#i blame the layout changes for that. they suck btw.

[stoneclaw]

if u saw this then unsaw it its bc i forgot the fucking readmore

man im too tired to keep the fc going these days.

lot of dif messes over the years ranging from normal conflicts to [people sign up for events then just dont. turn up en masse]

demoralizing

i wasnt ever really cut out to fc lead but i didn my best since twiz n calak trusted me to take over when they left -v-; this isnt an im giving up just an Im Tired. i will wait till therapys squared away before i decide to keep it up or throw in. cause last time i walked around like a dead man after we talked about disbandment i am not good at letting go of things that mattered to me.

im just like. socially tired? i don't have it in me to be everybodys bestie like u gotta as fc lead to k eep ppl feeling involved. i dont like recruiting, trying to form a bunch of bonds and 3/4 of them stop logging in or communicating and the other 1/4 never gets the chance to really integrate bc the rest of us are so scattered and busy with life or are actively avoidant of new ppl

im nervous around new ppl too and i hate the pressure of responsibility that leading has. and ive always been a bit reclusive and slow to open up so the TYPE of interaction required for me to do this successfully is just. not natural fo rlong periods of time for me. i thrive on a small number of consistent and close-knit people who stick around, which we have had off and on but like. life, timezones, personality clashes. yknow. we have a nice network of friends /around/ the fc but not in or together often enough. i am spread so thin. and i'm burnt out on gameplay all i really wanna do is rp when i have the brain for it and some good food to go on

and when ppl who have been there a Long time leave for one reason or another im like why are we still doing this. if i let go everyone could move on to something more suitable. i'm the one who can't let go. i'm the one who let everyone down.

but still. i'll make sure we have hob3 for the new patch and wait till i have support to make any major decisions, whether thats picking back up again or moving on. i just needed to. offload. i am so tired. blugh

[psychopanda00]

I fucking hate filing cabinets. They can suck my dick. A story.

When I moved in with my family to save money while in college I thought I was going to be a wonderful arrangement. I’d been living with my dad in high school (divorced parents) and he told me I had to leave his house the day of graduation so when my mother told me I could stay with her and my grandpa I was like cool that works. I had lived at my grandparents’ when I was younger for a couple of years and my mom was living there to help him out since he’s old and my grandma died so he was lonely. And stupid, naive me thought “hey this’ll be just like good ol’ times. It’ll be fun”. BOY OH BOY HOW I WAS SO FUCKING WRONG. During the years that my family was no longer residing there, my grandparents had decided to make one of the rooms an art room for my grandma and when my mom moved in they moved all the furniture in the the room where I would soon call home. and see I had thought when I moved in they’d get rid of all of the furniture or give it to the family members who used it but. No. They in fact did not. Now for almost a year I’ve had a cramped room full of furniture THAT I DONT FUCKING LIKE OR USE. One of these things that fall into this category are two fucking filing cabinets. WHY DOES ONE SMALL ROOM NEED TWO FULL ASS FILING CABINETS. Among those were an enormous desk complete with a computer from the dawn of fucking technology, another mini filing cabinet for on top of the desk, and a large box of papers that for some reason I cannot dispose of despite the fact that I did look at them and confirmed it to be ALL TRASH. All of it was just junk. And so after numerous times of asking if I could go through everything throw out the stuff that did not need to be there and finally be able to make the room less cluttered and being denied I had the thought “you know what, instead of projecting my hatred for the place I’m staying onto the rest of my life like I’ve been doing, I’ll just rearrange things in a layout I like better. Keeping all the things in the room but just tring to make it a little more spacious by putting both the filing cabinets under the desk as well as the box of junk papers” (yes the desk was that big that it could fit those things under it but my problems with that stupid desk are for another rant). So I’m going through the filing cabinets out of curiosity(btw they are filled with junk paper just like the box) and you see by the time I get to the actual moving of furniture, I’m not gonna lie it’s pretty late but I’m saying to myself in my head “look your busy for the rest of the week. you’ll be quiet. just do it now” so I do. And if you’re ever in a situation where you need to move filing cabinets quietly. Abandon it. There is no way to move theses things that does not involve loud gong like noises. Even trying your hardest it’ll just be impossible. So at this point I’ve moved the desk which is ridiculously heavy and as a very scrawny person I have no intention of doing again by myself and all of the filing cabinets are filling the room making it almost impossible to even maneuver around the room when I get the text message from my mother saying “stop making so much noise”. And I like to think of my self to be a pretty respectful person so I decide to push them to the side and finish my room moving in the morning even though I have to work. And of course. Of fucking course my hand was in the magical gong spot that only seems to appear WHEN YOUR FUCKING TRYING TO BE QUIET. AND OF COURSE IT DECIDES TO BE THE LOUDEST ONE TO SOUND THAT IVE MADE SO FAR. So I’m there frozen and wincing at how loud it was compared to the silence of the night when I here the loud and angry footsteps of my mother and of course right in front of the door that she is opening with a fury and force only an angry mother can have... is the other mother fucking filing cabinet. And chaos ensues.

