#i lowkey hated the original I just didnt wanna look at it anymore

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so im re-rendering smth

[dbzebra]

☕️ OH YKNOW WHAT AT THAT NOTE? Talk about that dbs broly movie cuz yknow. That’s a hot topic of the ages that folk feel particularly really strongly about

ooooh ive been waiting for this one. We watched this together on discord so you know my general feelings but Im happy i got this ask lol.

putting this under read more cause it gets long 

The new movie that everyone seems to love and adore.... that I dont. It was a pretty middle of the ground, meh overrated af movie. Not bad, just nothing special. I enjoyed watching it sure, but not something I have an inkling to return to anytime soon if ever. It was just ‘there’ for me. 

First, I’ll say the good stuff. The visuals looked really pretty. Nobody was THAT out of character of the existing cast (save for the ending), which i feel weird to have to even mention it as a positive, but nothing really stood out to me as a defining moment for the little cast we had besides Goku’s “youre not a bad guy, i can tell” or w/e. SUPER SAIYAN 1 IS STILL GOAT. It looked soooo good in this movie i wish we couldve kept it the whole time instead of Blue. But i will say, Blue looked much better in this movie than the series. The darker-blue with the lighter blue eyes was a nice change from instead of the ugly bluish-green the series did. Also the aura looked better. Backgrounds like the ice area and even Planet Vegeta were amazing. Action was great too. little Bulla was cute. The OST i liked (the chanting really grew on me) and Blizzard is a banger i love that song. Oh and the aritisic license they took for the fusion scene with the reds and blues spiraling together was great

Anyway thats all the positives I have lmaoo

This film includes Minus and I already went in depth on why I hate Minus with a passion and why it’s the worst thing to come out of modern Dragon so yeah moving on. But the fact that they devoted screentime to Gokus backstory which ultimately served no purpose to the story of the film and couldve been used more valuably elsewhere. 

I said the action was good, and it was, but it almost too good. At times it was so fast to tell that was going on and really lessened the impact for me. Like when they went into the other dimension or whatever, Gogeta went blue and Broly went LSSJ (idc if the name is different name, itll always be legendary SSJ to me lmao) so ast it was a blink and you miss it moment. like what? those moments shouldve been given even a little bit of focus. 

Next the cast. Goku and Vegeta. AGAIN. snorefest. no Gohan, Piccolo is just there to show them the fusion, Goten and Trunks are still kids and look like babies (and Pilaf gang is with them which is another can of worms), no Android 17, who the series established as one of the top 4 fighters on Earth. 

Do we get any of that? Nope. Just the two Blue and Bluer fucking again and again I. dont. care. anymore. Their dynamic is so boring and played out id rather watch paint dry. It was fun in Buu Saga, hell it was even fun in GT, but DBS constantly forcing this dynamic and Vegeta as the second Main Character needs to fucking STOOOP. Toei and Toriyama has no idea how to further Vegeta’s character because theyre stuck in this infinite loop. 

Vegeta doesnt want to help Goku, he mentions Bulma and/or Trunks, Vegeta blushes, and then he decides to help. THAT HAPPENED LIKE SIX TIMES IN DBS ALONE. It happened in Buu saga as well, but it organically worked cause it was the first time but Bulma and Trunks were ALREADY DEAD/ABSORBED. The look on his face wasnt blushy or pouting for a gag, dude was legit shocked. I rag on Vegeta but he had some legit great moments in the early arcs and later parts of Buu Saga. Anyway im off track. They repeat that same exact character moment OVER AND OVER. cant tell you how many times we had “my Bulma, my bulla, my Trunks, my cabba” in the Tournament of Power alone, and this movie is no different.

