#i love when the jb bug bites a new one

[gingerjolover]

omg i've fallen like headfirst into my boygenius julien baker era and i literally love everything u write so much!!!! do u have any recs for jb or the band?

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[dojaspankow]

dumbstruck

(*NOT MY GIF)

summary: you and jj have been friends for a long time and somewhere along the way you develop a small crush for the cute blond. you want to know if he feels the same way so you decide to do something about it.

word count: 3,400

a/n: hiii!! This is my first obx blog and jj piece I’ve ever written so plspls give it some love!! i hope this is enough for now hehe, enjoy babies! xx

based on the song : dumbstruck - ceraadi

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“I don’t get it. The two of you are affectionate with one and another eye fucking every time both of you are in the room and none of you are planning to confess?!”

you laugh softly at Kie’s exclaims and waving her hands in exaggeration as you pour another batch of brownie into the pan. Popping it inside the oven before turning around to face her shocked face,

“There’s nothing to get. It’s just how we are. Flirty and shit. Strictly platonic.” You remind her, though you know deep down in your heart, you want more than just friends with JJ,

She rolls her eyes at your comment, shaking her head in disagreement. “Yeah no. I’ve seen the way you look at him and I’ve seen the way he looks at you. That boy is head over heels for you.”

“No, he isn’t.” You press, chuckling a little, sitting yourself down on a stool across her. “He’s my best friend, Kie.”

She casually brushes your defense. “Again, no.” She disagrees, grabbing a couple of fries before shoving them into her mouth. “I’m no expert but he’s definitely into you. And since you are too, both of you need to gut up and confess!”

“Who are you talking about?”

A familiar voice of John B’s causes the two of you to glance towards the door. Watching his figure walk in and towards the kitchen, sitting down next to Kie,

“Have you ever heard of knocking, JB?” you playfully asks, raising your eyebrow before handing him a bottle of cold soda,

“Have you ever heard of locking your doors?” He asks back, making you laugh and nod,

“Okay, you’ve got a point.”

John B leans forward and settles his elbows on the counter, flickering his eyes to you then Kie. “So” he starts, smacking his lips, “What are you guys gossiping about?”

You open up your mouth to say something but Kie beats you to it,

���JJ and y/n”

You widen your eyes and gasp before reaching over to smack her lightly on the arm. “Kiara!”

She laughs and raises her hands in surrender, giving you a ‘sorry not sorry’ look,

“Ah!” John B’s eyes snap back towards you and giving you a teasing smile. 

“That boy is fucking crazy about you.”

“See!” Kie claps her hands and looks at you, trying to get you to understand. “I wasn’t lying!”

You blush at John B’s statement, looking down and fiddle with your fingers a little. “No, he’s not.”

“Yes, he is.” He argues. “Man, you should see the way he looks at you when you’re not looking. He’s got this dopey smile and heart-eyes when you’re in the room. Turning down a bunch of girls at parties because his heart is set on yours, drop my ass off at midnight because you needed him.” He casually spares the details about JJ, chuckling at the last sentence

now you can feel your stomach is filled with butterflies

“And the way he talks about you when you’re not around?” He asks as he stares at you, throwing his head back in disbelief with a small laugh. “He talks about you as if he’s writing a fucking poem. Doing John Green shit and he could go on for hours without stopping especially when he’s high, I’m telling you that boy is in love with you.”

Biting your lip, you’re trying hard to hide your smile. your cheeks redden even more while John B continues to unbox every little secret of JJ’s to you,

“You think so?”

John B nods his head fast, cracking open the bottle before taking a chug. “Oh, I know so. Don’t blame him though. You’re hot as fuck y/n—don’t tell JJ that— Two of you are perfect for each other. He can’t stop talking about you”

Kie nods furiously, “I second that.”

“Then why hasn’t he said anything?” you frown, putting your hands on your hips,

“The same reason why you hadn’t said anything too” John B fires, putting a cocky smirk on his face, “You’re a daredevil y/l/n, what’s so scary and hard about saying ‘i love you’ to him when you do? You keyed Rafe’s car last summer yet you’re scared of this?”

You shoot him a glare before answering, “The fact that he could either turn me down or laugh his ass off for being in love with him” you say in an obvious tone, picking the strings of your jean shorts. “You pick.”

“Jesus Christ, woman!” He groans in frustration, running his hands over his face as Kie shakes her head at your stubbornness. “He likes you! more than a friend! I know this!”

Kie rubs John B’s arm in an attempt to calm him down in a joking manner before switching to another subject. “Look, there’s a party at Kegger’s tonight. Do your thing and that boy will surely prove our points.”

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It was around 7 and the gang decides to meet you there at the party. Except for JJ himself. He wants you to come with him and he doesn’t take no for an answer, despite the number of times you’ve told him that you can drive by yourself,

looking in the mirror, you feel satisfied as you stare at your own body up and down with the choice of clothing you’re wearing. A simple white bralette and black swimming undies, along with a short sheer wrap up skirt also in white that compliments the plump of your butt and thick thighs.

What? you love showing off your assets

you let your long thick brown hair fall over your shoulders before clasping JJ's your necklace. Then spraying your chest and neck with your favorite body spray, setting the bottle down on the table when you’re done,

hearing a ding from your table, you crane your neck to see a text message from the pretty blond,

JJ💞 : hey gorgeous, I’m outside. come out whenever you’re ready x

a smile taking over your lips as you reply to him, you have no idea why simple text messages like this could guarantee heebie-jeebies from you. but it always works.

God, you love this man,

after replying with a simple ‘okay boo’ you shove your phone in your small bag and walk out of your room. writing a note on the table for your mom so she knows you’ll be ‘staying at a friend’s house’ because there’s no way you’d be honest about going to a party,

locking the door behind you, you see a glimpse of golden-haired boy a few feet apart leaning against the motorcycle with a white muscle tank and red snapback on, busy playing with his phone to even notice you,

“hey pretty boy” you greet him with a smile in which he looks up, a frown is replaced with a grin,

“holy-shit. you look hot.” he compliments bluntly, looking at you up and down as he bites down his lower lip softly. chuckling as he sees you blush. “Is that new?” he asks as he points at the skirt,

nodding excitedly as you step closer to him so you can hop in behind him. “you look hot too tonight, Maybank. have I ever told you that your white tank and a red cap is my favorite look on you?”

he feels the butterflies erupt his stomach when he hears that, smiling to himself as he looks down to start his engine. “no you haven’t actually. I’m glad you told me.” he says, feeling your hands wrap around his waist and he can’t help but loving how your delicate touch makes him weak on his knees and cheeks red,

“you always look good though. smells nice too.”

he tries to ignore the feeling you give him and clears his throat. “ready princess?”

“ready, my love” you smile softly as he begins to drift off to the Kegger.

soon as the two of you arrive, JJ keeps his hand against your lower back as he guides you to the party. Not that you minded one bit, you even lean towards his touch. Feeling warm and protected under it.

“Not even five seconds in and a bunch of Kooks and shit start looking at you like a piece of meat” he grunts, shooting glares at the guys who keeps staring at you,

chuckling, you turn your head to look at him and squeeze his shoulder. “Down boy” you joke, feeling his muscles soften soon as you touch him. “They know I’m with you, they wouldn’t even dare to lay a hand on me. Plus I’d knock their teeth in even if they tried.”

A soft chuckle escapes from his mouth, pulling you even closer. “That’s my girl”

Again with making your heart flutter. This boy won’t stop!

Kie is the first one to notice about your arrival, waving her hand enthusiastically as you giggle. Waving your hand back,

her eyes then stop at JJ’s hand on you. Her mouth drop open and eyes wide like a bug, squealing a little as you sign to her to ‘tone it down’ with your hands,

“I’m getting high tonight,” you say out of nowhere, sighing as you look out at the scene. dozens of kids getting drunk, sweaty bodies grinding against each other, endless chatters can be heard from left to right. 

JJ raises his left eyebrow, baby blue eyes are now focused on you. “With me right?” His protective side is showing making your lips curve,

“Of course silly. You’re the only person I want to get high with... at the moment” You say in a whisper, nudging him in the stomach as he smiles fondly at you,

“Good. Because I brought just enough for the two of us.” He states, pulling a Ziploc bag out of his pocket just enough so you can see. “Want something to drink?”

Nodding your head, he gives a quick peck on your head, muttering a ‘be right back’ before wandering off. You stand there with your hands behind your back, watching the beautiful scene of young kids enjoying their moment like it’s their last and you can’t help but smile. The sound of ‘Best On Earth’ by Russ is blasting through the speakers as you bob your head to the beat,

“hey cutie” you hear a voice from behind, noticing that it’s Kie greeting you, with her hand interlocked with Pope’s,

smiling at the couple, you greet back. “hey you two. Awe aren’t you two the most adorable shits I’ve ever seen” you poke out your bottom lip, placing your palms against your chest,

Kie just giggles and looks up at her man who has a shy smile plastered on his face. “You and JJ next.”

rolling your eyes playfully, you give a small pinch on her stomach making the girl squeal. “stoop that. God, you’re so annoying.”

Pope then wraps his arm around his girl’s shoulder, pulling her close before giving you a playful smirk. “So you and JJ, eh? Not surprised, man.”

“Oh my God we’re just friends” You laugh at the two, putting your hands on your hips and you stare down at Kie. “You should stop spreading false rumors” You joke,

“they’re FACTS, not rumors” she shrugs, sipping on her red solo cup. “Pope thinks if you two get together, you’d be the hottest couple in the box.”

he nods his head aggressively. “oh yeah definitely. plus, he won’t stop bragging about it. God, you need to lock him down, y/n”

you’re trying so hard to suppress a giggle, just before you could respond to his statement, you feel a figure bumping from your side,

“don’t even try to steal her away from me. I’m planning to spend the whole night with this woman.” JJ jokes, his hand goes out to grip on your waist and keep you close to his body which makes you melt,

“All yours buddy” Pope sends him a wink and Kie just shoots you a smirk before the couple bids you bye and walk off,

"Here you go beautiful” He hands you your drink with a smile, admiring how gorgeous you look under the dark sky with him by your side,

you’re so fucking beautiful it hurts him,

“Thank you my lovely escort” you look up at him before taking a small sip. “Just so you know I’m not planning to get drunk tonight.”

