#i just never rlly thought i had adhd because im not very like “fast” but that doesnt necessarily mean anything | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ittybittybumblebee · 4 months

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i tend to struggle with believing like neurodivergency about myself often when i dont feel like i struggle enough. but i always reference in my head these times where im doing quite well in between the hard stuff. and when im doing quite well its always when im left to my own devices to do what i want. when im doing bad im very overwhelmed by stuff that makes me stressed that i Have to do

and i know this is common but sometimes its hard to contextualize in your own life you know. you have your own nuance thats different from other peoples. your own experiences can be generally common but are also quite specific

#thinking bout things #im looking into perhaps i may be dealing with audhd which would make sense in the areas where #some things cancel eachother out and also #my very much in the present memory about what im feeling and experiencing #like i exist in the now and everything else feels like it never hapened or its not going to happen #and my trouble expressing myself at times because i cant get a clear train of thought to say things ?#i had an overwhelming morning and i think.#it fucked my communication up a bit as well >?#it feels like i dont have object permanence with what i want to talk aboutlike fuck #i just never rlly thought i had adhd because im not very like “fast” but that doesnt necessarily mean anything #you know. fuck #i need to look into stuff because this is kindof. Hm. hm. Hm. yeah #im sorry if im explainging this bad. like i said ive been fucked up from an overwhelming morning ☝️i know what i mean

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