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hm. I've been thinking of opening commissions next year after I graduate but I'm not sure if it's gonna b worth the hassle or if I'm even gonna get any at all. rahh
#fugo.txt#+ id have to price them up to make sure i genuinely got paid because transferring dollars to pesos takes away most of the money :(#i hate hate dealing with dollars#tenemos un chino near where i live and i could 100% apply there and secure a job... but they dont pay a lot#and you get absolutely fucked in the ass by the owners.#like yeah its an option if i wanna get my own money but idk the way i am i think id have a panic attack first day in 🥹#I'll see. maybe I'll open a kofi
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do i really want to make individual drinks again
#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe#in preparation for the possibility of this new job#it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly#but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much#not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers#godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao#but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less#but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that#like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know#a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice#i dont knowwwwwww#like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks#which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here#and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff#its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options#so thats good. less to worry about#doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe#here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it#the hours are like. the same i work now. also good#sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him#but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway#i just gotta see if i get good vibes#rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me#oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore#lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt
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Hey I noticed something and wanted to talk about it but has anyone noticed how the crk fandom tends to treat male characters?
Long post. I’m just beefing with crk twt again. But I’ve seen some of this here too.
They’ll either be woobified to an insane degree and have their personality stripped, or made out to be the spawn of satan. Lord Oyster is a major example. I’ve seen people saying he deserves to die for what he did. And while I can admit, the guy did fuck up in giving up the pearl, some of you tend to forget he did that to save his family. And I have no doubt he probably felt majorly guilty for the rest of his life about that.
Let’s have another example, a non-npc this time. Royal Margarine. People hate him for what, the fact he doesn’t look like a twink/dilf? The fact he… Hit on Hollyberry? First off, that’s stupid. Secondly, the guy was drunk, and I mean smashed. He didn’t even use her real name. And I might be forgetting, but didn’t he start crying about how much of a coward he was immediately after? You also have to remember the guy flirts with anyone he meets (yes I count the Wildberry dialogue as flirting shut up).
Anyway I’m tired and also the #1 loyster defender don’t try me
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#ten dollars people hate loyster because he got in the way of their precious yuri#like I’m sorry. jellypearl will never be canon. especially since they compared loyster x white pearl to fucking SEAMOON.#you’re just gonna have to deal with it. god knows I do *cries in pureshadow*#I’m ANGRY and I’m TIRED do not try to fuck with me on this topic#oh I forgot their tags lol#lord oyster cookie#royal margarine cookie#<- my sillies who fuck up a lot#the mad callings of a crow
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Ok, so I joked about the Titan looking like a fleshlight which haha funny. But I had no idea Paul-Henri Nargeolet died in that thing. I’m legit upset. Nargeolet was the leading researcher on all things Titanic and deeply valued and respected that site. I’d understand why the other three guests would feel safe-ish (as we know the 19 year old didn’t want to go but went for Father’s Day since his dad loved the Titanic) after seeing Nargeolet was also attending.
Why tf did he get on that submersible though? Even James Cameron was baffled by his decision to go. Like the guy knew the dos and donts of subs going this deep. So it might be nerdy, but I’m a little heartbroken about this. The Titanic historian community has lost a valuable member all because of some dumbfuck’s hubris.
