#i fucking love this guy. a new fav. the engage fav? maybe? im thinking

[sieglinde-freud]

the pandreo experience

[wolfchankki]

I loved your Soobin fic 🤭 and I loved it so so much, and I thought I'd request smtn, idk about you but when I see Beomgyu I always think of him as a bratty bottom, so here's what I'm thinking:

・FemDom reader (Like femfem.. No one can tell she's the top.. I don't see enough of those type of doms iykwim)

The scenario would be that reader and Beomgyu are roommates, reader is more on the introverted side so she doesn't go out much unlike Beomgyu does, which makes him think “She's probably haven't sex before” so he'd tease her until one day reader is over it and puts him in his place!

For kinks I'd want to see some overstimulation, slight degradation (or praising degrades), pet names, maybe a mommy kink?, & toys (vibrators)

That's all from me for now 🤭

Hello babe, good? Thanks for the request! I’m sorry for taking so long to post, but today I finally had a day off, and I hope the little longer writing make up for my delay. You guys are going feral over bratty Beomgyu and I’m loving every moment of it so far JSHKSHKS, for sure I’ll try to engage a little of every kink you put here, and here we stand up for FemFemdoms!

Im sorry for any mistake, I’m writing it totally stressed out AND a little drunk

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Bratty!Beomgyu x FemDom!Reader

overstimulation, degradation, pet names, mommy kink, toys (bullet and wand vibrator), a single face slap, hairpulling, no piv sex

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“Sleepless” (aka my fav Dutch Melrose song)

Tired of him nagging your ears off for four hours straight, you put your headphones on, a chill Spotify playlist giving some peace for your overused hearing sense.

At least for fifteen minutes, before your roommate get bored and took them off of you.

Taking one heavy breath with closed eyes, you finally open them again, not fully ready for Beomgyu’s shit talking again.

“…But are you really still virgin?” Asked after straight four minutes of a monologue of “how people over 20 shouldn’t be virgins anymore”.

For fucks sake.

No, you’re not virgin, but what’s the problem if you were? You could be religious, or that could be just your choice. Why is he so bothered by the thought of you having or not sex?

“Not of your business, Choi, now let me sleep”.

“I can’t! I’m now sure that you’re a freaking virgin and you’re just ashamed to admit. How can you sleep knowing that you’re over 20 and still virgin?”

His logic just doesn’t make sense enough for you, so you just fix the hem of your purple dress with a huff. You put him after your bath since your pajamas are on the dryer.

“I know you’re tired, but listen: you never, never, hang out alone or with someone, you’re always occupied ever since I know you, so you can’t possibly had sex before. So, you’re virgin!”

“Yeah yeah, you figured out the biggest secret of my life, now let’s sleep, Beomgyu” your tired voice gave some chills to the boy’s spine, observing you undo the Dutch braid of your hair, your almost everyday hair style. You thought that just agree with him would save you a little mental sanity.

Oh girl, how wrong.

“Ha! You virgin!” he scoffed “Are you waiting for your prince?”

“Guess you want to be this prince, since you’re making it such a big deal” you answered, rolling your eyes.

“Maybe, it would be lovely to make such a damsel cry for my cock” even not looking at him, you could hear the smirk in his voice.

That was the last straw you needed.

Standing up in a hurry, you gave no time for him to make another joke before you slapped him across the face.

He looked at you, too shocked to speak, hand in his red cheek.

Your stinging hand runs to his hair, taking in a fistful of his overgrown locks.

“Listen to me, very very carefully, Beomgyu. Now, you’ll shut your dirty mouth and do exactly what I want, am I clear?”

At first, he was too shocked with the attitude to speak, so, as little reminder of his new position, you tighten the grip in his hair.

“Yes, ma’am!”

Surprised by his sudden politeness into calling you “ma’am”, you hum at his response. You forcefully make him lay on your own bed, leaving him there to make sure the door is locked.

He wanted to ask if you’re that desperate for losing your virginity as a tease, but he already knows better and kept his mouth shut for the first time.

“You’re unsufferable, Choi, I’m worn-out of it. You need to learn your place for now on, so, that’s how its going to work: first, I’m not going to have sex with you, bad dogs like you don’t deserve it, but you feel a little of what I could do with you if I really wanted to. If something gets too much, just say “red”, then I’ll stop, and if you’re feeling good to continue, say “green”. If you don’t say “red”, I’ll stop whenever I feel like it. Ill not tie you up for now, but if you fucking think about touching me, you’ll regret it.”

Dazed, Beomgyu just nods eagerly. Who’s desperate now?

“You’re just a dumb, desperate whore, Beomgyu, ill make it clear for you since you’re too stupid to realize it by yourself.”

He hated the way his cock throbbed in his pants.

“Sit properly” you demand, “and take off your clothes”.

A little troubled, he does what you want, wondering what you going to do.

While he takes his clothes off in no hurry, you went to your wardrobe and take some things from the last drawer. Beomgyu was shocked seeing the wand and the bullet vibrators in your hand.

“You…”

“It’s clean, don’t you worry about it.”

“I would ask if you… When you use it?” for the first time ever, you saw him blushing at his own question.

“You’re always not home, sometimes I need to relax” you answer as if it was nothing. He didn’t answer.

“Why ae you so quiet now, uh?” you tease “Not so cheeky anymore, Gyu?”

The simple nickname made shivers run down his spine. Good.

Is something hard to explain, the sensation of knowing that you’re the one in charge now, also acknowledging that the whole time, you’ll be fully clothed, while he’s all exposed to you. Is something powerful, this kind of dominance.

“Are you okay? Use your words, Beomgyu” is always good to check up on the subbing one, know if they’re mentally prepared to continue the scene, you know it well.

“Yes, ma’am”.

“You know why I am doing it?’’ you asked, walking towards his naked self, sat in the middle of the bed”

Beomgyu didn’t answered, looking away, making you chuckle.

“Soon you’ll know.”

You pretty dress moves with your body while you sit in bed next to him, exposing your tights a little more, drawing his attention towards them.

“Enjoying the view?”

“Very much, actually.”

Here’s the cheeky tone again.

“Lay on your back. I want you to lay your head on top of your hands, arms up.”

