grades come out on the 10th i can't enjoy shit
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i'm so hyped about having a new job soon and earning more money and moving to a new place that i can't focus on anything else
like i'm desperately trying to think of a video game to immerse myself in to take my mind off of it, but nothing is grabbing my attention
i don't know what to do with all this energy ._.
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Am I really wrong for not wanting a front row ticket to my brother's alleged drama?
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oh shit i think that tiny can of energy drink had a lot more caffeine than i expected 😬
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Würde gerne neue Leute kennenlernen :)
Und freundschaft schließen 💜
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i work at 7am, it's 1am and i cannot fall asleep
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I'm supposed to meet my friend at the library but she's not answering my texts, and I'm extremely anxious, idk why but the library makes me anxious. Is it rude if I don't go if she doesn't answer? I don't know if she's there or not and I don't think I can go there on my own
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Oh God, I feel so restless. Please give me strength, I do all of this just for You.
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I feel like I'm wasting my summer vacation. A week ago, I had this structured, detailed plan of every single thing I'll accomplish for the next few weeks. I tasked myself to finish the untouched books on my shelf, lose weight, finish going through my closet in search of unwanted clothes to donate, write poems and stories, rearrange my room, sew the sweaters that I wear too much to the point that they need immense repair.
Only one week in and I already feel like shit. I haven't done anything; I've only read 4 pages of The Hunchback of Notre Dame, I barely glanced at the piles of clothes on my desk, and all my disorganized stuff are dressed in dust. I don't know. Perhaps I'm so accustomed to drawing out futile plans that I've forgotten how to breathe them to life. Perhaps I don't know how to take care of myself anymore.
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gave in and took a pill but nothing is helping tonight i s2g
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the unsettling quiet waiting for tomorrows charting
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Hate it when dad's home. Don't feel like myself
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