#i just came to tell tumblr monbebe

[obsessing-moon-faerie]

Wonho has been clear of all charges 

[zeph4a]

Monsta X Reaction to Accidentally Confessing Their Feelings for You on Vlive

Thank you to the Anon that requested this one! I was super soft the ENTIRE time writing it. <3

I’m sorry for how long winded some are. I got really soft with this one

Shownu

You and Shownu had known each other for a while. He was a wonderful person. If anyone looked up caring in the dictionary, the only description would be Hyunwoo. You had grown very fond of his nurturing, respectful, laid back attitude that he always had around you and you noticed yourself blushing around him more and more. Every time he looked at you, your heart would skip beats.

The two of you had hung out with some friends a few times but always managed to sit next to each other which spiraled a huge series of rumors amongst Monbebe and all other Kpop fans. Its usually not a very good idea but you wouldn’t help but search “Shownu” on sites like Twitter and Tumblr. “Who is this woman hanging out with Nunu?” one Monbebe had asked. You weren’t dating but for some reason your new friendship was already making headlines and you couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if you were to date. That would be answered fairly quick.

Hyunwoo was doing a post-concert Vlive with his member Hyungwon, when the question came into the chat asking if he was dating you. “Y/n? No, we are just friends, but they really are amazing. Whoever gets do date them will be the luckiest person ever.” Your heart was torn. Half because it hurt to hear him say no you weren’t together and half because he had spoken so highly of you. You were brought back to the stream from your mental malfunction by Hyungwon’s playful voice. “YA! Don’t talk like that, Monbebe will be jealous and think you lovestruck!” he laughed. You nodded your head but immediately froze solid when you heard Hyunwoo’s reply.

“I am”

You weren’t the only one that froze. Hyungwon looked at him like he had swore on Vlive. It wasn’t until Hyunwoo looked at him that he realized that he DID NOT say that in his head like he though.

“Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I said that out loud didn’t I?” He wasn’t even going to try to play it off. “Okay, so yeah I have a big crush on Y/N. We’ve been hanging out a lot lately and they’re pretty awesome. I think you’d like them a lot, Monbebe!” His face was beet red and you knew yours was too. Who’s wouldn’t be? After the slip up he pretended to not see the massive amount of spam coming in from Monbebe about you, because it was all a little overwhelming.

An hour later the Vlive ended. You wait a few minutes for him to get settled and gave him a call.

“Hello?”

“Hey how’d the Vlive go?”

“Oh, it was great we had a lot of Monbebe showing us so much love!”

“Uh hu, I heard.”

“……Wait. What did you here?”

“Oh nothing, but just so you know, you’re adorable when your flushered.”

“………………………………………You watched it didn’t you”

“Of course I did. I always watch your streams. I have to show my support”

“Thank you! So uh.. Would you like to go on a date with me?” He asked in such a small shy voice that your heart nearly gave out.”

“Of course I would.”

Wonho

Hoseok was a picture-perfect, boyfriend material man and you just so happened to be seeing him. He was always so thoughtful and respectful when it came to you and loved to spoil you.You two had been talking for a while but never said the statement that you wanted to hear. It was too soon and you knew that but you really did love him even if it was such a short time to see someone. Starship knew and while they didn’t care for it, they respected his wishes. The main reason he hadn’t asked you to be his G/b/f was because he had stated at the beginning of his career that he didn’t really see himself getting married and he didn’t want his fans to reject you because of that.

The two of you had just finished a wonderful late-night date where he took you to your favorite restaurant. He walked you to your door and kissed you goodnight then headed home to get some rest. While you were washing off your face you got a notification from Vlive saying Minhyuk had gone live on the Monsta X account. You opened it up to see him chilling in the living room, casually talking to the thousands of Monbebe’s watching the stream. You could hear someone moving in the background and heard Min laugh and ask if the person wanted to join, which followed with a “sure.” The deeper sleepy voice on the other side of the camera was Hoseok. He asked if they could do the live in his room because he wanted to lay down on his bed and Minhyuk covered the camera and followed him there.

Hoseok was too sleepy to notice that he didn’t move the picture on his nightstand. It was a picture of you and him during the date where he had taken you to the beach at night. The two of you had laughed until you cried and it was when you realized you loved him. It was a sweet memory, but one that Monbebe didn’t know about. You didn’t even know he had printed that picture off! The boys started talking and goofing off but it didn’t take long for questions to start popping up in the chat that mad Hoseok go red.

“’Wonho who is the girl in the picture with you?’ What picture are you………Oh that picture?!” He pointed at it. You could tell he was panicking just a little bit but he held it together like a champ. “Monbebe, I have a confession to make. I have an amazing person by my side that I have been seeing for a short while now. They truly make me happy and that’s why this picture is here. Every night I go to bed I look at it and think of how lucky of a man I am. I have them and I have you. Please don’t think that I love Monbebe any less! Truthfully I was worried about how you would feel, so I’ve tried to hide my feelings, even though I know I haven’t done a good job with that. And please treat them with respect too!” Those last to statements his face showed a lot of worry, which was a shared feeling for you too.

More comments came through and Hoseok perked up. Almost all of the comments were well wishes and screams for him to ask you out, mixed with the occasional “AHHHHHHH OUR BUFF BUNNY FOUND LOVEEEEEEEE, <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3.” The two of you were breathing just a little easier.

After his Vlive with Minhyuk ended he called you like he does every night and was talking like an excited toddler.

“DID YOU WATCH THE VLIVE?! DID YOU SEE HOW HAPPY MONBEBE WERE?! I Don’t know why I was so worried. I really do have the most wonderful fans. I wonder if they want pictures of us? I could share the one of us at the movies the other day! You looked gorgeous!”

“Hoho you aren’t going to be able to sleep tonight, are you?” you laughed.

“Probably not, I’m just so happy! I’m so thankful my little goof didn’t backfire on us. I’m on my way to your house!”

“Hoseok its 3 in the morning!”

“Yeah, but how lame would it be to asked you to be mine over the phone!”

The next morning you woke up to Starship making an official announcement and about 20,000 more followers on Instagram. There was also a text from Hoseok who was already at practice.

“Good morning beautiful. Have an amazing day today and I can’t wait to see you tonight! Text when you can! I love you :)“

Minhyuk

You knew Minhyuk from your childhood. He was one of your best friends that you had known since you were little and had lived right down the road from one another. Even though the two of you didn’t get to hang out much since he became an idol, you were always texting and talking on the phone, with the occasional hang out session happening between comebacks.

You also had a secret he didn’t know about. You were absolutely infatuated with him. The time that you had known each other had turned into a love story for you, where you wished you could tell him how you felt but you also didn’t want your friendship to change after you confessed. So, you kept this secret to yourself.

Minhyuk was in the United States on their “We Are Here” world tour and decided to do a live stream with his teammate, Changkyun. You had just woken up and were getting ready to head to work when you got the notification, so you decided to listen to the stream in the car like it was a podcast. You couldn’t help but laugh at their antics a wish that it was you with Min instead of I.M.

You were just getting onto the highway when a Monbebe asked the boys if they thought they would ever date while they were Idols. Changkyun said he didn’t know and really didn’t think about it too much because he didn’t have anyone that caught his eye just yet, besides Monbebe. You thought you were going to run off the road when Minhyuk gave his response.

“I’d date my best friend, y/n.”

You weren’t totally convinced it was a confession and not a sweet sentiment that was meant to find you a b/g/f, since that was definitely something Min would do. However, Changkyun made it very clear what Minhyuk was trying to say.

“Yeah you’ve had a crush on them for a while.” He commented. “YA! Don’t call me out like that” Minhyuk laughed. “Monbebe don’t need to know that, and I’m now hoping that y/n isn’t watching. I didn’t mean to say that! We’ve known each other since we were about 8 years old.” Oh boy, were you watching. You had just pulled up to work and just sat in your car, mouth wide open. One Monbebe asked why Minhyuk hadn’t asked you out and he stated the exact same feeling of he didn’t want to lose you as a friend because he didn’t think you felt the same.

You open up your text messages and send a quick “I do feel like that, though” and then reopened Vlive to see if he would get the message on Vlive. His phone vibrated and he pulled it out and read what you had sent. Slowly a huge sunshiney grin spread across his face and he showed the message to Changkyun, who let out a massive “I TOLD YOU SO,” making Minhyuk laugh.

You were completely late to work and it didn’t even matter to you, but loosing your job may not be a good idea. You tuned off the Vlive and sent him a quick “I’ll text you on my break” message, which got an even quicker, “Don’t text, call me when you can.”

Work was going so slow for you but when that first 15-minute break came around, you ran outside and his Minhyuk’s contact. It conversation was a little awkward at first but after a few minutes the two of you were talking and joking. He told you that when he got home, he was taking you out immediately and you told him that you couldn’t wait. Once your break was over you told him to get some sleep and to call you when he wakes up.

He held true to his word when he got home a month later, and your new relationship with his was everything you could had ever imagined.

Kihyun

A lot of famous Korean Idols and Actors had recently started dating and Dispatch was on High Alert. You knew that you and your new love interest Kihyun had to be careful since you hadn’t been together that long and hadn’t really had the talk about how serious of a relationship yours was. You had been on a couple of dates but hadn’t talked about how you felt about each other or if you wanted to take the next step and add labels to each other. You knew that you were head over heels for him but weren’t totally sure where he stood. He was a total sweetheart and was affectionate but past experiences had you guessing if he felt the same way for you that you felt for him.