This time, he takes a little more time to react to your words, but you let him take his time without pushing too much further, knowing that everything of it is new to him.

He finally obeys, laying on the bed just the way you wanted, looking at the ceiling.

“Not so brave anymore, bitch?”

He huffs, you ignore.

Looking down, you could see his half hard member.

“Is my dumb whore enjoying it? Enjoying being called this dirty things, uh?”

Your fingertips run along his thigh softly and you observe him chilling and his cock twitching. He closed his eyes with a deep breath. You take advantage of it and take the wand vibrator in your hand, turning it on in the lowest setting at the base of his dick.

He let out a strangled, surprised moan, his hands already flying towards you arm for support, but he remembered your threat, putting his hands back to place.

The game was just starting.

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“Mo-mommy, please!”

His fucked-out expression made you hum, holding one of his trembling thighs in a heavy grip, your nails digging a little in his skin while the bullet made his way to his tip after his first orgasm.

“Mommy? What is it now, uh?” you chuckle “Didn’t new you like it, Beomgyu… But mommy will make you feel good again and again, wasn’t it what you wanted? Mommy’s attention, slut?”

That was when his sobbing started, already feeling overstimulated from just one orgasm. With your iron grip – that he was surprised that you even had the strength to hold him in place – didn’t let him close his leg, making the sensations stronger. He never stimulated himself after the orgasm, and the feeling hit him hard.

“Color, Beomgyu?”

He hated to admit, but the agonizing sensation was making he feel good in some way, and know that the moment he wasn’t feeling well you will stop, made it even more pleasurable for him.

“Green! Green, mommy, ma-make me cum, pleasepleaseple-ah! Please!” You chuckle at his hurry, caressing his thigh.

“Y’know, I shouldn’t let you, you were so, so bad earlier, pup… maybe I don’t let you cum again at all and just stop here…” Being unfair, you turned on again the wand vibrator in a little higher setting at the base of his dick, not taking off the bullet in his tip, making him squirm, moaning louder that you imagine that he would.

“M'sorry! Sorry, mommy, m’sorry!”

“Are you? Are you really sorry, or you’re just a desperate whore to cum?”

“M’really sorry, I-I swear, m’mmy!”

You could tell that he was using all his self-control to not cum without your permission, and fighting the urge to move his hands from their place he so obediently let them.

“Then you can cum, Choi.” You almost don’t finish your words when he came with a scream, barely nothing coming out, his body having strong goosebumps and spasms.

But you just took away the bullet.

He cried, and you straddled his thighs, not letting him move.

“Just one more and we’re done, can you do it for mommy, puppy?”

You observe the fat tears running down his pink cheeks, smiling to yourself, he was so pretty fucked out like this.

“What’s your color, Gyu? Speak to mommy”.

Taking away the vibrator to let him talk, he takes some deep breaths.

“I… I-I think I can, mommy… Green.”

“That’s a good boy! Let me know if gets too much”.

You put the vibrator almost in the highest setting, again finding its way to his dick.

He sobs and bucks his hips hardly but couldn’t do much since you’re pretty comfortable siting in his thighs. He could feel your soaked cunt through your panties in one of his thighs but couldn’t do anything about it with his hands below his head, trying to obey you. He tried to focus on your pretty hair contouring your face and the strap of your dress slipping off your shoulder, an image that he will never forget.

“I’ll ask again; why am I doing it, Beomgyu?”

“I-I was- humph! I was bad to you, mo-mommy!”

“Right! You were very bad and nosy, Gyu, but is okay, mommy will teach you how to behave properly. What do we say when someone does something good for us, Beomgyu?”

The buzz of the vibrator was inebriating both your senses.

“Thanks, thanks for making me le-learn, mommy, thank you, I’m sorry!”

“What a good boy, already learning! You can come when you’re ready, baby, so good for mommy…”

Not a moment after, Beomgyu came, nothing coming out his slit, just spasming uncontrollably below you, tears streaming nonstop from his closed eyes, sobs and hiccups coming out his beautiful shaped mouth. You turn off the tool immediately and get off his thighs, shushing him.

“There there, baby, you did so good for me, so good for your mommy, I’m proud of you, bae.”

You run your fingers in his damp hair, comforting him after what he would say later as the strongest orgasms he had ever had.

“M’sorry, mommy…”

He says after a while with you calming him down.

“I know baby, is okay, mommy is not mad anymore, you did so well for me.”

You smiled and kissed his forehead.

“Can I eat you out?”

He sounds so sudden and innocently shameless, that you had to laugh.

“Not today, baby, I’m good.”

“But, mommy, please-“ he was ready to whine about it, but you cut him off.

“No, Beomgyu. Want mommy to scold you again?” he pouted and shook his head “So, listen to me. I’m tired, and I can bet you’re exhausted. Maybe another time. Just a minute, babe” you rolled your eyes playfully when he whined again when you get out of the bed to take some wipes to clean him.

You clean his chest, lower belly and, of course, his cock. He hisses, but you were fast, so he didn’t complain a lot.

“I’ll get you some water, okay?”

He nods with a small smile while you walk away, looking you up and down. He loves this dress.

When you came back, he was already fast asleep in your bed with his mouth slightly open, drained out of energy. You chuckle to yourself. Maybe he never learns, but its alright, you’ll always remind him his place.

