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#i hate myyyyy brain when it comes to friends <3333333 lovely
kuiinncedes · 2 years
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do i . reach out to a high school friend who i haven't talked to since the end of last semester bc i haven't reached out but she hasn't reached out eitherrrr &lt;3
#i saw her on campus this morning on my way to class and the thing is i had a mask on and glasses that were somewhat transitioned/dark so#it was actually the second time i've seen her on campus the first time i pretended i didn't see her 😭 idk if she saw me but this time#we made eye contact for a couple seconds and then she looked away and that's when i tried to wave/say hi but i don't think she noticed#and idk if she didn't recognize me or if she ignored me on purpose <333#bc then she also like i think saw a friend or something and started talking to someone else she ran into idk#why am i so shit at this :] lovely#i wanna send her like just hi i think i saw u this morning i would've said hi but i had to get to class#do u wanna meet up maybe i understand if not lol#idk if i should put that part but i rly want to be like it's fine if u want to ignore me or whatever i understand 😭#but ig if i don't say anything i don't know if she ignored me or if she didn't recognize me#AJDFGDFHGKANGJAKFD anyway . idk#i hate myyyyy brain when it comes to friends <3333333 lovely#jeanne talks#ig like the fact that she hasn't reached out just makes me feel like . she doesn't want to hear from me or whatever idk#but ik that goes the other way too 😭😭#we were never like close but idk she's just a fucking nice person and at least made it seem like she wanted to hang out w me sometimes 😭#idk idk i didn't know how to be a person last year lmfao i still don't know how to be a person but i feel like i know a little better than#last year 😭 ugh anyway i need to fucking do work 😭😭😭
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