He was doing a Vlive after practice and you were trying to clean your house and decided to tune in to show some support. You set your phone up to the side and began cleaning the counters in your kitchen. He started talking about some exciting stuff for the group and you knew that it was a matter of time before he spilled some details that shouldn’t be spilled. You sent him a text reminding him to watch what he says so not to get in trouble and then when back to cleaning.

“Yes, my love.”

You froze. He froze. Your cat froze. The lady next door froze. Everything froze.

He sat there for a second with his eyes wide and hands over his mouth. Monbebe were all over it asking who his love was. Not only did he accidentally reveled that he had a love interest, but he reveled that he did have feelings for you.

You stood in the living room counter cleaner in your hand with the goofiest grin on your face. He immediately tried to cover up what he had said but it was no use. Monbebe were smarter than that.

“Okay Monbebe. Yes, I have been seeing someone. They’re amazing and I’m truly lucky to have them. They’re watching too and reminded me to not leak anything that could get me in trouble.” He laughed. “I really care for them a lot and I hope that we can continue to see each other and be something more.”

Monbebe in chat got super soft. Chat was filled with “aww” and “I’m so Happy for you Kihyun.” Many asked when he was going to introduce you to them like they were family, which you loved because you knew that Monbebe meant so much to him. He explained that you weren’t an official relationship but not to worry because he had plans for that, and that was the only information he was going to leak, with a light hearted laugh.

You waited until he finished his stream and sent him a text telling him that he was just a tiny adorable little thing. He respond that 1. He was taller than you, 2. He is a member of Monsta X so he cant be THAT cute, and 3. He was on his way over to hang out. When he got there you both talked about where you were standing and if there should be a commitment. Needless to say the name his name in your phone was <3 Boyfriend <3 by the end of the night. Before he left he took a cute picture of the two of you and posted to fancafe for Monbebe to see.

“Monbebe meet y/n, my amazing g/b/f. At least I leaked it before Dispatch did haha!”

Hyungwon

You were hanging out with your friend Hyungwon. You were just finishing up a dance session the two of you were having since he was planning a video for Monbebe to show off some of his dance moves. You two had known each other for a while, having attended the same dance school in Gwangju. You were sad when he he moved to Seoul to follow his dream, but you came to visit as much as possible. Eventually you moved their as well and when he was wanting to come up with little dance routines for Monbebe you were always there helping and showing support. You were about to head home when he decided he was going to do a short Vlive and talk to some fans.

He was sitting on the floor of the studio in Starship’s building, talking to some fans when you were heading out the door. He looked so happy to be talking and joking around with them, that it warmed your heart. You always had a soft spot for him. You were two peas in a pod. You could talk about anything, and the best time when the two of you were just hanging out, watching movies lazily on the couch. It usually ended up in nap time but hey you were both very busy and naps were fun, right? Truth be told, you had grown a little more than fond of Hyungwon. You really liked him. You were jealous of the makeup artists and staff that always got to be with him, and occasionally flirted with him. You wished you could tell him how you felt but this friendship meant too much to you to try to ruin like that. You would much rather have him as a friend than not at all, or have the friendship just be awkward from rejection.

You had gathered your stuff quietly and was getting ready to leave when started waving and saying bye. You took this as you didn’t need to be quiet and told him bye and grabbed the door handle. Just before you walked out you heard Hyungwon very clearly say “I love you.” You stopped, smiled and looked over your shoulder thinking he was meaning it in a friendly way. You guys had said “love ya” before. His face was shocked, like he had slipped up. You were confused why he had that look on his face, but noticed the blush flashing across his cheeks. Was it possible he liked you too? You stepped back in the room and shut the door when he finally came too and started reading chat. “’ Who is the person you just told I love you too?’ Uh, well that’s my really good friend. They’re my partner in crime…..’That look says more than friend, are you holding out on us?’ I might be holding out on myself, Monbebe.” he laughed. You stood there with a grin on your face, listening to him try to explain himself to his fans for his slip up but he eventually gave up. “Okay fine, yes I have a thing for my friend, and yes they are standing about 20 feet away from me staring at me, as I wish I could go crawl under a rock in embarrassment.” He laughed again. “I think I’m going to call it for the night before I leak something insanely important. Goodnight, Monbebe, I love you all so much.” He waved and ended it, sighing and setting the camera down.

He looked looked at you with a smile and a lighthearted “oops.” You just smiled back and shook your head. “Ya know, I wouldn’t have batted an eye if you wouldn’t have freaked out.” You responded. “Well I just confessed my feelings to my best friend, unintentionally, in front of THOUSANDS.” You could tell that last part made him a little nervous, but it had happened and Hyungwon always handled everything with grace.

“Well, if it means anything to you, I love you too Hyungwon.” Your face was hot and you knew it had to be redder than his.

He stood up and made his way too you, adorable smile on his face. “Well, its still somewhat early. Would you like to go on a date with me?”

“I’d love to.” You both smiled and he shortened the distance between the two of you giving you a big hug and planted a soft kiss on the top of your head.

Hand in hand you both left the build. “Guess we don’t have to worry about the media leaking us. I did it for them.” He laughed. In that moment you knew this is exactly what happiness was.

Jooheon

*I just really love this gif yall.*

Last night was awesome. You had gone on a date with a friend that you had known for a while, or at least you assumed it was a date, considering the blushing on both ends. You two had gone to the movies to see a scary movie and then to dinner. Jooheon was a total baby the entire movie, but it was his idea. You thought it probably picked the movie because he wanted to seem all tough, but everyone who knew Jooheon knew that he was the opposite.

The next morning you had gotten woke up by your phone notification going off twice. One from the Monsta X twitter and the other from the Monsta X Vlive account, both announcing one or more of the boys had gone online for a stream. When Jooheon made it to the end of No Mercy and joined Monsta X, you immediately followed their social media pages to show support for your friend and keep up with him.

You rolled over and opened the app and where greeted by a sleepy Changkyun in a red hoodie talking with the fans. He was talking and being a flirtatious maknae making the Monbebe go crazy. You laid your phone on the bed and closed your eyes but kept the stream open. Right as you were about to fall back asleep you were jolted awake by Jooheon’s voice as he walked into the room.

“Changkyun-ah! You should have been there last night. I had such a good time, I think y/n might be the one.” I.M’s eyes got huge and he shook his head “no” as he looked over at his Hyung. You were wide awake now, palm pressed to your cheek, staring at your phone.

“What’s wrong?”

“Uh… I’m on vlive.”

There was a thick silence for a little bit, that was only broken by Changkyun chuckling and a door to one of the rooms shutting. You assumed Jooheon had mouthed a few explicit words and ran away. The image of what happened on the other side of the phone made you giggle.

Changkyun tried to cover for his best friend and buffer some of the questions that Monbebe had pouring in, without giving away too much because he felt it wasn’t his place to do. “Now what am I suppose to do Monbebe. Now theres a third wheel to Jookyun... I guess we just need to date huh?” he flirted.

A few seconds later, you received a text message from Jooheon.

“Good morning, are you awake.”

“Just got up a little bit ago, what’s up”

“Nothing just got home, wanted to see what’s up and if you wanted to hang out again tonight?”

“Of course! Let me just end Changkyuns Vlive.” The messages stopped for a few minutes and you worried that you had given him a panic attack making a joke that you knew how he felt.

“You were watching, huh?”

“I was and don’t worry I feel the same way <3”

“You do??”

“Well, duh I wouldn’t have said yes to going out again tonight if I didn’t lol!”

“Pick you up at 8?”

“Can’t wait <3”

I.M

You met Changkyun while doing an internship with Starship during their comeback for the “Beautiful” era. You both had so much fun playing Overwatch together and listening to music that it became a regular event during his free time that he had when he wasn’t working on new songs. You weren’t even going to lie and say that you didn’t have feelings for him, you did and you knew it. The problem was you were trying to get your internship that you had done to be a real job with Starship, and you didn’t want to make your friendship awkward if you were to succeed and get the job.

He was hanging out in a hotel room with his fellow Monsta X member, Wonho, and talking on a Vlive stream with Monbebe. You had flown to see the show and were hanging out in the background while they finished it up. You need to grab something from your hotel room, so you motioned that you were leaving and walked out. What you didn’t see or here was Changkyun staring you out the room lovingly. When the door closed, he said “gah, y/n’s so perfect” under his breath. He thought nobody had heard but Hoseok did and so did the camera that was just close enough to pick up everything.

He realized that everyone had heard when the questions started appearing in the chat. “Who is y/n?” “Are you two dating?” “Did our wolf find the one?” While Changkyun was nervous to answer any of the questions he felt honestly was the best option. “y/n is one of my friends. They’re an intern with Starship and pretty much me in a much more attractive form. I’m honestly nervous to tell them how I feel” he laughed. Wonho had completely broken. He was sitting there in awe and the maknae’s courage to speak on his slip up. When you re-emerged in the room all mention of what had happened stopped. You could feel something had happened and looked at the two boys with a confused face, but nobody said a word towards what was wrong for the rest of the night. You had thought maybe you should go back and see what was said but Starship was taking forever to put the video back up in a vod.”

It didn’t take long though. The next morning, you woke up to dozens of direct messages on Twitter from people you didn’t know but knew from the titles on their pages that they were Monbebe. They had worked through the night to find you and send you a video clip from the stream. You watched him say that you were perfect at least a hundred times with butterflies in your chest. You were nervous about whether you should let Kyun know that you knew, but eventually you gained the mindset to go for it. You walked to breakfast where you found him at a table with Wonho and another member named Jooheon. They were casually joking and eating their food. The second Wonho noticed you, you saw him punch Jooheon and nod to you, symbolizing to you that he had spilled the beans to Jooheon.

