#i did genuinely wonder what would happen if i called a suicide hotline tho. while i was waiting for the train | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 14 days

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having a history of chronic suicidality is a little funny when you get intrusive thoughts that feel so unserious and then you realise that you're seriously thinking about it and it's like... where did that come from?

#anyway today i thought about jumping in front of a train #self-evidently i did not.#tw suicide #i did genuinely wonder what would happen if i called a suicide hotline tho. while i was waiting for the train #(i was there to use public transport)#i also wondered what would happen if i picked a random stranger and went 'hey im suicidal. can i just be with you until the train comes in #cause i want to jump'. like i legitimately considered it. but also that would be a genuinely horrible thing to do to a stranger #and as a woman it would probably be a foolish move too #anyway! totally fine lolol #it's just vaguely funny to me bc it literally came out of left field

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