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#i mean not bullshit obv but that reading hasnt helped me all that much in ways other than english
woahajimes · 2 years
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i’ve never fallen asleep while reading before. 
#was reading whats-his-face#dostoevsky.#god i know he's a genius i know he is i know i know#because ive been told#i am reading the dream of a ridiculous man and i wish i understood a single word#guys i fell asleep. ASLEEP.#LIKE. full on honk schmoo honk schmoo mimimimi#SLEEP.#GUYS HOW DO I UNDERSTAND#i think i got past a few pages of the ridiculous man's dream#i wanna read crime and punishment#like my friend (who i very much hate because he is so smart and analytical) (read: stocks) said that he was totally fucking flabbergasted#when he read c&p for the first time#like I REMEMBER THAT FEELING. guys i read a lot when i was a kid#i mean like obviously younger than i am now#but i read a lot lot lot#it helped me inmensely but god i read bullshit#i mean not bullshit obv but that reading hasnt helped me all that much in ways other than english#like im good at writing and i think analyzing? i just need to uderstand.#i think#i have the rise and fall of the third reich for history and good god#it is 1k pages long about a topic i know nothing about. i really am starting from zero but i will read that fucking book even if it kills me#same w/ economics and other stuff#like i dont even hate it i just hate the classes because im so fucking lost#like help they are so painful bc how do they know this shit#anyways tracking back i need to read bu to read i need to sleep so that i can understand thoroughly#but all my other subjects.....#anyways if you read all this tell me your favourite holiday baking. i tried asking customers today and they gave me the blandest answers#choc chip cookies forbidden.
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