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i tend to struggle with believing like neurodivergency about myself often when i dont feel like i struggle enough. but i always reference in my head these times where im doing quite well in between the hard stuff. and when im doing quite well its always when im left to my own devices to do what i want. when im doing bad im very overwhelmed by stuff that makes me stressed that i Have to do
and i know this is common but sometimes its hard to contextualize in your own life you know. you have your own nuance thats different from other peoples. your own experiences can be generally common but are also quite specific
#thinking bout things#im looking into perhaps i may be dealing with audhd which would make sense in the areas where#some things cancel eachother out and also#my very much in the present memory about what im feeling and experiencing#like i exist in the now and everything else feels like it never hapened or its not going to happen#and my trouble expressing myself at times because i cant get a clear train of thought to say things ?#i had an overwhelming morning and i think.#it fucked my communication up a bit as well >?#it feels like i dont have object permanence with what i want to talk aboutlike fuck#i just never rlly thought i had adhd because im not very like “fast” but that doesnt necessarily mean anything#you know. fuck#i need to look into stuff because this is kindof. Hm. hm. Hm. yeah#im sorry if im explainging this bad. like i said ive been fucked up from an overwhelming morning ☝️i know what i mean
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- - - anyways
#<3#me me me#idk man i feel things but also nothing at the same time rn#thinking bout kisses and holding hands
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alternate apocalypse ending or something who the hcrist knows anymore
#mcu#xmen movies#xmen#xmen apocalypse#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#almost posted this to the wrong blog omg i wouldve thrown up#this dumb as hell forgive me chat#unrelated i thought today was sunday but no it's. 4AM saturday THAT MEANS ITS CHERIK POSTING TIME#i thought of binning this like five times but ive convinced myself i like enough of this to keep it#at the very least im making myself chortle at the mini charles in the corner. like yeah that about summarizes it donnit#anyway the reason why we're here. highkey just wanted charles to grab his waist SORRY#and this was the first thing i thought of so. Apocalypse But Erik Directs The Ending jvlkeajl#my god i was gonna say something else but. i forgot#oh wait no i remember hold on. uhhh something something charles shouldve fought harder or whatever erik said in dofp#dofp IS before apocalypse i know this but it applicable. probably. im not gonna think bout it on whats essentially a shitpost#ok im sleeping now bye. ive got more doodles i wanna do but my god im sleepy. or at least i should sleep
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When they finally met back up I kind of wanted Shard to be Sonic's salty ex but also a sweetie pie towards literally everyone else
He doesn't want to fight him anymore, and would gladly help/save him (and brag about it after)-- but he's sick of thinking of/hearing about/having his life revolve around Sonic. What's so great about this guy anyway? He can be a better hero any day of the week.
The urge to mildly antagonize him is probably hard-coded and probably not just him feeling a little jealous and insecure about how much easier being liked seems to be for Sonic than it is for him.
#thinking bout how it wasn't sonic that got through to him it was tails#still thinking about if things played out differently for a comic that's been dead for 12 years#sonic is so so tired by issue 246 i think he'd need tails and amy to remind him shard being alive is a good thing#I want them to have a little beef before becoming friends with each other#admitting sonic is cool sometimes is shard's final boss of becoming a nice dude#beating and being 'better' than sonic is shard's only real accomplishment or source of value and it's hard to let go of#shard the metal sonic#archie sonic#what was my art tag again
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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so is no one gonna tell me that not only are freckled siblings...freckled siblings—but that they're also buck teeth siblings??
like how tf did i miss that but OH MY GOD??? THAT IS SOOOO FUCKING CUTE???
Your honor, they're literally TWINS!!
#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#freckled siblings#tts#tangled#tts varian#varian the alchemist#tts rapunzel#tangled varian#tangled rapunzel#disney tangled#i only realize this when my sister point it out to me and im like she has WHAT too??#i had to double check and sure enough#holy shit#HOLY SHIT#i was a mess that day /pos#thats the cutest fuckin thing ever AAAACCKK#they have the same complexion#same freckled#same face shape AND same buck teeth???#theyre literally twins#they a r e literally twins#i dunno what to tell yall#they just really are!#dunno if anyone else has ever pointed it out#cuz their platonic name pair is so focus on them havin freckles#that i did not even notice they both in fact also have buck teeth#and now i feel insane thinking bout it#definitely gonna start drawin raps with buck teeth from now on too#tts discussions
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Trans Curly headcanons are fascinating to me cause like… Jimmy would resent him more for it.