[lanasaved]

sssslithers onto the scene like nagini.... hlo! i’m nai n i’m rly excited to finally return 2 rp. uni is officially Over n i’m living bk at home nw so i actually hav free time again to write. c’est une.... how do u say.... Miracle! some of u might b familiar w lana already bt if not u can find out mre abt her under the cut n feel free 2 like this or hmu fr plots!!!

p.s. this is her pinterest for those of u tht like tht kind of thing

CIS-FEMALE — ever hear people say LANA JAMESON looks a lot like KRISTINE FROSETH? I think SHE is about 22, so it doesn’t really work. The DANCE major is a JUNIOR that is from ALBANY, NEW YORK. They can be + VIVACIOUS, but they can also be - IRRESPONSIBLE. I think LANA might be SHEEP. They are living in BALTA. ( nai. 22. gmt. she/her. )

some random aesthetics: a red water pistol topped up with caribbean rum and covered in stickers of cartoon pin up girls, a vinyl record whirring silently because you got too distracted by a stranger’s hands to reach over and flip sides, giant inflatable flamingos floating in the aftermath of a pool party, smudgy lipstick kisses left like an autograph on someone else’s mirror

ic im sayin she jst got bk from going abroad w louis, this kind of sleazy older man tht manages the camgirls on the website lana works fr. he calls himself a “big exec” at “the company” n mkes it all sound a lot more professional than it is. he also owns this big house w all these different rooms/settings fr the girls to film different kinds of scenes in n is looked up by a lot of ppl bt when asked why they look up to him, nobody ever rly seems to have an answer. jst...a shady figure. lana kind of.... went off the deep end lst semester n ended up deferring her next one after missing her big graded ballet recital. it’s a whole big mess n she’s wearin horse blinders to it. truly jst.... goin on holiday to ignore hw much she’s fuckin things up at school. queen of burying her head in the sand!

frm this point on ive jst pasted her old intro bc im the laziest woman alive n that’s jst life Babey

grew up in a big house in albany, NY, bt also spent time all over the place n was in the city a lot

okay so her mum is an old money socialite / three time campaign model way back when n her dad is a big record label mogul. he owns a label called jameson records n they repped a few big rock bands back in the eighties, altho they’re mostly known for ‘poppy injects’ whose lead singer had a big heroin scandal tht brought down his career. lana p much grew up around musicians snorting lines instead of spooning down cereal fr breakfast n her parents were v much absent her whole life

they’re pretty well off obviously n bc of her relation to such a big music industry figure she’s hung out w a fair few relatively high rep ppl thru her teens. she amassed kind of an instagram following mainly fr her style (v penny lane-esque in some aspects aka lots of fur cuff trimmed jackets bt then also jst…. a wild combination of everything honestly. pastel faux fur coats, seventies style platforms, flame red cowboy boots, pastel coloured fishnet tights n glitter used like highlight Everywhere) n bc she’s undeniably very pretty

her parents always kind of jst… didn’t like her. it was v clear that she was an accident after her older brother caleb n that even when they just had him alone they weren’t cut out for parenthood. they always kind of jst… ignored her n hoped she’d go away. she had to mke herself microwave meals when she ws only like 12 bc they’d forget to get her anything. once she went like 6 days without her mum even looking her in the eyes once

despite this tho!!! she’s always been insanely close w her brother caleb. he’s her whole world. thts why when he decided to sign up to the army she ws understandably scared bt supported him regardless. bt then he wound up getting discharged under grounds of severe ptsd when he witnessed his best friend die in an explosion tht took place in a shock raid. caleb returned home n he was never the same n lana kind of felt like he’d died out there too. he’s in n out of hospital a lot n it’s rly hard on her bt she doesn’t tlk abt it to anyone rly

growing up lana was always a huge social butterfly. jst literally…. knew everyone n everyone definitely knew her. she ws one of those girls tht ws kind of impossible to ignore or forget. very animated, always made u feel like u were the centre of the universe whenever she spoke to u, always made it feel like u were best friends even if ud only spoken to her once. she has this magnetic way abt her tht is kind of hard to find in real life. it’s something ud only rly expect out of a movie character

she’s always been insatiably spontaneous n adventurous. always doing something weird n wild every weekend. she has ten thousand stories tht always earn a laugh or a gasp over how ridiculously absurd they r

anyway so after caleb got back he was rly withdrawn n depressed. he shut lana out n was kind of harsh to her a lot of the time, always telling her to leave him alone or pushing her away. it didnt help either tht lana had a rly traumatic experience w some of her dad’s colleagues at the label when she ws 16 n he was away n she cldnt even tell him abt it once he was bk bc of his own traumas. she kind of jst shut it all in n kept it to herself

this obviously?? made her spiral a lot. she was already a girl tht loved sex (she’d only rly done foreplay before tho) but since her trauma it got…. completely out of hand. it got to a point where she couldnt rly go 2 days without it, probably not even 1. her lowest point has probably been scrolling thru craiglist for anonymous encounters n meeting up w strangers on there fr a quick fuck jst for the thrill even tho it’s insanely dangerous n she cld wind up getting herself killed. it’s v clear at this point tht she has a sex addiction whether she’s ever admitted it or not. in fact she’s so… shameless in her endeavours tht she’s actually currently having an affair w her ballet instructor tanya who’s engaged to b married

she also currently? is working as a cam girl. she found this website bc she trawls… porn stuff a lot n she wound up applying to work as one bc she thought it’d b fun n wld earn her some disposal income (even tho she frankly doesn’t need it bc she’s already well off). the guy tht manages all of the girls on the site is kind of suspect n it’s a whole plot i’m gna unravel where it’s actually like the front for a cult or something wild so. stay posted ig. kgjdkgjh

new development!!!!!!!! cue me trottin around doin jazz hands. she’s actually been cut off by her dad so she’s….. living off the money she has left n has to look to find a job which is jst. a nightmare fr someone like lana bc she’s insatiably irresponsible n destined to be fired from anything she tries to hold down bt. it’ll be interesting bc this means she genuinely has to keep on camming even tho she’s starting not to want to any more bc of other circumstances i won’t elaborate on jst yet winks

personality/some fun facts: uncontrollably flirty. boundlessly confident. cld make a joke out a paper bag n her comedy is sometimes surreal / absurd. she tends to laugh when she feels like crying n has a smile brighter than a ray of texas sunshine. always dapples her fingers thru the breeze when she’s driving in a car w the window down. her fav book as a child used to b alice in wonderland n she’d fantasise abt having her own little wonderland too where everyone knew her name n asked her things n took her on adventures. at the time it didn’t rly strike her how evident it was tht that was bc she was so lonely. she almost always has some sort of sweet on her, whether it’s strawberry laces or gummy bears or cherry lollipops. she adores david bowie n prince n madonna n anyone tht’s a vintage style icon w little care fr what ppl think. wildflowers r her favourites bc they’re the brightest and u can’t buy them. she’s had like 8472493874 ‘relationships’ n none of them hav lasted beyond a month / hav been terrible / hav seen her being treated badly / she’s cheated on them. i dnt think she’s actually been w anyone she hasn’t cheated on in some form or another

