#i do think its a lil nasally tho

[8aji]

when i tell u a single tear rolled down my cheek instead of my usual fangirly screech when shin appeared on screen AND talked?? Wow

[zvdvdlvr]

VANCE BEING A MOTHER HEN WHEN HIS LIL SIS IS SICK

'drink the soup'

'no i feel fine'

'you fucking liar drink the godamn soup'

the most angry mother hen in history tho

legit he would full on cuss his sister out because she would take her damn medicine its so funny

“judt take the goddamn medicine and you’ll be better in like a day”

“i’m fine, goddamnit!”

“do you hear how nasally you sound!? i swear to god a duck with one foot and without a beak- sit your ass back down, kiddo, y’ain’t goin’ anywhere until you drink this soup and take that medicine”

its so funny to think about tbh

[goldenandglorious]

i’m gonna be logging of tumblr for a little bit! i’ve been having some very minor health issues (it’s nothing to worry about i promise!! <3) and i’m gonna try to just relax and focus on fixing that for now <3

feel free to message me on discord! ark#9434 

[cnc-hoebayb]

The boys as supportive hype men bfs

For when you’re lookin extra fine and they just wanna hype the shit outchu

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Zabdiel

-“dimelooo mamiii”

-literally that ^ but with different inflections on dif syllables everytime depending on mood/situation lol

-not a very big social media man, but will post a quick story of you like “🥴❤️” dressed in something reeeeaal nice then delete it later (bc he want u for his eyes only duH!)

-but in public tho !!

-wow

-that’s his game, he’d be huggin all up on you like no ones watching

-Defintely would get caught by the paparazzi for some “provocative touching/staring” with each other

-Buys you everything

-flowers in that little shop on the corner? Done. Ice cream on the street that looks way too good? Chocolate vanilla swirl it is.

-Would probably go all out and buy you a new fancy piece of jewelry too

-its his own lil ritual to get u a new pair of earrings that match with the particular outfits he loves to see you in uwu

-he honestly seems like he’d want to hype you up all day but then spend the rest of the night with you in private

-hype you up in his own personal way ayooo

-details? I think a lil bit

-whisper dirty praises in your ear about how good you look

-goes in between rough and tender touches over his favorite parts of your body

-dead eye contact the whole time so it’s super intimate

-k that’s all u get u thirsty hoes

Erick

-does that thing to random strangers like “that’s my gf” and points at u

-for literally anything

-like when you’re ordering food for you both at a fast food place and he’s watching you lookin snackish tell them you’d like two number 5’s

-he leans over to the old lady next to him like “that girl- mi novia 😉”

-he’s also very vocal

-just likes you or him (or both) to be the center of attention

-“SHES WALKING IN AND SHES SO HOT GUYS WATCH UR FUCKING SELVES”

-kinda embarrassing but at the same time so sweet and way flattering so u don’t front bout it

-doesn’t really show you off on social media, but more in public or to his family

-Just wants to show his favorite ppl his fav person and how amazing you are

-compliments you all day

-really bad pick up lines mostly

-but they’re so bad that they’re actually really cute and funny

-pretends that youre a stranger at a store and hits on you like you’ve never met before

-“Erick please not here,” you’d beg while in line at the busy concession stand of the movie theater

-“im jus asking if u as sweet as those cookie dough bites u got right there mami mmhmmm”

Joel

-literally the cutest of them all

-not super extra, but very lovey and sweet

-you’d walk in the room all dolled up and he’d be super star struck like “oh my god dude you’re so beautiful”

-for literally any outfit too tho

-You can walk in with his sweatpants and necklace on and he’d lose it just as hard

-stares at you all day

-buys you flowers just for the heck of it

-sweet gentle touches and kisses all day too

-when he talks about you in public it’s all super down to earth and him saying how gorgeous you are doing anything

-takes you out to show you off

-somewhere where he knows a lot of press and people in general will be

-makes it super obvious you’re there together

-“don’t worry HONEY, I’ll grab the door for you BABE” and looks other homies dead in the eyes for dominance purposes

-he really would take you anywhere to show you off tbh. The dog park, museum, grocery store, you name it

-he fills his camera roll with candid pics of you through the day

-when you guys get really rowdy at the end of the night bc you’re tired, he records you the whole time dancing n singing and being a crackhead

-but its wholesome content of you guys being happy in love and having so much fun :,)

-he posts it all and everyone is like “couple goals wowo” and it makes your heart melt bc you’re with someone who makes you confident and happy and he’s everything

Richard

-literally not one second where his hand would be off of you

-ESPECIALLY in public

-hand in your back pocket, on your waist, in your hand

-also the type of guy that would be super extra and do things like hold the door for you dramatically, carry you over potholes or puddles in the street like “no te preocupes amor, i gotchu”

-a master at subtly tho

-and subtle teasing

-would mention how fine you look at the beggining of the day with a low whisper in your ear and a hot neck kiss

-then totally drop it for tension purposes

-would ignore u in person for a bit or maybe he just doesn’t see you much that day

-then would post a fire pic of you like “sheeesh🥵”

-comments under all your recent pics suddenly with thirsty shit

-all the fans are freaking out like “GET UR MAN”

-but he’s still avoiding you personally bc he knows it gets you all riled up

-so you watch him post and hype you all day until he gets home finally and wants to touch you and love you

-and you’re like “NO! No touching bc u can’t play these games Camacho”

-He smiles at you and puts on his nasally play voice while swooping in to lift you off your feet, tickling your sides and kissing you all over

-“mira que sexy ohmygaaad”

-ok but also

-he’d take his time with you when it got down to business, letting you know everything going through his mind when he kisses you, every time he removes another piece of clothing, telling you how perfect you are

-slow passionate intense nights that feel like they could last forever

Christopher

-constant screaming

-“oye mamiiiii”

-his million stories on insta are all of you with dif filters, emojis, and captions

-he’s singing or yelling in the background every one, but honestly no one can tell at this point

-besos every other second

-you’re just *taking a bite of pizza* and Chris would drop everything like “fucK pls kiss me now”

