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woahajimes · 2 years

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i’ve never fallen asleep while reading before.

#was reading whats-his-face #dostoevsky.#god i know he's a genius i know he is i know i know #because ive been told #i am reading the dream of a ridiculous man and i wish i understood a single word #guys i fell asleep. ASLEEP.#LIKE. full on honk schmoo honk schmoo mimimimi #SLEEP.#GUYS HOW DO I UNDERSTAND #i think i got past a few pages of the ridiculous man's dream #i wanna read crime and punishment #like my friend (who i very much hate because he is so smart and analytical) (read: stocks) said that he was totally fucking flabbergasted #when he read c&p for the first time #like I REMEMBER THAT FEELING. guys i read a lot when i was a kid #i mean like obviously younger than i am now #but i read a lot lot lot #it helped me inmensely but god i read bullshit #i mean not bullshit obv but that reading hasnt helped me all that much in ways other than english #like im good at writing and i think analyzing? i just need to uderstand.#i think #i have the rise and fall of the third reich for history and good god #it is 1k pages long about a topic i know nothing about. i really am starting from zero but i will read that fucking book even if it kills me #same w/ economics and other stuff #like i dont even hate it i just hate the classes because im so fucking lost #like help they are so painful bc how do they know this shit #anyways tracking back i need to read bu to read i need to sleep so that i can understand thoroughly #but all my other subjects.....#anyways if you read all this tell me your favourite holiday baking. i tried asking customers today and they gave me the blandest answers #choc chip cookies forbidden.

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puppyeared · 2 months

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id fumble him so bad

#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway #i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute #idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what #i guess my type is boys that whimper #the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes #i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of #actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download #unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start #my art #myart #doodles #puppysona #sona #sdv #sdv harvey #stardew valley #whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this

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keithbutgay · 10 months

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What do you mean the irl Edogawa Ranpo was gay. What do you mean he traveled with his boyfriend researching the history of homosexuality in Japan. What do you mean they had a competition on who could find the most books about gay sex. WHAT DO YOU MEAN-

#what do you mean he was inspired by and slightly attracted to Edgar Allen Poe and chose the pen name Edogawa Ranpo after him #what do you mean he told his middle school crush that he wanted to eat him platonically #what do you mean he finished and published the rest of his boyfriend's work on the history of gay after he died #what do you mean i haven't slept because ive been researching gay mystery writers #bsd irl #edogawa ranpo #bungou stray dogs #bsd #ranpoe

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sualne · 20 days

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snakeman luffy

#monkey d luffy #one piece #my art #op snake god au #described in alt text #i wuv snake ppl so fucking much you have No idea #when i was a kid a teacher told us a story about a king? whose wife told him he wasnt allowed to look at her when she bathes but he #got curious after a while and looked only to find out she was half snake and he ran away. and!! my whole 7yo self was so confused because #if i had found out my wife was half snake i'd be so happy!! anyway ive been meaning to draw him as a snake for a while now and finally did #it! i wish we had a snaketember the same way we have mermay i'd be so happy fr

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lesliemeyers · 2 months

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For winter is coming and I… am a princess.

#princess kenny #kenny mccormick #kenny mcormick fanart #south park fanart #the stick of truth #stick of truth #snow day #south park snow day #sp kenny #south park #mine #recently told a friend of mine who hadn't paid attention to sp in over a decade about princess kenny and i wish i could personally #recapture the joy of seeing Her for the first time like that #i’d also been like suddenly hit with the realization while playing snow day tht ive only draw princess kenny like… 1.5 times back in 2016 #(<- i say 1.5 specifically because it was twice but one of them was an outfit swap with another princess character)

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ottosbigtop · 1 month

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learning how to do my own Kandi patterns will make me unstoppable

i am about to be so fucking cool.

#Have i told the public ive been really into Kandi lately. Because i have been.#i love colors and patterns.#Text post :0]#I have to fix the right arrow we’ll get there. Dw.

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horreurscopes · 1 year

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watching death note and house of the dragon simultaneously earlier this year did something permanent to my galaxy brain

#THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING BUT THEY'RE SO DAEMYRA CODED !!! IM LIVING IN 3023 !!!!!!!! if this doesn't flop i'm doing a couple other scenes too #timeskip rhaenrya is long haired near. you abandoned me! ive been alone! and look at what my life has become without you. droll tragedy #also: the choking scene. L never told you. did he? (:#anyway yes targeryan AU problematic etc etc. im living my truth <3 also the age difference here is the same as canon #mello is illegitmate maybe. a la heathcliff wuthering heighs #death note #house of the dragon #mello dn #near dn #mihael keehl #nate river #meronia #near x mello #artists on tumblr #horreurart #ALSO i cannot believe i got these done in 4ish hours. i was aiming for fast and fun and not-for-profit. im :0 #these look SO good. there's an art lesson here somewhere #incest / because: targs

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realbeefman · 9 months

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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner

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canonkiller · 5 months

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do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good)#and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough.#things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw:#top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

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extra-somethin-somethin · 3 months

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If nothing else Koenma is a Kuwabara stan and I'm right there with him o7 (I need to write the kuwameshi fic that goes with this fr)

