#i dont think grace counts that whole relationship was dumb and i dont like 2 aknowledge it

[consoledacup]

I know all american is heavy on the romantic ships, but can you rank your favorite friendships and why? just the pure platonic friendships....chemistry, communication, just, pureness, the overall good feel of the dynamics etc. I know the ships are the selling point, but i feel like they have some of the most underrated friendship dynamics in teen drama tv. I feel like there's no middle ground either with friendship dynamics on this show you either love the dynamic or dont care for it, and I'm curious which friendships are your faves and why?

Oh, man. Please keep in mind this ranking is my opinion as per usual. Here are some pretty hot takes, I suspect. Also, I'm in full agreement with you. The friendships are very much underrated.

5) Laura/Grace/Denise - I'm obsessed with their trio. I can't believe Grace and Laura settled their history and learned to really lean on each other. And Denise has a heart of gold and is such a friend to them. I was blown away at how both women supported Laura after Billy's death. Please give me more scenes of them. They're goofy, sweet, thoughtful... they bring the best out of each other.

4) Asher/Jordan – I really respect friendships that allow each person to grow and learn from each other. They sucked as friends in s1, but they've both individually grown so much as the seasons progressed. And it's satisfying to see that their growth extends to their dynamics with each other. I'd love nothing more than to see Asher coaching Jordan one day. And more than that, they pushed past these dumb high school stereotypical dude bro barriers and are unquestionably there for each other now.

3) Olivia/Jordan – I mean, they're twins, but this counts, right? I've loved their bond from the beginning. But they've come to fully support each other and lean on each other in ways that have only strengthened their relationship. They will move heaven and earth to make sure the other is loved, cared for, and safe. Their sibling dynamic isn't always perfect, but it is really beautiful.

2) Layla/Olivia – I love them. I think they've had their own slowburn happening the whole time. They had to get through the guy stuff to get to the other side. They've constantly been there for each other through the loud and quiet moments of life. Even the times in their lives when they were too hurt to be around the other, they never stopped caring. Friendship is a choice. And they've chosen each other over and over.

1) Jordan/Spencer – What can I say? I love their imperfect, ridiculous, super sweet brotherly bond. I love any time we get to see them play on the field, and I love how they confide in each other and always have each others' backs. I love how quick they are to forgive each other, and I love how their friendship has served to change parts of themselves for the better. They really were an unexpected, beautiful pairing, and they make me really happy.

[gabrielmorrison]

all offense @ myself but im really proud that im like. super over my crush ??? like ya he still got a very smoochable face but i (for a very unrelated reason obvs) have his name in my url and i didnt even think about it till like an hour ago (and ive been trying to get this url for weeks lol) like ye go me 

[celestialallstars]

Episode #9: “Beggars can't be choosers and I'm already on my knees” - Jack

Ok well never mind Drew just got booted which NOBODY TOLD ME ABOUT??? Like if Matt had gone it'd have been one thing because I would've heard at least the name of the person who actually went, people might've been honest for once. But noooooooo let's create this Drew concoction and once again leave Jack out of a vote! I mean, would I have voted Drew out? I don't know, probably not. But still it's the principle. Was I kept safe? Yes, but another ally and former Cyrena left. My numbers keep dwindling and I am scraping the bottom of the barrel here.

So this round I want Mitch gone. I don't trust him too much, as I know he isn't as close to Bryce as I am. Which scares me cause Bryce is my ally right now. I know me and Mitch are in this 8 person alliance, but that shit means NOTHING to me. As I never said i wanted to be in it. So Ya FUCK THAT. Time for me to push mitch this round.

Drew is out but I decided to be honest about it with Michael. Ill talk with Chloe today and try and do some chatting with Jack too but beside that I usve hope for a few tribals wooo! Or maybe its time to die, we'll see ha

I’m already over this game and it’s final fucking 12. I shouldn’t have played I should’ve just hosted this is all my worst orgs on fucking steroids because everyone’s too busy fetishizing this anti-Cyrena agenda. I don’t care if it’s not a thing, there’s no reason to target Matt and I and leave us out of votes when we have 0 agency and are literally 2 votes up for grabs. But nobody gives a flying fuck about logical gameplay and like fine, be a moron, and have fun getting blindsided at 9th when all the easy votes are gone and you were too busy standing around with your dick in your hand to put yourself in a better position. Fuck this season and fuck this cast

Today's to do list:

Call Jared Yell at Jared Tell Jared he's not beating his Wakea placement Hang up Win immunity Cry myself to sleep

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"yikes, you’ve been shot!" is a common theme for me this season

Watching the immunity was pretty telling I'd say, as random as it was. Having it said, it's been down to Loris, Zach, and Bryce for hours now. THE smart thing is to give Bryce immunity and up his threat level, but alas we gotta get a  show out of it lol.