Kyun turned and smiled with a blush coming across his face. He pulled the chair out for you and asked how you were that morning. After sharing a few pleasantries, he didn’t even try to hind the Vlive anymore. “So Monbebe spilled into your messages, didn’t they?” You were taken back by the fact that he wasn’t going to hide it but smiled and nodded. Wonho and Jooheon scooted closer to each other and waited for the next response.

“Everything I said was the truth. I’m so lucky to have you in my life, you really are amazing. I’ve never met someone so much like me and I’ve fallen for you so hard. I understand if you don’t feel the same, but I needed to get it off my chest, and don’t worry. I’ve already talked to my boss. They’re already planning on giving you the job, and even if we were to get together that wouldn’t change. You’re an incredible worker and they don’t want to lose you, but neither do I. So, if you don’t feel the same I’ll understand but can’t we please still be friends.”

Wonho and Jooheon were practically leaning over the table waiting on your answer.

“Kyun, I’ve been so into you for such a long time.” You smiled sweetly and got up from your chair giving the maknae a huge hug, burying your face into his chest. You could physically feel his sigh of relief.

“You have no idea how happy I am right now” he said as Wonho and Jooheon sprung up, hand in hand dancing and scream their excitement that you two had started your new blooming relationship.

[cosmichoneyedblossoms]

— A First Meeting —

Pairing: Minhyuk x Reader

Genre: Fluff | Soulmate!Au

A/N: This is my gift as a Monbebe Secret Santa to @ahgastarlight. I’m sorry that I didn’t get to talk to you much, but I hope we can become great friends 💛

Another side note: I had the whole thing written, BUT Tumblr decided that the first draft wasn’t worthy enough and it deleted 85% of the piece. 

Your family winter vacation alway seemed to be a bummer no matter where you went; the previous year you went to Spain and it was a complete downpour for the week, the year before that you were snowed in the Netherlands, and before that there was a typhoon keeping you from taking your trip and you knew that this year would be no different.

“C’mon, put a smile on your face, we’re finally here in Switzerland where you’ve wanted to come for a long time.” Your brother, Wonho, nudged you and you let out a sigh.

“I get that, but I just have a feeling that somethings going to happen...” Your intuition was usually never wrong, but you always ignored it, why ruin your annual family vacation?

“You worry too much.”

“I know I do.” You leaned back into the backseat of the car and closed your eyes, the silence was soon filled with a familiar beat, the soft lyrics and piano chords caused you to hum along with the song.

“They’re listening to that song again?” Wonho questioned, he was already getting annoyed with the same song on repeat from your soulmate. Eric Nam’s “Wonder” seemed to be on repeat for them and you weren’t going to complain because it gave you insight to what they were feeling.

“Like you’re one to talk, yours always plays TWICE’s “Fancy” and I’m about over that.” You growled and you could hear your father clear his throat from the front seat.

“That’s enough you two, we’re almost to the resort. All I ask is that you behave.”  Both of you sighed in unison and then leaned back into your respective spots. Resting your eyes, the song in your head sounded like it was growing louder the closer you got to the resort. You waited until the car came to a stop before you jumped out of it and ran towards the resort.

“Hey! Where are you going?!” Wonho yelled, watching you run from the car.

“It’s getting louder...” You whispered, the song was almost blaring in your ears as you stepped into the snow covered ground. The crunching of it was nonexistent the further you walked and all of a sudden it stopped. You spun around in every direction seeing if someone had pulled out headphones, but to your eyes, no one even had a listening device near them, “I was so close...” You whined walking back to the car where your family stood watching you. You were so close and yet so far.

“What happened?” Your mother asked and you stayed quiet. Why would they believe you? Wonho said he heard the music in is head get so loud that he thought that his ear drums were going to burst, but here he was, still looking for his soul mate.

“Why did you run off like that?” Wonho tugged on the sleeve of your jacket, pulling you closer.

“It was getting louder...” You mumbled while pulling you suitcase from the trunk.

“You heard the music getting louder?” He asked and you nodded your head, “You’re telling me, you heard the music getting louder here? In a completely different country?”

“Shove off. I swear, it was getting louder.” You were highly annoyed, but it couldn’t be helped— you couldn’t control the person on the other end. 

“It’s almost nine, where are you going?” Wonho asked from his bed, his eyes flicking up from his phone to you.

“I’m just going on a walk.” You sighed, slipping your shoes on, “I just want to take a walk.”

“Want me to come along?” He began to get up and you raised your hand, stopping him.

“Alone, Wonho. Alone.” He sat back down into the bed, a slight pout coming to his lips, “I’ll be back soon.” You stepped out of the room, exhaling a deep sigh. No matter how the rest of your day went, you were still upset about the day’s earlier events. You hadn’t heard the song the rest of the day, the absence of it made you feel lonely—you wondered it they felt the same way. Pulling out your headphones, you plugged them in, put the buds into your ears, and turned on your favorite song—their favorite song. You couldn’t help but hum the song; it was the first time that you had actually listened to the song on your own and you could see why it was their repeat song, the deep lyrics and soft music was easy to lose yourself in. Stepping into the elevator, someone ran into the elevator with you, his eyes wide as his fingers mashed the close door button. He reached for the cord of your headphones and yanked them out, “Hey!”

“It’s you, isn’t it?” He breathed and you furrowed your brow.

“What?” You asked, watching him slip the ear buds into his ear, the song that you had been listening to screamed in your ears. Your eyes grew wide as it hit you that you actually weren’t crazy and that he was here.

“I heard the song and it started getting louder... it must’ve been you walking past my room...” He pulled the headphones from his ears and handed them back to you, the silence that filled the elevator caused the butterflies in your stomach to flutter as you stared into his eyes, “I’m Minhyuk... and you are...?”

“Y-Y/N...” You stuttered, your words getting stuck in your throat.

“Well, Y/N...” He reached out to grab your hand, the warmth from his fingers spread through you palm as he lifted your hand up to his lips, “I can’t wait to get to know you.” 

[iamnameim]

Untitled, 2019.

I have never felt anything like this, if I am honest. There is so much I feel, so much I feel like I have to say but I can say that I am speechless. Going to social media about my depression, anxiety and in some platforms, my love of kpop, is just something I am not usually talking about. So this post will be raw and I don’t expect much from it, but since starting Tumblr, it has become where I feel most like myself, most accepted and most welcome to share what I am feeling; no matter what it is.

Since my roommate texted me the screenshot, I haven’t been okay. It’s dramatic, I guess but after receiving that text, and once today, I have had 2 panic attacks over this. I have cried on and off since 3:30 this morning. I am drained and my chest physically hurts and actually feels like there is a weight on it.

“But its kpop, it's not that serious.” right? wrong.

It is that serious when you find a group in a time in your life where all you want to do is give up. and I mean that as deep as it can get.

I found Monsta X in a time where I truly did not think I had it in me to move another step. When all of the mistakes I made came crashing down and seemed to anchor me and all I did was sink further and further. Despite my efforts to keep my head above the water.

I found Wonho, Shin Hoseok, Lee Hoseok, in a time where I could not smile, when I hadn’t actually been outside in a month, when I hadn’t left the bed unless it was to shower or “eat”

I found them, him, when my depression brought back my insomnia and I laid awake every single night, reliving the turn of events my life took and letting them strangle me further.

I found his smile, and right after I found his laugh. I was pretty much done for after that, because that is what made me into the Monbebe I am. While I’ve heard that it was because of his looks, or his body, I can honestly say it was his laugh. And to this day, I can tell you what video, the minute and the very second. To this day, I’ve not heard anything to top Hoseok’s laugh and I have found nothing brighter than his smile.

I found him, as the sweetest idol that I possibly have ever seen. I found the connection he had with Monbebe. I found a home. Where I gave my love and it was undoubtedly reciprocated. He doesn’t know me, but does he love me any less? Absolutely not.

As a whole, yes Monsta X adore MBB so much and it is very clear. But maybe it’s me and my connection, but the love Wonho has for MBB is something different in itself. He was-is-our biggest fan. And I adore that with every inch of my heart.

Monsta X as a whole, did save me. I truly believe that, but Wonho.. Wonho. Wonho made me see, made me believe, in something pure. Something bright, He reminded me that you can literally do anything, the only thing stopping you is yourself. He worked so hard. And it gave me a sense of strength to in turn never give up. And even if my days seemed dark, even with this now, I have a sense of strength in this. A sense I got from him, himself. cliche wording, but he lit my fire again, and I refuse to let it go out. 

Which is why with every fiber of my being, I pray that he comes home.. I know as much as I’ve been posting on Insta and Twitter, I know it may not help but I won't let this go. Not unless I absolutely have too.

I am that stan that is always up to protecting my idols, regardless.

“Oh they look like girls.” okay, so they like to look nice?

“they are so gay. how can you like gay men?” didn’t you just talk about how you stood behind the LGBTQ+ community? Would you say that to a gay American? Have you said that to the one you used to work with?

“How can you like Asians?” okay, is that not okay? But its okay for you to marry a Mexican?

“why do they were makeup if they are men?” James Charles does it and you seemed pretty okay with that.

“How can you even tell them apart. they all look the same.” in terms, that is racist and didn’t you just tell me how you weren’t racist?

And now with this, I will endlessly protect Wonho. Because I am HIS Monbebe, as much as I am just a MX monbebe. I still trust him, I still love him, I still believe in him.. 

I love you, so much. To the moon and back, Hoseok.

[vividly-violet-vivaciousness]

GREETINGS, TUMBLR!

It is I.

It is me.

Me is it.