My mother in a rage. My grandpa upset that he’s been woken and that I’m changing my room. Words are being exchanged between my mother and I (who shortly after I moved in with her reminded me why I choose to live with my dad during high school) and of course my room in more of a terrible state than what it started in. all. because. of. stupid. fucking. filing. cabinets. they can suck my dick I blame them for all of my problems in life all of them should be eradicated from this planet to never be seen again. FUCK FILING CABINETS. End.

[anxiety-trademark]

The week in review:

Raw 10/26 NXT 10/28 NXT UK 10/29 Smackdown 10/30

Raw:

Wonder what 19/11 means.

...Arsenic??... What in the-- WHY IS SHE SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS.

Boy y’all really nailed home how agonizing his suffering was before he died. My head hurts, this show is demented.

My god there are legitimately 2 of these psychopaths now.

wwe production should give Alexa’s voice a reverb effect whenever she says “let him in”

Girl is actually laughing hysterically while Bray ruthlessly murders Rambling Rabbit. Goodbye.

This act works so much better as a duo, Alexa was right in requesting to work with Bray.

kekekek Shayna makes a list of women she wants on her Survivor Series team; Nia snags the list and sees she’s not on it. Whose idea was this tag team? Need to know who I’m sending a fruit basket to.

Appreciate Mandy clarifying that Otis and her are still close, but I don’t understand why wwe separated them.

What is with everyone wearing black??

Lmfao this man really tried giving his rose to Shayna SIR PLZ. He had a better chance giving it to Sonya lesbireal.

Dana actually having a decent speaking segment. Half point.

“I feel like this is a joke. Is this like punk’d? Are we-- are we getting punk’d?” Nia came to entertain tonight.

Why can’t wwe just implement GMs again? Love Adam Pearce but he’s literally just playing the role of GM. Just keep them in the background with the mere purpose of cohesion. Good example: Paige. Bad example: Corbin.

This actually makes sense. You have the tag champs automatically being added, cuz duh, and the tag team who are undefeated since forming and moving to Raw. So have the 5th team member fight for the spot. I don’t hate that at all. At least there’s logic being applied.

I will never not hate Peyton’s theme. Yikes.

WHAT THE FUCK IS NIKKI CROSS’ NEW THEME LMFAO why are we throwing some bland, midwest country rock track with such a slow tempo at her??!? oof rip. Sucks for Nikki that Alexa wanted something more for her career but one could not possibly blame her, so.

ahahahaha I just noticed Nia took Byron’s seat. She’s so fucking funny.

Look if y’all are gonna do the move where someone lifts you over the top rope to set you on the apron, FUCKING JUMP FOR THEM. They’re not supposed to dead lift you.

Nice kick to Nikki by Lana; sloppy vault over the top rope. It’s kay, she isn’t even the worst one in this match lesbihonest.

Lacey gets Nikki in position for a suplex off the top rope, and Peyton - as quick as can be - jumps in to throw Lacey in a German suplex. That was smooth with very minimal set up. Points.

So Lana steals the win by pinning Nikki and the camera pans to all 4 team members looking absolutely shook. I am dying.

Interesting to see them focus on Peyton’s disappointment.

aaaaand rip Lana for the 6th time.