“Me too. I have to drive you back home and make sure you’re safe.” He explains, lacing his fingers with yours as he guides you out from the crowded scene to find a spot just for the two of you,

shaking your head, you look at him who has his eyes on the ground. “You don’t have to. I can just ask Kie or John B to drive me home.”

“Nonsense. I’m taking you home, I always do.” He responds, finding a quiet spot which drives the two of you away from the scene before sitting down on the sand. “Come here, pretty.” He pats a spot next to him before you plop down,

His hand digs into his pocket to pull out the bag he shows you earlier, grabbing a couple of joints as he hands you one. “me and my dad got into a fight this morning when I stopped by the house to grab a few clothes of mine”

With that, you freeze. Your focus is no longer on the joint but rather the boy who’s sitting next to you with a sad smile on his face. “Oh no JJ, what did he do?” Your tone begins to roughen,

as he takes a notice of the tone of your voice, he assures you that nothing happened. “He was about to knock me to the ground but I bolted out of the door before he even got the chance.”

your brows furrow, bottling up your anger deep at the thought of his father hurting the boy you love so much. it pains you to know that you can’t do anything about it, mainly because JJ tells you to stay out of it. Not wanting you to get hurt too.

“where have you been staying?” you can’t help but ask,

he shrugs lightly, lighting the joint before his hand goes to your behind, setting his palm firmly on your back and rubs small circles around it,

“here and there, doesn’t matter.” 

“of course it does” you get a little defensive, scooting closer to him. “i don’t want anything to happen to you jay... you know the guest room at my place is always available right? my mom loves you so she doesn’t mind.”

he smiles at your concern for him, grabbing your hand and kisses your knuckles. “don’t worry about me. i got you, the guys, a job. I could give two fucks about my dad. He’s the least of my concerns.”

though you feel unsatisfied with the answer, you decide to not push him since you know all he wants is to enjoy this night with you and you do too.

“okay.” you smile, softly inhaling the weed before exhaling and closes your eyes. “you know... me, Kie and John B talked about you today” you tease as you bite your lip,

he groans playfully, rolling his eyes before smiling back at you. “Oh yeah? what did you guys talk about?” he asks, 

“they said ... you have a crush on me aaand that you’re like a John Green when it comes to talking about me” you giggle, watching his hand covering his eyes and cheeks flush. you reach out to peel his hand off so he can look at you. 

“heeey don’t be embarrassed. it’s cute as fuck.”

he hums in reply, staring at your pretty brown eyes and find himself getting lost deeper and deeper in them,

“not cute. it’s embarrassing.” he mumbles, leaning his back against the stone wall. “i can’t believe they told you that, fuck! i told them not to tell you!” he groans cutely, 

giggling, you shift your body a little so you’re laying on your side and let your thighs touch with his. “why?” you question,

he knits his eyebrows together, confused by your question, his hand on your hip. “why what?”

“why do you have a crush on me?”

he scoffs at that, chewing on his lip before choosing the next few words to say to you. “1. you’re gorgeous and sexy as hell” the start of the sentence causes you to throw your head back with a laughter. “2. you have always been there for me and no matter how much i think myself as a fuck up-”

“that’s because you’re not” you cut him off

he smiles for a second and continues, “you always remind me the good things i’ve done and what a good person i am to a lot of people, especially our friends. i’ve never had someone do that to me, you know?” he says sadly, his eyes looking forward,

you bite your lip as you put your focus on him, fingers playing with the hem of the material of his tank,

“And every time you talk? Fuck, i’d never want you to stop. Your voice is fucking angelic and makes me smile like a dumbass which is now a joking matter to JB and Pope.” he chuckles and you laugh too, smiling softly as you watch him explain the things he loves about you. “I love how passionate you are about your work but not forgetting about your friends, i love how you stick up for me that one time when we’re at the police station, i love how you know exactly how to make the perfect grilled cheese sandwich and got me hooked on your Empanadas, i love how you punched Topper and gave him a nose bleed that time, i love how you’re willing to guide me through everything in life just so we can get the fuck out of here and move to New York.”

he pauses for a while, taking a deep breath as he now moves his gaze down towards you, who’s eyes already looking at him getting teary.

“but most of all... i love how much i love you and have no intention of going back.” he confesses. “i want to stay in that bubble. would you let me stay?”

you can feel the tears start to building up and blurring your vision, blinking fast as they start to run down your cheeks in which you quickly wipe it off. Nodding your head. “of course... i love you too”

he breathes out a relief, showing you a toothy grin before crashing his lips onto yours, humming deeply as you kiss him back. he smiles against your mouth, heart skips a beat when he feels your soft lips moving hungrily. he bites onto your bottom lip making you gasp and he takes it as an opportunity to slip his tongue inside you. 

the two of you make out for a couple more seconds before pulling away to catch each other’s breathes, laughing lightly at how hungry you two are for each other’s kisses.

“God i’m fucking crazy about you, baby." he sighs out, shaking his head as he admires how plump and sexy your lips are after he kisses you. “driving me insane but i love it. i love you.”

you giggle shyly, sucking on your bottom lip as he chucks off the joint he has on his fingers and so do you. ”i love you too and i’m into you, JJ. i hope you know that.” you wrap your arms around his shoulders and drapes your leg over his lap. “there’s no place i’d rather be right now.”

JJ is over the moon. He can’t believe he got you. He got you... his gorgeous best friend is now his girlfriend, who’s cuddling against his chest and just shared their first kiss. he doesn’t have to hear about you going on a date with other guys because now, you’re his girl.

he fucking wins in life.

“you know” he starts, smiling at you, the ‘i’m so fucking in love with you and there’s no going back’ kind of smile. one of his palms is settled on your waist and the other on your ass. “from the number of times i’ve smoked with the guys, you might be the best high i’ve ever had, baby”*

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a/n : omg this kind of sucks i’m sorry lmaoo but please give me feedback or leave a comment down below. thank you for reading babies:)

[stronglyobsessed]

Merwin a/b/o getting to bring their pup home for the first time after Eggsy has him. Maybe to their cat/dog siblings.

Since @snafu-07 and I watched Supernova tonight, spent the following hour talking about death, I feel this prompt is especially soothing to me.

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“Oh, careful.” Eggsy had to bite down the urge to snatch their pup away from Merlin. The alpha was careful, handling their little bundle of joy with the utmost care. Yet Eggsy couldn’t contain the crippling anxiety, when Merlin placed Noah in his carrier.

Eggsy was being discharged, finally, after two long bloody days in hospital. He knew how to change, nurse and burp his pup, yeah? Weren’t like he had zero experience, helped raise Daisy from a wee pup. Now she were seven, blossoming into the prettiest flower Eggsy had ever seen.

“There.” Merlin stood back, pride and happiness radiated off of him. His smile was huge, taking up the whole of his face, as he gazed down at what they made.

His earlier worry melted. There was nothing more pure and natural as the love and adoration rippling off of Merlin. He was made for this. Destined to be a father, and Eggsy knew he’d be the best one.

“Good job, Papa.” Eggsy grabbed his hand, his own eyes falling onto the tiny face of their son. “Looks proper snug, yeah?”

Noah was swimming in the newborn bear winter suit they purchased. All that could be seen was his tiny nose, little bow lips and small eyes that hadn’t opened in the last four hours. He was perfect. Their amazingly wonderful boy that didn’t really let either man sleep, but that was okay; Eggsy wouldn’t have it any other way.

“We ready?” A new anxiety bubbled in his chest. Sure, yeah, he was ready for home, but that didn’t mean Eggsy wasn’t scared. “Think the other members will be accepting?”

Merlin trailed the back of his hand down Noah’s rosy cheek. “We’re ready, and they’ll cope.” He turned to scent Eggsy, washing away doubt with his confidence and security. “Let’s go home, Daddy.” Eggsy grinned into the kiss Merlin offered. Merlin tightened Eggsy’s scarf before he grabbed their bags and Noah while a nurse wheeled Eggst out.

Noah’s car seat was snapped into the base, they’d been prepared for weeks, making the trip home almost effortless. 

Snow fell around them as they headed up the walk. The bitter cold of January was harsh against his exposed skin, it made Eggsy fearful for their pup’s face. Merlin got them in as quickly as Eggsy’s sore body was allow, and settled in the sitting room with a warm fire where Eggsy gently unwrapped their tiny man. He was left alone while Merlin tended to JB and Gus, Merlin’s German Shepherd, and unpacked their things.

Which was fine with him, seeing as Noah decided then he’d wake from his slumber for a feed. Unfocused blue eyes stared up at what Eggsy assumed his face, but knew babies couldn’t see much yet. That didn’t stop him from talking to his son, humming to a songless tune and stroking his dark downy head of hair.

“Alright, lad’s. Time to meet the newest member.” Eggsy heard Merlin at the front door. He had Noah propped over his shoulder, satisfied when he let out a tiny burp, and tucked him into the crook of his arm. “Are we awake, Daddy?” Merlin asked, showing up in the archway with JB in an arm, and Gus’s collar gripped in his freehand.

Eggsy smiled, nodded, and waved them in.

“He eat?”

“A bit, yeah. Think he’s gonna need a change though.” His bum was a little squishy.

“I’ll get the bag.” Merlin left the boys, finding what Eggsy needed, and assisted in Noah’s diaper change. Eggsy didn’t need the help, but Noah always seemed calmer when his alpha Papa was around. “I dinnae know how something so tiny could make so much mess.” It didn’t smell like nothing yet, but it were kinda gross.

Eggsy silently agreed.

“Time to meet your brothers then, innit?” He nosed Noah’s cheek. Merlin hefted JB between them, Gus sat obediently in front of them; ever the patient canine. “Okay. This is JB, Noah. He’s gonna be your cuddle bug, teach you all about naps.” Eggsy winked at the pug, who’s head tipped curiously when Noah made a small noise.

He brought Noah toward the dog, allowing JB to sniff him. JB were a bit apprehensive, not sure what to make of Noah, and licked a finger before laying his head on Noah’s leg.

“Protector, aye. That’s a good lad.” Merlin praised, patting JB’s head and offered a treat.

Eggsy breathed a bit easier, then turned toward Gus who never took his eyes off Noah.

“And I know you ain’t gonna harm him, right? Papa taught you well.” Gus held his head with pride, but did look on curiously at the baby. Noah started to fuss a bit, tiny fists and feet wiggled a bit before he let out a full on cry. “Oh.” Eggsy went to take him away, except Gus nosed Noah’s hand.