Call me Chesha

CIS Female

5" 5

Around the 16 to 21 age range

I'm a fatass cat

Leo

Melodramatic

Loud

I care t o o much

Going to school to be a teacher

Will always support you

I'm the "therapist friend" if you need someone to talk to

Please talk to me, I'll be good to you

Furry owo

I write little stories for recreation

Artist - $2 commissions are open

I draw too many useless OCs

T o o many headcannons i cant get on paper

K-Pop multi-stan

Fandoms:

BTS ARMY

TxT

Monbebe

iKONIC

V.I.P.

Mayniac

Uhhh yeah

I came here from the hellfire that is G+

I'm here to burn this site to the ground

Jk imma love y'all

If you're REALLY intrested, my twitter is @VividNViolet1

I'm here for a decent time, not a long time.

I've got no problem with you if you've got no problem with me.

If you do have a problem with me, tell me about it privately so we can discuss :)

I hope we can interact well. Take care of yourself.

And even if we just met, I love you.

-Chesha 💜

[lunebinnie]

(1/14)I am so sorry for taking so long! (I also had to spend a lot of time studying this week bc I had my first exam for my Anatomy Lab on Wednesday... And then we had our first exam for *Lecture* Thursday (which also was the day I had a bunch of powerpoints due for my very intimidating adviser...) and then I had to substitute teach all day Friday (and then I meant to respond sooner but I got so busy 😭) so yeah I completely understand about school getting in the way no worries abt it!)

And also sleeping in on a day off when you’ve been busy studying lately is completely valid hon 👌 I hope that your midterms go well and that you’re able to stay healthy and take care of yourself in the midst of preparing! (not that you wouldn’t, I just have a bad habit of neglecting things like healthy sleeping and eating habits when I get caught up studying, so hopefully you’re not like me in that way) And yeah me too! I mean on the one hand I understand *why* they have that limit

3)If u could just send as many as u want there would be so much more spam and ppl would definitely abuse that. But also?? Um? I have a chronic condition called ‘Can'tShuttheFuckUp-itis’? 🤷 This policy is so discriminatory towards people like me who suffer from this crippling condition! I feel oppressed honestly 🙄 tumblr rlly has something against ppl just trying to get to know each other huh? Lol, but at least now we know why it eats them I’ll be sure to try to prevent that in the future

4)And oh my gosh that’s so cool! I’m super jealous!! 😮 lol. I wish they hosted kpop nights at my local bar! 😭😭 But no, I’m here at my little state college in a little 2 mi2 town just under pop 5500 (and idek if that’s before or after counting college students) in the middle of the 'farm zone’ of my state. All we get is country night @Riley’s 😩 RIP. But ya I wish I had more ppl around me who were into kpop! So far I’ve only met 3 ppl who listen to it. One was that roommate I told you about

5)One is just a casual listener who isn’t really into 3rd gen groups and mostly just listens to Girl’s Generation but that’s valid, and one isn’t even rlly a fan of any groups in particular, she just puts the kpop station on when she studies bc she says she needs music but if it’s in English she gets distracted, lol And omg that is insane! $500?? And 5 copies of the same album? 😲 (Says the girl who’s been a Monbebe for a hot 2 months and has already bought three (3??) Monsta X T-shirts… 😂

6)in my defense tho one of them was only $10 bc it was Black Friday? And u can’t blame me, Hot Topic is my krypotonite lmao) but yeah I already feel guilty about spending 30+ dollars on one copy of an album (thx international shipping) That’s so wild. And yeah I don’t get why ppl feel the need go out of their way just to insult other ppl’s music taste. I’m also pretty self conscious abt sharing my music taste and obviously the way everyone around me talks abt kpop has made me even moreso now 🙃

7) I haven’t gotten into too many groups yet bc I’m trying to go slowly and focus on getting into one group at a time but I do have a long list of groups I plan on getting into eventually! NU'EST is one that I’ve heard some of their songs on my Spotify based on my listening history and they’re on the list haha 😂 And omg I feel really similarly about Got7! I tried to get into them after I got into Monsta X and right before I got into Astro and although I did really like some of their songs

8)I haven’t really been able to get into their music as much as MX and Astro’s yet. I do think they seem like a really fun group in terms of personality though. As for the comeback I know right?? I mean I know a lot of ppl were freaking out abt the comeback being a 'sexy’ and how it wasn’t gonna be the same cute Astro we all love anymore. But they filled the MV with flowers and glitter and still managed to make it sexy as fuck! This album has a very different vibe but it still felt like them

9) They managed to pull off a more mature and sexy concept while still staying true to themselves and I’m so here for it! I don’t know if I could really pick a favorite era because I love them all! I mean Spring Up was an excellent era and every era since then has been great. They really don’t know how to have any bad concepts or make any bad songs huh? Lol. Since I’m still pretty new I really love the title tracks since I’ve heard them the most. (I have listened to their full discography

10)But I haven’t listened to their Bsides enough to pick out my favorites from those) I also really love Again though! The first time I saw the dance practice I was super into it and then I looked up the lyrics and was like 'this is supposed to be sad/regretful song it has no reason to be this much of a BOP?!’ 😂 I have such a hard time picking favorites though. Since All Light is new though I actually have listened to it enough times to pick some 'non-title song favorites’ from there haha

11) Other than All Night (which is great, obvi) I also really like Starry Sky, Moonwalk and Role Play 😂 and Bloom is so pretty oh my god! 😭😭 the album is great and has no bad songs but those are the ones I particularly like. I feel u about the dances honestly. I think that’s actually what drew me to kpop initially. I mean I like listening to the songs ofc but it wasn’t until after I actually watched an MV/saw the choreography that I actually was like… Oh shit I’m gonna have to be a fan now

12) It was the visual aspect that really made me want to be a kpop fan bc I haven’t really seen that level of performance with any western music. Which isn’t to say I think all western music is bad but I think it’s really impressive to watch kpop groups singing and also doing really impressive choreography and performing at the same time. Plus that’s the part I can show my family and say 'even if you don’t like the music because of the language barrier you have to admit they’re talented dancers’

13)And yes! With Astro especially I think the dance practices rlly succinctly capture the reason why I love them so much. They are *super* talented but they also have such great chemistry and u can rlly tell that they just love each other and have so much fun together! I love a family of six hardworking dorks! 🤧💗 lol. And yeah it’s too bad that neither of are able to see them this cb ☹️ (I also did the 'hypothetically…’ research but it wouldn’t have worked out 😒) I hope you’re right though!

14)Hopefully the success of this comeback is the catalyst to Astro getting more of the attention they deserve and there will be many more opportunities to see them in the future! (Although it is too bad we won’t be able to see live performances from this cb, since it’s so pretty 😭 tho with their track record I’m sure future cb’s will be just as good lol) But what about you? Do you have any favorite songs from this cb in particular? Talk again soon! (I’ll try 2 b better @ responding 😭) -AHA

FUCKKK okay so after like a million years of midterms + 2 days straight of sleeping ya girl is BACK to answer these asks after getting through the hurdle of copying and pasting and italicizing 14 asks onto one response on my phone. Did I perhaps fail at least 3 of my midterms? Quite probably. Do I have the energy to care atm? No. Did I need to get away from everything and fly to Boston to visit my friend for reading week? Yes.

How did all your exams go? That sounds crazy though! I hope you got through everything ok!

Tbh I have the same unhealthy habits too, I essentially became nocturnal and lived on like one meal a day + snacks and coffee 😭 fr, I would be writing my midterm from 11:30-1:30, go home to eat, sleep from 4-7pm, then wake up to study all night for the next one, and repeat,,,,, I’m like an actual mess tbh

Honestly as much as I’ve enjoyed the Aroha secret admirer thing (it was sooo nice getting to meet new people) rn I’m just so glad that post-reveal we don’t have to deal with tumblr ask limits and writing entire essay responses all in one go.

Honestly 3 shirts isn’t even THAT bad especially if they weren’t all like ordered from overseas so they wouldn’t have been that expensive. When I went to the Myeongdong underground shopping centre I went craaaazy with Kpop merch despite stanning (at that point, pretty much only) BTS for a whole 3 weeks, so I ended up coming back with 2 albums, a bunch of stickers, a photocard pack (also bonus: got an Astro one too) and like a BUNCH of bt21 stuff. Speaking of, my All Light album finally came in!! I ended up getting a Moonbin, MJ, Jinjin, and Sanha photocard plus the a Rocky lyric booklet and ik I basically got THE best set for someone who loves all of them w my whole heart 😩✊ but I’m still sad I didn’t get any Eunwoo cards since he was my first Astro bias 😭 it’s soooooo pretty I love it sm and like lowkey I’ll probably end up buying more of their albums anyway oopsss

Speaking of Monsta X btw, I heard their new song and I thought it was really good! What did you think of it?

Regarding favourite songs, I swear my moods change so much, so it’s pretty common for me to not love a song at first and sort of rediscover it months later, and tbh that’s kind of what happened with Innocent Love, Baby, and Again. In this album though, I’d say my favourite Bsides are probably be Bloom, 1 in a Million, and Heart Brew Love.

And I toootally agree with the performance aspect of kpop being the thing to attract me it, even before I got really into it I’d sometime like to watch dance practices (and lowkey even learned a bunch of choreos a with my friend last term just bc we had access to a frequently empty dance studio). It’s just super impressive to see people singing and dancing at the same time mostly live, and for the same reasons I’m also super into musicals as well, which isn’t so say I think like lip syncing or just dancing/singing is bad, it’s just refreshing to see it done all at once, you know?

