#i havent even eaten yet today

[guinevereslancelot]

most fucked up thing about the body's response to not eating is when you're so hungry you feel like you're gonna throw up. this does not make it easier to eat food actually

[yousaytomato]

My employer announced they were cutting a bunch of jobs during a meeting early Wednesday morning this week

My role is not currently included (we're the cheapest employees) but like, the cuts are going to effect my job, and it's not really a good sign for my future there.

The vibes are a mess at work, no one really saw this coming, people have been calling in sick, everyone is sad and scared.

I'm starting to look at vacancies near me, because I can be more picky with it whilst I am still currently employed, but I'm really not looking forward to the whole stress of that.

Idk, I'm just using Tumblr as a diary, it's just crazy that at the start of the week you're talking with colleagues about work night outs - future plans, and by the end of the week no one has motivation for anything.

[wintaerbaer]

JAIL

[rouge-the-bat]

🥺 <- sick little lad that just wants a cheese

[thedragonagelesbian]

things ive spent way too much time on today: trying to find any kirkwall or free marches-specific drinking songs.............................

[piplupod]

im going to miss the thrift store so much :( the couple who run it are so cool and kind, they've been really really lovely to me every time i've gone in there, they let me use their washroom once even though its not for customers, and the lady tossed a couple bonus items into my bag today and also gave me a tip on cleaning a wool skirt and also told me that one of the shirts I got is from the 70s (she said it in a bit of a whisper like it was a secret fdjskl) and it's just SUCH a good experience every time i've ever gone in there :') i am so so so grateful that i've had this store to experience for as long as i have, but i'm just really really going to miss it once it's gone in the next couple months 😭

[1980ssunflower]

i desperately need ryan kisses rn :-c

[quiveringdeer]

yeah not having a reset day is fucking with my executive function. Luckily I can sleep in Thursday and hopefully get some other home life tasks done that day when teleworking 😮‍💨

but at least I have this angel gremlin who loves me 🥺

[fairy-made]

In a constant battle between trying to starve myself and overeating because Im trying to starve myself. Im really not sure how to be normal about food anymore lmao

[shigussy]

so many things stressed me out in such a small amount of time that i fear my mood has been fucked up for the entire week

[lemonofthevalley]

[various websites]: you might be having a crohn's flareup if you're pooping more than 5 times a day (or more than your usual)

me, having just used the bathroom twice in the past half an hour: 🙂👍

[vitospaghetta]

I just had the most miserable and stressful workday ever. <3 Asks for my tipsy burnt out ass are appreciated.

[savethepinecones]

why am i so tired today i dont get it

[marveladewithice-blog]

its samelia aka sam aka sammi aka lovely darling aka queeennneennnn :DD

i wanted to practice drawing butterfly locs--since thats her intended hairstyle--and i found a tutorial and it was way helpful, here is the link if ur interested (so sorry if it doesnt work haha) -> https://pin.it/3ulEWck

but yeah, here is she (: i couldn’t decide if i should keep the white background or not, so there are both to compare and see which is superior yes yes

i ALSO wanted to practice using line weight, and im pretty happy with how that turned out for now so thats nice

aight that is all, please enjoy pretty lady ✨✨

[found-the-secrets-in-your-eyes]

kms

[fluffybunnybadass]

*groggily wakes up and slams down an energy drink*

okay. let's get this shit over with.