#i def went 100000% overboard w this friends im in deep

[nyxalecto]

Can we know a bit about your crush? :"3

ok uuuh UUUUUH…… SWEATS,,,,,,,, boyo is it hot in here? ummm so they actually follow me so imma have to be real vague in case they see this but ill have u know i could list like……….. a million billion amazing things about them omg (also sticking this under a read more so the world doesnt have to listen to me cry for literally forever)

UM SO YEAH OK my crush is literally???????? probably the most beautiful human ive seen… like ever………. and not juts in a “ah yes what an attractive human!” way (though theres that to) but mostly in a CLENCHES HEART AND FALLS TO THE GROUND BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH THIS PERSON JUST RADIATES BEAUTY???? LIKE FRIEND BELIEVE ME JUST STANDING NEXT TO THIS HUMAN WOULD PROBABLY LITERALLY DESTROY ME THATS HOW POWERFUL THEY ARE i literally cannot think of a good enough analogy to describe them uuuh but yes mark my word! and then theres also just that like i absolutely adore talking to them? like i rlly want to describe in perfect detail how and why they make me so stupidly happy just by talking to me but thatd definitely give it away if they read this so im just gonna say that like….. i genuinely dont think theres ever been a time where we talked and i was bored/not particularly interested if that makes sense? like even if it isnt happy stuff i feel like they listen to me, and i listen to them, and im actually able to help them feel better! and every time they say i made them feel even a tiny bit better i just feel my heart warm up like the sun and im just glowing ; ; theyre also just like one of THE MOST talented people ever???? like cosplaying, makeup, art U NAME IT MY BOY they are wonderful!!!!!  like i just…….. im gonna get real sappy real fast if i keep going but i was really weird emotions-wise after my previous breakup and more importantly than just having a crush this person made me feel perfect emotions-wise rather than weird. i dont know how to articulate it exactly but i feel like i can just be myself around them without having to justify or prove or explain it all. its like being surrounded by a beautiful light rather than attempting to chase after it!! they just make me feel warm and safe and welcome……… (∗∕ ∕•̥̥̥̥∕ω∕•̥̥̥̥∕)