plot ideas: exes tht lana’s fucked over hideously. she’d probably cheat a lot and it’d be a whole…mess. mayb someone tht flipped the switch and cheated on her? a cousin plot cld b fun too. a friend tht lana fel out w bc she slept w their significant other. someone tht’s getting lana into drugs?? she’s kind of impressionable/down for anything so tht’s a likely scenario she’d get into tbh. an unrequited crush!! (either way is cool). someone tht is just hanging out w her/using her bc she has a lot of instagram followers or they want to b signed to her dad’s label. someone in a band!! she’d probably make like penny lane n b their groupie/sleep w them all fgjkshgkh. umm a good influence too mayb? oh and a past summer romance/fling tht cld either have meant a lot or not have meant anything at all. bonus points if both of them hav a diff viewpoint on it. honestly?? anything is fine i cld ramble for days. let’s get wildt!

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A Love Song From Paris

Okay my starker babes, consider this idea tho:

💐Because of Ben’s death being a thousand times more gruesome and horrid than May and Peter would’ve ever wanted to see, the widow aunt obtains horrible depression and anxiety, almost always crying herself to sleep

💐It gets to the point that Peter raises himself and tries his best to raise May up too, in the process, but try as he might, the older woman only feels shame that her lovely nephew is the one suffering because of her

💐They get an offer, one day, from May’s oldest friend, Adelaine. The woman says there’s a soon-to-be CEO she works for that’s insterested in marrying poor, because of unknown reasons, and that Peter fits most of the things he would want, and if Peter got married to him, the walking-wealth would have no problem providing some money

💐Peter hates the offer, May hates the offer, but when they’re slowly getting more and more pressured to kick theirselves out their tiny home due to unpayed piles of rent, he eventually agrees, despite May’s worries

💐The day he’s supposed to meet his fiancée, though, Peter freaks out, packs his bag, and sprints off as Aunt May lives with MJ’s kind family, unaware of her nephew supposedly setting the deal straight and supposedly returning to May the day after to tell her about the arangements

💐Lost in Paris streets, as the boy didn’t explore the city all that well, being a simple homeschooled teenager (MJ’s mother is a homeschool teacher), Peter winds up hungry after the fourth day and stumbles at a simple yet grand house somewhere at the edge of Paris, judging by it’s acres and acres of gorgeous wild flowers and grass

💐There’s a butler that opens the door, surprised and a tad relieved, ushering Peter up a large staircase, past twinkling hallway chandeliers and into a very small office/room, where he sits at the main desk and pulls out a form

💐Turns out, the man’s master has been looking for a new maid, since he’s very adamant about getting one truly able to put up with him, and Natalia, his beloved and ex-maid (more like secretary, really, Edwin explains), had decided his ‘excentrics’ were getting to be too much for her

💐Peter takes up the job to be the new maid, and gets close to the very awesome four people living with Mr. Stark; Harley, the garden boy; Rhodey, basically best friend of the man and leader/supervisor of all the other staff; Pepper, the other best friend and witty-minded ex-maid now secretary-maid, like Natalia.

💐His ‘boss’ finally decides to show up at 4-fucking-am, waking up the whole house, drunk as fuck; singing loud, and Harley tries convincing his sleepy self to go meet the man, but he’s too sleep-deprived to care

💐Their first day in each other’s company, Peter chalks up Tony’s whole attitude to him simply being a rich asshole, which honestly wasn’t too bothersome, he’s heard about these types of guys from Ned, but then why does the man laugh humorously with Rhodey, help out Edwin, spend time with Harley, and smile so sweetly with Pepper?

💐Tony and Peter keep getting odd feelings that they might know the other from somewhere, slowly getting used to each other at such a pace it’d leave a snail impatient, and Peter decides it’s just funny hormones, but Tony digs a bit deeper

💐The boy is his finacée. The boy is his fiancée. The BOY is his FIANCÉE??????

💐Peter manages to dodge every single plan Tony makes to get him to confess his last name, knowing this Peter could most definitey be Peter Benjamin Parker, and somehow doesn’t even notice he’s dodging, simply getting comfier with living at the household

💐Natalia comes back for a brief visit, apparently thinking after their harsh breakup that Tony still wanted to be friends with her. The man still acts whipped for her unconsciously, Peter feels ugly things tangle in his head. Then, he catches the woman interrupting her and Tony’s conversation to chat her boyfriend, openly ignoring Tony’s unamused form, smiling a tad lovesick-ish at every muffled sound of words Peter can over hear. An absoloutely unnecessary emotion clouds his senses, and Peter storms to the two, dragging away Mr. Stark.

💐Confrontations, confusion, chaos and drama ensue.

💐Peter feels the pure humiliation of falling in love with his boss, a man that decided not to tell him they were engaged, more than the steady thrum of elation at Tony’s return of his feelings, and attempts to race back to Aunt May

💐Love speeches under dusk’s light and Paris rain that could put the clichéness of The Notebook to shame, Peter eventually realizes they both truly love each other

💐Four years later, Peter’s engaged to some man May isn’t that comfortable with still, but it’s the man he’s completely screwed for. Four years later, Peter runs from home, only to say yes to his fella proposing by fields of flowers and sparkling fountain lights. Four years later, Peter looses himself in Paris streets, though his hand’s entwined with another’s, this time. (Four years later, Peter Parker decides maybe Peter Stark doesn’t sound all that bad.)

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(((um,,, I’m tagging @im-a-goner--foryou , @starkerdays , @peterscherry , @softstarker , @dontfoolurselff , and @itfeelssogoodmrstark because I need critisism from my favs badly and im not that sure about this au .^. )))

((((Oh I guess I should tag my best starker friends too haha; @freakoutrelaxrepeat and @tony-tops--btch :P))))

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DCOM Rankings #63: Wendy Wu: Homecoming Warrior

I’m just gonna dive right in!

Soooo I think it’s safe to say that Brenda Song played the same character pretty much everything she did with Disney channel. But my GOD does she do it well! She gave London Tipton such a likable personality for a character that was supposed to be a complete snob. And it’s the same case in this movie.

