#i cant live like this & she just keeps saying my facial/body hair is gross n why do i have to do this to her LMAO | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mothforest · 2 years

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[Venting below wrt transphobia n etc]

Getting to the point where not having my moms support is just. Killing me. The constant she/hers from the family are rlly getting to me & admittedly it's not even her bc she's made an effort to use they/them but I feel like I can't even mention it without a huge blowup argument abt the validity of my feelings (which I have literally been open w her abt SINCE I WAS 16)

#🌻#i cant fully transition without her support n i cant live as a woman either.#so dysphoric that every day i wake up my first thought is literally just wishing i was dead #i cant live like this & she just keeps saying my facial/body hair is gross n why do i have to do this to her LMAO #i love her sm but no one can damage my mental health like she can its legitimately horrifying #i feel sick. i feel stuck. i feel like she will always see my gender like a naruto cosplay i refuse to take off.#she says she refuses to censor herself bc then the relationship isnt honest but i just wish she would be more sensitive bc i am on the #precipice of a complete breakdown n all she cares abt is '#quote not wearing kids gloves #unquote #vent #delete later #honestly the fact that she thinks this whole thing is just a manifestation of my self hatred n fear of (cis) men even after almost 7yrs #should be my first red flag.#anyway. i feel sick lol

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