#i havent posted much in awhile bc. ehh but i just. need to scream this. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lycanr0t · 9 months

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life is really like. testing me the past 4-5 years and boy it's. getting to me. like what do you do when every time a small good thing that you fought tooth and nail for happens a bigger, worse, MORE time sensitive and MORE invasive and WORSE thing happens that directly voids the good thing??? what do you do?

#my entire adult life has been being tossed around house to house bc i can't. rely on anyone.#but what do i do with that when im mid 20s and too disabled to work and don't have my liscense?#i mean keep fighting i guess!#i'm so deep in this shit and so close to killing myself every day but.#ugh i dont want to be another trans person dead and i dont WANT to die i just want a fucking break.#like can i please just live in an apartment or something that isnt going to be ripped out from under me every few months #one thats NOT A SHED????????#i dont even live in the location i want to be in and im not around people i especially enjoy being around #i know what i want it just. takes so long and so much money to. get there #and im here barely scraping by living off disability.#idk man life is really fucking killing me and i am just trying to wrap my head around how to survive this #rot posts #i havent posted much in awhile bc. ehh but i just. need to scream this.#im not doing good. i havent been in a long time and things just. keep. getting. worse.#for now. we persevere. out of spite if nothing else.

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