#the titanic was what first got me interested in history specifically the personal human stories throughout history#I watched and read a lot of stuff that Nargeolet featured in or contributed to#so this is a big deal for me#I’m glad it was quick for them cause the alternative was unthinkable#also side note#I’m not rich (far from it) and I hate billionaire and multimillionaires#but some of y’all on here and elsewhere celebrating their death (just death in general) is a deranged look#like I get that rich people are valued way over us#and it’s unfair that all these tax payer dollars went to this search and rescue when it could be put to better uses#but still you look deranged#having empathy for something like this isn’t a bad thing#I’m v sensitive in general so like it just disturbs me a bit to see people so callous#oceangate#Paul Henri Nargeolet#stockton rush#I don’t have sympathy for rush however he willingly skirted regulations and put unknowing people in danger#fuck him#titan submersible#rms titanic
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GUYSSS I GOT THE F.F16 ARTBOOK TODAY AJAJQHDJQHD V.IVIAN LOOKS SO GOOD ON HER ONE SINGULAR PAGE 😫😫😫
#ash rambles 💚#our own hideaway 🔮#MEOOWWW SHES SO PRETTY AJSJAHSJ#omg funny story#so. they fucking overcharged me for it#so my morning was literally just 'hey bitches the price on the receipt wasnt the one on the tag'#anyways after some friendly words i got my five dollars <3#... that story wasnt funny at all#ANYWAYS I GOT THE ARTBOOK THATS WHAT MATTERS#been too busy to really sit down and admire every page though 😭#so! much! hw! i hate! being a! student!!!!!#anyhow#over the weekend im seeing THE d.iljit d.osanjh live in concert#idk if that means anything to you non-indians#but#THATS A PRETTY BIG DEAL!!!#gaaahh I'm so excited!!!!!#but first ive gotta study some more LMAO! anyways yeah thats all!
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i highly recommend going to the thrift store and getting a nice sweater for like six dollars btw
#i got THREE sweaters and a flannel shirt for under twenty dollars the other day#and they're all very cute and comfy#this is what life is all about#i hate buying new clothes bc even when its a good deal im like yeah but i could get something just as good at the thrift store for way less#it makes me feel guilty lmao#bc my mom always got us all our clothes at the thrift store and now i still do that#it makes me enjoy it more to know it's cute but it wasn't expensive lol#thrift stores have done so much for us as a society#anyway nothing will lift ur week like getting a very cute sweater for like six dollars i think#this has been a shitpost#every time i see new clothes prices i cant believe it
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missed out on a chance to buy exo's exist for 14 dollars (including the shipping) WAHHHHHH. it's okay i'll just kill myself
#it's kind of a steal#cuz i saw it retailing for like 26 dollars without the shipping in several russian k-pop shops#i didn't even want it that bad i just hate missing out on good deals#post.txt
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I spoke too soon I should have known that was too easy for him I’m so tired I was like hey! I might have found someone interested in subleasing, if they end up not wanting to ill start making posts places but either way, ill need a move in date to advertise and tell people. Do you have any estimates of when you might find a place yet?
And my fucking roommate replies with a bunch of links to apartments like well you could move HERE like fuck you fuck you fuck you jackass this wasn’t what we agreed on and also 90% of the places he sent me were places I already contacted and had no availability/a waitlist/couldn’t sign until august and the other 10% were WAY out of my price range also none of this solves that I don’t want to sign a new fucking lease cuz I want out of this fucking fuck ass city between you and your bf you make almost TRIPLE what I do you will have such an easier time finding a new place and moving plus you wanna stay in this stupid fucking fuck ass city just fucking GET OUT
#i am genuinely starting to hate this dipshit#I get moving sucks!#but also this is all YOUR fault so YOU should get the shittier end of the deal sorry not sorry#also me living on my own means I will go from about 600 dollars of extra income s month#to about 200 to fucking ZERO depending on what the rent is#how about you kill yourself#‘I’m not trying to make this harder for you’#you are actively fucking me over in sooooo many fucking ways dude because you are incapable of considering other human beings#he also has less bills than me?????#like motherfucker doesn’t even have a car payment cuz his mom GAVE him a car be fucking for real#he’s spent his whole life pretty much kinda jusy doing whatever he wants and getting whatever he wants#and it’s reallyyyyyyy starting to fucking show with this situation#GOD#I told him that doesn’t work for me and explained why to him AGAIN#and he has no answered so lol we’ll see#he was also like ‘but you’ll still have to live with someone you don’t know and you didn’t want that 🥺🥺’#like oh my god#yeah in an ideal world! no! I wouldn’t be doing that#but the issue wasn’t literally living with some guy I don’t know#it was being walked all over and treated like shit and not considered#nor was I asked about it lol like now I’m seeking a new roommate I was never doing that when you moved him in so I wasn’t prepared for it#fuck you for all of a sudden acting like you care about what’s ‘best for me’#and that it’s living alone when it quite literally fucking isn’t for so many reasons#you just don’t wanna fucking move and are scrambling now that I’m actually enforcing this#kysssssssssssss#kaz rambles
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applying for an apartment was. tbh. the worst experience of my life….if i don’t get accepted for this apartment i will kms so aggressively the whole world will explode just from my forceful energy alone…..
