#i hoped and prayed for a 2023 calendar and my wish never came true

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my calendar came in!! ella seems to enjoy it

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320 of 2023

Random Secrets from Others [True or False}

Created by joybucket

I am so sick of people minimizing my assault because it "could have been worse." I wrote my secret on a postcard, but before I got the chance to mail it, I started to feel free. I spy on the babysitter. No one around me knows who I really am or what I do for a living. I am downright ashamed to still be a virgin. Since our affair, I don't think God listens to our prayers. I wish my parents would reach out to me. Sometimes, when I get lonely, I sit in the psych ward parking lot and talk to God. I wonder if I'll still love my son as he gets older. I play the lottery with the hope of being able to afford medication and therapy. I am hiding a secret that would tear my family apart. I hear voices in my head, but I'm too scared to tell anyone. I spend 90% of my free time staring at a screen. I don't understand football. 🏈 It's nice having a drug addict felon for a parent, because you can blame your problems on them, and everyone will believe you! I fell in love with the boy who date-raped me. I pretend to be on the phone with people when I'm in awkward situations. 📱 Every night, while my husband sleeps next to me, I pray that I will one day find my soulmate. I don't Pin unhealthy things on Pinterest, because I don't want my healthy friends to judge me. I shot up heroin in a church bathroom. I still haven't told my father that I have the same disease that killed my mother. I think my song is gay, but he's afraid to tell me. Many times I feel ashamed to be happy. I made a lot of money last year, and I feel like a big failure. I fell for someone who had completely different religious views than me. My revenge on you is having a wonderful life. My friend is bulimic, and I'm scared to confront her about it. I cried myself to sleep every night of our honeymoon. Even though I was raped, I still consider myself a virgin. (I did until I did it with my clear consent) I dream every night of beating the crap out of the woman my husband left me for. Rehab saved my life. The drugs weren't going to kill me...I was going to kill me. Being a social worker helped me realize how much I need to go to therapy. Having a baby has made me really dislike my husband. I'm terrified that I'm going to "come out of the closet" while under anesthesia. I found my soulmate years ago....I married another man. It hurts, but I'll be ok. I wish I wasn't alone in the world. I feel like Paramore's "Ain't it Fun" could be the theme song to my life. Honestly, this past year has been one of the best years of my life. I feel both ashamed and guilty about being an American. 🇺🇸 I was touched inappropriately by a guy at work. I wonder if one day I'm going to hurt as bad as I hurt you. Part of me knows I deserve it. The "no crying at work" rule is killing me. I knew I had COVID and still went to work, because I had bills to pay. I'm glad I caught my husband cheating me, so I could leave him and our loveless marriage with no guilt. I am finally starting to feel like myself again! The worst kind of lonely is the one you feel when you're actually with someone. I never really understood PostSecret, until I wrote one and felt relieved. I go to work every day with a forced smile. It makes me feel better to know that if things get bad enough, I can always kill myself. I've been lying to my family that I'm still a Christian. No one has ever called me their best friend, and I feel silly for being so sad about this. I don't want to die alone. My first lesbian experience was at church camp. My parents disowned me because I denounced their toxic religion. My parents disowned me because I'm a Christian. My parents disowned me when I came out about my sexuality. My parents disowned me when I got pregnant out of wedlock. I pretend to be homophobic. In reality, I'm in the closet and am jealous of those who are out. There's only one difference between me and a calendar: The calendar has dates. I want a husband so bad; it's all I think about. I feel like God made a mistake with me. I stepped down from the worship team at church because I was having sex with my boyfriend. I stick post-it notes in all of the library books I read, hoping someday it will make someone happy. According to Facebook, I have a ton of friends, but every day I eat lunch alone. I said yes to another man because the one I wanted didn't ask me. When I am talking to someone, I am always looking for a way to end the conversation before it gets awkward. I'm a therapist, and I think about suicide nearly every day. I volunteer on our prayer chain so I can get the good gossip fast! My wife makes more money than I do. Every regret I've ever had involved alcohol. 🍷 Isolation will kill me before COVID ever gets a chance. I need more adventure. I take pictures of shoes because they shoe where I have been...it makes me happy! I will never forgive myself for letting my girlfriend get an abortion. I wish I had been a better mother to my children. Shuffle mode is the only spontaneous thing in my life. I only enjoy creating art anonymously, so I won't face criticism. I made a horrible mistake when I married my wife. God is love and love is real.