Gus licked a small fist, then up his arm, and nosed him again until Noah’s cries lowered to whimpers that eventually stopped completely.

“You see that, babe?” Eggsy asked, stunned.

He could detect Merlin’s pride before he saw it reflected in the smile he held for his dog.

“I did.” Merlin slipped Gus a treat, as well, and kissed his muzzle. “Noah’s got himself a few protector’s, eh?” He scooped Eggsy close, only nudging JB a bit, and pressed lips to his temple.

Eggsy fully relaxed against him, welcoming the warmth of not only his comfort, but of their small family, that he denied himself. And it was in that moment Eggsy knew, they’d all be okay.

No harm would ever come to their precious boy.

[jj-bxby]

Where Do We Go? |Chapter Two| JJ Maybank x Reader

Summary - Y/N is a Mainlander who has just moved to The Cut. When she meets her new neighbor, she just may have found the family she’s been searching for, and more.

gif credit - @rue-bennett

Word count - 4.1k (oopsies)

Warnings - Teenage drinking, mention of abuse, fluff at the end

A/N - Okay so I went a bit extra for this chapter, so please let me know what you think! And just ask if you’d like to added to the tag list for the series ❤️

JJ slung his arm around me, walking me over to the small bonfire his friends sat around. The bubbly blonde told me about how I would love his mates and I would become one of the pogues before I even knew it, and I sure as hell hoped he was right. We came to a stop at the fire, and JJ gestured proudly at me before exclaiming a little “Ta-Da!”

“Hey, you found Mystery Girl!” The brunette chuckled.

“Well, she isn’t a mystery anymore. Guys, this is Y/N. Y/N, these are the Pogues. Pope, Kie, Sarah, and John B.” All of the pogues greeted me kindly, and Kie patted the empty spot next to her for me to sit down. “So,” Kie began, “We hope we didn’t bug you too much by asking you out here, it isn’t every day that someone new moves in!” She flashed me a smile. “And don’t worry, we don’t bite.”

“Except JJ.” John B grinned

“JB, don’t be a little shit, alright? We want her to stay, you doof,” Sarah said as she gave him a little push on the shoulder.

“Don’t worry, I’ve had to deal with JJ the whole way here. John B seems to be in the minor leagues compared to him, at least on the Shithead Scale.” Kie, Sarah, and Pope all laughed with me while JJ and John B looked at each other in mock-offense.

“Thank God we’ll finally have someone else who can put up with them.” Pope smiled.

“Oh yeah, it can’t get much worse than JJ scaring me awake and making me face-plant out of my hammock.”

“JJ did what, now?” Kie cocked an eyebrow at JJ accusingly.

“Okay, in my defense, I tried to wake her up calmly! She looked like she was gonna karate chop me or something when she shot up outta there!”

“Yeah, because waking a random stranger, who you have never spoken with, from her nap is sooo calm,” I teased. “But yeah, when he woke me up, I was not expecting it. He’s lucky I didn’t headbutt him!” I pointed at JJ, and he smiles.

“Yeah, don’t wanna damage the money-maker.”

“Oh yeah, that’s right. Your ego would have cushioned the blow.”

“Goddamn, girl, you’re gonna give J a run for his money,” JB chuckled.

“Yeah, yeah, Pretty Girl got me this time,” JJ retorted while he stood up, walking over to me. “C’mon, can’t leave ya empty-handed.”

I nod at him, accepting his outstretched hand to help me off the log. “Back in a minute, guys.” JJ led us both to the standing keg in the center of the beach.

“Can you tell if they liked me? Was I saying stupid shit?” I asked the boy, slightly nervous. This was a new thing to me: I was never one to care about what people thought of me, so why do I care now?

“Don’t worry, doll, they loved you,” he winked. “Not everyone can handle me and my—“

“Bullshit?”

“I was gonna say cockiness, but that works too. But anyway, they love you. You’re a natural pogue, Y/N. I think Kiara and Sarah, like you, especially.” We finally reach the keg, and he turns to face me. “On tonight’s menu, we have beer or vodka with some strawberry lemonade Crystal Light. Pick your poison.” I chew on the inside of my cheek, suddenly finding the sand very interesting.

“So, uh, here’s the thing. I’m not really a drinker,” I begin, finally looking back up at JJ, who’s gaze never left mine. “And—“

JJ cuts me off, quickly. “Shit, I’m sorry. Look, you don’t have to pick anything if you don’t want to, it’s not a requirement or anything. And I don’t want to pressure you, you know?”

“Oh my god, JJ, shut up for just a second, okay? I was gonna say I haven’t ever drunk, so I don’t know what I like. I was gonna ask you what you thought I should pick, you dummy.” I giggle at him as he rakes his hand through his hair.

“Well, in that case, I’d say beer. Just don’t drink too quickly, ‘kay Pretty Girl? Don’t want you throwing up on me,” he smirked.

“Alright, beer it is, then.”

JJ knelt down to grab a cup and pour a drink, still chattering on about how I need to drink a glass of water for every cup of beer. It’s so stupid, but I was so in awe of him. This boy I knew nothing about just mystified me, everything about him did. The way his lips curled up at the edges whenever he said something he thought was funny, the curves and lines of his biceps, how wisps of his hair were caught in the starlight perfectly, and, oh my God, his eyes. They were so brilliantly blue. They were the kind of blue that made me hear Hawaiian waters in my ears. The kind of blue that brought a sense of serenity, despite the chaos around us. The brilliance of his eyes did not hide their depth — at least not to me. I could see the shimmer of midnight within them, and the kind of navy blue found in an endless, bleak cavern. Behind the cool, icy facade, there were storms dappled throughout the calm. JJ handed me my now full cup, and I opened my mouth to ask him a question, but a voice interrupted me before I could even begin.

“Found another Touron to fuck, aye, Maybank?” JJ’s head snapped to the source of the voice. Another tall blonde had walked up to us. This boy seemed to be the complete opposite of JJ: Gelled hair, board shorts, a pastel-toned shirt, and an air of arrogance surrounding him. He wasn’t calming like JJ, he was intimidating.

“Lay off, Rafe. She isn’t a Touron, she just moved to the island,” JJ spat. He then grabbed my hand protectively, seeming like he wanted to shield me entirely from the drunken boy’s words.

“Ah, so she’s a long-term fuckbuddy, then.” The boy, Rafe, cackled as he swayed. JJ just rolled his eyes and squeezed my hand in his, his eyes finding my own.

“He’s drunk, Y/N, don’t worry about him. Not that he’s any less of an asshole sober.” I nodded, and JJ faced Rafe again. “Go off to your Kook friends, and don’t fucking talk about her like that, got it?” Rafe rolled his eyes and ignored JJ, instead locking his gaze on me.

“Once you see his old man smack him around, you’ll change your mind about him, babe. He ain’t worth shit.”

I kept my eyes locked on Rafe’s as I spoke slowly, my voice unwavering. “Leave us the fuck alone. Now. I don’t care who you are, I don’t know you, but I will not back down to you. So you better stay in your damn lane. You seem like one to not fight girls, but I don’t discriminate.” I finish, and immediately turn around and head off towards the bonfire where the pogues were sat, tugging JJ along with me.

He stopped us and I spun around to look at him, glancing over his shoulder to see Rafe giving me a smug look as he took a swig of his vodka before I shift my eyes back to JJ’s. “Holy shit,” he breathed. “You’re a feisty one, Y/N.”

“Yeah, well I don’t exactly take kindly to people who harass my friends,” I sigh. “I’m kinda scrappy, I guess. At least that’s what my everyone used to tell me.”

“Friend, huh? I like it. And, look, I’m not looking to just fuck around with you, y‘know? If I told Rafe that, it’s all he would have fixated on.” His gaze falling to the sand.

“JJ, I get it. Don’t worry, okay?” I wait for him to look at me. “I’m a walking box of daddy issues, anyways,” I smile slightly, and JJ gives me a laugh.

“Well, damn, we have even more in common than I thought, Pretty Girl. Now, let’s head back to the fire, you need to relax after all that.” I smiled at JJ and noticed how his eyes flicked to my lips for half a second. Just friends, though... right? JJ guided us back towards the group, his arm slung around my waist, and I was definitely hyper-aware of every inch of his skin pressed against my midsection. I take a sip of my beer, trying to distract myself. Finally, we stopped at the bonfire, and everyone gave us a little cheer and a wave, and JJ pulled me down to sit beside him.

“Hey, was King Kook giving you shit, Y/N?” Sarah asked me.

“Yeah, ’cause we’ll mess him up if you want us to,” Kie butts in, giggling. “But seriously,” Sarah continues, “You looked pretty pissed off, did Rafe say something? God, he’s such a dick. And I can say that, ‘cause I live with him.”

“Ah, he was just drunk and pestering us, is all,” I say. “Nothing I haven’t dealt with before.”

“Yeah, the pretty one can fend for herself, it seems. Not that I wouldn’t have stepped in if they threw down, of course. But, that being said, I would be pretty curious to see how badly Rafe would get his ass beat.” JJ grinned at me proudly, and I wiggled my eyebrows at him as I sipped on my drink.

“So, on a more serious note, what do you think of the OBX so far, Y/N?” Pope asked me.

“Oh, it’s so frickin’ gorgeous!” I nearly yell, and I bring my hand up to cover my mouth, surprised by my outburst. I giggle before I continue on. “Well, at least what I’ve seen of it, I guess. But I really can’t wait to go out on the water, of course I still need to find a boat somewhere, but the sea is so perfect for swimming. It would be damn good for fishing too!” I was pretty obviously excited, and John B grinned at me.

“Well, missy, you’re in luck. The HMS Pogue is in need of a drive again, and we were planning on going out tomorrow. You up for a little initiation ride?” John B asked, raising his eyebrow.

I smile widely. “Hell yes, I am!”

“Well, it’s settled. Tomorrow, you’ll officially become one of the pogues, Y/N,” Kie said excitedly.

JJ raised his cup, “To the pogues!”

“To the pogues!” We all cheered. Everyone began babbling together about things that needed to be ready for tomorrow — and whether or not they should push me off and into the sea to see if I can get back onto the boat as a ritual.