Also side story it turns out that I actually DO know another Astro fan irl!! Her older sister (who I’m closer to bc we’re closer in age) is the one who bought the million got7 albums. Even though she’s been a fan of Astro since before debut, her sister doesn’t even know she listens to kpop since she was afraid of getting roasted at first, but now she’s in too deep to say anything. I’d mentioned liking Astro to her before, but she didn’t say anything bc she didn’t want to expose herself in front of her sister but on Friday I saw her while her sister was out and she was like “oh btw here’s a secret I went to the Toronto fanmeet last year but my sister doesn’t know” I was SHOOK but tbh I’m just super glad now to have someone to talk about it and go to concerts with (I’m banking on the fact that they’re coming back)

Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH for waiting 2747287482 million years for my response, and it was so great to finally (officially) meet you Kjersten!

@kaptain-k-pop

[hoshees]

so i'm going to preface this by saying that these are entirely my own opinions, i in no way think these opinions are superior, but they are based on how i've been feeling lately, no matter how accurate or misplaced those feelings may be.

i’m addressing some things i’ve noticed in the shinee fandom (not as a whole, but regularly) lately that have been bothering me.

 you have every right to disagree with me, and i will gladly talk through these disagreements if you'd like to, so long as your response is respectful and acknowledges that i'm permitted to have my own stance here, because i definitely believe you are permitted to have yours. please don't bother responding to this unless you actually read everything. i know it's very long, and i apologize if i don't word things clearly or make errors in communicating myself accurately. please give me some leeway in this, as these words are coming from a really raw place, and i don't entirely trust myself to speak with confidence. 

also please note that some of this may be triggering. i talk about jonghyun and some of the feelings i had after his death, so please be aware of that as you read. i've marked the section where i begin to discuss this with an asterisk (*). 

here we go. first, some background. i got in deep into kpop a couple of years ago after taemin's press it album was released, and found myself falling in love with not only taemin's music but also with  shinee's. i was really attracted to their talent, their varied discography, and their personalities. but what really sealed the deal for me were shawols. i joined tumblr originally under the url @/celes-tae, (i'd been on tumblr for years prior under another url, but never posted kpop content) and as a new blogger i didn't understand everything at first but i felt really comfortable right away. shawols seemed kind, mature, intelligent... so many things that i really craved in companionship with others, even if it was just online. i felt like i was a little late to the game (at the time i was 23 and was really only a casual listener of kpop before then), but i felt like that didn't matter to this fandom. people were so kind, and as i began to embrace a role as a content-creator i really felt like i was appreciated and accepted into this niche that i really loved. beyond that, i was able to form friendships that have proven to be really valuable to me and have really touched my heart. at the time, i really felt like shawols were generally more accepting than other fandoms i dabbled in. this is based mostly off of some of the people and words i came across on this website, and of course not as an accurate representation of any fandom as a whole, but i felt for a very long time that i would be one of those people who only stanned one group and that group would be shinee, because everything else seemed to complicated to grasp for a newcomer like me. as i got more into the music, though, i realized that there were so many other great things i was missing out on, and i steadily became more multifandom, first with getting more into monsta x than the casual fan i had been up until that point, and then with seventeen. i also started listening to bts more, because i really liked their music, but i distanced myself from the fandom simply because it felt really complex and it wasn't something i wanted to take the effort to navigate and find my place in at the time. this went on for a while, and i made friends with so many people and started making content for monsta x and seventeen in addition to shinee and just did what made me happy, and none of this ever had a negative impact on my friendships or more casual interactions on tumblr, at least none that were made evident to me. i went to shinee concerts and made more friends, gushed about new content  and new music with others, and it was all so lovely... even with the occasional controversies among shawols nothing ever really seemed to break us or cause major discord, and i was so proud of that.   on november 2, 2017, i accidentally deleted my blog (then @/taeminihyuk), and had to remake. i was devastated because of the content i lost, of course, but mostly because i knew it would be difficult if not impossible to reestablish all of the connections i'd made with people via that blog. this didn't end up being the case though. i was welcomed back by old friends and made TONS of new ones, many of whom i'm close with now. since remaking, i've felt so much positivity and love from others and seen so much of these same emotions exchanged on my dash, and i can't help but smile. of course this is just a website, and is in no way a replacement for flesh and blood human relationships, but that doesn't mean it can't have a vastly positive impact on people's lives, because it really has on mine. through this blog i've been exposed to music and art that has directly inspired me in my own life, and brought me out of some pretty dark places. i think that's what this should be about more than anything. not notes or fame or awards or streams, but the real evidenced impact that being a fan of a musician, or any art, can bring. please keep this in mind as you read on. * when jonghyun passed away, i felt a sadness that i've never felt before. i won't say it's the worst pain i've ever felt, but it was different, more suffocating and unexpected, than any pain i'd experienced up until then. in no way am i insinuating that you are wrong in your reactions to his death if you feel differently from how i did. i know that for many people there was no worse pain than the reality of losing him, and these feelings are valid, and you are entitled to feel and react to that sadness however you want. for me though, the heartbreak came not only from the sudden loss, but also in viewing everything that shattered afterward. in the people i knew and some who didn't, who were broken. at first, as with any devastation, people came together in support of one another. i received messages from bloggers i'd never interacted with before, who wanted to just check on me and let me know they were there if i needed them. i did my best to reciprocate that sentiment and tried to be a source of comfort for people. in many ways this was harmful though, because i didn't spend enough time actually grieving, and in many ways i'm still feeling some of the repercussions of that. regardless, the love and care that i saw from other people in those weeks following his death are things i'll look back on with gratefulness probably forever. 

as time wore on though, that sense of camaraderie faded. it's natural for that to happen, but it left room for lots of negative voices to ring louder than others. people started policing others for their expressions of grief or lack thereof. people who identified as shawols were telling others that they weren't entitled to grieve if they hadn't been fans of him before his death. people used jonghyun's name to push agendas that were problematic at best and downright harmful at worst. the ways people talked to each other changed. there was no more delicacy, at least not in the louder voices. when i noticed a lot of these things, i felt myself pulling away even more. because i was immersed in other groups, i spoke less about shinee. i still blogged quietly, but i didn't feel like i could really participate in the fandom anymore, because i wanted to compartmentalize and go back to the reasons why i got into kpop in the first place, which at the time seemed separate from shinee. i wanted to feel warm again, and all of the fighting and discourse was stripping that away, in my view. i didn't identify with single-fandom shawols that viewed them as their everything because i hadn't been around for years and years, as i said, i only got into all of this in early 2016, so it wasn't as embedded in my life and my understanding of my relationships and choices as it was for others. i also didn't identify with people who weren't shawols, the "i'm not a shawol, but..." mentality, because i still very much felt that i was a shawol at heart. i kept drifting back and forth between feeling like i had a place and was content in my understanding of what shinee was to me and then just being really confused, and sometimes i felt alone and hurt. when onew, key, minho, and taemin went ahead with the tokyo dome concerts, i had mixed feelings. i wanted them to take time to rest and grieve, i wanted them to be happy above everything, but i knew there was nothing i could do to help them in that regard, and a really selfish part of me wanted them to keep making music because i thought "i can't lose this too." i live-streamed the audio for the first night, and it was terrible, but also really good for me, because i finally felt like a shawol again. i finally felt like i was part of that community, and i could really grieve. this next paragraph is a bit of an aside, but the concerns i express here directly play into my discussion of shinee later, so please read it too: after monsta x tickets went on sale a few months ago, i saw a lot of worrying stuff that really bothered me. ticketing was a nightmare, and a lot of monbebes who really loved monsta x weren't able to get the tickets they wanted or couldn't get tickets at all. some people lashed out at those who had gotten tickets, saying things like "i only stan monsta x" or "they're everything to me" or "i've been here since debut" and then insinuating or even downright stating that the people who didn't meet those criteria or were multifandom didn't deserve tickets. this was a really ugly side of the monsta x fandom that i'd never really seen before, and it made me feel ostracized, because i considered myself multifandom and had gotten a good ticket to the concert. this blew over, as most things do, but i think that this mentality has really tarnished the fandom, and i still see hints of it every now and then, and i wish that it wasn't there. as rumors of a shinee comeback spread, i felt mixed feelings again. i saw more hate than i'd ever seen on my dash, between fandoms and between shawols. misunderstandings that grew out of proportion, people who felt like they couldn't voice anything without being attacked, whether that be happiness that shinee was continuing or sadness that they were going to release music for the first time without jonghyun. i want to take this time to say that no matter what your feelings are regarding shinee's comeback, they are valid because they are yours. personally, i'm excited, but again i am also absolutely devastated. all of my happiness is two fold with sadness, and i say that as someone who has only been a fan through 2 comebacks, so i can't imagine what its like for others, and i won't try to speak for you. for me, this comeback has been a weird mix of excitement and disappointment. i'm excited because it seems like onew, key, minho, and taemin are releasing music because they want to do it. i'm disappointed because it feels like jonghyun is being left behind. i don't know if there's any way to not feel like this. some of this has to do with sm removing his memorial. some of this has to do with the ambiguity surrounding the album and whether or not he had an influence on or part in it.... ....some of this disappointment has to do with some of the behavior i'm seeing from shawols. tumblr has a kind of discourse surrounding it where sarcasm runs amok and softness is often taboo. but i am going to take the time to make a few things clear, as far as my opinions are concerned. i think it is TOTALLY okay to only stan shinee. that is your choice. you are in control of your likes and dislikes, your loves and hates. however, it is NOT okay to belittle other people for calling themselves shawols while also stanning other groups. i haven't seen much of this in a blunt sense on my dash, but i have seen hints at exclusionism (that's not a word, but roll with it), that i find really terrible, because it's ostracizing and belittling to people who really love shinee and want to support them. i think it is TOTALLY okay to say that you don't like _____'s music or even that you hate it, but to insinuate that a person who likes that group/it's music is unintelligent because they like it is NOT okay. people are allowed to like what they like, and you need to be respectful of that. i think it is TOTALLY okay to point out the realities of why you don't like a group, like their music, or don't like their negative fans, but i don't think it's okay to ball up everyone in the same group and say "____ fandom needs to shut up" or "you aren't a shawol so you aren't valid." this is really harmful for a lot of reasons. some i can't really express in words right now, but please know that these are toxic viewpoints in my opinion, and i want you to think about your words and their consequences before you say something like this. i would like to note that a lot of these problems i'm addressing come after loads of bullshit from anons and other people who have insulted shawols, belittled them, and driven them to anger. i understand why it's frustrating, and i know i've said problematic things when i was feeling attacked, too. i have to ask though, why are we fighting fire with fire? you may feel like you've been stripped of your ownership to this one thing you find comfort in, but i ask you, please don't push people away so you can cling to it harder. there's enough room for everyone. this isn't finite. i can't speak for jonghyun, but i can speak to the feelings i had after he died, the things i saw on this website that were so overwhelmingly comforting during a time when it felt like nothing mattered. that the only thing to do was find a way out. i really want shawols to think about how they are interacting, not only with other fandoms, but with each other. don't do the same things you criticize other people for. the similar, although different breed of elitism i saw after monsta x tickets were released and people said "you're not a real monbebe if...." has now been mirrored on my dash to statement like "you're not a real shawol if...." and i'm disappointed and sad to see it. again, i want to reiterate that it's definitely permissible to stan one group. to identify only as a shawol and nothing else. just please do that with words of love and respect. i want to say a lot more, and i feel like what i've said didn't come out the way i wanted it to, but i'm going to wrap this up now, and hope that i don't come across too terribly. i just want people to be kind to each other, and to be inclusive. maybe that's naive of me, but i really wish for it, and i'm not ashamed of that. think about the reasons you came here in the first place. they're positive, right? remember that there are a lot of people here who are new to this, and they need to see that there's good here. please be kind always. - logan