-a lot of seductive glances from a distance

-intimidates everybody in the room tbh

-will be that guy talking to anyone being like “doesn’t my baby look ultra fine today- well i mean she always fine, but today it just hits different”

-probably very sweet like Joel but in his own sappy Chris way

-will sing to you every love song that comes on in the car or while you’re standing around

-dances with you in public just to spin you around, kiss you, and tell you how good you look

-you’re always afraid to look like that one annoying pda couple but the way y’all make it look is actually rly sweet and sincere

-also does that thing and records you being a crackhead at night, but he’s actin just as wild so all the videos are so hard to follow

-they’re all of you guys SCREAMING and CACKLING SOO HARD and no one can form out anything anyone is saying bc you’re both just being idiots

-he records you dancing like a dummy in the dark corner of your room and he’s just there like “AYY AY DALE MAMI AY”

-for some reason i just see him at the end of the night wanting a long, deep makeout sesh more than anything

-bc sometimes kissing can be just as intimate and passionate when you’re with the right person, and Chris is exactly that guy

-he’d be kinda vocal and mumble every time your lips disconnect abt how much he loves you and how crazy you make him by being so god damn beautiful all the time

[pekorosu]

got my hands on the old radio drama for banana fish (thanks so much @vashak!! 😭) so im gonna do some mindless liveblogging bc i miss doing that shit

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- their voices are KILLING ME

- okay you could say it's partly bc i'm used to their anime voices but i'm actually fine with eiji's voice! IT’S THE REST OF THEM THAT SOUND REALLY FUNNY

- especially marvin and arthur omg. i could not stop laughing when they showed up. i remember thinking anime!arthur sounded way too cool, but this version just went in the complete opposite direction

- ash's voice is a little deeper (?) than i expected. i don’t think that’s the right word for it but yeah... uchida yuuma's voice is closer to how i imagined it in terms of "youthfulness" but his is also a tad bit too "clean"...

- MEANWHILE MAX SOUNDS SO GRUFF AND MANLY LOL. now anime!max just sounds dopey in comparison

- i think the only person who doesn't make me feel like doubling over with laughter so far is dr. meredith, jenkins and eiji...

- skip sounds way too cute. son... 🥺

- the bgm when eiji and ibe first meet ash ADJHJDJSKFHKD 

- IT’S JUST HILARIOUS IN CONTRAST WITH THE EARLIER BG ROCK MUSIC

- omg now it sounds a bit like pokemon music

- eiji: CAN I TOUCH UR GUN ash: SURE *pokemon music*

- HAHA EIJI'S STUPID GIGGLE

- eiji: HEY CAN I ASK U SOMETHING ash: SURE eiji: HAVE U KILLED ANYONE BEFORE ash: YUP *cheerful pokemon music continues*

- SHORTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- i like shorter’s voice! 👌 it actually sounds similar to his anime voice, just less nasally, i think

- this version of ash sounds more uhh... forceful? emotional? idk how to describe it lol but i feel like his VA tends to 1) overdo it, or 2) get it tonally wrong for the situation...

- nooooooooooooo they removed my favourite eiji line before he jumps over the wall i was WAITING FOR IT

- hmmm the scenes just don’t have that oomph... i think it’s bc they're pushing through the scenes very quickly... then again, the anime had the same issue but their VAs still did a better job compared to this...

- i guess ash and eiji will always have sad gay piano music whatever version they're in :')

- ash's voice is starting to grow on me even though i still think he sounds off at certain parts that demand more subtlety. max on the other hand, is like, REALLY BAD................... imo

- "and then he kissed me" HAHAHAHA IT WAS NARRATED yeah well duh what was i expecting this isn’t a BL drama cd

- gOD arthur's voice dsfkajskghjfsdlg

- shorter's so cool tho im love 🤩

- love all the 90s gunshot sfx. PEEUNG PEEUNG PEEUNNNGGSSHHHH

- lol eiji and ibe actually sound more like friends than Concerned Dad and Reckless Son

- ash's reaction to griff's death is played so cool... no outbursts just :/ and then the scene straight away jumps to them drinking lol

- ash's crying is so manly...

- WHY IS THE CAR SCENE SO FUNNY

- ok im a lil mad bc that was the ONE scene where eiji got to rebel but this version is just 😂😂😂

- literally:

ash: anyway, imma borrow this car for a bit. eiji: *hops in* i’m coming along!!! >:DDD ash: wtf get out ibe: *knocking frantically on the window* oi eiji!!! eiji: *very cutely* c’mon if u don’t hurry up u'll get caught again :))))) ash: tch -_- *brrm brrms away*

and then they eloped

- oh my god........ is that lee dude's VA trying to do a “chinese” accent in japanese............................

- !!!! this part! i liked the way ash sounded when he was amused by eiji's naive comment about the lees. i think i prefer this take over the anime where ash was more stoic. and i like that you can hear him switching to his DEEP VOICE OF SERIOUSNESS lol.

- i also liked the next bit where shorter warns eiji to keep his head down and eiji's like WHY ARE U TRYNA PROTECT ME I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF >:T hehe iirc that wasn't in the anime

- ...i'll just put it here bc it's a rare moment that i rly enjoyed so far

- aaaand we're back to cheesy gunshot sounds

- hearing jennifer's voice feels so soothing after almost an hour of deep voices

- who sounds scarier when picking a fight? radio drama!max = 1, anime!max = -5

- ash's dad: who the hell are u guys and why are you hanging around ash. max: i’m max. i'm a friend of griffin's, we were in the same squad in vietnam. shorter: name's shorter. eiji: my name is eiji. i'm japanese.

sdfsfsdghkfhk how is that relevant to the question EIJI PLS 

- that said, they actually toned down quite a lot of eiji's doofiness huh

- i truly feel like eiji's a lot less "damsel in distress" and more "chill but curious bystander", while ash is closer to the typical shounen manga protag here 

- damn jessica doesn't sound as awesome as i’d hoped. the anime rly spoiled me haha

- OMG yut-lung's voice. it's so... cute... 🥺🥺

- this ENTIRE freakin scene where shorter threatens to kill eiji just lost its gravity thanks to:

