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iwatcheditbegin · 1 year

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Honestly it would still suck it I didn’t have tix regardless. But I think what’s eating me is the fact that I didn’t even get a chance to try. I was stuck in treatment without any access to electronics when both the announcement and sale happened.

#tw ed treatment mention #not to be a sob story or anything it’s just been one of those years #and it was all I was looking forward too #I was literally forced into treatment by a judge after my mom gained medical control and sent to multiple places all over the country #had no contact with anyone back home let alone across to a phone #granted if I didn’t go I prob wouldn’t even be interested bc mentally I only cared about my Ed and found Tay triggering #that just feels like another thing that was taken from me and I lost so much bc of this dumb illness #I know it sounds dramatic but I’ve been struggling sm #at least there was one day we got to listen to midnights but I didn’t know what else was going on #I know the system was a mess for many but I wanted to at least try or be eligible for the codes #I missed all the promo for midnights too and couldn’t even preorder #I called my mom after my therapist was mentioning Taylor posted about tour and called again the day the sale- she didn’t try #i have her my email bc I know I was eligible from Lover fest and shit #sorry just bitter as hell

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