I smiled at the sight around me and took a swig of my drink, and JJ bumped his shoulder into mine before whispering in my ear. “See? I told you they’d love you as much as I do, Pretty Girl.”

I suppressed a shiver when I felt his breath against my ear, trying my hardest not to falter in my voice as I responded quietly. “Mhm, I’m pretty hard to not love, huh?” I brought my cup up to my lips again, and he cocked his eyebrow at me, his lips curling into a smirk.

“Goddamn,” he murmured as he shook his head. He glanced down at my cup and looked back up at me, concerned. “You better slow down, you know. I know you haven’t been drinking before, so… Just be careful, ‘kay?”

I rolled my eyes at him, sipping my drink again. “Oh don’t worry about it, I have to get used to it somehow,” I say, brushing him off. I can see that his brows are still furrowed, and I think for a second. “Y’know, if you’re really that worried about me, I guess you can stay at my place tonight.”

“Oh really, now?” He questioned teasingly.

“You’ll be on the couch, dumbass.” JJ just laughed, and his brows softened in relief.

“I like this arrangement. I’ll take care of ya if you need it, Y/N.” I nod at him, and I realize that I just invited him back to my own house, and I wonder when I became so brave. I turn away from JJ as Sarah asks if I’ve ever been scuba diving before, and I begin chatting away. As we talk, I can feel JJ’s gaze on me, and for once in my life, I don’t mind it. For once, having a boy pay attention to me was a good thing, even if it was simply him being a concerned friend. Eventually, I finish my drink and JJ pours some water into my cup, I mouth a silent ‘thank you’ to him, before turning back to Sarah and Kie.

“What brought you to the Outer Banks, Y/N?” Kie asks me.

“Oh, I guess it a bit of a long story. But… I think I just really needed a fresh start.” I say quietly. It wasn’t technically a lie — it was more of an omission. It was a long story, and I did need a new beginning, but I didn’t exactly want to say why. Not yet, at least.

“Hey, I think we’ve all felt that a time or twenty,” John B says reassuringly. “Do you have a job lined up out here yet?”

“Oh yeah, I’m teaching dance classes to little kids over on the North Side. I used to it back on the Mainland, too. Actually, I was a dancer myself back there.”

“Ooh, is it the one that’s brand new?” Sarah asks me, and I nod. “It’s only a few minutes from my house! You have to come over, Y/N!”

“I’d love to,” I smiled widely at Sarah.

“Here, gimme your phone, girl,” I laugh and hand my phone over to Sarah, and she enters her phone number for me. My phone ends up being passed between all of the pogues, all of them entering their contacts and sending themselves a text to get my number. I smile as JJ passes my phone back to me, finally, him being the last one to enter his number. Sarah is extra bubbly now; telling me about how she’ll let me pick through her closet, how we’ll walk on the boardwalk and see all of the small artisan shops, and how she wants to take me to the little ice cream stand that sets up every day near her house. “Kie, you have to come too, it’ll be a girls’ day! Don’t even start on how you don’t like unnecessary gender roles and shit, okay, it’s just an expression.” Kiara smiles and tells us that shes in.

“So if it’s just an expression, does that mean I can come too?” Pope asks, feigning a pout.

“Nope,” the three of us say in unison. “Look, we have to show her that there’s actually shit to do on the island, aside from working and fishing,” Kie says as she gives Pope a kiss on the cheek.

“And we have to get to know her too, duh. Can’t do that with you boys around,” Sarah smiles at me. “Don’t worry, we won’t do anything crazy, though.”

I smile back at them, and I tell them that I can’t wait for our girls’ day. I go to take a drink from my cup, only to find that I’ve finished my water, and I make a pouty face. I stand up, looking around. “Anyone need a refill?”

“Yeah, I do. You sit back down, though, I’ll run and grab some,” JJ tells me. I roll my eyes and tell him a little thank you before passing him my empty cup. I sit back down and see that everyone is looking at me expectantly. “Uh, did I do something wrong?” I ask.

Pope shakes his head, “No, no nothing wrong. It’s just—”

“We haven’t really seen JJ take to someone as quickly as he has to you,” Kie explains. “He doesn’t usually trust anyone very quickly.”

John B nods at me. “Yeah, the closest he gets is being flirty with Tourons that he wants to f— Ow!” Sarah smacked him on the arm to cut him off, and John B gave her a little glare as he rubbed his arm.

“It’s nice to see him actually let his guard down and hit it off with someone,” Pope clarifies, smiling kindly. “He’s a good guy, he just doesn’t trust people very easily.”

“But, he clearly sees something in you to change that,” Kiara adds. “I think he picked a good person to put his confidence into.”

I smiled to myself, appreciating the pogues’ reassurance. It feels like I’m actually surrounded by love for the first time in my life, and although it frightened me, it made me so happy at the same time. When JJ came back to us, we all laughed and drank for a few more hours, before finally deciding it was time to head back to our homes. We were able to walk together the majority of the way, but eventually we had to split off. Pope, Kiara, Sarah, and John B all headed back to his house, and JJ and I branched off to my own. Admittedly, I was quite buzzed. I was lucky to have JJ at my side, as I nearly tripped a time or two, and he caught me every time.

“Y/N, you’re lucky I decided to come with you,” he laughed. We had finally reached my doorstep, and I was facing JJ, my back resting against the door.

“Y’know, JJ, I wish I’d done more stuff like this back on the Mainland. Made more friends, gone to more parties. I would have had a much better time,” I told him.

JJ smiled softly at me. “As much as I may agree, I’m glad you didn’t. I’m glad I get to meet you.” I grinned lazily at him, fumbling for my keys in my pocket, eventually finding the right one and shoving it into the lock, twisting the key and opening the door. I kick off my sandals and JJ does the same.

“So, I don’t exactly have a guest bedroom, but I do have a futon couch.” I say, grabbing blankets and a pillow out of one of my packing boxes and tossing them onto the couch. “I’m so fucking tired.”

JJ sits down, and looks at me, tilting his head. “You know you’re one of us now, yeah?”

I think for a second, not sure how to respond. “I mean, I guess. For how close-knit you all are, I’m glad you guys accepted me.” His lips curled at the edges, and his eyes left mine.

“Me too, Y/N.”

I clear my throat slightly. “Well, the bathroom is down the hall, and the kitchen is right over there if you need water or anything, okay? And my room is just past the bathroom if you need me. Don’t need me,” I say jokingly. JJ smiles as he lays his head back against the couch. I walk off to my bedroom to change out of my clothes, wash my face, and finally lay down.

•

JJ had finally fallen asleep after nearly an hour of thinking of you. He couldn’t get you off of his mind; Your smile, your laugh, the curves of your body, the way he found you sleeping in your hammock that day. You had looked so peaceful, your features soft. God, he just wanted to touch you. He hadn’t wanted to fall for you, but from the moment he’d seen you that day, his heart had skipped a beat. It still made his heart quicken thinking about it.

Kie just pointed you out to all of them, and JJ had to keep his jaw from dropping to the ground.

“Hey, who’s the new girl, JB?” He’d asked, taking a sip of his can.

“No clue, dude. I didn’t even know the house had been for sale, honestly.”

That’s when he saw you looking towards them, and waved as he flashed you a smile. He caught himself staring for an extra second, studying the way your cheeks looked as they flushed with color, and the way the right side of your cheek dimpled as you smiled.

Sarah gave a small whistle when she noticed him staring. JJ snapped his head to her, flipping the bird.

“Ooh, JJ’s ‘boutta be whipped y’all.” Pope cackled.

“J, you don’t even know the girl! Try not to stare so much.” Kie said smugly. JJ groaned, and chugged his beer. He knew they were right, he was staring. But he couldn’t help it, he had never found anyone that attractive. Ever. Something within him felt drawn to you, like a tether being pulled in your direction.

JJ snapped awake as he heard a small yelp. He slowly relaxed back into the couch, until he heard it again. He stood up cautiously, trying not to bump into anything. He padded down towards your room, hearing soft weeping as he grew closer. He gently opened the door, only to find you with a tear-stained face, thrashing your head against the pillow as you whimpered. His heart hurt at the sight, and, without thinking, he sat on the bed, and gently woke you.

•

I don’t totally remember what my dream was to make me wake up with tears running down my face and choked out screams escaping my throat, I just know that it was JJ who held me against him as I woke. I do know that it was JJ who stroked my hair and told me that I would be okay, that he was here. I do know when I finally looked up at him, he was the one who wiped away my tears with his thumb. He was the one who kissed my forehead as he helped me slow my breathing. I know it was him who told me that it was okay as I whispered so many apologies through my tears. His voice was the one to calm me as thunder cracked through the sky, lightning illuminating the room. “Shh, Y/N, it’s okay. You’re safe. I promise. I’ve got you, okay? I’ve got you,” he mumbled to me, stroking my back. He continued holding me against him, murmuring calming things to me, helping me relax.

“I’m so sorry, JJ. I don’t know what happened. I don’t remember,” I whispered as I shook my head, my breathing finally evening out. “God, I’m sorry I woke you up. I’m so sorry you had to see me like that.”

JJ sighed, and he pressed a kiss to my hair. “It’s okay, doll. I always wished someone was there to do this for me. I’m just glad you weren’t alone.”

I pull back from his chest to look in JJ’s eyes, getting lost in their blue spell. “Thank you,” I whisper. He tilts his forehead to rest against mine. His eyes flicker from my eyes to my lips, just as they did earlier that night. Boldly, I pressed my lips to his gently. And while JJ seemed surprised, he didn’t pull away. He moved his hand to rest against my cheek, his thumb brushing against my cheekbone delicately. I felt as though I was melting as he moved his lips against my own. I brought my hand up to his hair, finally able to run my hand through his soft mess of hair. We sat like that for what seemed like forever, our bodies intertwined as our lips slid together as thunder clapped through the sky. Until eventually, JJ pulled away, out of breath. “I… I shouldn’t have done that, have I? You’re drunk, Y/N.”

“No, JJ, I barely am, okay? I’m the one who started it, remember? God, I’ve been wanting to do that since the moment I saw you.” The words seemed to pour out of me, and I was suddenly exhausted. “I… I know it isn’t great timing. But I meant it.” JJ’s eyes examined my own, studying how my lashes grazed against my brow bone, and how gorgeous my lips looked despite being puffy. “Please, just stay with me tonight, JJ?”