Such a jarring remix of Alexa’s song.

I know y’all are super weird and choose to sexualize/fetishize everything that you don’t understand, but I appreciate Alexa’s new persona. It’s like Firefly Funhouse characters meets Disney themed characters (which is core to Alexa) meets Harley Quinn. It’s a fitting cosplay with fitting demeanors. So if y’all could quit talking about ageplay like a bunch of weirdos, that’d be great.

Alexa and I are the same age and tbh I’m kind of shook on her behalf to see her share these segments and storylines with Randy Orton. Like I was a kid watching his feud with triple h. We were mere preadolescent kids lol. Good for her.

I like that she’s immune to Fiend’s name now that she’s fully embraced him become brainwashed.

Omg she’s just sitting on the turnbuckle laughing at them.

So Fiend is just a looming threat to Orton rn? Just letting Orton know that eventually he’ll have to answer for the fire he started all those years ago? I wasn’t here for Bray’s run back then so I’m kind of trying to piece this all together. Anyway fine segment. I don’t much care about Drew vs Orton but I appreciate Orton selling the intensity of the Fiend. He’s a good worker.

Highlight: Completely split between Nia being hilarious & Alexa being creepy as hell

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NXT:

Well at least they’re keeping Ember backstage for her promos. That’s an improvement.

True, Dakota as a babyface was awful. Not sorry. Her character consisted of “scared” and “sad”... That’s it.

Big fan of the set for nxt tonight.

It’s so rare to see someone handle Rhea, what a nice dynamic.

These 2 are best friends irl, aren’t they? Enjoyable to watch them go punch for punch back and forth. If nothing else, they’re definitely selling that they’re pretty evenly built.

True though, Rhea does have her athleticism going for her. Rhea’s kicks are a beautiful thing to see. Soccer player ftw.

Really like this match. It’s cool to see the range of different matches Rhea can have. It’s not often you see her in an underdog type of role, and you wouldn’t think she could thrive as one, but it works for her just the same as being a dominant powerhouse. Shouldn’t be surprised though, her vs Charlotte at wm was a banger, and Charlotte was definitely the dominant force in that match.

Commentators said Rhea’s inverted cloverleaf has tapped out “many” superstars in nxt, and I just wanna know who? Cuz I have zero recollection of such.

Good showing for Raquel. Gave zero shits about her prior to this. She’s always just been the Diesel to Dakota’s Shawn Michaels.

GREAT counter by Rhea from the one armed powerbomb into nearly a headscissors takedown.

This match is very well paced.

Oh yes, that’s the type of match that easily could’ve gone longer and left me wanting more, which is a hell of a compliment. I underestimated how good this would be.

Wow they’re having Poppy rob us of Io’s theme song? For shame.

So how does the wheel actually work? Do they really not get a chance to plan out their stip matches? That’s weird. I love it, but it’s weird. Is it rigged? It’s gotta be rigged, right?

Love the black and orange themed ladders.

lmao Candice’s reaction to the bag of body parts. Fantastic.

Did Candice hit Io in the face with a laptop?? Honestly, points.

Lol chalk outlines on the tables. The theme is great.

Oh man, a moonsault straight onto chairs. rip Io’s midsection.

Wicked suplex onto the sitting chair, oof. Looked like Io clipped that.

Meteora into a steel ladder, which then fell on Io. She taking a beating lol.

Commentators mentioning Johnny counter: 3

Kinda cool spot twisting Candice’s ankle in a chair. Of course, it’s not like Candice sold the damaged ankle anyway, so.

Swinging neckbreaker through the tables - a spot that would’ve been great if the commentators had actually sold it and there was a real crowd.

idk who the hell is helping Candice, but I think it’s just fantastic that Shotzi came in to stop them.

“LeRae can’t reach,” as if this match wouldn’t have been over if she would’ve just climbed up one single ring.

Welp Candice is dead now. Fell off the top of the ladder through another ladder. Nasty landing. rip. 

Brutal match, but it still wasn’t better than their first match. At least Candice did work and this wasn’t boring unlike their last takeover match. Points for the damage they caused to their bodies, eesh.