[pillowfluffs]

Don’t Be Jealous!Kihyun

genre: fluff

warnings: none

pairing: Kihyun X Reader (female)

word count: 1.5K

Today was the day where you would surprise your boyfriend of almost a year, Kihyun. You woke up around 10 am and reached over to grab your phone off your nightstand. You saw a wave of messages spam your phone as messages were coming in one after the other. Messages mainly from the group chat you were in with the boys. As you read over all the messages, it seemed that they didn't realize that they were in the wrong chat. But, it was fine, now you knew a definite location for the MV set for today.

*on phone*

Y/N: “Uh, gm guys”

There was a pause on the chat, and suddenly a wave of good morning messages came in. Then you got a private message from your Kihyunie.

K: “Good morning, beautiful,” he sent along with a kissing emoji.

Y/N: “good morning”

Y/N: “so today is your guys’ first day of filming?”

K: “Yeah, that’s our schedule for the rest of the week”

K: “What are you doing today, princess? You don’t have any class nor work today.”

You quickly thought of a brief lie, a bit bold, but believable.

Y/N: “I’m gonna go visit my mom,”

K: “Oh, cool. Have fun! Say hi to your mom for me!”

K: “I gtg, I’ll text you whenever I have some free time,”

Y/N: “Okay, bye! Love you!”

You sat up in bed and checked the weather for today. You saw that it wasn’t too hot or too cold. You got out of bed and went to go wash up and brush your teeth. As you freshened up, you blasted their new song, Rush. This song wasn’t out for the rest of the world and monbebe’s to hear but Kihyun was able to download you an exclusive audio recording. It was an amazing song, all of their songs are amazing. They were all truly talented, but the only thing they lacked was a promotion from Starship, the company they’re under. You got went into your walk-in closet and picked out a casual but formal outfit. You picked out some high waisted jeans and a loose gray v-neck long sleeve. You finalized your outfit and headed to your kitchen for some breakfast. You grabbed a bowl and put together a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch cereal. As you ate, you scrolled through your daily tumblr and twitter, liking, retweeting, the good stuff.

“I hope he didn’t suspect anything,” you thought as you did your dishes real quick. Afterward, you slipped on your wide heeled black boots and you were off! You swiftly put in the location of the set and put on some music, connected via Bluetooth. The drive there was about 15-20 minutes depending on traffic. As you parked your car a good distance away, you made your way onto the set. There were some difficulties with security not recognizing you, but their manager let you in. You heard their new song blasting as there was a bunch going on. So many people and staff were working with the cameras and lights, stylists were ready to wipe off their sweat and fix their outfits the second the cameras stopped rolling. The set seemed to be at like an abandoned gas station type, but with all the people bustling about and the extras riding bikes and skateboards, it seemed anything but abandoned. But.. There was only one, well three main things you focused on. First, how great they all looked and how much fun they were having. Two, how good your Kihyunie looked with his orangish- brick colored hair and how good he looked in his blue and white striped soccer jersey. And three, her.

You knew she was simply an actress, working for most likely some other small company, you knew she didn’t, nor did any of them, have feelings for each other. But you couldn’t help this, boiling in you. The way Kihyun looked at her and the way she looked at him. Who does she think she is? She was getting way too close for your comfort and you couldn’t help but feel jealous. You were always insecure about yourself, but when you met Kihyun, and just the way he talked to you, he erased all that insecurity from yourself. And you had never felt more grateful to have him in your life. But now, the familiar sense of insecurity washed over you. You stood sort of near the front so you could get a full view of the set with everything and everyone, but just her presence there, she knocked your wall down without even trying. You moved from your front spot and moved a bit to the side, towards the back. You could barely see the set, but the music was blasting.

Kihyun saw you and his mood instantly brightened, which also lifted the vibe in the air. He saw you move backwards and after finishing the clip they needed, he went to greet you after leaving his stylists.

“Hey,” he came and rested his hands on your waist and he pecked your cheek. You simple stayed leaned back and you sort of had a b**** face on. “You okay?”

“Peachy..” You didn’t even make eye contact with him. Your eyes were shooting lasers into the back of the actress’ head.

“You don’t seem fine, sweetie,” he brushed a strand of hair out of your face. “Come on~ Tell me.” He leaned next to you against the window sill and leaned forward a bit, sticking his head into your peripheral vision. “Y/N?”

You finally pulled your eyes from “miss perfect” and turned to your glowing boyfriend. “I’m fine..” You glanced back at her once again before leaning your head against your boyfriend’s shoulder and wrapping your arms around his right arm. His eyes followed yours and everything became clear.

“Are you.. Jealous?” A smirk growing on his face.

You detached yourself and stood up to face him as he stayed in his spot. “Wha-What?” Your eyes grew a bit big as your hands were on your waist. “Me? Jealous? Of who?” You acted oblivious.

He nodded his head to her. She saw, looked over and smiled and waved. “Ugh,” you mentally groaned. You turned back to your boyfriend to see his smug face. “Whatttt?” Your tone grew higher as you avoided eye contact.

“Y/N, we’ve been together for two years. I know when you’re lying, and,” he stood up in front of you and held your shoulders in his hands. “I can tell when you’re jealous.”

“Kihyun, I am not jealous!” You pouted which only made him laugh his classic laugh. (You know the one)

“Mmhmm, sure you aren’t,” he wrapped his arms around you as your arms were crossed in front of you. He rested his head on yours and swayed you back and forth a bit. “Sure you aren’t.” He kissed your head. “Y/N, don’t be jealous. You have nothing to be jealous of. Especially her; she is nothing compared to you,” he repeatedly kissed your head and face, making you smile and feel better.

You knew you had no reason to feel jealous. He was right. He knew you better than anyone and you knew him probably better than the boys. Sure, the actress seemed perfect; her long wavy voluminous hair, her perfect outfit in black. But like Kihyun said, you were nothing compared to her. (And, message: Don’t compare yourselves to others! You were born the way you were and everything that you are now, makes you, your wonderful self! :) ) About a few hours passed by and you were just walking around the back of the set. Soon enough, they were wrapping up. By the time they were truly finished, the sun was setting. You were taking pictures of yourself and the landscape nearby when all of a sudden, your hands holding your phone were wrapped up by none other than Kihyun, who was helping you take your picture by steadying your hands at a level height, focusing the camera on the main thing to be seen first in this picture. As you took the picture, Kihyun wrapped his arms around you form behind and nuzzled his chin on to your shoulder.

“Beautiful, just like you,” he pecked your cheek.

You simply turned yourself around and wrapped your arms around his lower back, leaning your head onto his chest, closing your eyes.

“Is she gone?” You teased.

“Y/N!” He pulled your shoulders again laughing, “Yes, she is, but don’t be jealous!”

“I’m kidding, calm down tinie,” you pulled him back into an embrace and leaned your chin against his chest, looking up to him. “You love me,” you pecked at his neck.

“Do I?” He turned his head away from you.

“Hey!” You lightly slapped his chest playfully. “Yes, because I love you more.”

“Well, too bad, I love you the most,” he pecked your forehead. “Come, on, let’s go home,” he took your hand and you slowly made your way back to your car, holding hands, swinging them back and forth.

gif, not mine! sorry for a little break! school and a bit of a block. I have a BTS scenario coming soon! Enjoy!

Masterlist

[ibonbox]

Hello love! I’m a curator for a Monbebe community on the Amino app and I was just wondering if you had a profile called “monsta x I.M” in the community? I recently came across one of your Kihyun fanarts there, however it had the name “Melanie Brown” on it and I wanted to know if it was your profile or if it is actually someone else claiming your work as their own. If it is someone stealing your works they will be properly disciplined for their actions. Thank you for your time love.