So uh.... forget everything I said about Jared I guess because he wants to work with me? Lmao. Idk man like, can I really trust anyone besides Michael and Matt at this point? Not really, but Jared is the ONLY other person to legitimately give me a lifeline here (I don't count Mitch/Chris or any of the BS Zach/Bryce are giving me) so I have to take it, find some footing, figure out if I can actually get through this early merge here. I'm keeping my head down unlike my past games and I'm letting the game come to me. Beggars can't be choosers and I'm already on my knees

I FOUND AN IDOL!! I cant say I thought this would happen but I am so happy that it did! I just hope I can do right by this immunity idol! I got help out of Stephen so I am just so thankful for that!!

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So I have this feeling things are not going to go the way I wish so. Rhys is gathering troops to get Mitch out and he's already gone to Bryce who told me and Zach, and Jared. How does he have numbers? BECAUSE HE HAS FLIPPED. We might as well should've had Kori in the chats because both have said the same thing as far as contributions go

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Now I am in a pickle, not knowing if Jared/Bryce/Zach all want to flip after they wnet on a call together. Its a little concerning not gonna lie. What makes this worse is that like we are putting ourselves in a position where we HAVE to do play certain way. I dont want to be 6-5 I want to have cushion and Rhys is doing exactly what I figured he would be doing just early. I need to figure out exactly how willing the others are for this before its too late

So last tribal was a little bit of a rough one and the day after wasn’t too great either I just felt drained the entire day but I didn’t sign up for all stars to lose after being blindsided I came to win and I need to do whatever I can to get that fighting spirit back. I’m not out of this yet and hopefully the relationships I’ve built plus the killshot results mean that we can get a nice little blindside going.

What’s the German word for when people ask you if you’ve heard anything about the vote knowing full well you haven’t been privy to any information all merge?

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Bryce telling me Mitch’s name??? 8.5 hours before tribal??? You really do love to see it. Michael told me Jared told him Mitch as well, so I’ll probably hear from Jared soon. This is beautiful stuff I could give less of a fuck about Mitch going. Everything’s coming up Millhouse!

These bitches are conspiring against me.

So, Rhys has been feeling antsy and decided he wants to flip on our 8. Tbh it's probably a smart move for him since he's the least incorporated of the 8 and would likely get 8th if my understanding of the situation is anything to go by. Soooo I can't exactly blame him, but, that's not all.

Bryce is ALSO wanting to flip. It seems so early for a well-connected member of the alliance to want to do something like that, so I imagine it's because he wants to play the middle between this group and the 4 outside of it. Rhys and Bryce may have leaked the alliance already, and, if they did that, then they also probably leaked how everyone was pretending Matt was the target at the last vote.

This group seems to be planning to vote Mitch out tonight, which isssssss bad. Very bad. Especially bad for me since he is one of my closest allies.

Chris found an idol, though, and I'm really hoping we can save it for late-game. There's still a chance this vote can turn around though. That's what I'm hoping for.

IM BEING DUMB IDK WHAT TO DO UGH I WANT MITCH OUT HTIS ISNT SMART THIS ISNT LIKE ITS NOT I KNOW THAT BUT IM DOING IT ANYWAY THIS IS A MISTAKE I KNOW IT IS JFAKDHK BUT IDK HOW TO PLAY THIS GAME BC I THINK PPL SAY IM A THREAT AND I CAN ONLY PLAY UTR SNAKE NOT THIS WHOLE KUMBAYAH THING PPL GOT GOING ON

hi. so . after I almost win immunity after it was given to bryce when hes  already won immunity in another social challenge, now bryce  wants to vote mitch because ‘he Doesn’t like him’. I don’t know who the votes going to be and I rlly like Mitch so like I’m gonna pray and try to make sure it’s not him :( Fuck bryce

Okay... so. This round has been quite a lot, and I am going to try to explain it piece by piece because I have probably played more game in this round than I have the rest of the game combined.

Rhys told me that he wants to flip, and then Bryce told me that Zach also wants to flip (along with himself) against Mitch. I did not want to deal so I went to sleep.

I called Zach the same night and tried to gauge how much trust he has in me by admitting that Rhys wants to flip, and seeing how he would react towards me. He played very coy which is very... Zach.

Bryce told me that he went to Chris about flipping and that Chris shut it down, so I quickly went and leaked to Chris and showed my disinterest in flipping. I made a plan to call Zach and Bryce and try to convince them that this was the wrong move. (Keep in mind this was all the same night, after the immunity results.) I thought I made up some ground and pointed them in the direction of targeting Michael, but I would soon realize that they were just placating me. The call ended with Zach saying that he wanted to get Stephen's thoughts in the morning.

Come the morning, I hatch this crackhead plan to get Mitch the merge idol. According to Stephen from the night before, we were only 11 steps away from the end of the bridge. At 9 AM Bryce quickly searches and says "IT APPEARS WHATEVER WAS ONCE HERE IS GONE AHHH" (I was using my 3 person alliance to get myself or Bryce the idol, not knowing that I would regret doing that.) Being that Bryce said the exact line as if something were missing, I thought there were a couple possible scenarios: 1. He straight up lied. 2. Stephen actually got to the end of the bridge the night before. 3. The night before after everyone had guessed, Bryce took the numbers to a 3rd party (Zach) so they could get the idol.