Masculinity is a weird underlying thing in their dynamic where Jimmy feels inferior to Curly about not only their job positions but roles in life. The idea that Curly is the better man who also made himself such would be such a blow to Jimmy’s already fragile and unstable ego. Like it’s not just that he’s just transphobic, he hates Curly’s ability to craft himself into what he wants to be successfully, it not about Curly being afab but Curly still being the better man.
But then he wouldn’t get the self image issues one can face, feeling like an imposter in a space you wanted to be in or even scared to be there. He’d just think Curly always gets what he desires and thinks nothing of it like he always has.
#also like it would be horrifying post crash cause like the implications and themes in the game I won’t get into rn#but this was inspired but a cute ish fic where Anya gave Curly his T shot cause like that’s just cute#and then it’s sad cause maybe I’m thinking Curly didn’t want to think or accept Jimmy would do such a thing because it means he could’ve#done something like that to him and the underlying fears that trans men and masc can have in male spaces of being found out and punished for#it and it’s an interesting thing to think about if it were canon or not cause like what if yknow? like trusting someone with a fact like#that about yourself only to see them torment and dehumanize someone in a way you easily could’ve been and still could be but this ain’t bout#that like Jimmy would have envy and resentment about Curly no matter if Curly was or wasn’t trans or if he disabled before the crash or#whatever cause he just resented Curly for being what he couldn’t be genuinely#mouthwashing#but back to Anya doing his T shot it’s like sad and cute cause it’s like useless now but it’s also so important to him and she’s such a good#friend and nurse to still do it and he has to think about despite all he didn’t do for her she still is doing this little thing for him and#I’ll see myself out on my sadness
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ends of the earth
#ggg spoilers#great god grove#ggg hector#ggg capochin#early days before everything went wrong save me. save me#i think the funniest bit bout these doodles is i had a WHOLE OTHER POINT I WANTED TO DRAW BUT THIS WAS UNSCRIPTED SO IT#GOT DERAILED#me: i wanna draw art of a character i like but doesnt get a lot of art. let me make a silly indulgent headcanon and draw it#me: [accidentally draws a whole other thing by getting derailed from being interested by the convo the characters were having]#this is why im not a writer. the adhd is even worse there#anyway uuuuh#guys do you ever make silly little headcanons in a delerium and when u sit back after ur like “oh no....”#type of silly hc that despite not doing anything wrong ur like “they r gonna draws n quarter me in the town square”#because oops i did that and now im sitting head in hands about it#yeah.#so anyway#uuuuuuuuuh#sniles so sneetly
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That last bit didnt exactly happen like that but i like making dramatic comic shots. STILL yall should read this fic. Its such a wonderful experience that people should know about, I PROMISE ITS GOOD
Bonus scene
Now you HAVE to read it :)
#this fic makes me feel things#im serious#it reads like a max0r video#its so funny then it hits me with the saddest facking lines of all time#please go read it im literally begging you#also the author is writing blind wrio#but i dont think i depicted it well#sorry bout that i tried#lyss' sketch#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin#wriothesley#neuvillette#wriolette#neuvithesley#fontaine#comic
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I want to somehow connect in my brain Jayce and Viktor's story to Brainstorm and Perceptor, but controversial, Brainstorm would fit to have his lab partner (Quark) to die in front of him and he will keep talking to him when he becomes higher god. It also fits for him to be the one who can reverse time to Perceptor and ask to stop him until it's too late While when Perceptor is sent in the future, it might be the moment where he turns into "clown with the gun" and changes his perception to see what Brainstorm saw and meant But from otherrrr side their characters don't quite fit to such roles but who caaarreeeessss fit not fit if brain can play it out fittable enough yeyyy Just instead of normal strange arcane village there will be Brainstorm's experimentation strange strange village, this world is doomed