DO SOMETHING ELSE FFS

Then we have Broly. ohhhhhh boooy Broly. if you can even call this version of him Broly. His backstory is kinda the same as original movie 8/Broly LSSJ, but its more tragic becuase according to most fans, if youre background is a sobstory, that equals better character. NO. sure it could, but that trope was so worn out so long ago I hate it. “waaa his life was bad, hes not a bad guy” bruh i dont care thats not Broly. just make an OC if you wanna do that. but nope. gotta use the marketing! (More on that later)

People like to criticize Z Broly as “he hates Goku cause he cried” or “all he says is Kakarot” which both are false. On the first point, Broly is a psychopath. He was stabbed as an infant and left to die along with Paragus cause he was too powerful. Then that same day Planet Vegeta explodes practically on top of them. The rest of his life hes basically either being controlled or on a rampage. So that one moment of peace is “ruined” by Goku in a sense cause he subconsciously associates that with Goku. On the second point, Broly was already mentally unstable and then nearly dying, getting caught in the explosion of a SECOND PLANET and then being frozen for seven years will fuck anyone up in the head. Z Broly in the original movie was sadistic af and he had a lot of memorable moments and lines that werent just screaming Kakarot, that Second Coming made him infamous for. 

New Broly is legit a man-baby. People talk about old Broly having no personality and this new version having a deep character, but I dont see it. He acts like a child when hes with Cheelai and Lemo and then once the fighting starts he doesnt say a single word but yell. SOUND FAMILIAR?? But he gets a pass because the canon police says so right??? fuck off. New Broly is boring. Im tired of trying to make the Saiyans into ThEyRe noT aLl BaD sEe The SaIyAns ArE AcTuAlLy GoOd!!!11111 ugh i hate it. keep Broly a psycho and keep Bardock a prick. even that guy that went with Buzz Lightyear I mean Paragus was a sweet guy who couldnt fight because of course he was. At least they kept Paragus being a prick when he killed him. Tho his death was lame. 

Cheelai’s overrated af. Shes just green bulma lmao. and the fact that they included the “big soft-spoken man gets mad and saves girl from drunk lowkey-rapey pervert” trope just had me roll my eyes like dude stop. Lemo was fine? Nothing against him but didnt do much for me either.

FUCK. FREEZA. i went over this one before too so ill be quick with this as well. I hate hate hate the fact that they brought him back not once but twice in DBS, but even worse that they left him alive to do whatever tf he wants including going back to mass murdering people and expanding his army again. Goku and Vegeta just LET HIM LIVE. Why tf did they go all out and attack Broly, but not Freeza? when one of them was fighting Broly th other easily could have taken out freeza but nope we need a token villain like Joker or Skeletor cause unoriginality. Even at the end, Gogeta does a full power blast to wipe Broly tf out, but when Freeza tries to kill Cheelai and Lemo (two innocent people, feelings on them aside) Gogeta basically just shakes his finger like nuh-uh! dont do that! and then he flies off. Just let this mfer die already im sick of seeing his ass. FUCK I HATE IT SO MUCH GFGFFGFGFGF

Lastly this movie is legitimately Dragon Ball Fanservice The Movie. 

Gogeta vs Broly, which the games have been doing since fucking 2003, is the main point of this film. Theres no originality whatsoever. Minus is discount Father of Goku special, and then its a mashup of Broly LSSJ and Fusion Reborn (both of which are superior movies imo). This creatively banrkupt shell of a franchise cant think of anything new, so they legit remake an old movie, through in fusions because that sells like hotcakes, and make the animation pretty because thats all that matters.

Imo, this movie, like 99% of Super, is all flash and flair but no substance at all. At least this movie looked nice. unlike the show. 

ok thats all i got lmao

[g0dtier]

PSA

So this is about a group who has taken liberties to excluse, harass, bully and slander people for the rest of the community. Lately something about this group has come to light (blatant aphobia) and I was asked to make a masterpost about some of the other things they have done.

Ok so y’all probably know Ursus (Clan-fuildarach and Sunbeam-Ursus), Blaise (Ophiotaurusfr and kaidonsfwsky) and Anemia (anemia-fr) from their aphobia by now, and if you didn’t, here’s a refresher:

All of these posts made in reference to this anon, who pointed out that any -sexual word refers to sex, not gender. Except for the last screenshot, which is Blaise’s old url reblogging a post saying to not reblog if “you think cishet aces are LGBT”.

