#i feel like im in emotional limbo or some shit
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#i feel like im in emotional limbo or some shit#like i dont know where these emotions are supposed to go because i dont want to bother anyone with my bullshit#because its a lot of emotional labor and its too much go expect of anyone to deal with my bad brain#but i guess i just feel lost#i hate that i want validation from this guy#this wasnt a problem two weeks ago#like i was fine two weeks ago!!!!!#didnt even know this dude#and now my heads fucked up because i keep trying to avoid disaster by over explaining myself to him#why cant i just sit back and be happy#why cant i just try to schedule a date and look forward to holding hands or something#like he was so clearly into me just last night#and after a singular day of him not texting back i just assume hes lost interest or that he thinks im too much work#which speaks to the problems ive had in the past where people have expressed interest in me#and then just dropped me one day and never talked to me again#im pretty sure this is gonna be a delete later situation#im just scared and insecure and frustrated with myself#and i dont know where to put that
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