#i loved SN so extremely deeply i found myself slowly i was building the world i needed to be in
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i miss last November when it was just me and i was alone on this blog
#I'm sorry there's nothing wrong with anyone it's just me i get too affected#i wish i had this place to myself i wish i was alone here#I'm sorry I'm crying so much tonight i just can't get last year back even if i wasn't happy then i still miss what SN was to me#i hate this now I'll never have it back#i miss it so much i miss what it used to be#i miss when i loved the characters and everything so freely#they were so special then#and they were so pure#i just want to love like i used to love i want to be held by it again#i hate fandom i hate all fandoms so fucking much i don't care about community i don't care about what anyone else think or feels#i really don't i wish i realized sooner I REALLY DON'T#i could care maybe if it didn't feel like it all had to stir together if i felt like I could still hold onto what's mine#i regret posting stuff on the tags i regret making myself known at all#i was happy then when i did i wanted the tiny piece of community but now i want to be alone#i didn't know then what it could possibly take from me#I'd rather be alone#i wish i had this place to myself again#i hate it i hate the influence of everyone#i loved SN so extremely deeply i found myself slowly i was building the world i needed to be in#and i loved and i keep trying to love but something has died#it's not the same#because now it's no longer mine do you understand#please oh please can someone understand????????????#i loved it so much i took what was a franchise and made it something of my own
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