After this came to light and I posted about it, several people have come forward about their experiences with these people, sending me screenshots and information about how they treat others. Some stories really shocked me, and I said I’d bring them to light because the people who were bullied didn’t dare to. 

Ever since I said I would, their friend group has become more and more agitated (strange, considering they keep saying they never did anything wrong, so why are they this nervous?), and now one of them (Blaise) has started writing creepy sexual messages about me.

After I made a post about this, saying this made me incredibly uncomfortable because I have dealt with sexual intimidation and abuse before, Blaise followed that up with some namedrops on his blog about how much of a toddler I am, and some more sexual intimidation. How the hell you can first call someone a toddler and then follow up with more sexual harassment after reading how they’re a victim of sexual abuse is above me, to be honest.

So, in case that’s not enough for people to avoid this group, here are some experiences from other people with being bullied/excluded by them. This is just one story, but others will be linked at the bottom of this post.

One of the people who came up to me was CityofInoue. Some of you may remember this, but their friend (Oberion or 0berion-fr) was selling a gijinka with lore who fell into the “trap” trope, and she received some shit for it, after which a lot of drama happened, because they were attacked from one side saying it was transphobic, but also defended by nb/trans people saying it wasn’t transphobic. Oberion themselves apologized for treating a touchy subject like this carelessly. 

In the end, the dragon with the trap art was put for sale by Oberion, who was now suicidal because of all the hate she got, and then bought by a trans person in order to keep people from spite-exalting it. Apparently, while not being part of the original incident, the vagueblogging crew weren’t satisfied with Oberion’s apology.

Ken (CityofInoue) said Oberion may have hurt people, but apologized and that she did not deserve the hate she got, which landed Ken a spot on the hate list with the Vagueblogging Crew. Several things happened after this.

Ken, who is genderfluid themselves, was accused of being a transphobe defender and apparently a pedophile apologist (??? this was completely random) by Pastel, aka Sweet-Puff, who, despite Ken’s friend being suicidal at this point and having apologized several times, still disregards her “fweelings”

After this, their group of friends started looking for reasons to hating Ken, all because Ken felt like their friend didn’t deserve all the hate for a mistake she made and apologized for. Ken received hate for several things after this:

Ken had previously gotten one of Diveremblem’s lore kids. The kid was from a mom who looked Indian and dad who looked a bit paler, and Ken tried to do something in between their skin colors. Ken themselves said this wasn’t great, they didn’t quite get the skin right and tried to sell the art to redo it. Pastel (Sweet-puff) contacted Ken, saying that if they didn’t want their dragon, Diver would take it back. No idea why Diver himself wasn’t around to say that, but y’know. Ken said they didn’t wanna send him back, as they still wanted to do stuff with the dragon. This was followed up by this post by Pastel:

Pastel and Blaise are blaming Ken for wanting to keep a lore dragon because Ken “doesnt do enough with them” and Pastel brings up whitewashing. Pastel could’ve confronted Ken about the whitewashing in the message where she told Ken to send the dragon back to Diver if they didn’t want him, as that message was prompted by the dragon’s art being for sale anyway. They ONLY started to complain about whitewashing after Ken refused to send their dragon back. After all this, Ken decided to exalt the dragon to be done with the drama.

Afterwards, the entire group went on to show how they have absolutely zero fucking concept of “this dragon isn’t yours anymore” and that this is their reaction to someone saying their friend didn’t deserve hate for a mistake, and then refusing to give back a dragon that is rightfully theirs:

Diver, a cis guy telling a NB person about who they should or shouldnt forgive for transphobia because he didnt get his dragon back

Pastel, calling Ken a giant piece of shit for not giving back a dragon

more Pastel, worried that she wasn’t vocal enough about her hatred for someone who didn’t give their dragon to its previous owner (Don’t worry Pastel, you absolutely weren’t being lowkey about this)

More Pastel, angry about someone not giving their dragon to the previous owner. 