Highlight: Rhea vs Raquel

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NXT UK:

Oh nice UK added some monitors. Good for them, even if the stream quality is kinda poor.

I like this match up. Dani Luna is an athletic powerhouse, and Valkyrie is an athletic technician. This is more the type of quality match that I’d expect on the MR - minus the storytelling/performance aspect, but that’s okay.

Really appreciate Luna’s strength for how small she seems.

Valkyrie is fun to watch. Her arm drag takedowns and counters are entertaining.

Damn Valkyrie can do a springboard cross body and a pele kick as well? What an intriguing skillset she has.

Holy shit that snap German suplex by Dani was effortlessly CLEAN.

I’m not big on Dani’s look tbh. I feel like she’d be more of a standout if her hair was a different color. I don’t think blue works for her, personally.

An interesting finisher by Valkyrie... I don’t hate it. I’m all for the result, though. Good show of respect between both competitors. Wouldn’t mind watching them again in the future.

Current day has KLR still as champion (#foreverchampion) but I’m guessing they’re really gonna have Piper be the one to inevitably end it. Should be Valkyrie as far as I’m concerned. Even if she’s trash on the mic - not saying she is cuz I have no idea - she’s super entertaining to watch.

Highlight: Dani Luna vs Valkyrie

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Smackdown:

New year, same old Nattie trying to be the Survivor Series captain.

Billie Kay is entertaining but wbk.

Bianca, ma’am, you JUST started going here. Calm down.

“Bianca nobody really cares, or knows, what EST means, it’s totally irrelevant. I’m the boat.” lmao I genuinely love Nattie, not sorry.

SHE CLAPPED AT HER goodbye. Give me a Bianca vs Nattie match, entertain me plz.

Ah a triple threat? That’s fine I suppose, what the hell.

Why does wwe keep depriving me of Bianca’s entrance? I hate this company.

Billie Kay: *jumps in the ring to catch Bianca in a random pinfall; fails; proceeds to leave the ring once more*

Billie Kay really is a special level of awful, but at least she has character work going for her.

Good cover by Bianca to set up the basement dropkick by Nattie to break up the pin.

Boy Bianca sure did take her time breaking up that sharpshooter. You got both Nattie and Billie Kay screaming and she’s in lala land lmao.

I will genuinely cry if they ever change Bianca’s music, I stg. Good for her btw. Appropriate result.

What’s the purpose of the polaroid camera?

Soo did they basically give Carmella the layout of Sasha’s gimmick while turning Sasha babyface? Is that what’s going on? What rules is Carmella making? What shots is she calling? Why does this girl have champagne? You know who would rock the “fuck y’all I’m rich, look at my Gucci and diamonds” gimmick? The Ice Queen, Charlotte Flair.

What an adorably tiny cross.

Carmella you’re not really known for winning, but alright.

Hate this music btw.

Lol this fucking chair. Okay.

“Long time rivalry renewed” didn’t Asuka and Sasha have a minor feud a mere 5 months ago? That lasted one month?? Is that considered long time now???

Sasha’s makeup is off key ngl. I hate that outfit as well.

Yes, yes she was your best friend and that was really sad, but you’re not saying anything different than you have before. And you’re STILL not likeable. But hey, I’m happy for you all the same, now be as entertaining as Bayley plz.

“The whole world knows that you can win a championship, but even you know that you can’t hang onto one. Unlike me.” pppffffttttt she’s not wrong.

Who do I gotta pay to permanently separate you 2? hiac was great, let’s end the debacle now plz.

“You made me sign that hiac contract under duress,” THANK YOU BAYLEY see someone knows their legal jargon. 

Peep that gnarly bruise on Bayley’s arm. Whew.

She’s so annoying lmao.

“Backstabbing bitches never win,” hi, Sasha? Longest reigning Raw women’s champion, first ever wm main eventer, first ever women’s dual world champion, face of the company, cover of espn and 2k20 Becky Lynch just called; said that is absolutely not true.

Highlight: Bianca, Billie Kay & Natalya backstage segment

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*Raw shined the brightest this week, but I have to shout out NXT as well for their 2 matches, particularly Rhea vs Raquel.

[bubbakanoosh]

do you have to add your 2 cents to everything you post? some things don't have to be said, you know?