He nodded slowly before laying back in the bed, opening his arms for me to crawl into, finally resting my head against his chest. JJ presses a kiss to the top of my head before mumbling quietly, “I won’t leave you, Y/N.” I finally closed my eyes again, listening to the fluttering of JJ’s heart and feeling his hands playing with my hair. I finally felt safe as I drifted off to sleep. It was the best sleep I’d gotten in years.

•

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[captainmarvels]

safe haven

Summary: Eggsy’s safe haven is in the last place he would’ve thought to look.

Pairing: Eggsy Unwin x Reader

Warnings: Language, angst

Word Count: 1.7k

A/N: This is somewhat rushed, but I just had to get this out, especially after seeing K:TGC. Hopefully you all enjoy this! | masterlist

Love is a vast universe. One so complex and deep, there exists not a single expert of the entity.

How it came to be. If it will survive for all eternity.

Love is a cosmos; one where happiness and serenity exist, right alongside sadness and fear.

Love is not perfect. If it were, people would not fear it. Humanity would run into its open arms, embracing it in their hearts; their souls.

Love is a backstabber. It lies, convincing you that happiness and peace can exist untainted by the terrors of doubt and pain. It tricks you into thinking you will never again know darkness in your heart.

You take love’s word for it; a promise of eternal bliss, in exchange for your heart. Your vulnerability.

When you least expect it, love will take a knife to your heart, a sly cut barely grazing the surface. You won’t know what’s happened, since the pain is minimal. But that’s what love wants. A slow, agonizing pain that grows with every drop of love that escapes your enamoured heart.

Love is pain that not many experience. It’s pain that many wish to never bear witness to. Why?

Love raises you high above the clouds, leaving you to soar in a world of unknown. When you fall, will love be there to catch you?

When you fall in love, it escapes you. It’s fleeting; never within your grasp. For you, love is Eggsy; not always quite there.

You didn’t want to have this argument. Eggsy certainly didn’t. But it had to happen. For better or for worse.

“How long do you think you’ll be?” You ask, your voice quiet as you dry your hands off with a nearby towel.

“Three weeks, tops. I’m sorry, love. You know I wouldn’t do this if there was any other way.” Eggsy’s voice is anything but reassuring as you grip the countertop, the edge digging into the palms of your hands.

“I know you hate it when I leave. But I swear, I’ll make it up to you when I come back. Just wait ‘til I come home, love.”

“You’re already home, Eggsy. Just stay.” You refuse to turn, even when his arms find their way around your waist, gently pulling you against his chest.

His aftershave engulfs your senses, overwhelming every nerve in your body. He was your home, but you weren’t too sure you were his.

“You know I want to, babe. Don’t do this to me.” His voice is soft in your ear, his lips softly brushing against your skin.

“Don’t do what, Eggsy? Ask you to show some commitment to me?” You don’t know where the words came from, but the truth rang out in the silence, clear as day. He’s pulled away from you now, his back leaning against the kitchen island as you stay put, facing the sink.

“I love you, Y/N. Is that not enough commitment to you? We’re together.”

“Yeah. Dating for three years. Just fucking great, Eggsy.” You head out of the kitchen, rushing to your shared bedroom. Eggsy’s quick to follow, his foot stopping the door from shutting in his face.

“What more do you need, Y/N? Is this not enough for you?” He scoffs, rolling his eyes as he makes his way into the room. His words seem to just roll of his tongue without a care in the world. Unfortunately for you, they’ve hit your heart like a thousand bullets.

“Get the fuck out, Unwin. Spend the night at the tailors, for fucks sake.” You say, throwing his suit jacket at him as you storm off into the bathroom. You manage to beat him, locking the door just as he reaches for the doorknob.

You hear a dull thud against the wall, and you know he’s slammed his fist. One hell of a way to send him off.

You slide down against the wall, silent tears rolling down your cheeks. Your chest is tightening with every breath you take, but you don’t know what to do. When did love ever feel like this?

Eggsy’s clearly got something on his mind. It’s the thought of you, in his arms, a smile flashing up at him as he presses his forehead against yours, his lips brushing against your own.

It’s the image of you, cuddling with JB on your shared bed, Eggsy’s pillow in your grasp.

His heart feels like it’s aflame; every thought of you igniting another spark, the fire growing ever more fervent in his chest.

He can’t close his eyes, because your eyes, your smile, your everything is all he can see in front of him. When did he get himself so lost in you?

“You alright, Eggsy?” Harry’s voice sounds from behind the bar, the air of concern sitting around his words. Eggsy sighs, the weight on his chest growing heavier with every passing thought of you.

“I think I’ve gone and fucked it all up, Harry. Big time.” He leans against the bar, resting his head against the cool wood. He feels a hand on his shoulder, and reluctantly looks up to meet Harry’s gaze.

“Humble heart, humble mind. That’s not who you are, Eggsy. That’s who she is.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You know how they say your life flashes before your eyes as you die?” Eggsy nods, his head tilting in confusion.

“I’ve never had anyone. I’ve never experienced companionship; never been in love. When I die, all I’ll see is nothing.” Harry finishes the martinis he was making, placing one in front of Eggsy. He glances between the drink and his mentor, more confused than ever.

“When you die, who do you think will be the first to flash before your eyes?”

“Be mine.” Eggsy’s got cuts littering his chest, his knuckles bruised and bloodier than ever. You’re sitting on his lap, massive strips of gauze in your hand. His words are echoing in your ears, and all he can do is bite back his tongue as he searches your eyes for something. Anything.

“You mean it, Eggy?” He smiles, the nickname warming his heart. He nods, his eyes never looking away from yours.

“Be mine. And only mine. Please.” Your hands find themselves in his hair, your forehead pressed against his. Your eyes dart between his lips and his gaze, and he can’t help the laugh that escapes him as he darts his tongue out at your lips. You giggle, smiling as he finally kisses you.

At long last.

“The look in your eyes answers that question, Eggsy. You know what you have to do.”

The mission wrapped sooner than planned, but Eggsy decided it was better you didn’t know. He got a new suit fitted, while Merlin went and picked up your favorite flowers. Roxy made sure Eggsy wouldn’t fuck up his speech - “If you say that, I hope she kicks you in the dick, you idiot.” - all while you sat at home, JB curled up on your chest.

You hadn’t been able to sleep much since Eggsy left, but you never did when he was gone.

You spent most of your time sifting through memories - old photos from when you first met, to last year’s Christmas card, starring the only dog who would let you dress him up.

Eggsy was the best thing to ever happen to you, and you couldn’t stand to be apart from him any longer. You reached for your phone, pulling up his number when you heard the lock click. JB perked up, jumping off the bed and scrambling out of the room. You sighed, following the pug out into the once-empty living room. You stopped breathing the moment you stepped out of the room.

Flowers adorned every open space throughout the room, red hearts sitting in every bouquet. You followed JB, picking up every card along the way. Eggsy’s handwriting was scrawled on each one, a different thing written across the heart.

Your smile.

Your laugh.

Your heart.

My home.

Mine.

You read that last card, a tear slipping down your cheek as you smiled at the lone word.

“If you start crying now, I’m going to be one helluva mess, love. Gotta give me a chance here, darling.” His voice comes from the kitchen, and you can’t stop yourself from running into his arms. Running home.

He hugs you tight against his chest, his lips pressing chaste kisses atop your head, muffled confessions of love tumbling out, as if he was running out of time. You pull away, dropping the hearts on the counter as you cup his face in your hands. His emerald eyes are shining bright with bliss, and you can’t stop staring.

“Hey bug. Want to know why I love you?” He whispers, his hands resting on your waist.

“I think the cards told me, Eggy.”

“Well, I think you missed one.” He grins.

“Where is it?” He takes one of your hands from his face, resting it right above his heart. You tear your eyes away from him, confused.

“Your heart?”

“I love you because you are my heart, Y/N. You have been since the moment I first saw you. You always will be, if you’ll have me. Be mine, forever.” You gasp, your gaze meeting his as you take in his words.

“Is that a proposal, Eggy?” He bites his lip, shrugging his shoulders as you stare at him in disbelief.

“A shit one, I know. But I swear, I’ll do better. For you.”

“I love you, idiot. This is better than anything I could’ve hoped for.”

“So is that a yes, love?” You roll your eyes, stroking your thumb across his lips as he watched you.

“I’ll take it back if you don’t kiss me right now, bruv.” You cooed, giggling as he picked you up, setting you on the counter. His lips find yours in seconds, his love dripping from them as he holds you close. Once you finally pull away, he buries his face in the crook of your neck.

“Never let me go.” Your words draw him out, his lips brushing along the skin of your jaw. As he finds his way to your lips, he meets your gaze.

“On my life, darling. Never.”

Sometimes, love finds its way home. Eggsy was finally home.

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Confessions [Jackson and Jinyoung]

Hope you like it~

Jackson

Jennifer was in the in the van with Jackson and Mark. The three of them decided to go to Samcheok for a weekend getaway from life at least that’s what Mark told the two of them. However, he had an ulterior motive that neither of them knew. He used the excuse of a getaway to get his two best friends together. He knew both liked each other, but neither would play their hand and confess. Mark figured that this would be the only way. To get the two of them out of the city into a city that has the bus come at random times in the day.

Jackson and Jennifer met a couple years after Got7′s debut when Jennifer moved to Seoul for a teacher position. At first, Jennifer had no plans of befriending Mark’s friends. Mark was her best friend from middle school, but she didn’t want to ride on Mark’s coat tail or be looked at for doing so when she wasn’t. However, whenever she met up with Mark, he’d always drag a member with him until she finally grew comfortable to hang out with them all. Between that time and now Jennifer fell for Jackson. It was something that weight her down so much she didn’t want to reveal it in fear of the bridge between Jackson and her would fall apart.

Jackson was in the back seat where as Jennifer sat by Mark in the passenger’s seat. She was crocheting a scarf Jackson had bugged her to make for weeks. During the ride, Jackson did nothing but talk or sing to the radio, but now there was a lingering silence. The silence drew Jennifer from her project as she looked up and checked on Jackson, “How can he go from 100 to 0 in an instant?” She let out a soft laugh. Her lips remained in a small smile as she watched his chest rise and fall quickly.

Mark turned down the radio and shook his head, “I don’t know how he can do it.”

