#i can’t bc i live here but oh myGOD. is this not the LITERAL most perfect cat in the entire WORLD. look at the muzzle marking the perfect

[pepprs]

GUYS someone found the kitten that i saw on campus last week and took them to a shelter 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[pxisonoak]

ok so here is my bts experience 5/11/19 chicago day one (i wish i could be at day two is anyone looking 4 a sugar baby maybe i can do both days next year honk honk)

SO i'm in the uber on the way there with my lil cousin and i'm about to have a fucking panic attack because it's finally setting in that i'm seeing my boys. i feel so bad for our driver because i kept telling my cousin "i'm about to barf i'm about to barf i can't believe this is happening" and the car kept feeling smaller and smaller and i had to open a window for some air KDJDKSKD i was a fucking MESS. my whole body was damn shaking and i was weak af lmaooo.

i get to the venue, get inside, and as we were waiting to get water, this army was passing out handmade photo cards for free and i got a hobi one 😭😭 keeping it forever. the care and generosity. i love that girl, wherever u are.

we find our seats and my legs are weak and i feel genuinely sick and the venue was playing their music videos upon the projectors as we waited 😭 FINALLY TWENTY MINUTES LATER THEY COME ON and when i fucking tell u i was sobbing. i couldn't believe it??? i've loved them almost two years now and they're not just photos on a screen. not just videos. not just in my ears. not just... virtually in my life. they're in front of me and they're fucking real and there. i was full body sobbing i could not BELIEVE i was seeing all of them and ooooo mygod namjoon. namjoon!!!! my baby!!!!!!! whom id die for!!!!! fuck!!!

i finally got myself together after they played fire and i was like whew okay we goin ✈️✈️✈️ to get through this alive u have to remember it all without viewing it through ya cloudy tear filled eyes. remember every beat, movement, note, speech. and i did!!!

i've never lost my mind so much at a show before. i thought me seeing fifth harmony was bad but this was SOOOOO BADDDDD i LOST MY SHIT literally could not talk this morning. anyways, trivia love. trivia love. trivia love!!!!! namjoon doing trivia love jumping around in his lil robe oh my god when the piano for it first came in i literally ASCENDED 2 THE HEAVENS my soul left my goddamn body. inspo/fave boi in the universe i want to cry thinking abt it that was literally in the top 5 most beautiful moments in my life. my cousin took a video and you can hear me going absolutely batshit in the background lmaoooo

oh and euphoria was GORGEOUSSSSSS that songs means so much to me and hearing the beat drops and jungkook's high note i have no words no wordsssss 2 describe my emotions other than fuck!!!!!!

just dance was hype af and so fun and seesaw was lovely too and literally all the solos jfc and basically every song???? every song was a dream.. rapping yoongi's part in fake love and namjoon's in mic drop and singing along w joonie in trivia love and getting to do the iconique "idk nan molla" just.... chef's kiss 😗👌🏼 i have to do this again next year bc during the ending speech, tae crackhead ass let it slip they're coming back next year fnskkfdks bighit where u at collect your boy he's spilling it all

and more during the ending speech: jimin and tae said they didn't want us to catch a cold bc it was freezing out 😭 hobi was worried abt us lmao and namjoon said this is our first winter concert bc it was so cold!!! jin was chaotic as always, jimin and kook were cute as hell, and yoongi said something funny and u could hear namjoon's goofy laugh 😭 yoongi is precious and powerful all the same irl, joonie is a real ass leader.. he gives these powerful vibes and all their voices are like honey. joon kept telling us to get our phones out to make it look like stars in the crowd. tae said he had a dream about stars he was chasing, and that the view of all our lights looked just like his dream. i literally melted, they're all so sweet and they care abt us so much.

omg also anpanman was the most wholesome shit! they had a lil blowup bouncy castle slide thing on stage and they were being so goofy and carefree and playful! 💓💓💓 it added about 20 yrs to my life

mikrokosmos was a beautiful way to close the show. i full blown sobbed when they left the stage after blowing kisses to us. all the armies around me were crying too so i didn't feel like too much of a sappy idiot lmao. i miss them so bad and i wish i could be there again tonight. but mister tae spilled the beans about next year so i'm going to do it all again but double, i'm manifesting it

also trying to get back to the hotel was HELL we had three ubers cancel on us probably bc traffic jam and we were sitting on the fucking sidewalk in breezy 40 degree weather shivering for nearly an hour skdksfl but we lived we survived and now i'm almost home-home and i want to cryyyyyyyyy i wish i could be this happy every single night. best night of my life, hands down. no exaggeration. i can't wait to do it all again. i love them with every bone in my stupid body.