Also, I’m gonna say this now before I get too far into this review. I understand that this movie was meant to bring representation to Chinese culture. I just can’t tell what’s accurate and what’s not accurate as far as the history and the culture go. I DO know that some of the actors (the men who played Shen and Peter specifically) are actually Japanese, not Chinese, and I know that because of a BTS segment Disney channel did about the movie. And even back in 2005-2006, Disney never thought of it as an issue. Nowadays people will get angry. And, you know, in this case I’m on the side of whatever the actor wants to do and what they’re comfortable with. I mean, it’s the actors who audition for the roles and SHOULD have control over what productions they’re in right? I do think that it’s important to have an all-Chinese cast for this movie, but if it can’t be done...then it can’t be done. I don’t know what went on in the background. My only hope was that the actors treated the culture and history with the utmost respect, which I can’t specifically comment whether or not they achieved that. Im a white American and know nothing.

With all that said, let’s talk about pretty much the biggest flaw in the movie, which is the convienience of the circumstances surrounding the situation. For example. It’s very convenient, that Wendy’s mom is a museum curator learning about ancient China, Wendy’s learning about ancient China in her world history class (and conveniently failing it), all while someone from China traveled thousands of miles to train Wendy in ancient martial arts. It’s just all happening at the same time. And of course all the soldiers in the museum ended up being the same soldiers during that dynasty that were for the bad guy (already forget his name, ugh) AND all the convienence of the magical powers everyone possesses. Like damn! I don’t know if I liked the magical powers. I guess it did make the battle scene a little more fun to watch.

BUT, can I just say, the choreography for all the Kung fu stunts and fight scenes, is OUTSTANDING! Like....it was so good!! So smooth and seemed almost effortless on screen. All of these scenes were just so cool to watch. So much athleticism goes into this stuff! I will never be able to do anything like that, so watching other people do it is the next best thing! AND I noticed that the soldiers near the end of the movie were doing Kung fu moves JUST like the earthbenders from avatar!!! Like that specific style I saw in their arm and hand movements! I just found it so cool that I noticed it, and avatar was playing around the same time as this movie too. Wild.

Anyway, aside from that of flaw that everything seemed to be convienent for the characters to win at the end, there also was a scene where shen and Wendy went shopping at the mall, and im like, okay, shen was JUST warning Wendy in the last scene that she needed to start her training N O W. And then they just go shopping at the mall cuz shen needed new clothes to fit in better. I was like...umm okay, so I guess evil CAN wait cuz you need a new outfit. Idk, it’s just a small flaw but something that bothered me. Lastly was the ending battle, it was just mehhh. When she starts using glowy powers it’s like yeah idk I’m on the fence. It’s cool looking but it makes it all seem all the more fake and tacky. Probably not the right words but on the other hand,I don’t know what I would have done differently, so. Oh whale!

I do kind of wish that the final battle would have taken place AT homecoming. That would be pretty fucking neat and I think the stakes would have been so much higher! Also if the evil guy actually DID start to create earthquakes, fires, etc, to emphasize how powerful this guy is. Instead of just having a battle scene alone.

Other than that, I loved it! It’s one of my favs! I love all the characters and their individual arcs (mostly just Wendy and shen), yes the story is quick but for the 90 minute run time, they hardly waste any of it and it’s really engaging. And it’s just cool to watch for the action scenes alone. But I have to decide if I want this to be an A+ or a B+ I have to see what’s on my A+ list and go from there. Cuz I would much rather watch this DCOM than cowbelles, no question. So wherever it goes, it’s going to be higher than that movie!!

Also....are Wendy and shen gonna be a couple? Did they hint that at the end? Honestly I would ship it. I love both their characters! It’s just that she would have to explain to everyone else that he’s not really her cousin and she made it up...so there’s that.

But yay that’s all for now! I really hope the next film isn’t ruined as much for me. I really related to it in 2006, and maybe it can do something for me now that it’s been 15 years. We’ll see!!

[gregoryfranks]

Through the years.

10 years old i saw a change in the way i perceived women and girls

No longer did i think of them the same way playing tag with them didnt seem as interesting as this strange urge to hold their hands as the bell for recess chimed three times.

I started to develop crushes and like girls as more than somebody to play capture with(a game my class made up where girls would capture boys and vice versa and whoever had the most amounts of prisoners by end of recess won. ((The girls usually won)))

I didnt act on it till i was in the second semester of 6th grade. I liked this girl named essence and she seemed nice enough so i went to the store and being the little romantic i am i bought flowers, chocolate, and a card that said something bout puppy love and had a tiny golden retriever on it i signed my name and asked her to be my valentine she told me to meet her by the stair case during lunch. I go and she tells me to close my eyes and next thing i know im falling down the stairs after being punched or kicked in the chest and as im falling all i can hear is her sneer "you think you actually stood a chance with me thats sad." Before i blackout. I wake up in the nurses office my dad sitting by me asking what happened i lied and said i fell down the stairs

Im 13 years old and id been reading the bible particularly something my pastor had spoken on in passing one sunday talking to a couple to be engaged about the greatest love poem ever written called the songs of solomon so i checked it out liked what i read wrote it down put it in an envelope and gave it to my crush while my heart was pounding in my chest she read it outloud to the school and her "boyfriend" and his goons jumped me after school i didnt even know who that guy was and for the next week thats all id heard was the lyrics to the poem while being ragged on all day

13 years old i was accused of being a terrorist and saying i was going to shoot up the school in addition to the ass beating i got from my dad and kids at school i was placed in alternative school for 55 days and held the title of terrorist kid for the next 5 years but thats a different story i got out and made a friend in sarah batiste who took every secret and spread it round school and i didnt find this out till 8th grade prom when she was supposed to be my date but just walked in with me and left after a 10 second dance and i over heard her laughing about it

At 13 i was told to kill myself and the world would be a better place after telling a girl i liked her hair

at 14 my best friend started dating the girl i liked and didnt tell me i had to find out after getting jumped by the school thugs the day after i asked his advice for it