#michelle speaks#mostly it was bad bc of my dad lmfao but i also it has been the thing i have been having my anxiety nervous breakdowns over for months#and when that happens i cope by avoiding so i end up in a cycle where it’s like avoid the problem to not stress -> stress bc problem isn’t#solved -> avoid problem to reduce stress etc etc. so having to deal w the thing that was making me stressed is not easy for me 😩#like i physically could not get myself to finish the application yesterday bc i was so distressed lmfao. i did today tho just fine#if i am just able to get this apartment i will have one month of my life where i don’t have anything to stress abt at all.#wouldn’t that be beautiful for me ❤️ that hasn’t happened since like 2013 lmfao.#anyway i had to pay almost SIX HUNDRED DOLLARS just to apply. LMFAO. LIKE? are you INSANE??????#that should quite honestly be illegal. how can you make someone pay that much money when u might not even give them the apartment?#like that is CRAZY. i hate living in this world so much……i did NOT let my dad see that bc he would have EXPLODED lmfaooooo#so yeah landlords are evil but i have to go to law school so. LIFE!#at the VERY least that money should come out of ur first month of rent if u get a lease. like? just crazy fr……
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Word of advice: never become a manager
#I fucking hate this job I do not get paid enough to deal with an owner who treats anyone who isnt a cis man as inferior#when he couldn't even work a single day in his own store without fucking up because he doesnt even know how to use the register#and all those men that you pay more? all those men that you discuss wages with in the interview when women don't get that?#yeah they all leave or fuck things up so badly that they get fired for horrendous acts#but those women and transmen that you employ myself included have all been here for at minimum one to three years#and those men don't last 6 months#shocking that they come in#find out theyre getting paid a dollar less than your assistant manager and realize they don't have to do shit to get paid#they just have to exist#but your longest standing employees have to confront you about raises that they should have received months ago#anyways if I have to listen to him talk to me like I'm one of his children tomorrow I'm going to quit#and if I leave so will the other staff members at my location#good luck opening a new store when you don't even have staff for this one if you fuck up so bad tomorrow
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14 dollars an hour for a job that requires one year experience someone please save me from the job search
#one year experience in FILING PAPERWORK OH MY GOD#I hate how these companies think 15 dollars an hr is such a steal. I thought it was a good deal but realistically i can’t live off of this#ugh#rant
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guess who's back in their compassion fatigue for library patrons era!!!