#I had bad 4 hours of sleep I'm 'bout to snap out in unreality and this is the first thing I think of when my brain wakes up??#I also was thinking of the Ekko as Brainstorm#And there are plenty of other brainy characters that don't fit to brain capability of transformers#Let it be only these two
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day 12 || underrated trio in my humble opinion (just lineart under the cut cuz im stuck on which to post)
#daily gi-hun#art post#jun-ho kinda rotating in my mind rn im ngl#what do yall think of preemie baby jun-ho. cuz im rlly fuckin with that hc#fighting for his life since day one yuppp thats my struggler right there#amusing myself thinkin bout jun-ho just havin random healthy shit that he keeps trying to feed gi-hun#hes trying to start small like protein bars n whatnot tryna coax gi-hun back into eating like hes a feral starved animal#straight up holding out a handful of almonds to gi-hun once#ANYway back to these three#i love them..........i kinda wanna draw em just hangin out at some point#this is a random ass thought but gi-hun CAN cook idc idc he was just a little lazy and liked his moms cooking better when he lived with her#i mean he did own two food-oriented places and im choosing to believe they only failed cuz its hard as fuck to run a business#sorry im always rambling on about sum bullshit in the tags. but i Have To. my cross to bear#i get one million thoughts a day about squid game characters. rn im envisioning gi-hun checking his body for trackers multiple times a day#his skin feels ITCHY and it makes him tweak he swears to god he can feel another tracker somewhere inside him#starts ripping and tearing at his skin with his nails#yall i think im cooked i genuinely spend hours walking around in circles thinking about squid game ITS SO BAD#BY THE WAY YES IM AWARE OF THE BACKLOG OF PROMPTS I HAVE IN MY INBOX RN#im doin a thing where i alternate a prompt and a nonprompt every other day#so if you have sent in a prompt i PROMISE i will get to it eventually#my brain is just wackass with the way it wants to do things#squid game#seong gihun#hwang junho#choi wooseok#squid game fanart#my art#doodle
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we been here before move along now
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#magneto#professor x#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#a kiss before bro goes to terrorize the city !!!!#as i was finishing this up i realized i drew something similar to this already and wanted to throw up#whatever that was like. l. last month its fine ill be fine ILL LIVE#its not exactly the same but its similar enough to me where i wanna eat my fingers but whatever this still cute.....#i coulda spiced this up by at least adding a bg vjELKJEKLAJ I COULDNT THINK OF ONE THO#this was just a doodle its fine.. i am overthinking things again...#only i gaf bout that kinda thing anyway PLEASE ENJOY#i just wanted to draw mags kneeling again.......... i have a million and one more mags-kneels-for-charles doodles in the brain#its very important to me hes like his shining knight in armor. who floods new york sometimes but its ok#he's his lancelot......#anyway thats all from me tonight bye JVELRKJVEALKJ#dreading the coming week but we'll make it through. probably
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"mike isn't in love with will" MY ASS.
mind you he has NEVER looked at el like that. wanna know why? he's not in love with her. sure, he loves her, but in a platonic way. will on the other hand? that boy is GONE
#mike is SO in love with him how do some of yall not see it#i dont look at my best bro like that idk bout yall tho#ask your non stranger things friend who they think mike is looking at in these scenes and see for yourself#hes gay your honor#stranger things#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#byler endgame#byler canon
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my only real "headcannon" I think; fresh has npd :-]
#I have like.. pages of rants about this. I think bout it so often#post-loveball is just SOOOO grandiose callapse to me. guy who just has his perception of himself popped and got#realiy checked HARDDD. big depressive episode and derealization#I think it also fits into his like.. up and down view of himself. he's the best thing to ever exist. he's going to get killed for being shi#he's the most interesting character. we're getting tired of him. he's facinating. we'll have him put down like a dog#NPD !!!!!!!! WAHHHRHHHHHHH#fresh#fresh sans#fresh!sans#utmv#undertale multiverse#puppydraws#puppy barks#for these tags :-]
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