#i am... once again... yearning
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Ahhh we're moots but I'm not gonna lie this thought popped in my head when I seen the other vampire law ask and I dunno how you feel about this so sorry if its uncomfy you don't have to answer it but just- vampire law who casually asks to eat you out while you're on your period because it's killing two birds with one stone. You get period cramps relief while he gets to just enjoy your blood and he's all grinning and smug about it after he's made you orgasm so many times from oral. When he's done he just pulls away drooling and licking his lips thanking you for the appetizer and you're confused at first until he just slides his boxers off and chuckles at your confusion.
"I'm ready for the main course now."
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Oof might need to start writing something-

I love that all my heart pirates are just big ol fuckin nasties. I love you my sweet lil mutual and your big fuckin brain, truly this is a fuckin scrumptious idea and iiiiiiii think you should write more š š š and then tag me in it bc ummmm this is.... so good šš¤ššššš
#answered ask#anonymous#vampire!Law#firiwcjjshwifhsbxjshgivot#i am... once again... yearning#this js SO good my lil mutual i LOVE THIS
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something something sebastian definitely has a slight southern drawl to his voice.
itās more prevalent when heās tired. his voice goes a little deeper, words less enunciated, and heās long-forgotten putting on his pseudo-city accent to save face, to pretend that he isnāt part of pelican town.
it took him a while to figure out why you got so shy and flustered whenever the twinge of country-talk comes out to play, but he definitely uses it to his advantage once he realizes whatās going on.
āām going out to town later,ā sebastian leans down to whisper next to your ear, a chaste kiss soon trailing from your shoulder to your neck, āneed me to get yaā anythinā while iām out?ā
his head drops down then, nestling into the crook of your neck, while his arms wrap around you from behind. youāre stood frozen in shock, hands gripping at the kermit the frog themed coffee mug as you scrambled to find words ā literally any words.
āor i could stay homeā¦ā sebastianās words trailed off as his hand wandered into your (his) nightshirt with a tempting touch. āān we could go back to bed. wanna have some fun, darlinā?ā
#i am yearning for a certain emo from pelican town once again.#*cracks knuckles* time to open my sdv save once again!#. . . katyās ramblings šŖ#. . . my fics š#. . . stardew valley š#. . . sebastian (sdv) š#sdv x reader#stardew valley x reader#sebastian sdv x reader#sdv sebastian x reader#stardew valley
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27 princezam
never wanted to stop reached right into the mouth of the monster can you forgive me now?
27 - House of Self-Undoing by Chelsea Wolfe
#long time no princezam#also you get a bonus vitalasy as a treat!#hi eclpise federation :3#it appears once again that i am unable to stop at a sketch my brain yearns for the rendering#anywayyy thanks for the ask :]#ask#princezam#lifesteal smp#tealarts
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I have a yearning. For a fic where Timmy gets hurt, or just let's shit slip. And Jason gets horrified and Tim becomes Jason's teddybear. No one can hurt Tim while he's in Jason's arms. Jason will make sure that his babybird is safe.
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the early s6 and post-one-son tension is actually so special to me; it's like pure pain distilled into all the things they're not saying.
did scully ever try to reach out just to pull back at the last moment? standing in front of his motel room door with her hand already raised, nightmarish fear breathing down her neck, and she considers.
would he send her away? would he let her in, but she'd knowāshe'd knowāthat he actually wants her to leave? which one is worse? being rejected outright or feeling the absence of 'them' eating away at her skin like acid?
he used to hold her hand just because. he used to kiss her cheeks and the top of her head, he used to look at her like she's everything, and now he barely looks at her at all. when he does look, somehow it hurts worse than him not looking at her at all.
they were slowly beginning to repair what had been broken, and then it all came crashing down again. what had been shards is now dust, finely ground glass, and cutting her open with every breath.
the wounds the edge of his voice had ripped into her have yet to stop bleeding, and without having offered a single word of apology, acknowledgement, anything, there he isāpretending nothing has changed. joking and flirting and touching, and she wants him so badly it scares her more than she'd ever admit.
inexplicably, they're both still alive and together, separated by walls or streets or the stretch of heavy air hanging between them in the office. her body recognises his, it misses the proximity and warmth that come with floating carelessly in his orbit. she wants to close her eyes and let go. god, does she want to let go and simply allow them to love each other the way they should.
scully presses her hand against the wood for a second and returns to a dark, quiet room.
on the other side of the door, mulder does the same.
#alex watches x files#txf#the x files#x files#dana scully#fox mulder#scully x mulder#mulder x scully#msr#txf season 6#oh look i am once again descending into this hell pit of angst#it's about the yearning
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do we think dream is on track to have a normal sleep schedule
#its like 9-ish in florida right#will he be getting ready for bed in a couple hours š#i wanna see...#i am once again yearning for a look into dreams domestic life
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i need him.