#HELLO IT'S ME SIGMUND FRAUD!#i've had one other Episode like this since being in libraries and it's so exhausting#and it makes me hate myself! i suddenly can't DEAL when interacting w/people who have mental illnesses that manifest in this that or the#or the other way. i stop caring about patrons' sob stories or hard days or legitimate crises or whatever else#i'm just angry all the goddamn time about being a brick wall for others' rage and sadness and issues when i'm a fucking book person who also#who also helps with technology. i cant handle my own fucking mental illnesses on any given day sometimes and absorbing others' hardships#when i'm not trained not equipped not PAID ENOUGH and having my own spirals and episodes...it is SO MUVH#i feel evil and heartless when i suddenly stop caring and am actively angry at patrons#this isn't even a carer type of work that i do!#and yet compassion fatigue in librarians is apparently super common. we're like retail workers minus patrons spending money at our#at our establishments. people are extra mean because of the tax dollars shit and the whole 'fulfilling gaps in social services' shit#losing my compassion for others a second time os fucking terrible. i don't want to he so angry and hateful. i don't wamt to be so checked#so checked out of others' suffering if the others are in front of me. it feels gross#and as ashamed as i am to say it? it weighs on me and makes me feel WORSE and so SELFISH#ann with an ie#and i am still tuned into global issues and care and am horrified#but things and people in front of me just...cease to register
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#ho hum they finally filled my prescription so ive now got the new medication#havent decided when im gonna start taking it tho. like i should start tomorrow bc i dont feel that great#i mean ive physically recovered from my allergic reaction debacle. my mood is generally just low. not like dangerously so. more like i#talk to ppl and im like oh im being a bummer. which i hate. so like i should start taking it#but im only here for like one more week before i fly home so im like. well ill b fine over the break bc no school#which is like yeah ill prob b fine but like even when im hanging out with family and being chill im not really happy. im just like not so#stressed but theres still like a cap on my mood so like maybe if i take it i can b like a human person. but like im still somehow resistant#which is dumb but like taking an old timey non ssri anti depressant feels different than taking an actual up and down mood stablizer#which is stupid bc im just getting freaked out by the word anti psychotic. and like grappling with the stupid voice#in the back of my head from growing up around the super health freaks in my family who r like: dont take medicine. dont trust doctors who#want to unnecessarily medicate u. but like im also worried itll work and ill just have to b on medication for the rest of my life#which is like fine but it feels weird to theoretically spend 30 dollars a month to be not miserable. bc idk the copay on this medication was#way higher than anything else ive had to get. but idk its dumb and i should just take it#but also a tiny bit a afraid of side effects after last time. i dont wanna deal with that :-[#unrelated
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im sorry for being annoying about pokemon larely
#imm so fixated but i hate pokemon so fucking much so its weird#or well not pokemon i guess but gamefreak & greedy old people#i saw that pokemon home is subscription based and it costs. 16 dollars a year. to use. and transfer your pokemon#which is such a fucking joke its unreal#pkmn bank was 5 dollars a year on 3ds and that was stupid as fuck too#also saw on eshop that you can buy scarlet & violet as a 'bundle' for 120.99#literally jst full price of the games added together +1 cent#awesome bundle deal!!!#i feel bad for clueless parents that buy their kids both games not realizing they just bought the same thing twice#i think that pokemon should not be legally allowed to market 2 games at once for having version exclusives simply bc they know theres#suckers that will buy both even though its the same game#different thing but that new fire emblem game coming out made me really mad too#why does it have DLC before the game is even out???? thats not how dlc is supposedto work >_<
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going a little bit insane rn bc everyone is critiquing Velma but no one is critiquing it for the right reasons
and im not talking about the "go woke go broke" people bc it's just a given that they can't do media criticism
im talking about the progressives that seem to hate the show (which they should, it is Not Good) for the most banal, frankly ridiculous reasons. why are you making me defend the Velma show
#you can't say the writing is bad bc Velma is a judgmental bitch. girl it's called a character arc#the writing is bad because it's Fucking Bad#i saw one YouTube criticizing that daphne's drug-selling isn't called out by the show as a bad thing#that it sends a bad message#to WHOM#miss girl you are 25 years old. do you need the dollar store scooby doo show to tell you that drug dealing is not super awesome#at that point i can't help you#I hate it here! I hate this show! but ppl are criticizing it for the wrong fucking reasons!#I think one of my friends put it really well when he said that the show tells you a lot about Mindy Kaling's views#and he's realized that he doesn't like her views#and that makes sense to me#plus the main thing that the writing is just. So Incredibly Bad.#but moral messaging? Velma being mean? cmon now
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bought a laptop. it has windows s. this means i can't use any programs that are not microsoft approved. firefox is not microsoft approved. the only way to turn this off is with a microsoft account, and i don't want a microsoft account. i'm furious.
#gonna see if the place i bought the computer from is able to fix this#if they can't i'll have to get a refund and buy a computer that costs a hundred dollars more so it's fucking usable#if they don't refund me i'll have to throw a fucking tantrum because microsoft decided computers shouldn't function#the account probably isn't a big deal i just hate it#i need to become tech savvy enough to be able to use linux but that takes Effort
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