#i hate irrational feelings. i dont truly believe in them but its just this weight on my chest | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

skitskatdacat63 · 9 months

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I wish I didn't feel horrific levels of insecurity/inferiority/jealousy/fomo/ego/etc etc about literally everything 24/7. I don't think I let it affect how I interact with people, but it's just this sickeningly insufferable feeling in my chest

#like hey. can you please be normal about things for like one minute please?#i hate irrational feelings. i dont truly believe in them but its just this weight on my chest #even things i enjoy. my brain ruins them :]#its just these feelings i cant control and they fucking bastardize everything its so annoying #i cant like something without this tickling in the back of my brain pointing out some insecurity and inferiority abt jt #as i said i dont let it affect how i treat and interact w people #BUT WHY MUST I FEEL THESE WEIRD COMPULSIVE THOUGHTS #as i said it just ruins everything for me. why so negative brain? are you okay :/#ugh sry im being shitty today. feeling very all over the place w my emotions #these feelings come up unbidden and i start hating myself #like why do you have to be this way. can you be normal #catie.rambling.txt

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