Good morning, Mr. or Mrs. Anon.. I’m probably going to ramble here, just going to give you the heads up. Hey, did you know the exchange rate sucks? I’m going to assume you’re American, I’m Canadian btw, but yeah the exchange rate blows. Well, for me it does. Your dollar is worth $1.30 here, while mine is worth $0.77 there… so you’re not getting my two cents, you’re getting twenty seven actually. There was this variety store I used to go to as a kid called Ham’s Variety. Whenever we bought something and had less than a quarter change, Mr. Ham would would keep the change and give us candies instead like three 5 cent sour lips gummies. Back then I thought it was a bargain, as an adult I saw how he scammed us kids. Anywho, my blog is filled with mostly uploaded images I find myself, which you can tell which are mine because I’m the “source” of the images. You’re probably Tumblr vet so this is old information to you, but I always comment on my own images. Always. I spend time on conference calls to look for this random crap, so I have every right to comment on those. Now when it comes to reblogs, I comment on those also because why not? The option is there, why not use it? I usually comment with something positive, something random I notice, or something I dislike about the image. I think the shit I post is funny, I probably laugh harder than other people. Is that lame? Most likely, but who cares. I’m told by others I make them laugh, so that makes me feel good. There are very few images I don’t like, mostly the ones that involve coffee, feet, or inspirational quotes with six fonts and/or weird layout. Typing that out makes me think about it and frustrates me doing so. Who are you to say what i can or cannot comment on? What if there is a newbie on Tumblr out there thinking that Tumblr is filled with coffee drinking, hot moms who love feet and is about to delete Tumblr but then sees one of my posts? He realizes he is no longer alone in the Tumblrverse and decides to stay and adds content. That’s pretty fucking selfish of you to say he should go because he doesn’t like what you like. I rarely say anything negative anyways, and when I do I feel it’s warranted or else I wouldn’t say it. For example, there was this one pic I commented on that I truly hated. It was this pic of a couple making out against the wall, and this chic was a smoke show wearing thigh highs. And if you follow my blog, and I’m sure you don’t, you would know I really love thigh highs. But I hated this pic because on the other side of the alley, less than two feet away from said couple, was a pile of garbage. Like ripped bags and you see all the filth spilling out. It was disgusting, imo. Now, if you get off on a couple making out by a trash heap like a couple of dirty hobos, well, good on you but I think it’s disgusting and have every right to say so. And I think that’s what this is all bout.. I probably made a random or negative comment about a porn gif and/or pic that you had a comment like “I cannot wait for Him to pound my anus with his fat shlong”. Now, if that’s the case, that’s between you and your Daddy and not me (unless you are the Daddy, I don’t know you’re anonymous. If you are I’d say a) cowboy up, pal b) grow a ball or two and c) change your tampon it’s up a tad to far, ya big weeping vagina). It’s not my fault you take Tumblr way to seriously. And it’s not like it’s you two in the picture. I’m poking fun, or finding something random in a pic of a hypothetical situation. I’d never ever make fun of a selfie. I don’t reblog and comment on them, if I say anything I hit they word bubble and I compliment on it. I’m a sarcastic bastard, but not an asshole. Now, if you asked like an adult in PMs to not comment on your posts, I’d say ok, cool, no problem and apologized for offending you. I probably would’ve done it a few times, because that’s what I do.. I’m Canadian. But instead you decide to ask me anonymously and blame me on your over sensitivity. I don’t know how the block function works on here, but maybe you should try that? Or better yet, maybe don’t follow me? I don’t know, those seem like logical solutions, no? Oh, did you notice how your dollar is worth 30 cents more here, but mine is worth 27 cents less? That’s because Canada eliminated the penny a few years ago because it was stupid, annoying and a waste of space (I’m sure you can relate). So even if I wanted to give you my two cents, or even a penny for my thoughts, I cannot. The minimum I can give you is a nickel. I bet you’re a nickelback fan, aren’t you? Ok. That was way too mean, I’m sorry. And now it backfired because I have nickelback in my head now, fuuuuck. That was your plan all along wasn’t it? Well played, anon, well fucking played.