, you turn to your side and tuck your phone under your pillow. Annoyed and disheartened, you drape your blanket over your head and curl up under the soft fabric, the warmth trapped underneath it slowly soaking through your skin.

Unrequited love hurts.

That’s the last thought that crosses your mind before sleep claims you.

A shooting star briefly illuminates the night sky, before disappearing in the ash of its own dissolving existence.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

Ugh.

The darkness in your room tells you it’s not time to face tomorrow yet. The cool summer breeze sneaks in through your open window to dance on your skin and lull you back to sleep, an invitation that you’re eager to accept, but your phone keeps beeping, demanding your attention.

The bright light of your screen makes you blink a few times before your eyes adjust. As your blurry vision clears, you start making out the familiar vibrant colors of your favorite app’s icon.

Mystic Messenger.

A new message.

From him.

Heart rate picking up, you catch yourself holding your breath as your brain slowly processes the information it has just been fed. You’re not supposed to have any chatrooms on the night before the party, let alone messages or phone calls.

With trembling fingers, you click on the glowing envelope, indicating that there’s a new message waiting for you. The loading sign starts dancing on your screen to the cheerful melody of the game, taking its time, almost teasing you.

When the text finally loads, your stomach sinks.

Zen

Hey, beautiful lady! ~ Did I wake you up?

Haha, I hope I didn’t, but if I did, I promise I’ll make it up to you! ~

Mmmm, it’s’ a beautiful night here… So beautiful that I wish you were here with me to see it.

But that’s not possible, is it?

We’re from different worlds, after all. Ah, I feel like lighting a cigarette.

I wanted to tell you something very important.

I know you’re not MC and I don’t want you to be her.

You’re the most beautiful person, in and out, that I’ve ever met and you’re the one I fell in love with.

Even if we can’t be together in this life, I promise I’ll find you in my next! Whatever it takes, I’ll do it!

I love you, don’t ever forget that.

And as your prince charming, I’ll always be looking out for you.

Yoosung

MC, hi!!!

Oh, I’m sorry! I know you’re not MC, I just… I don’t know your real name.

But I’m sure it’s a beautiful name, because you’re a beautiful person.

Seven told us a long time ago that you’re not MC, but even before that, I had a hunch you’re not her.

Can you believe this?

Your presence in the universe is so bright that it managed to cross over dimensions and find us in the messenger.

Among so many stars and planets, you found me…

You found me when I needed you the most and if I could, I’d start traveling through worlds and universes to find you, too.

I know we spoke earlier in the messenger, but I already miss you.

I wish upon a star that one day we find each other.

Forever yours,

             your shooting star Yoosung★

707 // Luciel // Saeyoung

Beep beep beep!

Cute kitty detected!

Activate cuddling mode! Mwahahah~

Ahhhhhhh

…

..

.

I want to keep joking, but I can’t. Too painful.

Sevenny is too tired…

His cute kitty is in another world and he can’t find a way to reach her.

Give me a sign that I’m not alone! I’m not going crazy, am I?

I’ve been trying to find ways to reach you, but I keep failing again and again.

Whenever MC logs in the messenger, I wish it could be you.

My 606.

My one and only beautiful 606…

My heart will always belong to you, don’t ever forget that.

707… out.

Ray // Unknown // Saeran

My beautiful princess…

Are you asleep?

Is it too selfish to wish for you to be dreaming of me?

I dream of you every night.

You’re beautiful, so beautiful, in a garden full of blue roses.

You know the meaning of blue roses, don’t you, my princess?

Impossible love. Just like ours.

But... that’s not all there is to it.

Never forget, my love, the primrose and its vibrant blooms - our love is eternal..

And the lily in the valley, holding in its delicate blossoms our promise of happiness.

I love you, princess.

I will meet you in the garden of our dreams.

Raw tears sting your cheeks as they burst forth, fueled by suppressed emotions. Clutching onto your blanket, you let sobs rack your body until you’re too numb to feel anything.

He knows you.

The real you.

And he loves the real you.

When sleep claims you again, your dreams take you to a place beyond the stars where wishes come true.

[sungbeam]

I’LL RESPOND TO YOUR ANSWER LATER BUT 👹👹 I’M GONNA HAVE SO MANY WORDS WITH YOU RIPTIDE IS SO GOOD WTF HOW

no honestly wtf, you described everything so well, are u part of an actual mafia or what. the description of mark’s condition when he was basically fished out actually made me wince like dude OW, that’s gotta hurt. i love how the entire NCT is like a family, it’s so nice to see that the other members cared about the reader too. also like, the description of mark going down deeper into the estate?? the way u wrote his anger and the fact that he sometimes succumbs to his anger and he can “stomach the screams, the blood and the smell of desperation” (i can’t remember the actual quote i was too busy losing my shit) IS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDD.

honestly the thing with mark mourning you on the day you ‘died’ every year reminds me of this one marvel fic i read and it was so good, you wrote his grief so well. even better, you wrote the other members so well!! hyuck and johnny’s back and forth with hyuck’s insistence to not let johnny through and johnny being the only one that could contend with hyuck?? *chef’s kiss* they’re both such amazing friends i love it sm. also the johnten, it was a really cool interaction between the two when ten was tailing the reader,, you can really tell both of them are used to this and again, how ten seemed relieved and even excited at the thought of you being alive. that’s a family right there <33

the reader is so badass dude. i’ll be honest i don’t feel much from fics but the bombing scene genuinely made me shocked, and the way you wrote the reader’s shock and anger was SO GOOOOOD HOLY SHIT i really did feel like i was there, experiencing it all. also dw about the fight scenes, you wrote them pretty well!

i’ll be honest i’m so glad that each episode isn’t super long, i swear i lose interest when each instalment in a series is like 10k words each. i’m so glad urs are a decent length and give just enough to have us wanting more. it’s so good.

but yeah, i can see why you like riptide so much. it was my first time reading a series for someone who’s not my bias but bro!!! mark lee!! the way u write him!!! it’s so good ur such a good writer <3 i can’t wait for the next two episodes it’s SO GOOD. i wanna see how the convo goes down between mark and the reader. — v.

V!!! GOOD MORNING (?) >:)) I see you have entered into the world of Riptide MWAHAHAH I'm very glad that you've enjoyed the ride thus far, and tytysm again for reading it ☹️

now that we have that out of the way: lmao maybe I'm apart of the mafia,,, or maybe I am the mafia; we shall never know ig

I'm so glad the angst was convincing cuz half the time I'm writing, I get so in my feels and then I come back five minutes later to reread and realize that it's all very dramatic 🤡 but then again, I think the only thing I can write is angst at this point, so that's chill lol

DUUUUDE I LOVE WRITING JOHNNY PLS he's such a fun character to write like his personality is so ✨✨✨ and I could not resist throwing in johnten bc we don't get enough johnten nowadays 😔😔 you'll see next chapter that I lich rally cannot get enough of this man (me being down bad for every nct member part 24829)

(oof we do not talk about those fight scenes akdnwlsj they're so embarrassing)

omg is this me wrecking ur bias list again mayhaps 👀👀 lol jkjk but I feel like Mark is just too soft boi for me to write a smexy thing for him like COUGH NOMIN COUGH aNywAys—

I've always wondered how other writers are able to write long oneshots w/o the urge to break them into separate installments? but ig it's just preference lol I prefer series with mid-length chapters tbh cuz I have the attention span of a goldfish 😃 lots of respect to every writer who writes oneshots that r longer than 5k 🤧 that's commitment and talent