1) arthur's voice sounding like a disney villain’s henchman 2) lee dude’s AWFUL accent 3) EVERYONE TALKING SO QUICKLY 4) THE OVERDRAMATIC BG VIOLINS AND DRUMS

- hmm, i think i might actually like eiji’s voice in this version more than the anime now! sorry nojima

- abraham actually sounds kinda intimidating here

- LMAO SING'S VOICEEEEE. too nasally for me XD

- oh wow, i think i prefer this version of shorter going nuts... not that the anime is worse, just that it chose to emphasize more on the tragedy of the situation while this one focuses more on the terror and urgency. probably bc of the bg music lol. also shorter’s abs were very distracting in the anime

- weapon room scene: ash sounds TOO out of breath and panicky here, but i guess it fits the context of the radio drama... it's inaccurate compared to the manga tho

- another issue i have... ibe's VA sucks. sorry but he always sounds so flat or inappropriate for the situation ><

- god this rescue scene still sounds ridic on 2nd listen... it's so over the top I CAN'T

- i gotta say, even if i were to disregard how i personally imagined ash’s voice, uchida yuuma still does it better acting-wise. i know voice acting has to involve some level of exaggeration but sometimes less is more, y’know?

- it sure feels like this radio drama is intent on cutting out as much gay as they can more interested in spotlighting the plot and action scenes, bc a lot of the convo scenes seem to have been cut...

- also the "pls come back" scene was like... so bro. no more “i’ll wait for you always”. NO HOMO. booooooooooo. but strangely enough i found the acting in it better than in the previous scenes.

- altho from what i remember, ash and eiji's VAs sounded like they had p good chemistry... but maybe it's a bit too early to say, i'll have to hear more of their casual banter to decide

- ash finding shorter's corpse scene: sorry but the anime wins, hands down 

- so eiji's VA is... inoue kazuhiko? wasn't that the guy who played kakashi from naruto or something? lol i don't even go there

- gotta say, the ED song is the part that i enjoyed the most XD seriously tho, it's a nice song! and the lyrics makes up for all the lost gay haha

- okay that’s it for the first CD. nothing much of interest here, and BF starts off slow in terms of ash/eiji content anyway, so hopefully there’s more to comment on in the next CD 🤔

[janebae]

An Obel for Charon

1.      So much of this episode feels like a direct refutation of the things they changed last season lol “sorry the universal translator sometimes has issues with me pips and clicks” tbh burnham was understanding you fine in that turbolift and that was GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME

2.      1. HIS NAME IS LINUSSSS 2. I HAD A COLD LAST WEEK IT SUUCKED….COME ON. SIX NASAL CANALS is a) hilarious and b) feels like something straight out of the orville and c) is the first time I think weve seen something like this on star trek and I cannot tell you how happy it makes me.

3.      I know I was not a big enough person when this first aired to be able to say nice things about a show I didn’t want to like or I thought I was smarter that, but I REALLY FUCK with the vibe of this show and the aesthetic and im no longer afraid to say it

4.      OH MY GOD AN EPISODE WHERE THE UNIVERSAL TRANSLATOR IS DOWN OH MY GOD IM OBSESSED OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

5.      ORDINATEURRRRR tous les caractères parlent français au moins de deux fois et c’est MANGIFIQUE JE L’ADORE OH MON DIEU C’EST MERVEILLEUSE

6.      J’aDORE que SARU EST LE PERSON QUI PARLE LE PLUS DE LANGUES OH MON DIEU MA BEBE

7.      SUIS-JE LE SEUL QUI ENSEIGNE DES AUTRE LANGUE ??? J’aime Saru avec tout de mon esprit

8.      AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh J’OUBLI QUE LE PAUVRE A UNE RHUME AUSSI LA BEBE OH MON DIEU

9.      J’adore la vielle lesbienne qui ils sauvent de l’astéroïde et comment elle travaille sur ce vaisseau aussi. Je veux plus d’elle et stamets et leur amitié gay.

10.  Ok theyve stopped speaking in different languages soi m back to english. But i love the captain and first officer just kinda chillin in sick bay during a crisis. Doin some medical stuff yeah, but it feels like w eird time for you two to be volunteering to do some community service

11.  The little thing that captain pike does with his hands lmao

12.  I like that rather than having any one character be the one searching to understand what it is to be human, almost all of them are trying to understand. Except for stamets and tilly, who are kinda just happy blabs

13.  I REALLY LIKE the saru is a refugee thing. I really like this episode a lot

14.  WHY ARE ALL THE BEST EPISODES SARU EPISODES

15.  Burnham whispering **WHAT IS HAPPENING** is such a fuckin mood tho

16.  God DAMN doug jones is a lanky boi. Even if they VFXd it thats a fucking unit of lank

17.  IM CRYING STAMETS AND TILLY SINGING GROUND CONTROL TO MAJOR TOM IS MAGICAL

18.  I like that based on tilly’s mouth movements you can see that she is lipscyncing specifically that accent. And based on the lips pretty damn well tooo

19.  Shut up im crying at saru’s death this is so beautiful damn you all

20.  In a weird way, i think the BIGGEST flaw of the show was choosing to work in chronological order. Its kind of like if DS9’s first season had been the bajoran occupation

21.  Ah. This was the ‘shit the effects for saru’s ganglia are too expensive and his fear gimmick wasn’t as cool as we thought’ backpedal

22.   I kinda hate the christopher pike is our captain thing. Idk it feels a lil too much like kowtowing to the incels

23.  This FUCKING EPSIODE IS AMAZING

[tumblunni]

Me in the hospital: i cannot sleep for 24 hours, the slightest noise is blaring, i am perpetually anxiety adrenaline

As soon as i get home: has the best sleep of my life

I usually take an hour to get to sleep each night but i totally just curled up like a snail and dropped into dreamland instantly. And i woke up to a nice warm house cos the heating turned on while i was asleep, and now all the anesthetic is completely worn off so i feel energized and great! And my throat pain has eased up so thankfully i wont have to be liquids only for as long as i thought. I was all hyperactive and cooked a great fancy omelette and it tastes like heaven itself! Its so weird how stuff tastes slightly diffetent when its the first time youve been able to chew with the right side of your mouth in five years. I guess the tastebuds on the sides of your tongue are slightly different? When i eat everything now im gonna be rolling it all over my mouth like WOW ITS ALL SO NEW AGAIN! Will probably look nuts in the middle of mcdonalds with my cheeks puffed like a squirrel XD