Hello dear, and to answer your question, I don’t have an Animo account. So it’s impossible that I am “monsta x I.M” therefore it certainly not me who posted my Kihyun fanart there because I only upload my artwork on my respective accounts (Instagram, Twitter, and Tumblr.) Usually, if someone wants to posts my work they normally tell me or ask for my permission adding where there will upload it.  So, it seems like someone had the audacity to claims as is it her. Thank you for telling me. I really do appreciate it. Encore, thank you dear and have a wonderful day night depending on your time zone.

[gnclc]

Bi King Wonho Masterpost

!IMPORTANT: this is mostly just for fun and for lgbt monbebes. i want this to stay on tumblr, so please don’t repost on other websites. shippers or heteros do not touch this post. 

• allegedly dated a cis girl and trans boy in his uzzlang days, (some reports say that they are the same person but i highly doubt it, some say he dated the boy to protect him from the rumours, who knows, look it up if you really want to know)

• him being captivated by other male idols:

• eunwoo (feat. the rest of monsta x - once during fighter era and once during beautiful era) [ fighter era here & beautiful era here ] • jaehyun during a radio show, he even forgot the question he was asked [ here ] • honestly? shownu as he was speaking japanese [ here ]

• just for fun him sporting gay fashion with multiple prints here + him being the  king Of Fashion . more: here ; here ; here  and there is a whole twitter dedicated to this rich king’s fashion here 

• speaking of fashion and said blog, they mentioned wonho wearing safety pin earrings, which apparently is a statement in support of women, immigrants, lgbt people, minorities, etc. tweet here . might be true, might be just wonho wanting to put safety pins on his ears, either way he’s either a good person which is gay culture, or just a disaster gay, which again, is gay culture. notable is also at the golden disk awards in which he’s wearing safety pin rings again in support of good causes. [gda rings tweet here ] 

• also him participating in the polished man campaign raising awareness for child sexual violence. you can see that he is a very supportive and inclusive person, and even if there was a chance he was straight himself (which is minimal tbh) he’d still be a supporter. 

• his most iconic look up to date  no hetero man is this stylish by himself and if you don’t think so you can keep lying to yourself 

• in the beautiful era mnet meet and greet they had to act in pairs, wonho was paired with changkyun in a romantic scene and looked like he fell in love when changkyun grabbed his face [ timestamp: starting 40:55/ find here ]

• during mxray season 2 in the drama acting episode it’s a gay gold mine, first of all saying that changkyun is a guy with gorgeous lips, mentioning stuff abt kihyun’s lips too, falling in love with girl hyungwon and saying he wants to be lovers with her - watch it [ here ] and here are some screencaps | gifsets highlighting what happened (worth mentioning: changkyun & minhyuk’s gay moments there too, forming the chaotic trinity of monsta x) 

• gave minhyuk a lap dance on jamelia’s stop, we love a suave, smooth legend   [ timestamp: 14:47 / find here  ] 

• i could not find the video anywhere else but there is a cute moment with wonho going to a girl and her caressing his face, i better see none of you complain about this he is the Bi king for a reason [ timestamp: 6:33 / find here ]

• from zero, the song he composed, arranged and wrote the lyrics to has no gendered pronouns, plus the iconic move in the hyungwonho version

• in a pretty old post i’ve made  asking lgbt monbebes to tell me their bias, roughly 1/3 of the ones who reblogged either put wonho as their bias or pointed out that he is the highest possibility of a non-straight member, (some cases, along with minhyuk*/and changkyun), with a rough difference of 57 answers from the other members. you can argue that it’s because of his popularity, but second came changkyun, and it is very likely for lgbt fans to pick the one they identify with the most as their bias 

• speed round → taking every chance he has to mention male monbebes, or just overall being a gender inclusive king who gives no fuck: 

• shows a lot of love to male fans, always blowing them kisses (happened on after school club multiple times) and saying he loves them

• was extremely excited when he read a comment on a vlive calling him “wonho hyung”

• he was asked about a group’s performance but all he kept saying is that they’re really handsome

• says that he enjoys wiping the sweat off his members

• “headband is not only for girls, no difference for gender, so i can wear it” + calling shownu the most beautiful and saying “beautiful isn’t for girls only” ( also, the members kept calling wonho beautiful in the same vlive the headband thing happened, which you can find here )

• when members were asked about their ideal type, he said someone that can cook ramen well, and proceeded to tell that gender doesn’t matter as long as you can cook ramen [ here ]

• i couldn’t find a video but during kcon mexico when speaking about monbebes he said “everybody my girl my boy” ft. changkyun who said “beauties and handsome guys, please be quiet” [ here’s a gifset that shows the points i mentioned before + this one ] 

• read a comment about monbebes becoming female characters from internet novels on their "love story" with monsta x and he said "i bet there's also male characters since there's also male fans!” [ here ] 

• him getting scared at everything which you may think is not relevant but it is actually gay culture [ here’s a cute compilation ]  

• a fansign was held at a wedding hall and him and changkyun walked together as ‘grooms’ while the rest of mx was singing wedding themes (ft. hyunghyuk) [ here ]  

• him respecting women: in dukgune during their freeze game wonho’s question was “how many sub vocals are in wjsn?” he answered with: “there is no sub vocal in wjsn, they’re all main vocals, they all sing well” video here, another comedy gold

• the fact that he can’t shut up whenever he feels like mx are being wronged and how open and kind he is, how much he loves monbebes, his sensitivity, him being a water sign, being petty when he gets interrupted, that’s gay culture too now folks, tag yourself i’m him being petty when he gets interrupted n being a water sign

feel free to reblog and add on, i probably missed a lot anyways!

[monstaxtravagant]

Blind {Shine Forever Fanfic - Chapter 2 of 7}

The boys loved walking in the woods, discovering new places never visited and returning to those who now almost had the taste of home.

Kihyun felt alone. Although his eyes were blindfolded, the boy knew the woods like the back of his hand. He followed the group's walks from afar, concentrating not so much on the darkness his eyes saw, but on the sounds the environment emanated, on the fragrance of the undergrowth.

He also began to perceive a strong emotion that the boys in front of him emitted: sadness. Each of them emitted a lively aura of disappointment and melancholy. The group had stopped at the extreme point of the woods. Out of the thick clear of trees, the boys were in a large grassy and rocky meadow. In the distance, the wandering of the waves on the beach was barely heard, like a melancholic background that well represented the soul of the seven boys.

Kihyun approached Shownu; everyone was watching the horizon and a cool breeze gently caressed their faces. Kihyun knew with certainty that he was alongside their leader: he got the intense and masculine perfume that concealed a bit of sweetness. Kihyun knew very well the brand of the colony that Shownu loved and that every morning splashed on his neck. Two splashes were enough, one on the right and one on the left of his muscular neck.

Kihyun was impressed by the small details his mind remembered. What he still did not know was Shownu's role in his life before the accident. His figure still looked submerged in the darkness, and although Kihyun always tried to remember, nothing seemed clear.

“Maybe we should prepare the tents for tonight;” suddenly Jooheon broke the silence. "And maybe something to eat. Without Kihyun it will take hours before getting a decent meal”.

That was when Kihyun perceived it. There was no more only sadness in the soul of his friends, another emotion had appeared: remorse.

Shownu stared out along the coast, far enough to take in the scenic view, but close enough to hear the laps of the waves crashing against the white sands. Jooheon's voice broke him from his reverie, and he turned to look over his shoulder at the six younger boys. "Yes, you are right." He told his dongsaeng. He took one last looked at the ocean, but his thoughts travelled on to Kihyun once more and how much he missed him. Shownu cleared his throat and silently turned his back on the beach and began to lead the way. 

Changkyun was quick to reach out and pat Shownu's strong, muscular arms sensing his sadness that remained silent.  Just hearing Kihyun's name sent a ripple of emotions through the group as they all began to walk along the grassy and rocky meadow. The cool salty breeze that came from the ocean chilled Changkyun to the bone before he realized that it was more of a presence than it was the breeze. 

"Kihyun." Changkyun whispered, his voice hung in the air as the rest of the boys began to follow Shownu. No one seemed to hear him. 

"I know you are there. Put your hand on my shoulder and I'll lead, if you are lost." He almost prayed aloud. In that instant, he felt pressure sir on his left shoulder and it froze him in place. A wide smile spread across his lips suddenly. "Hyung."

Minhyuk crossed his arms over his chest and brought his middle finger into his mouth, chewing away at the nail that grew on his finger. His other hand resembled some sort of massacre, his cuticles and nailbeds red and swollen from irritation. From the nervous and anxiety habit of Minhyuk chewing his nails. He looked around, keeping his middle finger close to his teeth as he took in the honest beauty of his surroundings. It never ceased to amaze him. The beach behind them, the forest in front of them. Off to the west, along the coast it was the high cliffs of a red canyon. The world was a masterpiece, yet Minhyuk focused most of his attention on his fingernail that deserved punishment.

Jooheon was increasingly confused. Kihyun's disappearance was not clear to him yet. It was said he was dead but his body was never found. Even the causes of the incident were mysterious: the car had gone completely in fire; it was not possible to check whether there had been a mechanical breakdown or whether Kihyun, driving his sedan, had lost control because of a sudden illness, for example.

However, the thing that most upset him was that he seemed to be the only one that had all this thoughts. Minhyuk had become quiet after the accident, probably due to the trauma he experienced. Shownu was completely disconnected from the real world: after losing one of the most important people of his life, the leader always seemed to be lost in a whole different world. Hyungwon and I.M were strange, seemingly quiet and peaceful, as if all that had happened did not disturb them anymore.

