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#i couldn't even look at my cat and see how cute she is πŸ˜­πŸ’”
guinevereslancelot Β· 3 months
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this eye care routine is a lot
#sooo many steps#but in a week or two i can step it down a bit once my eyes aren't so dry i think#they said treating the symptoms wasn't gonna help the cause but i feel so much better already and im only half a day into the routine#so that's nice at least#if i go blind i go blind but at least my eyes will be moisturized and not itchy and uncomfortable for once#i will go blind in comfort 😌#coping with humor rn sorry πŸ˜‚#also sprry if there's typos i cant see shit the warm compress made my eyes so blurry lmao#anyway 😬#hopefully the chances of going blind or losing part of my vision aren't super high but i wont know until i see the specialist probably#but i genuinely dont know what i would do if tbat happened. lol ✌️πŸ₯²#i do not live in a public transportation area idk what kind of job i could be qualified#and being dyslexic has made it impossible for me to wrap my brain around learning new alphabets including cyrillic and ecen reading notes#so i think i might have a very hard or even impossible time learning braille 😭#anyway#this is simultaneously stressful and scary but also does not feel remotely real <3#ugh if i go blind it will not only ruin my ability to live but even my hobbies are all visual#i couldn't gif or draw or paint or even garden 😭#i couldn't even look at my cat and see how cute she is πŸ˜­πŸ’”#okay i need to calm down and not obsess over the worst case scenario#goodnight friends in my phone i love you#this has been a shitpost
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lokisprettygirl Β· 2 years
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I'm late to the game again πŸ˜‚...I was busy with looking for Priscilla πŸ‘ΏπŸͺ“πŸ€£...good for her that I couldn't find her...not yet...🀣
Y/n is still in deep sadness, it's more a depression. She's traumatized because of all the things that had happend to her and without the love of her life she's barely able to keep going. Unfortunately she developed an unhealthy behaviour , she's living in dreams, consumes alcohol to forget and to dampen the pain, she uses excuses to drink alcohol and this could get very dangerous for her health. Fortunately she has her good friends ( please Bruce, call Loki soonπŸ₯Ί) and she got a new job she can focus on. May it help a little bit πŸ₯Ί
A bitch is a bitch is a bitch...Priscilla is a manipulator and a liar, she tries to play Loki and the villagers like puppets on a string, she's playing a cruel game. And forced sex, even when you have to force yourself to do it, is the worst thing ever. What is her intention to do that? She doesn't even like his body, she wants him to change it when having sex so...bitch use someone else or get you a sextoy...WTF ? 🀬😝
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It's amazing how deep Loki and y/n are joined with each other. Their minds and souls are definitely inseparable. They're doing or thinking about the same things at the same time, she dreamt about Loki showing her his house that he had built on his own, (he thought about it before to show it to her), they listened to the same song and sang along to it at the same time πŸ“», the pillow cuddling πŸ›...they definitely belong together, they're made for each other πŸ’™β€οΈ
Loki got many informations about the time when he was in NY and he learned about all the lies Priscilla had told, so... thanks to Debra. I'm sure he doesn't want to stay with Priscilla any longer but there's a child involved and Loki is the only father Alvis got to know. And Alvis has to be protected, nothing of this mess is his fault.. Loki would never make a hasty decision.
'...I fe...appeared here...' this supports my theory that Loki felt from the Bifrost or he used the Tesseract (c'mon it's LokiπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‚) and this could also be a further connection to Rogers...I know my theories are always weird and a complete fail 🀣🀣🀣
'...he just wanted to get back to his home, get back to his life, to you'...and I'm sure he will , we have to be patient 😊
Christmas is such a hard time when you're utterly alone like y/n and with all the happy couples around her it's almost unbearable πŸ₯ΊπŸ’”. Poor y/n and poor Loki, he feels alone too and it hurts him even more because he knows y/n is all alone with Cat. If y/n knew about how bad Loki feels and how alone he is and unloved , she would nearly die, I guess 😭😭
The christmas card she sent him is sooo cute and he guards the envelope like a treasure...' And I love you both my darlings, I'll love you forever'... and my heart shattered into million pieces πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’”
And that's what I'm here for πŸ₯°πŸ˜...and I bow down to my Queen of writing β€οΈπŸ§ŽπŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ‘‘
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Well you have to find her soon 😏😏 I guess we all have been there where we use an outlet to numb the pain but you just have to know when to stop. In her case her pain seems lifelong because she knows Loki has a kid and he'd never be hers.
You are right Alvis is just a baby and he deserves to be protected. He is not at fault that her mother is like that :( it's like blaming loki for having Odin as a father. That's why Loki is still there, he wants to protect that child.
Well she might not like the body and the skin which is absolutely awful of her (but seriously one of my accuaintance without hesitation told me that she wouldn't fuck Jotun Loki after she watched Thor 1 because she found him scary, the marks were ugly, eyes horrified her. And I was like you dumb fuck.. Safe to say she inspired this bit). That being said Priscilla knows that dick is ten out of ten and she wants itπŸ₯ΆπŸ˜‚
We will see if he fell from bifrost or something else happened to him πŸ‘€
No you're the queen πŸ‘‘
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