#i can't start crying cause if i do i'll burst into hysterics over it all

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CHURCH I AM WORKING I CANNOT BE CRYING OVER CAGED TRAPPED DANIEL

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scared and alone (7/12)

Info: Y/n ends up deep into the woods, not knowing riven and sky had followed her. A frozen one attacks her but doesn't succeed as she is saved by the boys. They come towards her but she doesn't let them near her, afraid she will hurt them before running to the greenhouse, begging for help.

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Y/n gasps for breathes as she runs through the forest. Looking up, she screams in frustrating as ice sparks from her hands onto the ground while she falls onto her knees. Leaning her arm on a trunk of a tree she puts her head against it as she starts crying once again.

She freezes as she hears a noise behind before turning and screaming. She pushes back with her arms as a frozen one comes for her. Crying in fear, she covers her face only to hear a screech. Opening her eyes she sees a branch pierced through it's chest.

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Riven and Sky chase after y/n as she heads towards the woods. Hiding behind a tree they see her lose control.

"Mate she needs help." Riven stated, concerned for his friend as they watched her break down crying. "I know, and we haven't been there for her." Sky stated, his heart breaking seeing his best girl mate so broken. "Yeah well, we're here for her now, even if she's stubborn about it." Riven said with determination, going towards her only for Sky to grab his shoulder. "Wait." "Sky, she needs us." Riven glared at Sky, shrugging his hand off his shoulder roughly. "I know but we also have to be cautious. Her feelings are all over the place meaning her powers aren't under control. We can't just go over to her or else we'll get hurt causing her to feel worse." Sky stated, looking Riven in the eye.

They both snapped there heads towards y/n when they heard her screaming. there eyes widened when they seen a frozen one leaning over a terrified y/n. Riven looks around and grabs a branch from the ground before throwing it at the creature, watching as it crumbled onto the ground. They moved closer with caution as y/n scrambled to her feet.

"I thought frozen ones weren't seen in century's." Riven stated. "We thought that about burned ones too but you know." Sky stated as they watched y/n sand up properly.

"Stay away.." She begged them, putting her hands up shakenly. "Just calm down y/n, please. We can help you." Sky stated, putting his hands up in surrender. "No you can't." Y/n said, stepping back with distraught. "Y/n we're sorry we weren't there for you when you needed us but we can help you now. You just have to let us in." Riven stated, tears unwillingly building in his eyes. "I'll just hurt you." She whimpered, leaning against a tree. "No you won't, I know you won't." Sky stated softly as he moved closer, placing a hand out, hoping she would take it. She looked at him with sadness before turning to Riven who nodded in assurance. "No." She shouted as she shook her head before running off in the direction of the greenhouse.

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Harvey, Terra and Sam were in the greenhouse working away when suddenly the door slammed against the wall. Startled, they looked up to see a hysterical y/n burst into the room.

"Y/n?" Terra asked as she and Sam stood up. Y/n didn't move but instead stood in the room shaking. "Terra, get headmistress Dowling, tell her that it's happened again, she'll know what you mean. Sam tell Headmaster Silva the same." Harvey ordered his children as he stood up as well. "Is she okay?" Terra asked, concerned for her roommate. "Now Terra." Harvey said urgently causing his children to rush off.

Y/n breath increased rapidly as she began to ventilated.

"Y/n, listen to me you need to calm down." Harvey stated as he closed the door gently. "I can't." She replied in rapid breathes. "Control your breathing or else you will lose control of your magic." He stated, coaching her with his breath.

Y/n moved her vision to professor Harvey and slowly tried to catch her breath. She sat on the bed as her breathing slowed down.

"I can't do it anymore." Y/n stated, silent tears rolling down her cheeks as she looked down at her lap. Harvey just listened as she continued to talk. "I am tired of losing control and the feeling of aloneness and fear. I can't keep living like this." She stated before turning her vision back to the professor, "Which is why I am asking you, begging you, to remove my powers." She stated as Dowling and Silva walked into the greenhouse.

Dowling and Silva froze in shock. Harvey looked at y/n with confusion before turning to his peer teachers in surprise.

