#i guess i could learn how to make bigger kandi cuffs since i have so many beads ive accumulated. but it doesnt feel very fulfilling | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

windowsmillennium2000 · 6 months

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i feel so fucked up with how bad my depression has gotten i have to get a new hobby or something but part of the sickness is not being able to do anything at all so i just sit at my desk and flip through notifications on every website im on

#all the hobbies i want to partake in cost money #like if i wanted to do more electronics tinkering id have to buy shit to do things with i dont really have anything currently #just some ipod nanos and shuffles that need soldering for the batteries that arent really any fun to work on #i wanted to do game consoles but they take up a lot of space #lately the only real joy ive gotten out of anything is doing stuff with my vrchat models but again. money #i could probably mess with resin again but idk what id do with the stuff i end up making #i guess i could learn how to make bigger kandi cuffs since i have so many beads ive accumulated. but it doesnt feel very fulfilling #i was involved with pin collecting for a while but fursona pins stopped being fun for me when they stopped the character pins and thats #a hobby that is just buying shit nothing else. i want to like do something #the real answer to all of this is get a job you lazy asshole

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