Oh and this is also a great excuse to drink loads of chocolate milkshakes from my milkshake viking mug! I feel so energized with calcium and yums!! EVERYTHING TASTES SO NEWWWWWWW

Oh man i do feel a bit sleepy again now after just being up for a few hours tho. I have these good jaw pain specific medicines i have to take for the next two weeks til my followup appointment to check if theres any infection left. But man i feel SO ALIVE AGAIN im pretty sure all the rot is gone! It feels so wild having space in my mouth and not constant clenchy tightness. It actually hurts less recovering from the surgery than it did before, lol! I can feel all my teeth moving apart again and loosening up into normality and the gums healing up all their injuries and oh god i just love how they cleaned out all the broken parts of my teeth and capped them with these great replacements that look so real you'd never be able to tell! My smile looks not ugly!! My smile looks not ugly!! Aaaaa! I just expected regaining the right side of my mouth, i didbt expect to e like "holy shit it must have hurt even more than i realized cos this feels so amazing now". Like i guess i got used to putting up with it and forgot how it felt to not have painmouth? Underestimated how good a teeth can be! And man i never asked for reconstructive cosmetic stuff too but they did these caps and aaa my teeth never looked his good even when they were new!! My front teeth were always crooked even before they did the weird balogna slam together and shattered into a pile of crap. And now they look like perfect supermodel teeth!! The only side effect is that its a lil hard to get used to the lack of gaps between them now after so long dealing with the shattered mess. My tongue keeps being like "oh no did something get stuck in the gaps again oh wait there arent any" and then i subconsciously try to clean them after taking every bite and just bite my tongue instead. Man i never noticed i picked up a bunch of weird mannerismd cos of tje bad teeth! I was constantly paranoidly checking my mouth 24/7 in case the slightest thing made it even worse, and eating super gently so that nothing accidentally touched the Wrong Tooth and set off a jolt of pain. And i actually needed to get a filling put in on the leftmost back tooth that was the ONLY TOOTH I COULD USE TO EAT WITHOUT PAIN for all this time! Overuse of it meant that it got ground down a little and probably would have become painful too if i'd left it any longer. Then i really would have been all soups all the time and that sucks!! Soups are good but nothing but then gives u stomach issues. The bad poops!!

Man sorry im rambling so much im just so hyper and happy and also still kinda dopily sleepy! Im not still delirious or anything i just feel the happy kind of sleepy where the anesthetic is all gone and its not "oh god i cant stay awake" and more natural sleepyness of a long day being over and everything being okay. I had such a good long nap and i feel well rested after getting so little sleep beforehand due to all the dumb anxiety. And i still feel dozey but happy doze~

Anyway its awesometo be able to really chug and crunch a foods! With the other side of my mouth i forgot about! And taste milkshake to its fullest extent!! Oh and whats weird is that the reconstructive surgery capping on my front teeth means that theyre kinda one tooth now? The caps are all linked in a single piece to fill the gaps fully without even the natural ones you'd have on healthy teeth. So its like a solid tooth guard just sculpted to look like three teeth. Itll be tricky to train myself out of thts subconcious rubbing the gaps with my tongue when theyre not even there. But i expect once i get over the unfamiliarity this triple cap will be really useful! Theyre totes reinforced so that even if i do get tight mouth problems again and the front teeth take the brunt of the pressure, now theres no gaps to smash into each other and become a painful mess. Its like scaffolding reinforcing my whole mouth by fixing the loadbearing beam, or something.

Oh also these pain meds make u a little bit more sleepy than normal paracetamol so i'll probably doze off again soon. But hopefully i will have slept off most of the "healing debt exhaustion" tomorrow and will be able to go walk down the shops and buy some icecream and other soft food. I mostly stocked up on purely liquid food cos i tjought my mouth function would be more limited. But honestly the teeth are working so much better than before, they were already so swollen and painful that i couldnt crunch stuff! Now the mild discomfort of mid-healing from surgery feels like barely anything and i bet i could bite thru a goddamn rock right now! I just cant really swallow crunchy stuff or stuff thats too salty or citrusy. I didnt even know about the stabbity throat pipe so i didnt expect it to be the most painful part that takes the longest to heal. It feels so weird cos i keep coughing like my brain thinks theres phelgm stuck in my throat when its actually a skin flap/blister from the insertion. So obviously that aint going anywhere and i have to try and force myself not to cough or swallow or else i set off this cjain of "must get thing out of throat must puke" reflex. And the pain feels like a sore throat but it isnt?? Its not really inflamed ot anything its just an actual friction burn on the opening of my airway. Which is not a common occurance so the brain is justvlike "what the fuck is happening, must send all contradicting signals at once!" So sore throat medicine wont work cos that goes down your throat passage to your stomach when really this lil skin tag blister thing is in the lung throat opening thing. And sucking on throat sweets made it worse cos all the muscles were really tense around the area where the tube was inserted, hence why it was hard to swallow food even tho it was my windpipe that hurt. And sucking on something is kinda like perpetually swallowing nothing, when you think about it? Im glad that the muscle tenseness is mostly gone now and the painkillers are helping with the ouch, and my brainis getting usedto not coughing and making it worse. But still should eat soft easily swallowable stuff for a lil while and it'll be fun to go aroundthe shops with my last pocketful of change and find neat ingredients to stick in omelettes. Im so excited to taste all my favourite things in new HD functional mouth power!!! And i can smile at the shopkeeper!!!