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I am in desperate need of being held, wether it be in a tender loving manor, or like a ball ready to be thrown, I need to be held, perhaps tossed as well.
#havenāt talked to anyone in a while and havenāt gone out in a meaningful way is so long. I am getting stircrazy in a new way#sensory overload while also sensory deprived. summer is nearing and my photophobia is full blown once again#let me gnaw offf my own digits and limbs less these horrid extensions lead me to rend someoneās flesh with my own hands#the bad thoughts are back and Iām trying to flood them with yearning. not a great coping mechanism as I am a loveless beast and it makes me
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FYI this may be primarily a bg3 blog but if that Oblivion remake really drops next week then I will likely be posting about that too. Hoping it releases with a playstation version and not just PC and xbox.
Oblivion was my first Elder Scrolls game. Played it on the PS3, glorious glitches and all, then later on PC.
I have watched them release Skyrim multiple times over the years, waiting. If the recent leaks are accurate this time, then it may finally be Oblivion's time to shine again.
I want to walk across a Cyordiil with gorgeous graphics, where everything feels both new and familiar. I want to see Khajiits and Argonians thriving as opposed to how they are treated in Skyrim.
"I was born 87 years ago..."
"You are the one from my dreams. Then the stars were right, and this is the day."
"Stop right there, criminal scum!!"
"WHY. WON'T. YOU. DIEEE????"
"Oh, it's you. Hi."
"Brother Martin? Yes, he's right over there."
"This is the part where you fall down and bleed to death!"
"You sleep rather soundly for a murderer. That's good."
"As I live and breathe! The Gray Fox!"
"I've fought mudcrabs more fearsome than you!"
"We can't talk here. Too public."
"Wonderful! Time for a celebration⦠Cheese for everyone!"
"What is the color of night?"
"You've been a good friend, in the short time that I've known you."
"Find him, and close shut the jaws of Oblivion."
#i am confident i will still maintain my bg3 fixation#but oblivion my love#i yearn to crawl through those sewers once again#oblivion#tes oblivion#oblivion remake#oblivion remaster#thoughts#mine
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pondering about how The Untamed was the healthiest hyperfixation i've ever had, and it lasted the longest of one and half years. the dudes i usually fall for are evil and fucked up, while Lan Zhan was the rarer occurrence of the kindest man ever. also The Untamed was such a cool thing to affect my mind, because wangxian are all about kids and marriage, and made me have good realistic dreams that align with my own desires and values. on other hand all those evil insane men i imprint on should be kept a kilometre away from babies so that's another thing
#mine#i am deeply in love with some fictional guy almost at all times and it always feels like the biggest love of my life#but with him owning my heart i cried real tears at night at least once a week because it was unbearable to not have him in my arms man#that's insane but the yearning and the sincere love was so strong#not having lan zhan near me to caress was breaking my heart#one day they will make a high quality gl with world building and the girl there will probably be evil too. and i will be possessed again#wish to meet a real person who will make me deranged soon and stop this madness of fictional roster of lovers who live in my head
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attempting 2 be social once again (i replied to 1 dm and am on the floor)
#I WANT TO BE SO BAD#BUT ITS SO HARD.....................................................#i am not built 4 this.. . i yearn 2 speak to mutuals.. i yearn 2 befriend. . but i am 100% socially inept it i.s . so bad#o well they r very sweet i hope it wil b ok. .. i am . so Fearful#once again /nbh but the wish goes triply for my moots on here#ily guys
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someone tell me why the first episode of sakamoto days had me crying
#sophie's idle chatter#once again: i shouldnt be surprised at how emotional i can get and yet here i am š§āāļø#smth smth found family... smth smth wanting to protect the mundane and abandoning ur entire life to do so#anyway that scene of shin eating with the family had me in tears bc it was the love and the warmth he never received until then#sniffle sob#ALSO A MAN WHO YEARNS IS A MAN WHO EARNS !!!#sakamotos love for aoi... head in hands....#also hana is so so cute ourghghg
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oooooa aaaa i actually don't know your ocs very well but i'd love to learn about them!!
for Stell;
š® (Crystal Ball) - Out of all the treasures in the Great Cave Offensive, Kirby is letting your OC pick one from his stash to keep! Which one do they pick, and why?
āļø (Scales) - On the subject of a certain someoneās lengthy rant; is your OC moreso on the side of magic or science? Somewhere in-between? Do they incorporate the two together in some way?
and for Phemus;
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(Tomato) - If Kirby absorbed them or their attacks, what Copy Ability [or Abilities] would he get? Alternatively, if they themselves are capable of using the Copy Ability, do they have a favourite?
