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stupidscav · 7 months

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really love how my school forces me to do a class that makes me want to off myself because I can't understand any of it and any time I tell them "hey this is really stressing me out I can't do any of this" they say "just ask for help" even though it literally NEVER GOT ME HELP

all of my math classes are like this. im going to get yelled at. I'm going to get grounded. I'm gonna get punished. I'm gonna get everything that keeps me sane taken away. because I can't do this fucking class. I just know it my family is going to be so disappointed that their "smart little child" is fucking breaking down from this bullshit class. I can't keep a C+ forever.

I love how my school treats students who need more support!! they just said "fucking deal with it not everyone is having the same problems" when they literally are. it does not help that I've always been used to one style of teaching: the teacher.. guess what

ACTUALLY TEACHING US!!! I love you last grade math teacher Mrs. N I love you so much Ms. I is a BITCH

I know I'm gonna end up in a ditch before I finish schooling.

#suicide #suicide mention #im not saying im going to do it btw im not. things have changed so much and j donr wanr to leave it behind #but jesus fucking christ i dread my math class all i want to do in it is die #im not built for this bullshit.#bro they look at me like “oh youre a smart kid you can do it” no i fucking can't how many times do i have to tell you #they just dont listen to anyone who needs anything #i donr know if its because how my brain works or if this class is just as bad for everyone #but clearly thw latter is proving more true and the autism is a nice little addon to rhat stress #vent #scav feels shitty #i hate my math teacher #rant

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