And oh man i really do think that my sleeping problems with stiff neck and that kind of 'bloodrush to the head' migraine were indeed part of the bad wisdom teeth bleeding internally under the gum. I thought it had to be that cos nothing else in my life changed around that time aside from getting a better and healthier bed which should have been beneficial to my neck. And even going back to sleepong on the floor like before didnt make a difference so it definately wasnt the bed! And it kept getting worse while nothing was changing, and i kept trying different things like changing my pillows and headphones and cutting caffeine out of my diet and eating more salt and eating less salt and fuckin ANYTHING ELSE cos i knew if it really was the dumb tooth being infected then there was nothong i could do about it til my surgery day arrived. Itd be such a relief to know for sure that it was indeed the tooth and now that nonsense is gonna be gone forever! But also thats really worrying to know that it was getting so bad it could have spread an infection to my jawbone and the top of my spine if itd been left much longer. I kept sneezing up blood lumps like the size of a fifty pence piece! Had never had nosebleeds for a decade and now suddenly all the time! God it feels so good to be able to lay my head down and not feel all woozy and tense im the forehead or neck. I really hope this good neck untenseness continues and the awful aches really were just the tooth. But everyone in the hospital was so nice that i think even if i do need a second surgery to check for jaw infection then id be able to be less nervoud than i was this time

Man do u ever get that thing where youre so peaceful and contented that like you can breathe easier? Like subconciously taking bigger breaths and the middle of your chest feels slightly puffed out and warm. I guess thats what the "heart leaping in yout chest" idiom is meant to refer to, lol! Or maybe i can just literally breathe easier cos the tooth pain might have been passing into my nasal cavity too, lol. My entire head feels so less tense!! Its like all my bones were rebelling against me and now they're at peace again!! Man i feel so giddy happy like i chugged a giant energy drink or something but its the opposite its a good sleeps drink XD

So im gonna go lie down again and have a relax and watch a movie or something and see if i pass out when the medicine kicks in, or if its not too bad and i can still continue my hyper mood. But my nap was so long that its too late to go to the shops now anyway so i'll just make more plain omelette and milkshake if i get hungry. I mean it doesnt taste plain when all my sense of taste is so amplified likethis! I dont mind if its all i can eat all week. PURE MILKSHAKEY DECADENCE

Aaaaa im just so happy!! I missed my chance to get the new. Kingdlm hearts but ive beenwaiting fkr this surgery for ages too and it feels like just as much of an exciting relief!

[crossroadsandloudmusic]

HI!FIRST OFF I WANNA SAY THAT U SEEM SO NICE WTH,BE MY FRIEND??

I wanted to ask you,who you think i'm the most compatible with :) and also sorry if my english is bad!!

So I'm an INFJ,my sexuality is bisexual and my pronouns are she/her!

You can say that i'm a really quiet and awkward person when i'm first meeting people,but I can get really extrovert and energetic when I get to know them properly,but there are only like 2 people who see this side of me,so its kinda hard to get on this side of mine- i'm really sensitive and someone can make me cry really fast,especially when they are making comments about my appereance.I can also have really weird mood swings between anger,sadness and hapiness,but I would usually consider myself more as a happy person in overall,sometimes i'm making jokes that could be hurtful to others,but when i notice that the person doesn't like these jokes,then I would stop with them- i would call myself a really mature person too,I often try to handle out conflicts peaceful and its really really important to me how other people around me feel,i'm always really caring about people,even when they aren't nice to me,I also love it to cuddle,i'm a really clingy person to my best friends and my mother and I literally always wanna get a hug,lol.and I LOVE cats,I have one by myself!:) I also have a really weird addiction with cracking all of my bones which scares MANY people,I can also be a really stubborn person when I don't wanna do something

I'm about 5'3 tall and i'm a little bit chubby,I have long brown curled hair that goes over my shoulders,and I have blue eyes!Many people say that I have a really nasally voice and thats the reason why i'm also kind of insecure of my voice,in overall i'm really insecure about many things of myself

I'm really interested in horrormovies and also really scary tales,i also really enjoy it to bake and to be in town with my friends or just hang out with them!(I love food sm)

I love muzan and the uppermoons really much,so i prefer them a lil more to slayers,but in the end it's up to you tho!:)

THANK U AND BYEE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OF COURSE I WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND YOU ARE FAR TOO NICE TO ME THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUBMISSION!

Let’s play the Game!

These are the results of the Matchmaker’s assessments:

Gyutaro: For you I found that you were most compatible with Gyutaro at a striking 75%! Gyutaro is shy, and has a lot of insecurities, he can be difficult to handle but the amount of love he holds in his heart surpasses everything. You are the best person for him because you understand him. You know how cruel the world is, and together you can find peace through each other. He’d be very reluctant at first maybe even as going far enough to say you don’t truly understand him. But your patience and constant reassurances will help him realize just how amazing you are. It will be hard work but soon enough your relationship will blossom. Gyutaro absolutely adores how clingy you are but he shows his affection weirdly. He may seem indifferent to it but in reality he can’t live without you. In fact he is so terribly dedicated to you that if anything ever did happen between the two of you, he would beg you to come back. (He’s just a baby at heart🥺). He finds you addiction stimulating, much like how he scratches him he find that you cracking your bones fascinating. Loves, loves, loves to cuddle! He’d be all over you in an instant just wrapping his big arms around you. He never wants you to hurt, so if someone made fun of you he’d take care of it. Literally loves you to the moon and back couldn’t ask for a better person to love you!

Kokushibou: At 25% Kokushibou is the next most compatible partner for you. He’s serious and is dedicated to his skill. That makes him aloof and often times hard to be around. Yet shown compassion and forgiveness by you that changes him. All his life he fought and tried to be at the same level as his brother, in the end he fell short. In the coming centuries he spent his time hating himself and trying desperately to become better, to become even more powerful. But when he met you he found another purpose in life, you showed him your kindness and love. He became softer and less brutal, he put you on a pedestal. He owed his life to you because you showed him a different way, he was special in your eyes, perfect in every way. He found what he had been searching for, he found acceptance and fulfillment.

Honorable mentions: Akaza!

Thank you for your submission you are so awesome and never let anyone tell you anything different! You are perfect the way you are! Thank you and if you have any request let me know! Btw we are friends now!

Thank you for playing!

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how to remember who is who

aka another guide bc i’m so lit for this

NAMJOON

tall. legs. if he’s breaking something (lmao). the DIMPLE. good english! while he’s singing/rapping -- a deep voice.