š§ (Boba Tea) - Come up with a Kirby CafĆ© item themed around your OC! It can be a savoury dish, a drink, a dessert, or something else entirely.
[ask meme]
Aaah hello Starflung! Of course!!
Stell:
š® (Crystal Ball)
Gracing this one with a bit moreā¦elaborate answer because I May have gotten carried away asdkfjn
But Yes, Stell would pick the Horns of Hydra! I imagine the puzzle of amassing and assembling a legendary machine would tickle Stellās fancy, though I Will include the disclaimer that this comic is largely non-canon, as should the two ever meet I imagine itād go down more like:

āļø (Scales)
If his aesthetic doesnāt say as such, Stell is wholly on the Tech side of beliefs! As a non-magic user, they canāt help but be a bit bitter about their supposed lack of innate magic abilities, and instead of stewing in such horrid horrid feelings, has chosen to shove it all aside and pretend magic doesnāt exist to cope asdfkjn. (Itās more complex than that) Listen, heās so unbothered by it!!
That being said, itās honestly pretty Impressive heās gone this far with that mindset while living on a magic clockwork wishing star asdfkjgn
Phemus:
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(Tomato)
As stated in a previous ask, Phemus would primarily give ESP, and on a much rarer occasion, Sleep!
š§ (Boba Tea)
I actually drew this at the same time as Stellās haha, but Phemusās designated Kirby Cafe Treat is a parfait with chocolate cake layered with orange and mango mousse, topped with a generous layer of ganache! Very tasty :>
#qna#Kirby oc ask meme#thank you for the interest; I greatly appreciate it!#Slowly practicing my comic panel composition itās a genuine skill asdfkjn#Stellās worldviews are also Crinch sorry to any potential fans :pensive emoji:#ooooooogh once again though Yearning for the kirby Cafe. Mentally I am There#did you see the fancy new dessert they unveiled for him anniversary. Seething with Desire#stell#parhelion knight#phemus#aseukiart#doodles
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I am not immune to "my arms belong around you" i will fold SO QUICKLY dawg!!!
#yes i am thinking about The Offering once again#GOD I LOVE THAT SONG#need someone to tell me their arms belong around me soon or i will turn evil#the offering#sleep token#Sundowning#worshitposting#perennially perpetually yearning
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not me blearily waking up at 5:30am almost in tears bc I had a dream that Ian had apparently been making more little OK KO shorts on the side and the utter joy I was feeling as dream!me was scrambling to find & watch them only to wake up before I could........ :((((
#there were 5 of them out already apparently#the most recent one had a Ray focus to it so big shocker that that's the one that caught my attention#and dream!me was like ''oh so THAT'S why ppl have been spam-liking all my Ray posts recently!! makes sense š''#I actually got to se like a little ending clip for that one where like. he was wearing this stupid cloak & outfitā#ākinda looked a little Shadowy Figure-esque actually??ābut apparently he was like. secretly doing hero work on the side or smth??#and then at the end he had this convo with Darrell back at the factory where he monologued about how dabbling in hero work--#--made the villainy they do feel all the sweeter or smth like that & he was all dreamy-eyed pensive staring up at the sky#and Darrell was??? drinking imaginary tea/coffee from an imaginary cup which you could tell bc he had his pinkie up#and then when Ray finished his monologue Darrell just gave him this most unimpressed smirk & dumped out his imaginary cup over the balcony#like pour-one-out style??? and then that was the end of the short šš#and so dream!me was pissing her pants bc HERO RAYMOND REAL AFTER ALL??Āæ????#and there were some other like screenshots/gifs I stumbled across on my way to find the actual shorts themselves#(Ian apparently had a whole lil youtube channel he was posting them to lol which I only found right before I woke up)#but the only one I can remember now was Elodie doing a Big YellTM towards KO about something šš#broooo there are genuine tears being wiped from my eyes rn wtf is thissssss š¤£š¤£ I have work soon I need my SLEEP#but I had to document this bc it was just. so Visceral & now I am so so so soooo bummed that it wasn't actually real TwT#I think my brain & heart have gotten too inspired by how some of my other Big Fave interests have been getting sequels/remasters lately#so now my soul is Once Again I Am Yearning For Justice For OK KO.meme TTwTT#anyways. god it's taken me an entire half hour to blearily tap this out on my phone. time to squeeze another half hour of snooze before work#OK KO#shut up Wisp
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When the fantasy world got Big Bugs in it . That's peak world building . Someone riding on the back of a beetle fulfills literally every requirement I have for good fantasy.
#centipede?#its big now#stink bug?#yeah its huge#spider?#of COURSE the spiders are big too#the only reason dogs are mans best friend is because Big Spider isnt real#<- a lot of ppl may violently disagree with this statement#but in my perfect world the spiders are huge and they are common house pets#i am once again yearning for the carboniferous period
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