At 14 i was being called a rapist and creep and terrorist and stalker and cunt and bitch and nigger and faggot and had nobody i could trust

At 14 i was beat up weekly just because

At 14 i would try and talk to new kids only to find out everybody already told them the rumors about me and that really sucked

At 15 i foolishly decided to sing in a talent show and was promptly beat for it the next day even though i did pretty well and was to be essentially drafted into choir the next year (i continued to sing and dance it made me happy despite the consequences)

At 16 girls would pretend to date me just to embarrass me in front of their friends and rejection hotline became the most called number in my phone eventually i would call it myself just to chuckle cuz it was pretty funny

At 16 i was adducted to porn and masturbation because besides singing and dancing it was the only time i felt good

At 17 i was drugged at lunch cuz somebody thought it would be funny i passed out the next class for 12 hours

At 17 i stopped getting jumped cuz i was big enough and strong enough and fast enough to keep up sadly i could only handle 4 people at once i still hadnt even held hands

At 17 my parents start encouraging me to come out the closet even though i wasnt gay

At 17 i stopped giving a damn about rejection i didnt really feel anything anymore the mean comments stopped and were replaced by "no thank you" " im sorry i think of you as a friend" "it wouldnt work out" and my fav "you are such a great guy you are going to make somebody so happy one day like you are going to be such a great boyfriend husband and father one day." It was refreshing i didnt hate myself anymore cuz ya know progress

At 18 i had a date to prom walked into our hotel room to go to sleep and found her fucking some dude in my bed

At 18 i was raped and went home and played dragonball z budakai ten/3 for a couple of hours before watching porn and jerking off for a couple of hours

At 18 i fell in love with somebody and joined the navy to show them i wasnt a fuckboy like i had portrayed myself and due to not having any experience ruined it (its a really long story) and im still in love with her to this day

At 19 was told that if i killed myself in boot camp to do it in a way that wasnt messy

At 19 i was told by a guy in class that if he was me he would have killed himself years ago

At 20 i used this girl for sex to keep my mind off the person i really wanted to be with

At 21 i had a drunken one night stand witha white girl and was told to fuck her with my nigger dick

At 21 i walked in on my valentine date getting fucked doggystyle when i went to pick her up

At 22 im accussed of rape by a white girl and kicked out the navy even though all evidence pointed to my innocence

At 22 im used as a bank by a girl i felt i could fall in love with and had finally had a relationship and could marry this woman only to find out the past 9 months meant nothing and she thought of me as a friend

At 23 i gave up

At 23 i once again start contemplating killing myself

At 23 i have a hard time wondering if any ody would miss me

At 23 i pay for sex twice in 3 weeks

At 23 im just coasting through life wondering what the fuck is wrong with me

At 23 i just stopped caring and to make others think im okay i paint on my old mask of being happy even though in dying inside

At 23 im bout to get off lunch paint my mask back on and continue living day to day

At 23 im lonely and tired and i hate myself but i also love myself and think im the shit

At 23 i have so many conflicting emotions i have no idea what im thinking or doing half the time

At 23 hi my names greg i like singing dancing and acting i know damn near everything there is to know about dragonball z naruto and spider man both peter and miles. I still try and love all those that cross my path be it for a season or a reason i have been in love i have lusted ive cried ive thought of dying and have some of the best friends in the world who lift me up when im feeling low and push me down when im getting way to high

At 23 i think im still worthy of being loved and cared for one day maybe not today tomorrow 5 years from normw or 20 but somebody one day is going to love me for me

At 23 im going to post this knowing nobody will read it ill be surprised if im proven wrong

[fadeless]

Today I woke up around 1:30 with really sore calves (from the concerts) contemplating whether to actually leave the apartment today. Around 2 ish I decided I wanted to get pho at my fav restaurant on Bowery. I thought about putting on makeup for fun, but decided my face needed a break from all the concert makeup lol. Then when I left, I doubled back in for my sunglasses because it was actually really nice out, 80+ degrees and really sunny.

I took the A train to Fulton St and transferred onto the J for Bowery, because I didn’t feel like doing the usual A to Canal and walking 15 minutes. Again, my legs were hurting haha. I waited at Fulton for about 10 minutes for the J, it was hot af, and then when I finally arrived on Bowery I turned north instead of south towards the restaurant. Walked a few blocks and turned around thinking like “Dang it Kim you should know this.” Actually looked at the New Museum and thought about going in because I had nothing else going on, but decided that I was way too hungry, would go to the restaurant first, and then I should still have time to check the museum out before it closes.

Walking back south, waiting for the pedestrian light to turn for me to cross Broome St., I saw a guy from behind with long hair bleached blonde, with black roots. I was actually listening to ONE OK ROCK on this whole commute, and naturally I was still thinking about the concerts, so I saw this guy and remember thinking, “huh, his hair looks a lot like Ryota’s.” I glanced around really quickly and noticed that it’s a bunch of artsy looking people in black, there’s a camera, some equipment etc, pretty common in manhattan. THEN I start crossing the street, Ryota turns around, I’m instantly like H OL Y FUCKING S H I T.