JIN

dad jokes. the lips. those lips, dude. if you’re thinking “damn, this man is gorgeous,” it’s jin. the windshield wiper laugh. while he’s singing -- a lighter, higher voice. sounds a little nasally (not in a bad way!)

YOONGI

small but really skinny. pale skin. if there’s one who looks like he doesn’t want to be there.... it’s yoongi. a gummy smile (you can see his gums when he smiles its cute as hell). probably with hobi/hoseok. while he’s singing/rapping -- kind of muffles his words? raps really fast.

HOSEOK

always smiling. long face (they make fun of him,,, they call him horse face,,, be nice 2 hobi) if there’s one being loud/yelling, that’s hoseok. loves to dance and wears very exciting fashions (they all do). while he’s singing/rapping -- makes a lot of sound effects. also! even tho he’s in the rap line, he’s a great singer!!

JIMIN

the smallest boy. blushy. great lips.... and cheeks... and eyes.... and amazing at dancing (”halle you’re being a goof”). besides jin, he’s got the highest voice. sounds like an angel. while singing -- very high... if you think that’s an angel on the track, there’s a 1 in 7 chance it’s park jimin.

TAE

eyebrows. he also loves wearing gucci (he went thru a phase). right now he’s got a mullet..... oh sweetheart. PEACE SIGNS ,,, aka the v sign. if there’s someone doing something dumb -- it’s tae. when singing -- he’s got the deep, deep voice.

JUNGKOOK

always making fun of the older members in the group (he’s the youngest). good at everything. a lil muscle man,,,, he’s younger than me but he’s ripped?? ok jk,,, square up. while singing -- he’s got a really clear voice? like idk how to explain it, but he’s good at everything (they call him the golden maknae -- maknae is korean for little brother i think? hyung is older brother)

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What do you think of the other spring day members' vocals?? I've seen lots of different opinions like seonho was basically whispering in the beginning or jinyoung has a great vocal tone, etc.

oh wow okay i have a lot to say and some (more than half) of it is pr negative i dont hate them i just see clear vocal flaws

Let’s start from the bottom up - Yongjin. There’s a lot of kids on the show that I think aren’t qualified to debut and yongjin is definitely one of them. He had quite a lot of parts for someone who not only has a little less attractive tone but also little technique. His first line had off-pitch notes - see if it was something like a weird fast line or a run it wouldve been forgivable but it was just a melody line. He has a high voice but not a big range from what im seeing? His one good example of pitch accuracy and good breathing (altho that larynx tho) is somewhere @ 2:17

And then there’s the one trainee that really shocked me with this performance - Seonho. Yes at the beginning he was whispery because that passes his low octaves hence I think they shouldve just slightly change up the melody line. He has probably the smallest range in the group. Very very soothing flow in his mid range. Very very airy and light singing style in general. Really pleasantly surprised since I thought hed do somewhat badly. Nothing much to say bc he didnt get a lot of lines rip.

And then we have Baejin who has a nice tone he definitely does but his complete lack of technique turns his lovely tone kinda sloppy. I can also hear quite a but of nasal. His transitions to head voice was messy and lazy, you could say there wasnt any transition at all. And then there’s his breath control which bugged me so much. He messes up transition on and pitch accuracy due to his breath control. My old choir teacher drilled this into my head - open your mouth when you sing. Yeah it sounds pr clear that to sing you have to open your mouth but like.. really open it.. because his vowel shapes and tone was constrained by him not opening his mouth enough which was a shame. Even if he had the nicest tone in the world it couldnt have balanced him back from the lack on the technical side. Hope he doesn’t debut in the top 11, take time to get those things down, and then debut as a lead vocal because he has potential for sure.

I’ve already posted my bits on Kenta, but after a few more listens i’d say his problems rn are pitch accuracy during downward movements in lines. Other than that yall can look at my old post to see me scream abt him in this performance.

Our main dependable fresh clear vocal, with a slight mistake, but its ok bc overall he was still the best. Let’s address the big moment first - the “crack”. It wasnt a crack. His voice didn’t head for a different pitch. Woojin simply didn’t take a enough breath in for that note and when he was just about to project it he noticed that he was running out of breath so hesitation also took part in that busted note. Although a pr clear mistake, do notice that this is the first time there’s been breathing problems with him ever since his The Voice days. I’ve taught a vocal class with middle school kids before he reminds me of that. Great range, phenomenal clear and projected tone, but any slight nerves and they cause the strain on their voice right away. The stage mentality is something you can build with time and I think P101 is perfect for him to develop that. As for everything else wow im not surprised because lil’ Woojin (almost) always delivers. His plate usage is so good for someone so young, as well as his agilty and pitch awareness. His musicality seems very well developed at that age, dynamic delivered through the lines perfectly. I might go on for days if I say everything good about it so I’ll stop lmao

About the overall performance:- Cutting out the beat to make it more ballad-y was a bad idea because it was so sparse and the song itself is pr plain- Terrible line distribution, given that after the first part most of the things were in their favor (generally range mid-high)- Song choice was bad from the beginning since imo its pretty plain- Generally bellow average line up performing above average so its not that bad- Kenta and Seonho should’ve gotten morE LINES DAMMIT

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A ton of reviews just in courtesy of Terminal Boredom (they still hate 10" records):

ANMLS s/t LP Chilean street punko's who love to shout together - a lot and often. Reminiscent of 80's Spanish language boot-stompers Cicatriz, Eskorbuto and the like, but with added filth-blown guitars that are left tryna' cut through layers of amp cone dust and a seeping to the surface 70's rock cockpunch. The hardcore leanings and gang vocals calm a tad as the sides play on and I'm starting to hear echoes of John Reis riffage in the aptly titled "Instrumental" and the flip's opener, "V'amanos De La Ciudad". Thanks to "Pirata" they practically give you an Oi anthem at the end. Sort of a shock to see Slovenly head in this direction, as I'd expect the band to hook up with Lengua Armada, Sorry State or some other stateside stable of cellar dwellers. Is Ruleta Rusa still active? These cats should team up with them for a US stretch. Either way, I have no real knowledge of international hardcore (outside of Italy), so I'm gonna' shut up now and let you dig in on your own.(RSF)