Ursus desperately trying to make this about the Ace discourse again, calling Ken a “dumb fujoshi bitch” for not wanting their friend to get hate for a mistake they apologized for and for not giving back a dragon to its previous owner

Anemia, fucking PMing Ken to ask for their lore kids back, because if Diver wanted his back Anemia needs theirs back as well.

Ken’s reply to Anemia’s message.

Anemia not being happy about the response

Anemia saying that not giving back dragons that arent theirs anymore is disrespectful to their lore

Anemia legit just....denying the existence of the dragons they gave to Ken

Anemia remaking the dragons they gave to Ken because they legit Cannot Stand(TM) the idea of Ken having dragons they bred, all because Ken refused to give Diver a dragon he bred and didn’t think their (bullied to the point of being suicidal) friend deserved hate for things they apologized for.

This is where THIS particular situation “ends”, or I’d like to say that, but last night, Ken recieved ANOTHER message by someone else asking for dragons back, indicating the Vagueblogging Crew are still spreading hate about them privately.

I have recieved other screenshots, they will be posted in a tag on my own blog, because I feel like this post has gone on long enough. 

[poorlycommunicated]

Talking

I originally joined this cite to write pieces about the difficties of human interactions. It turned immediately into just a poetry thing for me, which I love doing. Don't get me wrong. I really do enjoy writing poem pieces that disappear into the abyss of this website. But that's not why I made my account. I made my account to anonymously detail my experiences and confusions in writing. Writing that gets saved but I never have to look at if I dont want to. So here is a piece of writing talking about all the shit going on right now... I don't know how to tell my best friend that I know he likes me as more than a friend. He will probably never admit to it, and I can't turn him down until he asks. So it leaves us in a super awkard position. He took me out on a birthday treat thingy. He had planned it months in advance, we got dinner and saw a Musical. He paid for everything. Even though it was a birthday gift, I felt really uncomfortable that he put so much efffort into it. At the end of the day he drove me home and we accidentally kissed in my driveway. As in he had kissed my cheek and then leaned in again. I went to kiss him on the cheek but then we kissed. I immediately apologized and we never talked about it again. Part of me thinks he knew what he was doing trying to kiss me. Recently he has been crowding more and more of my attention and space, to the point where he is just a presence in my life. I had a dream where he wouldnt listen to me saying no to him. My subconscious is uncomfortable. I am uncomfortable. But pushing him away in real life makes him more pushy. And again I dont know how to approach this. Its all very difficult. I really dont like him as more than a friend. There is a 28 year old whose name I don't remember who has a crush on me. I dance with him at the folk dancing stuff I go to, and he is sweet and funny, but too old, and too unknown. I feel awful that I cant even remember his name. He pushes too close when we dance. I dont know how to tell him that its a bit weird. Well thats not true. I do know how to tell him. But to me, it seems like too much of a hassle. I lowkey hate knowing people on this cite. Like people I know in real life. Sorry if any of you read this. I post slightly depressing or concerning shit on here. But its all stuff I can handle. Or refuse to let anyone else handle. So sometimes I worry that if I say tok much people might be worried. I dont exaggerate but I feel things kind of heightened. That sounds pretentious as shit. But I dont knoe how to explain it. Everything is a mountain to me, not a mole hill. And I worry if I express myself in that way someone I know will try to help me. I am still a virgin. I was scared of sex for a very long time, and now all I want to do is lose my virginity. Which is weird. For a while I couldnt so much as touch someone casually without thinking of a certain event. Long story short someone way too young took advantage of me during a moment of weakness. I fucked up pretty hard by agreeing to any of the stuff we did together. She is 4 years younger than me. I was 18. I shouldve known better. I still feel such guilt and shame and fear sometimes cause O thinknof her pushing my hands to places they didnt want to be. But at the time I didnt know that I didnt want her. So I said yes. So it was my fault. But not. I dont even know. When its in a situation where you cant speak up for fear of being heard by someone else, does it count as dubious consent. When your body says yes and your mind quietly says no, what do you do? Its happened more than once. Its happened to other people. Nobody knows how to handle it. But now I feel as if I want someone to rip me of what you might call my innocence. Along with that I wanna get drunk. I want to lose myself in fucking stupid shit. I want to be young. I want to abandon my pedestal of high and mightiness and be an idiot. And be fucked up. And be unhappy. Its stupid. I crave attention and I hate my personality. I tend to be whiny, bitchy, and loud. I chatter on way too much. I have zero chill and am touchy. I try to fix these things but in the heat of conversation I get lost. I hate my bad habits. And I hate my wasted time. I want to be a better person but that contrasts with wanting to experience things. I have no idea what I am doing with my life... Finally, I really don't want to like people anymore. I want to close off my love for people. Like, I keep hurting people. Friends, enemies, bystanders...really anyone nearby. And I disappoint people. I disappear out of peoples lives and then dont know how to interact with them when I show back up. So how do I fall out of love with people? How do I stop them from getting hurt? I dont know. So instead I continue to charm people. Some guy recently told me he finally got why Ii couldnt hold onto friends. He said I burn through them. And that made sense.