Her eyes twinkled in the sun as she hummed, “He’s one of a kind. What can I say?” Her eyes lingered on Jackson a little longer before she turned back to her crochet. She began to hum a tune that sounded an awful like U & I by JB and Jackson.

Mark’s lips curved, “You’re the only one who looks at him like that.”

Her fingers paused, “We’re not doing this again.” She let out a breath, “He has so many loving fans who love him just as much if not more than I do.”

“When did I ever say anything about you being in love with him?” His eyebrow rose. “I just meant that you were the only one to say he was one of a kind.”

Jennifer’s smile fell as she realized her mistake. She stared out the windshield as she tried to figure out how to dig herself out of that hole she got herself in. “We’re not talking about this.”

“I didn’t bring it up.”

“I didn’t mean to say that” she pinched the bridge of her nose.

“Oh?” Mark straightened up in his seat, “So you don’t love him?”

Jennifer fell silent. Her head turned back to Jackson as she looked for what answer she should say. To lie or be honest? The cat was already out of the bag and she knew it. She turned around and pressed her head to the seat, “Fine. Yes, I do.”

“You do?”

Jennifer sat up quickly and whipped her head to see Jackson wide awake, “I thought you were asleep?”

Jackson gave her a smile, “I was pretending. I was planning to try to scare you.”

Mark smirked, “Look we’re here. This is the hotel!” He stopped the car and Jennifer rushed out before Jackson could ask her anymore. Mark helped them get their bags, “I’m going to find some parking. You guys go check in.”

Jackson and Jennifer walked into the hotel. Jennifer headed to the counter, but Jackson stopped her, “I’ll talk to them. You get too nervous with formal.” He winked as he went up and introduced himself. Jennifer sat in one of the chairs as she waited for the boys. “So…” Jackson approached her with two cards. “Mark played us. Check your phone.”

Jennifer fished out her phone to see the text from Mark.

Have fun

“What does he mean by that?”

Jackson held out his hand to her, “He didn’t plan to be here with us. He left. The reservation is just in our names.” Jennifer’s jaw dropped. She went to reply to Mark’s message, but Jackson took her phone and pocketed, “No texting him. It’s a getaway and I want to spend it with my possible future girlfriend.” Jennifer was glad for her darker complexion as she could feel her cheeks burn. Maybe the trip wouldn’t be too bad after all.

Jinyoung

Jinyoung waited outside his dorm impatiently as he paced around. He had worked the courage to ask his old friend, Haru, to meet up with him. He hadn’t seen her in years due to his debut and popularity. It was one of his biggest regrets because he had truly fallen in love with her.

However, they were able to reconnect after an award show. Jinyoung didn’t know his once close friend became a singer songwriter until she was called on stage to receive an award. After that, Jinyoung made it a point to connect to her, so after the show, he made his appearance in front of her and they clicked instantly like they had in the past.

A pair of arms encircled his middle and startled him. He looked to the side to see Haru. “Good morning” she sang. She let him go and jumped in front of him like a ball of energy, “You ready? There’s a place I really want to go to.”

Jinyoung chuckled as he put on his mask and fixed his hat, “Yea, let’s go.”

The two spent their day as an arcade. They hung out and played for a couple of hours before they headed to the park nearby to take a break. Jinyoung went to buy them ice cream as Haru threw herself across the bench.

His shadow blocked the sun in her face as he held out her ice cream. She sat up, licked her lips, and took the ice cream, “Thank you! This is really fun! It’s like a date” Jinyoung took a seat beside. She took a bite of her ice cream and grinned, “This was how I’d always picture a date with you.”

Jinyoung’s ears perked as he took a bit off the top of his ice cream, “You thought of going on a date with me?”

Haru shrugged, “Didn’t all the girls think about dating you?” Jinyoung didn’t reply as Haru licked her ice cream. “I had wanted to date you in middle school, but then you started distancing yourself from me and then when you got into Got7, we were barely talking.” She stared straight ahead, “I thought it was better to just let you go.” She chuckled as she rubbed her knuckled on her cheek, “I guess you could say, you were my first love.”

Jinyoung faltered, “I-I was?” His ice cream no longer any interest to him, “Do you still?”

Haru looked at him and brushed her hair back. She gave him a smile that went to her eyes as they formed crescents, “Your ice cream” she pointed. His ice cream began to melt under the summer sun and cascaded to his hand.

“Shit” he jumped up and ate his ice cream quickly. Haru laughed hard as she continued to eat hers at a leisured pace. She dug around in her bag and pulled out a water bottle, hand towel, and hand sanitizer. Jinyoung gawked at her as if she had a second head, “Why do you have all that in your bag?”

She rolled her eyes, “I watch my nephew a lot and he always makes a mess. He’s 2. He has an excuse.” Jinyoung shot her a playful glare and she just shrugged, “Calling it like it is.” Her phone alarm went off and they both jumped, “My bad. I forgot I set my alarm.” She went to shut it off quickly as she ate the last of her cone, “I have vocal lessons at four. Want to walk back to your company?”

Jinyoung cleaned off his hands and gave her back the water bottle and sanitizer as he was insistent on washing her hand towel. “Yea, have some time to walk me back?”

She let out an exasperated sigh, “I mean I guess I could.” Her lips pulled to a grin as she spoke. She looped arms with him and pointed outward, “Onward!”

As the two got closer to the company and Jinyoung’s mind lingered on his question he asked Haru earlier. However, he could tell she wasn’t going to answer and it only made him want to know more. When he saw the company coming closer, he wished they had a little more time together.

Haru let his arm go, much to his disappointment. “Well here’s your stop. I gotta go before I’m late.” She gave him a quick hug, which he returned, before she waved and left. Haru headed off and Jinyoung watched her with the lingering question floating in his head. Haru stopped mid walk before she turned back to Jinyoung and approached him. There was a new determination in her eyes, “You asked if I still love you. I do. Now whether you love me back or not it’s no sweat. I just don’t want to regret not telling you like I did before.” She smiled sweetly as she pulled her purse strap. “I’ll see ya, Jinyoung. You can just hit me up whenever.”

Jinyoung was amazed at how smooth Haru confessed to him. He didn’t get a word in as she turned on her heels and left the way she came. He watched her until she was out of sight and threw a fist in the air before he brought it down victoriously, “Yes!”

Jinyoung leaned against the wall in the dance studio as he thought back to Haru’s confession. He let out a dreamily sigh as he rocked against the wall. He wanted so much to just text her or call her or, even better, to just go to her place. He wanted to reply to her confession so badly it was killing him.

Jackson nudged Jaebum, “What’s up with him? His smile is creepy.”

Jaebum shrugged, “No clue… Jinyoung! You good?” Jinyoung was off in his own world. “Jinyoung!”

Bambam smirked, “I know why he’s like that.” The others, except Youngjae, gathered around Bambam curiously. His lips pulled apart in a grin, “Haru and him were out today and you know, I was spying like I usually do. They stopped outside the building, totally scandalous, and there Haru dropped the bombshell and confessed to him.”

Youngjae, who had previously pretended not to care, leaned in and gasped, “No way! She really did it?” The others turned to him with questionable looks. “I told her that Jinyoung liked her, but because she was taking too long he thought she didn’t like him and so he was going to get back with his ex.”

“Ohhh, now that’s just cruel. You’re wicked.” Mark nudged him.

Youngjae shrugged, “Tell me that after you dealt with her drunk crying over him.”

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Mini-series.­

Part 1  Part 2  Part 4  Part 5

Characters:  Mark Tuan (GOT7) x You (OC/Reader) x Im Jaebum (JB, GOT7)

Genre:  Smut, Fluff, Slight Angst, AU

Length:     4,887 words

Plot:  After Jaebum comes back from a sudden out of the country business trip, the two of you finally reconcile and his desire to make it up to you reached a whole new level.

Warning/s:  Poly!Markbum, Polyamorous relationship, Slight car sex, Blowjob, Deep throating, Mild spanking, Slightly dom!JB, Slight begging, etc.

A/N:  Third part; another het smut with the reader’s other boyfriend hahaha how lucky is this girl lmao.  And again this is very detailed and graphic so please read at your own risk!  I tried making this to full-on dom!jb… but I failed hahaha!  I hope you enjoy!!!

6PM.

You will finally be out of work and you are more than excited to go home tonight.

Mark mentioned in the morning before he sends you to work that Jaebum will be home today from his urgent business trip on the other side of the world. Jaebum was out for more than week and neither you nor Mark had the chance to see him before he left.

You contemplated a lot of times if you will message Jaebum while he was gone, or even before he flies, but your inner brat didn’t want to give in.  Mark didn’t say anything about it, though he keeps you updated how Jaebum is and what he is doing, despite you not asking.

You have seen some missed calls from Jaebum at late night when you were sleeping, but you were unable to call him back, because, one, you are technically still mad at him and he’s supposed to be still mad at you too, second, you were too busy with work that you rarely touch your phone.  Mark seemed to be enough for a few days, but, as days go by, you are missing your other man.  

That’s why seeing a familiar set of broad shoulders, pierced ears, and neatly styled hair waiting in front of your office building made your heart jump in joy and a sweet smile immediately registered on your face.  Jaebum’s back is on you with his hands in his pockets, cutely shifting his weight from one foot to another.

The clinking of your heels against the asphalt made Jaebum still before he turns on his heels to face you.  You clutched your bag with both of your hands as you bowed your head slightly, too coward to face him just yet.  You stopped when you are about a foot away from him and you finally meet his gaze.

“Hey.”  He mutters and you press your lips together.

“Hey yourself.”  You answered before looking anywhere but him.

“I-I just came back-“  He clears his throat and looked away, trying to lessen the awkward atmosphere between the two of you since this is the first time that the two of you had talked after the fight.

“Yeah, Mark told me.”  You mumbled before looking at the car behind him.  Jaebum scratched his head lightly before gaping at you.

“I- I actually wanted to take the two of you out for dinner… but  Mark needs to be in their Daegu office tonight and won’t be back ‘til tomorrow, so, I was wondering if-“  He clears his throat again before turning to gaze at you.

“If you will be okay with just you and I, tonight?”  He pursed his lips together and your heart warmed.  Jaebum’s chivalry and gentleman quality never fails to amaze you even though you are already in a relationship.  You tried to hide your smile at the thought and also on how flustered Jaebum looks right now.  You suppressed the giggles that are threatening to come out of your lips by biting on your lower lip.