The Cavemen "Nuke Earth" LP "Nuke Earth" is the third time these sleaze-Zealanders have been found rifling through the rubbage bins of garage shock past to toss a full platter. The best tracks within float to the surface - kinda' like pull tabs or smoke butts floating in the fetid water of a gas station squeegee bucket - and scramble about, attempting to create something along the line of a budget-punker's K-Tel collection. These cavemanish boys crank things off with "Lust For Evil" a tune that's got one boot planted firmly in the Oblivians camp and the other can be found kicking the 'Tards squarely in the gonads. Leather-jacketed riff warriors, hopped up on CPC (get it?!) and unleashing dueling leads and hostile vibes aplenty. "Janey" lightens things a tinge with some boozy balladry and organ rottens the rock during tunes like "Batshit Crazy" and "Concrete Town" in a way that could bring both Lost Sounds lovers, Spits fanatics and tattooed MCD car-show greasers lovingly together for a sock hop. Duster-huffers will rejoice to the dum-dum Dictator clunk of "Chernobyl Baby" and "Thug" which reeling in a meaty Gizmos/Penetrators spew. "Dont Wanna Hang" strips veneers in guitar frazzle and New Bomb Turk velocity. It's like having the Las Vegas Shakedown start up again, right there on your very own turntable! The parts may be aftermarket, but there's gonna' be some paunchy yet pleased turkeys around these forums real soon. (RSF)

ぐうたら狂 Gūtara KYŌ s/t 10” Damn, this here is a firecracker! What lies within these grooves are obliterated Teengener-ized riffs, and demented psycho-wails, all walloping upside the punk velocity of something akin to prime 80's Gauze. "Drive" got a lead that's reminiscent of a garage slop take of an old Soundgarden tune (I'm dead serious!) and it's pokin' out of a deteriorating Stalin bootleg. "Daydream" and "It's Gotta Be You" ride along hardcore gallops, rendered futile due to some of the gnarliest production filth since Tim Kerr was knob twisting. The shining light in all this scree would be the soulful belter "Romance" that kicks off the flip. This gold star doom rocker features strained crooning and a truly putrid solo that's - of course - blown all to snuff. It wouldn't feel outta' place on that 'Tokyo Flashback' sampler at all. Fo' real tho' - this platter could clear the sinuses of the most jaded of High Rise fan. Hell, Gutara Kyo is good enough to make me overlook the fact these songs are pressed up on the lamest of all formats (the dreaded 10") with a goddamn dumb 45 hole. Hey Pete, knock it off! All snark aside, I'd still tell folks to buy this, even if it was only available on floppy disc. Scum Stats: 100 copies pressed up on red and black splatterwax.(RSF)

Hand & Leg s/t LP Greek duo doing their best impersonation of that gluey/Krauty/fuzz-buzzy sound that the French has dominated for the past decade. This co-ed bass and drums act strips their music down to the bleached bone, leaving the sorta' repetitive weed-wacker chops and threadbare beats that Wire fans should froth over. Standout tracks like "Dogshit Country" lighten the low plod load a smidge, letting the high strings shine as if Godheadsilo was taking on a Volt tune. "Bloody Hole" closes us shop in a full two minutes of tone drone and irritated wail before the "song" proper takes flight within a spattered cacophony of pie-plate thwack and chanted vocals. Soothing to one's skull as This Heat. Dig yer feet in the sand, people. Scum Stats: 100 on clear vinyl.(RSF)

Häxxan "The Magnificent Planet Of Alien Vampiro II"" LP Nasally Israeli psych-boogie, for the moderne youth market. The press release mentions playing with Ty and them Fuzz comparisons are pretty on point in these here grooves. They also trot out bratty, childlike pop tantrums that should speak to the Burgerooligans that follow these updates as well. What you mostly get on this is quiet/loud dynamics pushing out a Black Angels/Frijid Pink hybrid. There's quite a bit of local flavor in their guitar pyrotechnics, so world-beat freaks and psych aficionados should perk up. Most of it makes for a fine fried background rock, but nothing is really sticking to my maw. A couple of tracks do stand out - "Circle Of Quantum" and "Snakes In My Hair" - both nearly seared my eyebrows off like the best moments of C.A. Quintet "Trip Thru Hell" with swirling, woozy leads and vocals lost in the arid desert wind. The whole ride is easy to digest and makes for decent afternoon accompaniment, but gotta' say I wanted more like those two aforementioned tracks. Better than the countless Ty & Dwyer clones we've had to weather so far. Better than the King Gizzard knock-offs to come. Let's just be happy today.(RSF)

Νόμος 751 (Nomos 751) s/t LP Electroshok-rockers that clatter along like a Grecian Metal Urbain. Drum machine robot riddims and twisted rockabilly riffs fighting against various space trash splatter and the occasional Spits-take on skate punk. There's a Grande Triple Alliance vibe rippling underneath that's hard to shake as well as more than a couple nods in the early Red Mass direction I use to enjoy (long before that act stank it up with Mac Demarco's hair-footed guest spots). I should ramble more about the tracks involved, but my janky-assed computer's 'bout to crash for yet another twenty minute interval - so I'm just gonna' go pogo about like some metaloid mutant instead. Give 'er a go!(RSF)

Proto Idiot "Leisure Opportunity" LP How the hell did the Hipshakes connection escape me?! Proto Idiot is way less Oblivian and way more Adverts than the 'shakes ever were. This here's a jagged pop-gone-puke to tunes like "Better Way Of Life" and "Angry Vision" - the sorta' stuff Jaytard did solo and that Useless Eater kid slung about. Comparisons to Devoto-era Buzzcocks seems apt, and there's a tad of 'Chairs Missing' up in here too. Honestly, either this is a love letter to the entire UK punker past catalog or I'm just an asshole who thinks so 'cuz of the English accent. Hey - it's the GG King Of The UK! Still, I'm perplexed that I never knew the Hipshakes were related. I'm bad at this game. I'd way rather party with this Proto Idiot than those stuffy shirted Protomartyr's out there. Good Fun. 'Nuff said. Scum Stats: 100 on green vinyl.(RSF)