So that plan was dead. I then considered, "what if I give Mitch my idol?" I quickly realized I would probably regret that in a few rounds.

I spent the rest of today formulating a plan to position myself in everyone's good graces no matter what the outcome of the vote is. I told Rhys I would help him recruit the minority to vote Mitch. I messaged all of them about the vote, and then I came clean with Chloe on call saying that "even though the vote is Mitch, we should be aware that it aligns with Bryce and Zach's agenda and they threw your name." I then communicated to Chris, Loris, and Stephen what Rhys said and my distaste for flipping.

You may wonder where the sudden distrust for Bryce came from. Well, Chris told me that Loris said "Bryce had this planned before immunity (voting for Mitch)." I'm thinking Bryce probably just used me to get to Zach but still wants us to be the F3. My interests don't seem to be aligning with theirs.

With that being said I will likely be voting for Mitch tonight. RIP to the brodie, you deserved better. I will try my best to put off using my challenge advantage and my idol for as long as possible, and I will be trying to play both sides between the Zach/Bryce duo and Chris.

So I’m finally in danger of going (love that). I’m praying someone doesn’t have an idol because I feel like the rehidden one has been found. It’s between me and matt but if I stay which I think is likely, I have to do a better job communicating. I think that’s what got me in this position in the first place. If this is my last confessional I really hope jared Stephen or Chris wins. They are all playing solid games and I will be cheering them on from the sideline

jared thinks hes so funny calling zach but not me like. all i demand from allies is complete loyalty and that they talk to no one else. is that asking too much???

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Mitch is voted out 6-5-1. He becomes the 1st member of our jury!

Watch his exit interview below:

[diaryofan-f-listpornstar-blog]

im pretty confident i wanna just die im torn weather this is the end or the beginning of my coming of age mid 20s movie my whole life ive had this thing about me where people just seem to be anti me. it sounds crazy but theres been like tons of situations like the time i was at a party in high school and this guy said dont tell no one i was here and smiled and said alright guy. i aint really know him. he thought inwas bein sarcastic and choked me. i hate him i still wanna fuck him up. theres this other time where we had this dumb assignment where we had to break social norms and we couldnt really think of anything ground breaking so we decided to buy some drink from starbucks using pennies. when my friend did it they compt his drink thinkin it was funny. when i did it they made me count the whole thing up. i mean i know that was probably what was gonna happen but it always bothered me. instead of getting by on charm and looks i learned i had to have some sort of function to be valuable and liked. now that im like hella an adult i hate this part of me. i feel like just so far away from people emotionally. im probably simultaneously going through some of the best and worst shit right now and im finding my depression really hard to deal with. i cant really take care of myself lately and i know thats only making me uglier and uglier. this punk house im in has low morale and no hot water and every sink is clogged. i been just too sad to like bring myself to fix anything. im going to paris in less then 2 weeks because people like my clothing. thats cool but im like just so stuck in this fog i like dont even care. on top of this i just feel like my relationship with grace is kind of phasing out. she has another partner and i cant find one because depressed and working alot to make this fashion bullshit work. i dont even know what i want out of life right now. like this is cool and i know success in it is around the corner but i feel like its just that servant part of my life highlighted? is tgat weird like im just out here makin shit that i dont even have a strong meaning for its just random shit and then i have to depend on influencers selling my shit cause they make it "cool" i serve a function to all tge people i see day to day. on top of this my brother with skitzophrenia calls me and begs me to come live with me while half crying half laughing and hea just so fucking far gone its really fucking hard to handle. i just try and be positive and tell him that people arnt out to get him but i feel like were just a few months away from some tragic episode where hell kill someone or hurt himself really bad. hes already had 3-4 different cop scenerios where they had to hold him down and tranqualize him for almost beating up his mom and brothers because he thinks theyre ruining him? on top of this man i just wish my dad was here to navigate this static but hes gone because he did too much meth. he lost his handle too. this bloodline must be cursed or somthing everyone seems crazy and fucked up. on top of this while looking for our porn online i find a shiiiit load like everywhere. and every. single. one. with a comment section is just people baffled by how ugly and hideous i am and how small my dick is. i swear my dick was average like 5.5 but now im all fucked up about that. like its more then popular opinion that im ugly and unlikeable and mow unfuckable. i mean it just kinda verifies all that other shit i was freaking out over when i started this blog. i cant shake this i hate myself mantra i dont know who can help and i just want to be choked to death. i think the only reason i keep going is because my mom invested so much into me that if i killed myself she probably would too. and i cant do that to her. i fee so fucked up and sad and i just feel like my life is a big joke but like a joke told at an empty comedy club where theres just a few drunks who go for the bar because they have the cheapest well drinks.