“S-sure.”  You answered timidly but that was all that Jaebum needs.  He smiles at you before walking towards the car, opening the door at the passenger seat for you to get in.  He gets on to the driver seat immediately and drove to the restaurant where the three of you frequent whenever you want to have a nice, fine dinner.

Your orders have arrived and you smiled at each other before starting to dig in to your food.  No one had spoken a lot since the two of you got in the restaurant, apart from telling the waitresses your orders.

You poke your steak with your fork, attempting to slice the piece of meat languidly but, as always, you would always lose patience and would ask either Mark or Jaebum to cut it for you.  However, now, you are not sure if you want to do that.

Just when you’re about to ran the knife over the medium done beef for the nth time; a plate appeared in front of you.  You look up to see Jaebum handing you his steak, already cut into small pieces. You smiled at him before grabbing the plate, in return, he took yours before placing it in front of him.

“Thank you, Jaebum.”  You thanked him sincerely.  

“You’re welcome, baby.”  He smiled his signature lazy smile and you felt your face warm up with the endearment.

“And… I’m sorry…”  You bowed your head before fidgeting with the knife and fork that are in your hands. Jaebum looks up from his meal; waiting for you to continue.

“I- I should’ve apologized way, way back, but I was resisting so hard.  I know that you only want what’s good for me, you and Mark… but… I always test your patience and temper… I promise to be more sensitive this time.  I’m sorry, I won’t let that happen again, Jae.”  You looked at him with your eyes watering.  Jaebum drops his knife and fork before standing up, crouching in front of you before cupping your face, thumbing your cheek and you leaned against his touch.

“It’s OK, baby, it is also my fault; I went overboard with the punishment, and I was… I was worried about you so much.”  Both of his hands are now cupping your face.

“When I was away, I tried calling you but you didn’t want to talk to me… I was bugging Mark the entire week to make sure that you’re alright… And…”  He stopped talking before his hands dropped to yours, his thumbs tracing your knuckles while he looks at them as if it’s the most beautiful thing in the world.

“A-and what, Jae?”  Jaebum brings your hand to his lips, kissing your knuckles gently and you’ve noticed that his hands are shaking.

“I was scared… Scared that you might break up with me, or, want me out of the relationship…”  He lets out a nervous laugh before shaking his head, sticking his tongue out.  Your eyes widened at his statement; why would he think that way?

“J-Jaebum- I’m so sorry… I didn’t mean to make it appear that way…”  You removed your hands from his grip before cradling his face with your hands, your thumbs lifting his chin up to look at you, but his misty eyes are looking anywhere but your eyes.

“God, I feel so bad.  I promise that wasn’t my intention.  I love you, okay?  I love you and Mark so much – please- please don’t ever think that I’ll be breaking up with you or something, because that will never happen…  Jaebum, look at me, please.”  Jaebum finally looks at you with uncertainty still present in his eyes. He lifts his trembling hands to your shoulders before staring at your eyes intently.

“D-do you really mean what you’ve just said, baby?”  His voice cracked a bit, making your heart break even more than it already is.  You felt so bad for ignoring Jaebum, seeing how vulnerable he looks right now.  You didn’t even imagine that he would be insecure on what his standing is in your relationship, ever.  But then again, you’ve never been in this kind of situation before, and you felt so lucky to have someone like him and Mark to love you more than they love themselves.

“Of course, Jaebum. I meant every single word that I’ve said.”  You wiped the single tear that left Jaebum’s eyes and he licks his lips.

“P-prove it then.”  His eyes suddenly darkened and his grip on your clothed shoulders tightened.

You shot him an equally dark gaze as you quickly pressed your lips against his unresisting warmth, coaxing his mouth open, kissing him deeply, letting him know that you meant what you just said not just through words.  Jaebum lifted his hand to push you closer to him by your nape; his tongue, teeth, and lips quickly gaining the upper hand with the kiss, devouring yours hungrily and passionately.  His other hand dropped to your thigh, massaging small circles against your soft skin.  You gasped against his mouth when his fingers sneak inside your skirt, digging the pads of his fingers against your inner thigh, which is dangerously close to your core.

“L-let’s go home.”  You pulled away from his slightly chapped lips and he smirks, catching your bottom lip between his teeth before pulling his hand away from your thigh.  He stood up before dropping a few notes on the table; grabbing your hand as the two of you made your way out of the restaurant, leaving the remaining steak and wine untouched.

Jaebum suddenly pushed you against the door of the passenger seat when you reached the parking lot.  He takes your mouth in his again, cupping your jaw between his large hands and he presses his body as close to you as possible.  He groans in between kisses when you buck your hips against his groin, his half-hard member bulging on his black slacks.

He presses his lips against your cheek while he brushes your hair against your face, tucking them behind your ear.

“I want you, baby.”  He growls before licking the shell of your ear and you felt your whole body shiver up to the tips of your toes.  You moaned when Jaebum places one of his knees in between your legs and began grinding his crotch against your core and your head fell back against the window shield, your arms circling around your boyfriend’s waist.

“I-I want you too, Jaebum, b-but- ahhh!”  You yelped when Jaebum bites on the juncture of your neck and shoulder before delivering a particularly hard hump against your core, making your clit tingle with pleasure.

“Shit, Jaebum, not here.”  You managed to croak out your attempt to stop him but he continued moving, grinding against you without hesitation and care that you are in a public place.  Jaebum’s lips moved from the side of your neck to the column of your throat, sucking another bruise harshly and your mind went fuzzy, your head swimming as your hands made its way up to your boyfriend’s broad shoulders.

“Goddamnit, you’re so fucking hot.  I wanna fuck you right here, right now.”  He snarls and you cried out when Jaebum’s hand gropes your breast while catching your lips in another heated kiss, snaking his tongue inside your mouth, dominating the kiss once again and you responded with equal hunger, your hands wandering all over his toned, clothed back.

“J-Jaebum, please- n-not here, people m-might catch us.”  You dig your fingers against his back, attempting to make him stop and he groans against your neck before pulling away obediently, to your surprise. You are still trying to catch your breath when he pulls you from the door so that he can open it, gesturing for you to get inside quickly with a slight tilt of his head to the side, obviously impatient.  He closes the door shut before walking around to the driver’s seat, getting inside the car in lightning speed.

Jaebum steps on the gas and started driving his way out of the building.  It would normally take about an hour to get to your place, but with the pace your boyfriend is driving, it looks like you two can get there in half the time.  However, it still seems to stretch on to forever.  You are dripping against your cotton panties and it’s sticking uncomfortably against your skin and Jaebum has been adjusting his pants whenever he needs to stop driving.  

You can see the outline of his erection despite the lack of lighting inside the car, and it makes your mouth water and your pussy to get even wetter.  You lick your lips hungrily and you stared at him; his full attention is focused on the road and you sneered, having a devious plan in mind.

Seeing how hard he is underneath the restraints, you cannot help the desire filling your nerves.  All you wanted to do is taste and devour his cock.  You wanted to show him how much you’ve missed him, and how much you value him in your relationship.  You wanted to take his insecurities and doubts away.

Jaebum lets out a hiss and his whole body shuddered when he felt a hand on top his thigh, and a set of wet lips hovering his neck.  He choked out a groan when your fingers travelled higher, massaging his thick, trembling thigh while you bury your face against the crook of your boyfriend’s neck, kissing, nipping, and sucking on his skin not-so-gently.

“W-what are you doing, I’m d-driving, holy shit.”  You bit his perfectly chiseled jaw at the same time as you cup his bulge, making Jaebum’s hands grip the steering wheel impossibly harder.  Your fingers traced the outline of his dick through his thin slacks and boxers as you pepper the side of his face with kisses, your boyfriend’s breaths turning shallow when you reached for the zipper of his slacks.

“D-don’t, ______, goddamnit.”  He huffs and he manages to grip your wrist with one of his hands and he drove a little slower than earlier – not letting his arousal and lust take over yet.

“You’re so hard for me, baby.”  You nip on the side of his ear when your fingers still found the zipper despite the grip that he has on your wrist.  He wanted to stop you, but your touch feels so damn good that he cannot just move away – and you smirked against his cheek.  Jaebum needs to let go of your wrist to grab the gear lever, needing to change gears and you took this opportunity to pull the zipper down completely and unclasping the button of his black slacks.  Jaebum let out a huge breath when you pulled his boxers down to reveal his swollen, throbbing dick.

You eyed his erection once before you smirk at him, your lips finding his ear and you lick the shell of it slowly and Jaebum shivered once more, the car screeching because his foot slipped from the gas for a good millisecond.

“Damn it, _______.  We’re going to get ourselves in trouble.”  He shook his head and ignored the sensations that are rushing through his groin and tried to focus on driving.  Just a few more minutes and you will be at home.  Maybe you would also realize that and you’ll stop moving.  He let out a sigh of relief when you pulled away from his ear, but he was quick to jump into conclusions.

“Fuck!” He groans and his eyes turn into slits when you lowered your face to his dick, practically inhaling his angry member. You took him all the way in, the tip reaching the back of your throat before pulling out of him slowly, sucking on the head of his dick before bobbing your head down, up, then down, the change in the pace is so fucking fast that Jaebum cannot even catch up on it, his focus on the road dwindling and flying all over the place.

“Fuck, shit, oh God, baby.”  His head fell back against the head rest, thankful that he is driving on a freeway, but this is still dangerous but Jaebum cannot seem to make you stop, not when you loosen his grip against his thighs, allowing him to move his hips up ever-so-slightly considering the situation and his current position.

You hummed, swallowed, and slurped around his member and Jaebum’s head felt dizzy and he knows that he cannot hold on much longer.  

“S-stop, ______, fuck, woman, we’re almost home.”  He roughly grabs your hair to pull your mouth away from his pulsating dick with a pop. You look up to him with your mouth slick with saliva and precum, and Jaebum growls loudly, resisting the urge to shove his erect cock back into your warmth.  You pulled away from him after kissing the head of his dick and you leaned back against your seat, throwing your boyfriend a playful wink.

“You’re going to be the death of me.”  He murmurs while shaking his head as he parks the car in the drive way in front of your shared apartment.  Jaebum fixes his pants before stepping out of the vehicle and you wiped your mouth with the back of your hand before following Jaebum to the door.