"Y/n what your asking, isn't possible." Dowling stated, moving carefully towards her student. "Oh don't lie, I know it is Farah. I read it in the so called forbidden books." Y/n stated, looking at Dowling. "Y/n, what your asking for................" Silva started, placing a hand in front of him. "Please, just take them. I can't do it anymore. I'm afraid of what's to come. With the frozen ones after me I just can't do it anymore, I'm done." Y/n cried out, putting her hands on her face as sobs racked through her body.

The teachers turned their attention to the door as it opened once again. Sky and Riven came into the greenhouse with looks of worry before seeing y/n sitting on the bed beside Harvey.

"Y/n." Sky breathed in relief causing y/ns head to shot up. "No, please, no, stay away." She cried in a loud voice as they tried to come to her.

Silva quickly made his way to the boys and held them away from her. Y/n stood up from the bed and ran towards the exit for the halls. The two began to fight their trainer as he began to push them out of the greenhouse when they seen her try to run.

"Boys you need to leave." Silva stated in a stern voice, starting to struggle against the two boys as they fought back. "No, please, stop." Y/n screamed as Harvey held her in a tight embrace. "Silva she needs us." Sky fought with his second father, trying to get to his friend. "She's needed you for awhile now and you weren't there. Your making her restless so you need to leave." Silva stated in a harsh tone "Silva please." Sky begged, hearing the cries of y/n. "Sky, please, leave. It's the best thing you can do right now." Silva stated, finally pushing Riven and Sky out of the greenhouse before closing the door.

Y/n cried and screamed out as Harvey kneeled on the ground with her still in his arms. Her vision was no longer clear and she couldn't see anything around her as she heard her teachers trying to help her.

"Please." She begged tiredly, "Please."

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Bam! Im gonna hit you with more various Honoka hcs.

⁃ So when Noka was a baby, neither her dad or Shirou knew what the hell to do with her wings.

⁃ Her first word was "Siro" which was exposed to be "Shirou"

⁃ She would fly around and their dad would make Shirou chase her down.

⁃ When Shirou and Noka were taken in by their uncle, he just slept and let her do whatever.

⁃ Their uncle, also known as Eraserhead, was a very kind guardian

⁃ He went to each of Shirou's ballet concerts, and did Noka's hair for picture day

⁃ If you looked through his search history it would be filled with "how to do a braid for beginners"

⁃ Aizawa bought Noka various art supplies and bought Shirou new shoes whenever they needed them

⁃ Didnt want them to become heroes

⁃ Cause he didnt want to see the two children he practically raised to be hurt

⁃ But because of their ties to All for One, the government forced both of them to become heros to "prove" that they had severed their bonds with All for One

⁃ Shirou's dream was to become a professional dancer and Noka's was to become a professional artist

⁃ And Aizawa was not happy that the two lights in his life were torn from their dreams

⁃ And so Shirou got accepted into the hero program, in class 1-A

⁃ He chose the hero name Shifter

⁃ Cause he could shift into any organic form

⁃ When he got 3rd place at the sports festival, Noka ran around her uncle's apartment screaming with joy

⁃ Noka is literally his biggest fan

⁃ Noka's first friend was a small purple haired boy name Hitoshi Shinsou

⁃ So naturally, she called him Toshi

⁃ And she refused to call him anything else all throughout middle and high school

⁃ Shinsou and Noka have sleepovers all the time and you can't tell me otherwise

⁃ When people would tell Shinsou that his quirk was villainous, Noka would always speak up cause she knew Shinsou wouldnt contradict them

⁃ Noka is always like that

⁃ Speaking up for others and herself. And her smart mouth tends to get her in trouble

⁃ Shinsou would fuss over Noka's wings. Like if they were dirty or a few feathers were out of place, Shinsou would sit her down and fix her wings.

⁃ "Toshi, your inner mom is showing"

⁃ "Its not my fault you cant take proper care of your wings"

⁃ When she told Shinsou about her acceptance into U.A's med course, he couldn't have been prouder

⁃ Noka is actually the one who encouraged Shinsou to train with her uncle.