Subsonics "Flesh Colored Paint" LP In this time of reunions around the corner for every wang-dang-doodle of a band that falls under the Budget Rock blanket, it shocks me to no end that Atlanta's Subsonics have never even given up. I've evidently been in the dark for nearly a decade (Sorry Slovenly/Sorry Subsonics.) as "Flesh Colored Paint" is their eighth full length. The band continues to do what they do best - muggy southern stomp filtered through Marc Bolan flutter and a Cramps-ian cha-cha heel strut. This sorta' glitter shimmer fits snugly nestled in the crotch region, somewhere between American Death Ray, Danny & The Darleans and so on. They've always been in my peripheral and I've witnessed them bring quite a solid live revue in my times, but they've never seemed tough enough to break me during my boozy-fueled heyday. NOW - on the other hand - being older, wiser and actually warming up to the voice of Brian Ferry - this stuff is pretty damn sharp! I'm fully locked down on the track "Begging Hands" here, which proves beyond any doubt that these swingers are as big of fans of Radley Metzger's 'Score' skinflick as I am. Elsewhere they beat on the traps like a Black Time light, less set on grate and more on the grind. "Die A Little", "Cold Cold World" and "In The Black Spot" ride in the Velvet's lil' Reed wagon, possibly playing at the wrong pitch. "I Must Be Poisoned" and "I'm The Most Popular Boy In Town" are cut from the same girl group worship and sequenced catsuit that Kid Congo stitches together with his Pink Monkey Birds. "Permanent Thaw" fires off that Black-Angels-Death violin scrape along its woozy train track clack and tunes like "Why Should Anybody Care At All" feature squirrelly, ragged soloing, as if front-mouth and string-slinger Clay Reed was dry humping his gee-tar on the studio floor (and chances are, he did). A good party platter for the red eyed sect. Now while we're at it, let's wax up them early WorryBird CDs!(RSF)

The Monsieurs "Deux” LP Knowing how much I loved Tunnel Of Love - one of the finest bombastic blowouts to cross my blurred vision in the early aughts - I feel like a lamestain for sleeping on this act for so long. Well, I fixed that over the past few months. Here I am, warming by the fire during this wintry bluster and ingesting another fine Andy MacBain release. Between this stuff and the Andy California EP, he's keeping Slovenly's Gladiators on the garbage rock radar (not that they ever really fell of it in the first place). The opener "Burning Flame" and "I Will Run" are straight up crash/bang shards of garage violence and if you said to me these were lost Tunnel Of Love tracks, I wouldn't argue it one bit. Things chill and take pop-ier turns within tunes like "Suburban Girls" and "At The Hop". Not saying cutesy levels of pop, but there's a definite whaff of catchy albeit retched perfection ala' Nobunny or Ramones girl group grabs. The femmes on deck keep Andy's cock-swingin' machismo at bay, adding great touches of Toody-esque back ups, forceful fuzzed power chords and abusive can bashing. "Get Right Get Ready" is rears a Karp riff and shoves it, clawing smack into the face of some delirious Dollrod slop. That's not a bad place to be - crawling around in a metallic Danny Kroha muck. Wrapping this fast lil' fucker up is "My War", which brings all the above elements to a broil, splattering about like a scorched Love cover turned beat-punk brat psych and going gloriously wrong. A wooly ride. Will ride again. Scum Stats: 100 copies on orange.(RSF)

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OH GOD why isn't there an option to hug Igor I did lol a bit at how confused the protagonist was tho. I mean, this is a twist that only really has such a heartwarming factor if you've been playing previous games in the series! After a whole game of getting used to that new voice actor its just a punch in the heart to hear the true nasally dorky voice that mr Halloween grandpa is supposed to have! Seriously, who would have thought the answer to 'why did they recast his actor' was 'because his face was stolen by Satan'??? Tho I do still think that proper Igor's voice might have been recast too. Or maybe it just sounds a bit odd cos its been ages since I played the previous games. IN ANY CASE IM FUCKIN CRYING COS GRANDPA IS HERE And for like the first time ever, your other party members get to meet the velvet room attendants! and they have a more active role in the final plot! And everything is sparkly awesome!!! AND IGOR ISNT EVIL AND ISNT DEAD AND IM JUST VERY HAPPY Oh and the secret identity of Morgana is... One of the velvet room attendants?! Out of all things, I didn't see that coming! Well, his colour scheme is the same but with a focus on black instead of blue. Feels so obvious in retrospect!!! Apparabtly igor created Morgana to help guide us on our journey and protect us from the fake Igor, so he's basically a lil kitty shaped angel! And I've gotta laugh at Igor being all 'well I have like five seconds til I Die' and then wasting time designing a super marketable kitty mascot XD I do feel sad tho for Morgana cos he really hoped that he was a human. And its double sad cos practically every other velvet room creature ever has been at least 90% humanoid. I mean, he still wouldn't be human but at least he could look like one! Curse you Igor and your now canonical love of cute animal mascots!! (No but also ILU IGOR NEVER LEAVE AGAIN) But this does mean there's totally a precident for Morgana being able to gain a human appearance! If this game does end with him getting officially added into the roster of fusion attendant siblings then I'm gonna FUCKIN draw the fuck out of fanart of that!!!!! ... But AAAAAAA the game is giving me ominous hints that Morgana might actually die at the end :( I JUST SAVED IGOR, DONT KILL OFF ANOTHER OF MY FAVES YO Also Caroline and Justine kinda died too, even though they just fused back into their original form who has bits and pieces of both personalities. Still I admire that they made such a sacrifice for me, and seriously the whole game would have ended if they didn't break out of their roles and save me from fake Igor! I wanna take new fused girl out for icecream after all this, I will be your big bro if you need one aaaaa IM SO HAPPY SHE HAS HER DAD BACK HER WEIRD UNCLE GRANDPA DAD FRANKENSTEIN IGOR MAN THE TRUE EMBODIMENT OF GOODNESS IN THIS UNIVERSE