Theyre right at the corner, so when I touch the sidewalk on the other side I just kinda freeze, and Ryota notices me staring at him, acknowledges me, smiles, and says “Hi!” I’m just freaking out in my head, and I say “Hello!” back. He waits for me to say something really patiently ( as in like the few seconds where I’m still gathering my imploding thoughts) and I  tell him I went to see their two shows here, and I don’t think he heard me the first time so he asked if I went to their shows, and I said “Yes I went to both of the shows!” I don’t remember his exact words but he smiled and looked excited/surprised and said something along the lines of “Wow! That’s awesome/great!” and then I noticed Michelle, his wife, standing there and asked really awkwardly “Your wife?” and he answered like “yes this is my wife”  and internally I was like smh why am I weird what do I say but then I started spewing out  things like “The shows were amazing thank you so much for coming!” and I told him I saw them here before too in 2015 and he was surprised/excited and I just kept saying thank you (???) and he was really smiley and nice. I asked if he’s having fun in New York and he said “Yes!!” Then he turned and said something in Japanese and I realized he was gesturing to TAKA who THEN WALKS OVER and says YO! Or HEY! (I forget) and I shake his hand like “Hello!” At this point I haven’t noticed anyone at all because I was so shocked in that moment that I was talking to Ryota and then it dawns on me that yes the others must be here too. Then I tell Taka that I went to both of their shows and they were amazing, thank you so much for coming please come back soon (this string of words comes up often lol) and he was surprised/excited and said “That’s awesome! Thank you” Then, again, I tell Taka that in 2015 I saw them here, and I met them and they signed my CD (35xxxv) and he was like “Really? Wow!” and I was just going thank you so much I love your music thank you, asked if he’s having fun in new york, he says “Yeah!” And I asked for a photo and he said “of course!” and we selfied and then WE HUGGED and I said “thank you so much! I hope you have a great day!” And he said “Thanks!” and I kinda just walk over to Toru. Remember, this is still HELLA FUCKING SURREAL so just then as I took a few steps I was like “That’s Toru. I’m just walking over to him.” And he’s tall! And I say Hi! And he says hi! And I (insert telling him I went to his shows thank you etc etc) and he was like Thank you! And honestly sorry if I am uninformed but I wasn’t sure if Ryota, Toru and Tomoya could speak English very well but they answered so fast and looked so engaged in what I was saying I felt so special omg 😭 (but in retrospect it makes complete sense because they hang out with a lot of American bands) but YEAH. And at some point Toru said that they were going to come back soon and I asked “Do you know when?” and he kinda just smiled (sWOON) and I laugh and I asked for a photo and he takes this goofy-ass selfie with me. I thought it was funny behind I accidentally unlocked my phone and was on the music app with NO SCARED playing and was fumbling to do the iphone-swipe-from-the-bottom-camera and he saw it haha. And then I say Thank you! AND WE HUG and hes taller than me so I LEAN UP TO HUG. And then Tomoya is actually standing RIGHT THERE ready to talk to me and says HI TO ME FIRST and im just thinking (“THESE MEN ARE TOO NICE THEY SEE ME HAVING A HEART ATTACK AND KNOW IM A FAN AND GREET ME GOD BLESS OMG”) and I tell him thank you so much for the shows and he smiles! And I try to tell him it’s hard to see him behind his drums from near the stage but he was amazing but I kinda get stuck in my words so he’s like “haha thank you!”  anyways. And he sees me holding my phone and says “Photo?” and im like “Yes!” and we take a selfie! AND HUG And then I say thank you and they have to leave. This whole time I’m vaguely aware the camera men were filming me and then they approach me and the band make their way out. As Taka, Ryota, Toru, and Tomoya were getting in the van they waved goodbye and I waved bye back! And then they were gone. This was all so fast, probably in the span of seven, maybe twn minutes.

Camera people aren’t as exciting but they asked me like,

“What’s it like seeing them in concert, and then just seeing them here on the street?”

“What’s your favorite song?”

“How did you discover them”

and they prompted me for my emotional response to the band and I talked about how their music especially for youth my age really inspires us to keep going and I talked about “We Are” and honestly I was just so frazzled like legit my hand was on my chest and my heart was pumping lol. The camera man thought it was hilarious how I took a different subway trip and turned the wrong way at first and somehow ran into the band I just saw in concert.  And they were so excited for me and happy to talk to me! After filming I asked the manager or supervisor or something what they were doing here, and we were standing outside of what looks like to be a restaurant and he explained to me that there is a studio downstairs and they just had a jam session. And the camera man pulls out his phone and shows me a video of the session and Im just like wow! Thank you. And they talked about how theyre filming a documentary and that I will be able to see it in the fall, and I signed a paper to let them use the footage lol.

And yeah guys! Sorry this is some kind of inarticulate diary post but that was my day today! I planned on going grocery shopping/museum visiting but after meeting them I was so shook I couldn’t really handle more functioning lol. I got pho, despite how my former appetite was just eliminated from how excited I was, and continued to freak out to my friend on my phone the whole time I was eating lol. P sure the waiter thought I was weird for intensely smiling while eating lmao.

Tl;dr, the men of ONE OK ROCK are so down to earth and friendly and adorable and kind and I’m so grateful they accommodated me, a spazzy fan that interrupted whatever they were doing. I HUGGED THEM AND TALKED TO THEM AND GOT PHOTOS (except I missed one with Ryota on accident because I wasn’t thinking coherently yet 😭) .  I cant believe that all my random decisions today, including bumming it in my bed until 2 PM led to this amazing moment. So yeah, this weekend was fantastic!!!

I am still so happy and I plan on nursing this high for at least a week haha.

Disclaimer: highly likely my memory is v imperfect especially when I was this surprised but the gist is all there!

[lanasaved]

cue me, clanking noisily at a nearby manhole as i attempt to scrabble my way bk out of the sewer like the stinky little rat tht i am. enchanté, ghouls! some of u might remember me (nai/from manchester so i pronounce things like a gallagher brother n i’m profusely sry abt it) bt if nt i hd to drop off the face of the Earth rp wise fr a hot minute there bt now im bk n i couldn’t resist reviving lana so???? here we r. u kno the drill more abt her under the cut!!

( cis-female ) haven’t seen LANA JAMESON around in a while. the KRISTINE FROSETH lookalike has been known to be (+) VIVACIOUS & (+) ALLURING, but SHE can also be (-) UNRELIABLE & (-) CARELESS. The 22 year old is a SOPHOMORE majoring in BALLET. I believe they’re living in AUDAX but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. ( nai. 22. gmt. she/ha/the beast from split. )

some random aesthetics: a red water pistol topped up with caribbean rum and covered in stickers of cartoon pin up girls, a vinyl record whirring silently because you got too distracted by a stranger’s hands to reach over and flip sides, giant inflatable flamingos floating in the aftermath of a pool party, smudgy lipstick kisses left like an autograph on someone else’s mirror