[survivorkomnata]

Episode #9: "Anyone wanna speak up?" - Zach

they tRIED IT SDLGKDMSKLGM

ok so miguel was voted off 5-4-1 miguel/ME??/luke. the four people who voted me were stephen / ally / jess / luke. thankfully, i could count on the Kato 2.0 people on having my back. we also just made an alliance!!! because FUCK my og alliance with stephen/ally/(and karthik). and I STILL HAVE AN IDOL.

ok i'm just shook. i lowkey thought maybe alyssa was playing me but.. she wasnt. she saved me and i owe her for that. i hope it doesnt really hurt her position in the game but she's by far playing the best i think.

i'm just shook. i'm not mad at anyone. i apologize for how i acted post-tribal but oMGGGfgGgG these BITCHES|!!! it's the game tho, and i hope i can keep on kicking and swinging cuz im gonna fight tooth and nail in this game.

also it's so funny idk why but me saying the last line was ALGKDLSGK i still laugh:

anyone wanna speak up?

(ill give more later im just.. frazzled)

Ummm so about that fucking vote. WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! WE HAD THE CHANCE OF TAKING OUT A FORMER WINNER AND A PROVEN CHALLENGE BEAST! I'm convinced the IQ of this person who flipped is a -20 because.. that was the stupidest move in the existence of Tumblr Survivor..... and I'm the QUEEN of the House of Stupid Moves. I can declare it.

I'm not 1000% sure right now who it is but I have two guesses.

My first guess is: It was Ally.

Reasons: 1. Ally has admittedly worked with Zach in another Survivor game. 2. She also arguably had the MOST contact out of everyone with Zach all day. 3. She possibly wants to pin this vote on Alyssa to break up any possible alliance between myself/Stephen/ Alyssa. 4. She wants to break up me and Alyssa 5. The group of Karth/Zach/Ally is a thing?

My second guess is: Alyssa Reasons: 1. If Zach left she is the next biggest threat here. 2. She wanted a shield. 3. She's trying to build as many relationships with people as possible to cover her social fucking ass. 4. She hates me and wants to off me and will use Zach to kill me in this game.

I honestly don't even know if my predictions are correct here but... I sort of hope they are and I don't look dumb in the future.

My plan going forward is: to not create a bigger mess that was already created.

XOXOXO Jessip Girl.

I'd also like to add another reason why I think it's Alyssa is because Miguel was one of the people who tried to vote her off.

THANK U

Wow!! An attempted blindside gone wrong. This was really exciting and fun. These are the reasons I play this game for, finally happy to see these happening. A lot of lies and betrayal all of which is understandable but these things has got me pumped up. I am going to play with my emotions and they have triggered me. Time to start playing the game and play it hard. An attack on Zach is an attack on me, so they better be prepared to handle my rage.I feel this was a very good tribal in terms of the game as it makes its future bright and exciting. Luke....what are you doing??? Everything that has come to out of his mouth so far has been a lie. I just cant believe the way he is playing, no where close to what I was expecting from him.