⁃ But before that lets talk about Noka's time at U.A. so far

⁃ She was first introduced to class 1-A during the first combat training

⁃ Healed everyone who got very minor injuries

⁃ At the USJ attack, Shigiraki deteriorated part of Noka's hip. But her extremely enhanced natural healing abilities stopped the deterioration

⁃ So she has this big ass scar on the back side of her left hip

⁃ She wanted to absolutely murder Shigiraki for letting the Nomu loose on her uncle

⁃ But she doesnt have any damaging fire power

⁃ So she just tried to heal her uncle's wounds the best she could

⁃ Nearly gets herself killed many times with her smart assery

⁃ And gives everyone around her a heart attack in the process

⁃ During the sports festival, she helped RG heal all the students

⁃ Reprimanded Deku for overusing OfA

⁃ Oh yeah, she learned about AfO and OfA from her time with All for One

⁃ Is kind of like to Deku like Recovery Girl is to All Might

⁃ So fast foward to the internships

⁃ She interns with another oc of mine, Snow

⁃ Who is a healer but with incredible attack powers

⁃ Coincidentally, Noka was patrolling Hosu when the nomus hit

⁃ She recieved Deku's distress signal and ran to the scene

⁃ She didnt attack the hero killer, but ran to help Native and made sure he didnt bleed out

⁃ The hero killer didnt bat a single eye at her, deeming her not a threat

⁃ In the end, she didnt harm Stain so her hero guardian? didnt have to take any blame for her actions

⁃ Noka however did get nearly ripped in half by a nomu, so she had to stay in the hospital with Todo and Deku

⁃ So— Summer training arc

⁃ She just looked at her class and said "fuck this" and flew over the whole forest

⁃ She actually beat the wild wild pussycats back to the camp

⁃ She got to know Kota, telling him how she never wanted to become a hero

⁃ Kota may or may not have developed a kiddie crush on her 😳

⁃ But anyways, when everyone else saw her all nice and refreshed, needless to say they were upset

⁃ Some more than others

⁃ *remembers Bakugou nearly blowing off Noka's face because she cheated*

⁃ Aizawa just smirking at his niece cause shes so much like her mother

⁃ "DAMMIT TAKAHASHI. YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE YOU CHEATER"

⁃ "They said to use our quirks. Its not my fault your quirk is too grounded"

⁃ "WHAT— YOU WANNA FIGHT—"

⁃ "No I wanna eat, goodbye—"

⁃ Focuses on her attack and the healing capabilities of her quirk

⁃ Let me set the scene

⁃ At the beginning of UA, our Noka could barely heal up a small cut

⁃ But now, she can close up major wound with little to no effort

⁃ P r o g r e s s people

⁃ N e ways

⁃ So when they do the haunted quirk thingy

⁃ Hairi and Noka are paired up, to their delight

⁃ But they aren't able to go into the forest before the attack happens

⁃ Apparently, the league came for Bakugou and Noka

⁃ Cause the "master" wanted his first nomu to return to him

⁃ But all Deku knew was "they are after Kacchan and the master's first Nomu"

⁃ Nobody knew who the first nomu was except for Noka

⁃ See, AfO took and gave Noka various quirks, eventually ending up with her current quirk(s)

⁃ Eventually, Noka is cornered by Dabi

⁃ His fire power vastly out matches hers

⁃ But she puts up one hell of a fight

⁃ And Kurogiri took her before she woke up and fought back even more

⁃ So everyone was panicking when they couldnt find Noka

⁃ Aizawa was panicking them most

⁃ His precious niece was missing, no, taken by the league

⁃ The students had never seen their teacher so frazzled

⁃ The thing that broke Aizawa more was the look on Shirou's face when he told him that his baby sister was missing

⁃ His precious baby sister

⁃ His whole world

⁃ Shirou didnt go out of his room for days

⁃ He was there when they were to save Bakugou and Noka

⁃ All Might fought AfO, and won

⁃ But there was no sign of Noka

⁃ Shirou nearly tackled Bakugou, demanding, no, more like pleading for him to tell him where she was

⁃ Bakugou merely said "She's gone, and I dont know where she went"

⁃ The whole class was in a panic

⁃ Where was Noka? Was she hurt? Was she scared? Was she in danger?