SO i think in terms of explainin where she’s been fr the past month i’m gna say tht she didn’t rly.... tell a lot of ppl??? probably only a select few bt to others im guessin she was pretty vague bc she hates discussin anythin serious/personal. anyway essentially she’s been back @ home helpin her brother out n i won’t elaborate much more bc im a thot

frm this point on ive jst pasted her old intro bc im the laziest woman alive n that’s jst life Babey

she’s local to the ny area i jst havent decided where exactly she grew up tbh. probably somewhere upstate

okay so her mum is an old money socialite / three time campaign model way back when n her dad is a big record label mogul. he owns a label called jameson records n they repped a few rly big rock bands back in the eighties, altho they’re mostly known for ‘poppy injects’ whose lead singer had a big heroin scandal tht brought down his career. lana p much grew up around musicians snorting lines instead of spooning down cereal fr breakfast n her parents were v much absent her whole life

they’re pretty well off obviously n bc of her relation to such a big music industry figure she’s hung out w a fair few relatively high rep ppl thru her teens. she amassed kind of an instagram following mainly fr her style (v penny lane-esque in some aspects aka lots of fur cuff trimmed jackets bt then also jst.... a wild combination of everything honestly. pastel faux fur coats, seventies style platforms, flame red cowboy boots, pastel coloured fishnet tights n glitter used like highlight Everywhere) n bc she’s undeniably very pretty

her parents always kind of jst… didn’t like her. it was v clear that she was an accident after her older brother caleb n that even when they just had him alone they weren’t cut out for parenthood. they always kind of jst… ignored her n hoped she’d go away. she had to mke herself microwave meals when she ws only like 12 bc they’d forget to get her anything. once she went like 6 days without her mum even looking her in the eyes once

despite this tho!!! she’s always been insanely close w her brother caleb. he’s her whole world. thts why when he decided to sign up to the army she ws understandably scared bt supported him regardless. bt then he wound up getting discharged under grounds of severe ptsd when he witnessed his best friend die in an explosion tht took place in a shock raid. caleb returned home n he was never the same n lana kind of felt like he’d died out there too. he’s in n out of hospital a lot n it’s rly hard on her bt she doesn’t tlk abt it to anyone rly

growing up lana was always a huge social butterfly. jst literally…. knew everyone n everyone definitely knew her. she ws one of those girls tht ws kind of impossible to ignore or forget. very animated, always made u feel like u were the centre of the universe whenever she spoke to u, always made it feel like u were best friends even if ud only spoken to her once. she has this magnetic way abt her tht is kind of hard to find in real life. it’s something ud only rly expect out of a movie character

she’s always been insatiably spontaneous n adventurous. always doing something weird n wild every weekend. she has ten thousand stories tht always earn a laugh or a gasp over how ridiculously absurd they r

anyway so after caleb got back he was rly withdrawn n depressed. he shut lana out n was kind of harsh to her a lot of the time, always telling her to leave him alone or pushing her away. it didnt help either tht lana had a rly traumatic experience w some of her dad’s colleagues at the label when she ws 16 n he was away n she cldnt even tell him abt it once he was bk bc of his own traumas. she kind of jst shut it all in n kept it to herself

this obviously?? made her spiral a lot. she was already a girl tht loved sex (she’d only rly done foreplay before tho) but since her trauma it got…. completely out of hand. it got to a point where she couldnt rly go 2 days without it, probably not even 1. her lowest point has probably been scrolling thru craiglist for anonymous encounters n meeting up w strangers on there fr a quick fuck jst for the thrill even tho it’s insanely dangerous n she cld wind up getting herself killed. it’s v clear at this point tht she has a sex addiction whether she’s ever admitted it or not. in fact she’s so… shameless in her endeavours tht she’s actually currently having an affair w her ballet instructor tanya who’s engaged to b married

she also currently? is working as a cam girl. she found this website bc she trawls… porn stuff a lot n she wound up applying to work as one bc she thought it’d b fun n wld earn her some disposal income (even tho she frankly doesn’t need it bc she’s already well off). the guy tht manages all of the girls on the site is kind of suspect n it’s a whole plot i’m gna unravel where it’s actually like the front for a cult or something wild so. stay posted ig. kgjdkgjh

new development!!!!!!!! cue me trottin around doin jazz hands. she’s actually been cut off by her dad so she’s….. living off the money she has left n has to look to find a job which is jst. a nightmare fr someone like lana bc she’s insatiably irresponsible n destined to be fired from anything she tries to hold down bt. it’ll be interesting bc this means she genuinely has to keep on camming even tho she’s starting not to want to any more bc of other circumstances i won’t elaborate on jst yet winks

personality/some fun facts: uncontrollably flirty. boundlessly confident. cld make a joke out a paper bag n her comedy is sometimes surreal / absurd. she tends to laugh when she feels like crying n has a smile brighter than a ray of texas sunshine. always dapples her fingers thru the breeze when she’s driving in a car w the window down. her fav book as a child used to b alice in wonderland n she’d fantasise abt having her own little wonderland too where everyone knew her name n asked her things n took her on adventures. at the time it didn’t rly strike her how evident it was tht that was bc she was so lonely. she almost always has some sort of sweet on her, whether it’s strawberry laces or gummy bears or cherry lollipops. she adores david bowie n prince n madonna n anyone tht’s a vintage style icon w little care fr what ppl think. wildflowers r her favourites bc they’re the brightest and u can’t buy them. she’s had like 8472493874 ‘relationships’ n none of them hav lasted beyond a month / hav been terrible / hav seen her being treated badly / she’s cheated on them. i dnt think she’s actually been w anyone she hasn’t cheated on in some form or another

plot ideas: exes tht lana’s fucked over hideously. she’d probably cheat a lot and it’d be a whole…mess. mayb someone tht flipped the switch and cheated on her? a cousin plot cld b fun too. a friend tht lana fel out w bc she slept w their significant other. someone tht’s getting lana into drugs?? she’s kind of impressionable/down for anything so tht’s a likely scenario she’d get into tbh. an unrequited crush!! (either way is cool). someone tht is just hanging out w her/using her bc she has a lot of instagram followers or they want to b signed to her dad’s label. someone in a band!! she’d probably make like penny lane n b their groupie/sleep w them all fgjkshgkh. umm a good influence too mayb? oh and a past summer romance/fling tht cld either have meant a lot or not have meant anything at all. bonus points if both of them hav a diff viewpoint on it. honestly?? anything is fine i cld ramble for days. let’s get wildt!