After last night's chaos... my word. I have a feeling Touchy Subjects is going to destroy some people here.

Plot twist: I've heard some recent developments about the flipped vote.

According to Tim it was Luke? Oh? Buddy.... has officially been put on my "Shit List" in this game. You can't sit around and play both "sides" of this game. THAT'S MY JOB.

I'm not too sure how I'm going to break this to Ally. She might not believe me but I KNOW I NEED TO TELL HER.

Also: I still don't get why sooo many people trust Tim. I know Tim doesn't trust me anymore or maybe... not as much as he used to. BUT why did he tell Zach right away about the Miguel vote yesterday? IT ALL SEEMS SO SKETCHY.

Being thrown in the basement has given me an opportunity to reflect on some things in the game. I was kinda flattered to be the winner of both "running the game" categories in Touchy Subjects. Unfortunately, that perception might cause the other players to plan more behind my back. I know from last vote that being in the basement before Tribal Council shouldn't impact things tooooo much for me. Still, I'd rather have the opportunity to talk with people whenever I want.

Speaking of last vote, I tried to blindside Zach! And it didn't happen. The original plan was Miguel, but things got switched up when no one seemed to bite into wanting him out. Ally wanted to get Tim instead, which signaled to me that she obviously didn't have a strong relationship with him. So I had to swoop in and say Zach should go instead because Tim is in one of my many alliances. Honestly I'm beginning to prefer the 4 Elements alliance over AJ's Angels because it's possible Alyssa was the one who flipped, and she's not telling me it was her. But after Touchy Subjects, I think I have a better chance against Karth in the end than I previously thought. He's viewed as inactive, which I personally disagree with, but that perception is very good for me.

Another alliance I'm in is the "Samurais" which I would have liked to call "The Resistance" but Luke had other plans. I honestly just view this alliance as a means to an end. That end being.... getting Zach out, SOON! Hopefully Ally has a case of tunnel-vision with getting Zach out as soon as possible and her/Luke don't suspect a thing when I flip right afterwards.

All of this is contingent on Jess feeling the same way, since flipping on my own wouldn't get me the numbers, which I think she will now that she sees the other players view Karth as being dragged to the end.

I'm still in the basement, so I don't know who the 2 sides are voting for. I doubt Zach sent me down here because he wants me to find an advantage... so I could be a target. I hope Karth and Tim would keep that from happening, and push the vote onto Luke instead. I might prefer to get Jake out just because I don't have a strategic relationship with him, but beggars can't be choosers. It's not like I'm particularly close with Luke anyway.

Ok so sorry for not making confessionals as often as I did before!!  The game has literally been warped based off of the fist merge vote. Zach was targeted by Stephen, Ally, Luke, and JESS. Freaking Jess flipped on me when I thought we were really tight and cool. I played off my frustration with the others in the alliance of the 4 elements as understanding but I made moves. I first formed that allaince but now I formed an allaince of Kato 2.0 minus Miguel ofc. Tonights vote I want to do Luke but lets see. I will talk about challenge results soon as well!!

i won IMMUNITY!!! i'm so blessed because i've been told by two sources (namely tim & alyssa) that i was going to be targeted had i not. so? bless!