Jaebum gasps in surprise when you used all your force to push him against the front door once the two of you are inside your apartment.  He looks at you through heavy-lidded eyes as you removed your heels and in just a blink of an eye, the sound of your knees meeting the floor resonated against the room and your hands are fumbling against the button and zipper of his pants once more until you have both garments pooling at his ankles.

“W-wait, _____.”  Jaebum was cut short when a gasp left his lips as you grasp his throbbing cock, your hand squeezing the base slowly as you eyed his dick with pure hunger and lust, causing Jaebum’s eyes to darken even more.

“You want me to show you how much I love you, right?”  Your purposely enunciate each word with sultriness that never fails to arouse the hell out of your boyfriend.  You lick your lips when Jaebum bites his lower lip while you continue to pump his girth rigidly and at a steady pace.  You ran your tongue flat against the head of his dick, putting more pressure when you reached the slit, and Jaebum’s groan made your pussy drip even more.

“I’ll make sure to prove that to you tonight, baby.”  Even before Jaebum can react to what you just said, you engulfed half of his dick in one go while your other hand is gripping the other half, digging and running your nails against the large, pulsating vein on the underside.

“F-fuck!” Jaebum’s head fell back against the door with a thump and you look up to him before pulling out of him, only to push his dick back in to your hungry mouth, determined to continue where the two of you left off earlier back in the car.

“Damn it.” One of Jaebum’s hands is gripping your nape while the other is clawing at the wooden door behind him as you continued to suck him off, making sure to pay more attention to the swollen head. Jaebum pulls at your hair hard when you suddenly took him all the way in, deep-throating him easily and you felt his thick thighs quivering beneath your fingertips.  You lifted your head half-way his dick before sliding it down your cavern once more, making sure swallow around him heavily and another thump has been heard from above you.

“Fuck – baby – you’re going to make me cum.”  He half speaks-half cries and you rake your nails against his thigh before pulling out of him completely; staring at his dark orbs with an evil smile on your face.

“Fuck my mouth, Jaebum.”  Your throaty, raspy voice made Jaebum’s dick twitch, so you slip his dick inside your mouth again, the head hitting your gag reflex and, once more, Jaebum was dumbstruck for a few seconds – letting your words sink in but when you hummed against the entirety of his length – it snapped him out of his reverie and his reaction was involuntary.  Both of his hands are now gripping the hairs at back of your neck as he thrusts in and out of your wet mouth, the filthy sounds filling the air and you look up to meet your boyfriend’s lustful eyes, your eyes glowing with mirth.

“Fuck baby.” You swirled your tongue over his head when he snaps his hips back in before tonguing the rest of his length and he holds your head in place, fucking your mouth at the pace he wanted, the tip of his girth hitting the back of your throat and you held on to your boyfriend’s thick thighs tightly, tears already spilling from your eyes but you don’t care, you only encouraged him more when you slurped and coughed around his member loudly while digging your nails against his thighs at the same time.

“Damn it, ______.  I’m cumming… Fuck!  Let me-“  He attempted to pull out of your mouth but you pushed him against the door, keeping him in place as you swallowed heavily around his dick and with a loud, heavy, and throaty grunt, Jaebum came inside you violently, his cum travelling down your gullet and you slightly bobbed your head up and down his still hard length to ride out his high.

When Jaebum finally recovers, his hands slipped out of your neck and you let him go with a pop – smirking when you felt Jaebum shudder as you lick the remaining cum on his slit.  

“Fuck – baby.”  He chuckles, unable to say anything else as he gapes at you through heavy-lidded eyes.

“Did I do well?”  You winked before standing up, wrapping your arms around your boyfriend’s neck.  

“You are perfect, baby.”  He pecks your lips before kissing your nose, causing you to let out a giggle.  He wraps his arms around our middle before dipping his head further to kiss you deeply, his tongue tasting every inch of your mouth. He catches your tongue and bottom lip with his teeth before nipping at the abused skin.

“Let’s go to bed, and I’ll take care of you.”

You yelped when Jaebum practically threw you on the bed after undressing you and carrying you over his shoulders to the bedroom.  He stands at the foot of the bed and he grabs your ankles, pulling you towards the edge of the bed and you tittered.

“All fours, now.”  He groans while his dark, lust-blown eyes bear holes on you and you bit your lip, knowing that your boyfriend’s not-so-subtle dominance in bed is already coming out, it means that he is incredibly turned on.  You quickly get on your knees and forearms as instructed, your ass hitting Jaebum’s groin and he is still hard as rock– making your whole body shiver with too much excitement.

“Ahh!” You squealed when Jaebum slaps your ass cheek before spreading your pussy wide with his hands, another shriek leaving your open mouth when he buries his face against your folds from behind, his tongue prodding your entrance before enclosing his mouth over your clit, sucking on the perky nub harshly and you dig your face against the mattress; Jaebum’s name slipping out of your lips like a mantra.

“Shit!” You lifted your head when Jaebum slaps your ass one more time before plunging two of his fingers inside your pussy while he continues to suck, nip, and bite on your clit.  He began pumping his fingers in and out of your dripping core and you laid your hand flat against the sheets, craning your head back to get a better of view of your boyfriend while he eats you out and you let another moan slip when the tip of his fingers found your g-spot.  Satisfied with how your body is responding to his ministrations, Jaebum continued to fuck you with his fingers while he laps on your throbbing clit.

“G-God, fuck, Jaebum!”  Jaebum felt your walls clench hard around his fingers and your clit pulsating against his tongue and he knows that you are close, the filthiest sounds escaping your lips and he abruptly pulls away, making you whine and cry out loud with your lower body sinking against the sheets.  You are about to crane your head back to glare at your boyfriend but when he circles his arm around your waist to pull you up until you are on your knees again, delivering another tingly smack against your butt before pushing his hard cock inside your slick, wet heat; you let a loud call of his name escape your lips instead.

“I told you, I’ll take care of you, baby girl.” He pushes his thick length in you until he’s balls deep – the slight pain from the sudden intrusion only heightening your frenzy, making you claw your nails against the satin sheets.

“Shit! Jaebum!”  You shrieked when he starts plunging in and out of your wet core at a punishingly fast pace, not letting you adjust to his huge size.  You have sex quite often, but Jaebum is still amazed on how tight your walls are clamping his cock or fingers – and Mark shares the same thought.  

“Ahh, shit- please!”  You let out another yelp when he grabs both of your wrists before crossing them behind you; your upper half falling against the mattress, your shoulders supporting your weight and your left cheek resting against the mattress to avoid the possibility of suffocation.  He grins with the sight before kneading on your ass cheeks roughly, making you clench around his cock unconsciously.

“You’re always so fucking tight, baby.”  He growls from behind you and you tried to tear your wrists away from his tight grip to try holding on to something to keep you sane- but with how hard Jaebum is holding on to it as well as his vicious thrusts, you were rendered motionless and your mind is purely clouded with unfathomable pleasure.

“G-God Jaebum, don’t stop, rig-right-there.”  Jaebum angled his hips just right to hit your sweet spot and he circles his arm around your waist before pushing you against his thrusts, abusing the same spot over and over until you felt your legs turn to jelly, your nails digging against the palms of your bounded arms.  When you felt like you’re just one breath away from letting go, Jaebum suddenly stopped thrusting but kept his cock buried deep inside you, causing a throaty groan to leave your dry mouth.

Jaebum kisses the dip of your spine, licking on the sweat that gathered there before hauling you up to his chest, circling your arms around his neck while both his hands settled on your hips, massaging your sides to help you relax before biting on our earlobe.

“What do you want, baby girl?”  He digs his fingers against your sides before rolling his hips, a sob leaving your lips while you drop your head to your boyfriend’s shoulder.

“G-God Jaebum I want to cum – please make me cum.”  You whined – knowing how much it affects Jaebum and you are rewarded by a hard shove, but you know it is not enough.

“Please… - Jae… Please fuck me hard and make me cum.. Please, oh fuck!”  You latch your mouth on the side of his neck and he dips his head to kiss you hungrily and fervently as he begins to drive in to you once more– the pace, speed, and intensity of his thrusts doubling and continuing to abuse your g-spot better at the new found angle.

“Shit – shit – baby – I’m gonna fucking come – please don’t stop.”  You egg him on, knowing how weak Jaebum is with your low, breathy, and whiny voice.  You envelope his hands on your hips that he uses to trap and push you against his plunges and it all becomes too much to take.

“Fuck, ______.”  Jaebum felt you clench around him and he bites on the juncture of your shoulder and arm and that was your undoing.  Your orgasm hit you hard and fast – blinding your eyesight with white spurts and your body quaked tremendously, your breaths hitching and your moans, whimpers, and sobs filled Jaebum’s ears and the four corners of the room.

Your quivering body and your still clenching walls eventually sent Jaebum to his own end, his thick thighs trembling, his own breathing quickening, his hips stuttering, and his mouth agape with his forehead, neck, and chest glistening with sweat.  He tries to pull out of you but you reached for his behind to trap him against your body.

“Cum inside me, baby.”  You breathed and Jaebum lets out a long, throaty groan against your neck.  Not long after, you felt his hot seeds filling you up as he sucks on your neck while he keeps a bruising hold on your hips.  Jaebum continues to roll his hips against yours to ride out both of your highs as he kisses you again, his cock still twitching inside you.

“You’re fucking amazing.”  He murmurs against your lips before pulling out of you; laying you on the bed gently with your eyes closed and your body still trembling and shaking from the aftermath.

“I’ll get something to clean you up, okay?”  Jaebum kisses your forehead and you nodded, too tired to say anything. Jaebum did come back with a towel in hand and started cleaning you up.  He dresses you with one of Mark’s shirts and a fresh underwear before lying next to you on his boxers – wrapping an arm around your waist, pushing you close to his chest.  You wrapped an arm around him and buried your face at the crook of his neck.  

“Jaebum?” You looked up to you boyfriend and he looks at you curiously.

“Yes baby girl?”

“I’m starving…”  You stick your bottom lip out and he smiled widely.

“Right – me too.  I’ll order some pizza, okay?”  He pecks your lips and the two of you laughed – remembering that you haven’t eaten much of the steak back in the restaurant.

I promise there’s still part 4 (and prolly a 5 too lmfao)

Part 4