And then there was Wonho, cold and detached from the night of the accident. Jooheon remembered perfectly when his hyung’s voice told him that Kihyun's car had been found in the flames. Jooheon had taken it for granted that Wonho had created that calm mask to cope with the pain of the loss. But now Jooheon had his doubts: Wonho knew something Jooheon ignored. The rapper noticed Wonho was late to arrive: Hyungwon had started the fire and everyone was trying to prepare something for dinner.

Jooheon decided to look for Wonho and did not take much to find him, lost in his thoughts while wandering in the woods. Jooheon grabbed his hyung’s wrist by pulling him to himself.

"Now you tell me what is happening because I can’t wait anymore."

Jooheon stared into Wonho's dark eyes that stared at him scared.

"You know something; you know the truth about that accident. Talk to me hyung, I need to know."

Wonho asked him to leave his wrist in a quiet and peaceful tone. He cleared his voice.

"That night Kihyun wasn’t driving that car."

Jooheon stepped back, shaking his head "No, it’s impossible...and how do you know that?"

Wonho approached him, looking straight at him.

"It's all Minhyuk’s fault we lost him."

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I hope you all enjoyed it! When these chapter were originally posted on the Monbebe Amino we were posting them every Saturday at 10 am (USA CST) but I'm just going to post a few chapters every few days or so. Since I work full time I just kinda have to post around that schedule. Thanks for reading!

[withnosuchgrace]

could you tell me about some of your favorite people on or off this site? sorry, i've had one of the worst days today and this would really make me feel a little bit better! ^-^

awwwww nooooo im sorry your day was bad :(((( if you ever wanna talk just hmu okay??? we can always talk, whether it be about something that’s bothering you or if you just need a distraction!!!!!!! 

okay be prepared for a little rant bc im soft af and i have a lot of love in my heart for so many people :’))) 

i would literally tag all of my mutuals bc im sappy and i love them all with my whole heart but that would take a million years, so here’s some amazing people that i really appreciate!!!! 

@royalkpop - fel is the kindest and sweetest and she so great to talk to i love her sosoosso much every time i see her talking in the gc we’re in i feel warm and at home :’))) 

@chenderellastrash - angela has to be my closest friends on here (other than the ones i know irl) and i had the pleasure of meeting her when she came for a visit and honestly i miss her already even if we were just scrolling on tumblr at 1 am and crying over how cute our biases look :’))) 

@dragonsfire - sara !!!!!! always keeping me updated on monsta x stuff !!!!!! and im the worst o my god im so behind on everything idek how she even deals with me anymore rip but shes so sweet and funny and i love the many petitions we have :’)))

@slutlingar - andrea is the very first friend i made on here and i’m sosososo grateful to have her in my life !!!! i’ll never forget how we both switched from being one direction blogs to bts blogs lmao she’s been here through it all and i love talking to her sososoos much :’)))

@lovelykth - macella !!!!!!!!! my love !!!!!!!!!!! we hardly talk rip but i love seeing her face on snapchat it really makes my day shes the cutest most adorable thing and i love h e r :’))) 

i would literally tag everyone in the monbebe gc (is that what it’s called???? i have it saved as “the fam jam” :////) but that would take too long so im just gunna give some special love to :

@dem0nakki - nak !!!!!!!!! my snake twin !!!!!!!!!!! i love her sosososo much so does daehyun yikes  even when she spreads lies about me and kino :/// messaging her that day about chanyeol was the best thing i could’ve done since it led me to actually being active in that gc and making so many amazing friends!!!! honestly i live to make nak suffer and attacking her is my fav hobby but i do it out of love :’)))))

@hyungwinx - MARA MY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!! the actual love of my life w o w i love how aesthetically pleasing she is, how much she loves sehun, and how i can literally message her about anything in the world. i also love attacking her with christian ;)) i love how whenever we’re online at the same time in the gc we’re just professing our love to each other, and how loyal we are to each other (she’s the only person i can rant to about kino bc shes suffering too and she wont tell the snakes what i said and about my secrets lmao)

@d0ngsichengs - day is honestly such a mom and i love her so much shes always making sure everyone is doing well and eating and sleeping and doing their homework. i love how meme-y she is, how she’ll randomly burst into song, or send a random video about the most ridiculous things. every time day calls me angel i gain 10 years of life okay ?????? i go so soft ;-;

@sejunoir - iris is the sweetest, funniest and softest person i know like shes ALWAYS soft and i love her sososososoo much !!!!! also the queen of attacking like if you’re in the murder time gc and shes online you better be ready bc you never know who she’s gunna attack next and it’ll leave you weak and dying ejrbfgehrgb but in all seriousness iris is the person i turn to when i wanna talk about bollywood or other desi things and i love her to bits 

@0hui - luke my precious sunshine o my god the meme distributor like luke makes the best memes i love him sososososo much for it his memes give me life (also side note but being in this gc drastically altered the way i look at memes now i have e v o l v e d). luke loves jooheon ?????? so much?????? like jukebox is the cutest ship you can ever imagine ????? like deadass whenever i see jooheon now i think of luke and it makes my heart warm. luke is also a major meme and i live for meme hour where its the middle of the night and we’re just looking at memes or talking about the stupidest shit anyways i love luke w ow 

@luckychxns - ellow is the kindest and sweetest !!!!!!!!! i told her before but she reminds me of the colour pink and baby blue and idk why but its just so sweet and soft like her (although she’s usually hard :///) i love talking to her sososos much even when its disputing over whether or not she has a foot fetish for junmyeon lmao. also the cutest jongdae stan w o w 

@aegyojin890 - i wouldn’t even be in this gc if it wasn’t for tricia !!!!!! tricia my child my precious bby i love her sosoosso much shes the most adorable and i have yet to meet anyone who loves yuto even more than she does!!!! tricia is so kind and funny and sweet and every time she drops a selfie i cry bc im sososos blessed. tricia made me feel welcome in this gc and i’ll never forget how warm she is and gosh i  love her sosososo much 

yikes this is so long weneuirbg im sorry i just love so many people i should probably make a follow forever or something :/// but anyways i really hope you feel better anon and i hope this made you smile and feel soft (i know im crying wow) but yeah im gunna shut up now :’))) 

[we-pray-for-our-sorrows-to-end]

Yeah monsta X ask ! So : 1, 5, 6, 8, 9 (♥), 14, 22, 27, 30, 31 (♥) and 46 please ! Sorry it's a lot haha. Take care of you, love you ♥

1) All in or Fighter? - “All In” is what got me into Monsta X. Plus it was the jam of 2016 like how did it not win anything, I’m still surprised to this day :(

5) Favourite MV and why? - “All in” again. That mv is a masterpiece ugh I love it. For real tho, from my only experience with filming is a world cinema class I took in college, the cinematography of that mv was soooo good and i liked all the subtle hints that told the story. 

6) Favourite era and why?  - Is it repetitive if I keep saying” All In”? lol. But I also really enjoyed Fighter era too because that was like the first real era that I consider myself a monbebe

8) When did you start to like Monsta X? - I remember scrolling through tumblr and seeing gifsets of the “All in” MV and was like ok something new just came out, but wasn’t really interested. But then I saw the basthtub scene and was like hmmmmmm maybe i should investigate lmao. Then I checked out more of their stuff, starting watching Right Now, and that was it

9) Black/brown haired Wonho or Blonde/blue tips Wonho? - I know a lot of people don’t like blonde/blue tips Wonho but he called that hairstyle “waves on a sandy beach” that is the cutest thing ever ok like I tell myself Wonho can’t get any cuter than he does stupid stuff like that and he’s so cute :((((

14) All in costuming or Stuck costuming? - Stuck costuming. Chokers +ripped pants = my death

22) Lost or Guilty? - Guilty. I liked those album pics a lot. So aesthetically pleasing. 

27) Hardest choreography you think they’ve done? - I think Stuck had some really intense choreography. Idk how even Kihyun could sing while dancing, it was a lot. They all did so well tho! 

30) Top 5 Favourite songs? - All In, Hero, Queen, Stuck, Broken Heart

31) What is one thing you love the most about each member? - 

For Shownu, I love how he is unintentionally funny. Like, he says something, but he doesn’t think about how it sounds and it turns out hilarious. He has really come very far in variety and is doing so well!!! I also love how he has this quiet strength; he does lead the members, but in a gentle way. I just wish he would proudly announce his title as leader tho :(

Wonho has so much love it’s ridiculous .He has this very big heart and he is constantly thinking of monbebes and of his members and goes above and beyond all the time like how do we deserve this angel???????? We are so blessed tbh

Minhyuk is so clingy i love it lol. I love how he shows affection and can bring up the mood. He’s also so good at variety and so sunshiney but at the same time so snarky, it’s the scorpio in him haha

Kihyun’s vocals are amazing and I feel like he doesn’t get enough credit for them which makes me like ?????? because wow he is so good. And he knows he’s good too; I love his big persona, even though he’s kind of a small guy xD 

Hyungwon is also one of those who is kinda funny without realizing it. I love his impersonations of the members xDDD Also, I love how he loves dancing so much; you can tell how hard he works

Jooheon is my baby like he looks all tough but he’s as soft as a marshmellow

Changkyun...is a strange child lmao. but I love him and his weirdness

46) What variety show would you love Monsta X to go on? - Can Hello Baby make a comeback? That’s all I want is for Monsta X to do Hello Baby lol

Giiiiirrll, you asked me all the questions basically xD But thank you~!!! I could talk about Monsta X forever lmao. Thank you, I love you