⁃ And the question that hung on everyone's mind the most was

⁃ Is she alive?

⁃ The emptiness of Noka's desk was deafening

⁃ Their smart ass classmate was nowhere to be found

⁃ And they all felt guilty

⁃ But none more than Bakugou

⁃ For he was the last to see her alive so to speak

⁃ And her last words to him were "Forget about me ya big oaf, you hear me? I don't want you sulking, or I'll personally beat your ass."

⁃ Forget about her? How could he do that?

⁃ Noka was the only person who didn't put up with his bullshit

⁃ From day one she put him in his place

⁃ And honestly shes the closest thing to a sister he has

⁃ During the hero license exam, all of class 1-A decided that Noka would be really upset if they all sulked and failed their exams

⁃ But the fact that only Todoroki and Bakugou failed would make her fall into hysterics

⁃ When class 1-A met the big three, Mirio told them that Noka was strong and stubborn to a fault, so they shouldnt worry about things that arent in their control

⁃ To which they asked how he knew her

⁃ Apparently Shirou, Amajiki, and Mirio have all been friends since elementary school

⁃ So Amajiki and Mirio had been there a lot for many crucial parts of Noka's childhood

⁃ When the work studies started, Deku went on patrol with Mirio and Shirou, AKA Lemillion and Shifter

⁃ Shirou couldnt help but feel so much guilt crushing him when Eri jumped out of Deku's arms

⁃ Cause Eri reminded him of his little sister

⁃ Speaking of little sister

⁃ For the last 2 months, Noka had been experimented on by Kai Chisaki

⁃ In the mean time trying to protect Eri and building a loving friendship with the young girl

⁃ But ive alreadly talked about this part

⁃ So skipping to when they save her

⁃ It was a total shock for them

⁃ To see this wingless, pale, frail, bandage wrapped girl

⁃ And even more so when she spoke

⁃ Not having that bite that their Noka had

⁃ But a softer, more broken voice replaced her normally boisterous and confident voice

⁃ In the big battle agains Chisaki, Noka got slammed against a wall

⁃ Which in normal circumstances would be fine, but with her body in such a week state it immediately cracked her ribs and spine

⁃ Ochako helped get her friend to the ambulance as quick as she could

⁃ Shirou saw a fluff of pale pink hair out of the corner of his eye

⁃ He immediately turned to run towards the medical stretcher, but was stopped

⁃ He kicked and screamed something along the lines of "THATS MY BABY SISTER. PLEASE LET ME SEE HER"

⁃ In the most broken voice you would ever hear

⁃ In the hospital, after Sir. Nighteye had passed, Deku, Kirishima, Amajiki, Shirou, Ochako, Tsu and Aizawa were all waiting anxiously for Noka's surgery

⁃ When all of a sudden the door explodes open and the nurses and doctors are shoved out by an invisible force of heat

⁃ Noka was using her ability to set herself aflame and be healed in the ashes

⁃ But no one knew wtf was going on cause she learned the trick at the Hassaiki hideout

⁃ So p a n i k

⁃ But after the doctors confirmed her stablility, they all went back to school

⁃ The whole class bursted into tears when they told them about Noka

⁃ Jirou, Kaminari, Momo and Mina all being the most emotionally impacted

⁃ Bakugou was almost crying witb relief but he disnt show jt

⁃ They weren't allowed to see Noka for a whole month

⁃ Only family were allowed

⁃ She was hard at work recovering and going through therapy and they didnt want to disturb her

⁃ But when they (Kirishima, Deku, Ochako, and Tsu) did visit, they were shocked

⁃ There was this soft spoken, trembling, woman, and this was after a month of intense therapy

⁃ They hadnt event started physcial therapy yet, they wanted to get her tk the point she could be around others without going into a panic mode

⁃ Thus she needs the wheelchair

I have a bunch more random hcs but this is so long anyways. Im so sorry >_<

~Blurb~

It’s fine anon but seriously you gotta start posting!