regarding what ''subjects'' i won: - would dump rice in the fire [true] - biggest physical player [true] - most likely to have an idol [true] - trust the most [false??] - want to see win at the end [false lol]

so that's interesting. i did a tentative game ranking and originally i put: alyssa > zach > ally > karthik > stephen > jake > jess > tim > luke

but now i'd put: alyssa > ally > karthik > zach=stephen > jake > jess > tim > luke but it's still super tricky to accurately rate because of the multiple factors you could include (threat size, potential to win, potential to go to FTC, allies, etc.). i honestly think my jury management is 0/2 so far, and that i will lose at FTC due to ''not working with people'' even tho i entirely blame others for that :D

now let's talk about the reasonings for voting me (hopefully i haven't spoken about this already): stephen - were worried about a potential idol play/new vote so they voted the "safer option", named zach. --> this kinda throws me off. i think it's realistically the most truthful of the 4 excuses, but it's kinda sad that my name was a ''safe'' vote opposed to someone having my back (because i have tried to work with them and especially like. jess.) ally - felt betrayed by the stephen w. vote and like i ignored her. --> i think this is dumb. firstly, girl, we kno u are STRATEGIC. secondly, i didn't ignore her whatsoever?? i was the closest to flipping imo but i didn't because stephen w. targeted ME? like if she genuinely voted me bc i didnt flip after my name was stephens main target (bar jake) then... sister idk what u want. luke - last minute scramble, didn't think i was getting many votes. --> well this is just false. point, blank and period. jess - that when she offered miguel's name, i was hesitant and freaking out (and that she wanted to be my number one opposed to number two). --> dumb. i told her miguel's name. i said it'd be sad but i'd be down and not willing to stick my neck out for miguel. maybe i came off poorly, sure, but if you truly wanted 2 be my ''number one'' u shouldnt make the vote me but rather someone else.

i'm just peeved.

on top of that, karthik is sooo rude??? like he didn't tell me shit about the basement until i confronted him. LIKE. I SENT AN ENEMY (OF MINE) TO THE BASEMENT AND YOU FAILED TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU GUESS EVERY 6 HRS OPPOSED TO 24?? LIKE ?? I COULDVE SENT IN A DUCKING FRIEND!! so rude. i honestly am questioning my trust with him more and more through each round.

i also want to talk about someone that's great. JAKE! i love you so much. last confessional i may have doubted you (and, maybe the round before) but i'm extremely appreciative for you in this game and i can't stress enough that i'm just paranoid as duck and worry way more than i should. thank u LOL i trust u a lot now.

but, that's all in the past. let's talk about tonights vote. allegedly, stephen told tim that the target was going to be me, but due to immunity, jake is now the target. this makes a little sense given allys been wanting jake out the absolute MOST, but i feel like it'd be a decoy. don't matter tho xx i'm safe. alyssa is also apparently flipping (or, staying i guess) with our side and voting out luke - who is our sides target. i see logic in voting luke. he'll be the easiest of that side to get out, but on the other hand, he's the least threatening and if i'm going to flip someone, it'll be easier to flip people against ally (best liar, etc.) or stephen (running the game, etc.) opposed to luke (voted out next, don't want 2 see win, etc.). but have it be known that i'd CRAVE idolling out stephen or ally, and i may just do that.

it's still early in the day, and a lot can happen. i'll try* to keep yawls posted. i genuinely trust no one and i'm like at the stage of being sad ): because i don't think i can win and i don't think anyone wants to work with me even though i feel like i've been super social. i am always opened when i play games, and that may be 'snakey' or something but i'm willing to work with ANYONE. but they are not seeing that, and i don't know what to do abt it. maybe they're targeting me for being a threat (as a main reason), and that'd make me content but it feels like i'm one of those "one sided" people and... yeah. i guess only time will tell, but my fatass is in final 8 with an idol and all these birches know that, and i'll just have 2 play around that. good luck to me LOL ALSGKDLSKG

After a shocking touchy feelings, I’m feeling nervous about this tribal. No one is saying anything and I’m honestly feeling like I’m going home tonight. People are telling me I shouldn’t be and I want to believe them but I just don’t know.

ugh I want to save Luke but I cant afford to lose Tim/Jake/Zach's trust so I may have to just follow the groups preferences and vote Luke. I would rather have preferred the target to be Jess/Alyssa as they seem to be playing good games and aren't close to me. I had talked it out with Luke and now I feel like he would be help to my game down the line but dont feel like going over the board to save him.

Luke is voted out 5-4. He becomes the third member of our jury.