#maybe one day i'll write that au i have sitting in my head #ever since the comment he made about making kuwa spirit detective instead ive been thinking about it #like...what if yusuke is still recruited same as canon but like #kuwa was already spirit detective? doing assignments for the guys upstairs and all #and they made yusuke help him after his resurrection instead of going solo #and it's hilarious because they still have the ''rivalry'' set in place so it's like #now i gotta be coworkers with this guy i was in a fist fight with last week?#yusuke is like you can't be serious you want me to fight DEMONS with the guy who cant even beat ME? lmaooo okay #kuwa would be more in tune with his powers atp in this au and super offended like hello #why would i use my reiki on a FELLOW HUMAN CHILD you DICK i can hold my own on my assignments just fine #but he's actually really excited to be able to spend time with yusuke doing something besides getting his ass handed to him #they're both genkai's students (she's endlessly annoyed but they grow on her)#i just think it'd be fun cos like #it'd be harder to exclude kazuma from shit if he's literally been involved in this shit before he even met #kurama and hiei #kuwabara isn't really told about yusuke's resurrection so things go mostly the same up til he's brought back #they're both called to koenma's office and it's the spiderman pointing meme 💀#it's koenma's first time seeing kuwa in person as he usually just sends assignments with botan #yusuke has already seen him cos of the resurrection arc #and koenma is SUCH a fanboy ''kuwabara it's such a pleasure. you know you're my best worker 🥺''#''um urameshi am i seeing things or is that a fuckin baby'' yusuke will NOT stop laughing #it fucks koenma up so bad he makes sure he's in his adult form when he's around kuwa next #cos he wants to be the respected boss but also guy that you can chill with!! he's so cringe #okay yeah i need to write this it's such a fun concept #kuwameshi #yu yu hakusho #kuwabara kazuma #yusuke urameshi #koenma

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athina-blaine · 20 days

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kabru's relationship with his eyes makes for suuuuuch a fantastic trans allegory (an aspect of your body alienating you from your community, being compelled to understand the perspective of someone who also has a complicated relationship with their body in the hopes that you'll better understand your own, people straight up misunderstanding biology) it makes me kind of insane because now I feel like I can't dig into any complicated feelings he might have about his body in relation to his gender without feeling like im just ... double dipping?? like fifjpejgh ryoko kui straight up already told that story in a way that exquisitely fucks??

#dungeon meshi #told yall this fic was crunchy #tfw youre a trans allegory on top of just being trans #mfw i can't even have him struggling with feeling infantilized or seen as weak because kui already did that too!!#cant have shit in dunmesh!!#it's trans allegories all the way down #personally im more interested in how kabru's gender presentation might have caused external conflict growing up with elves #who seem to be coded as generally culturally conservative #happy to see that one post about marcille and her gender hangups floating around because ive been having the exact same ruminations lol #bugs me so bad when people write off trans kabru hc as “people just see him as effeminate and think trans” especially in regards to labru #like no!!! there's layers here!!#youre telling me a queer coded this narrative?#stuffs all the complicated feelings about your body content into laios instead lmao #[slaps roof of car] this bad boy can fit so much body dysmorphia into him #he might have a penis but idk if that makes him cis either 🤔

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mintygreencake · 2 months

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Mfs be asking me what I'm listening to in class and I gotta pull something out my ass because I'm not gonna tell my professor that I'm listening to a blonde rat getting choked out by an emo bitch with a chain

#yuurivoice #yuurivoice memes #yuurivoice bittersweet #yuurivoice charlie #yuurivoice seth #yuurivoice alphonse #Nah because imagine being charlie 💀#he is so real for hiding fuck all dat im getting the fuck out of there #still can't get over the way Alphonse grabbed his face and told him to say hi to Seth oh hell no 😭#I'd piss myself wtf was that demon time shit 😭 Alphonse and Auron was putting in the work that whole chapter 💀#the big As stand on business and i can respect that 💀#ive been yapping too much in these tags fr 😭

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basilknell · 4 months

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hussars? where are the hussars? hussars are cool, can we see them?

Clutching your shoulders. You are my new favorite person, even my brother who has an account named after winged hussars won't let me talk about them anymore.

Anyways it was just a very fast and totally armor inaccurate sketch of Skrzetuski from Trylogia but I almost certainly will be drawing more as I read.

#ask #trylogia #ogniem i mieczem #with fire and sword #jan skrzetuski #i reeeeeally want to draw bohun too because i only started reading this series anyways because i was told there were cossacks in it #but i have since been enamoured by winged hussar armor #if i ever get back to my once-yearly hetalia art i might draw felix in hussar gear #ive thought about drawing vasily in russian hussar gear once or twice but i think they were dissolved as a unit when he was in the military

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quinn-pop · 4 months

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uhh. i accidentally made another comic. future au strikes back

(pt 1/3)

a question - 1 2 3

#since this is 3 parts i’ve queued the rest for tomorrow and the day after ^^#apparently i havent really talked about this here in spite of how much ive been thinking about it for months but my mk is demiromantic #ive been a little nervous to talk about it because it’s kind of a whole thing but i hope someone likes it #other than me i mean lol #my friend told me this might be their favorite comic ive done so far tho so im pretty satisfied #even if some of the art bugs me…and my handwriting is awful (sorry guys i was sleep deprived)#anyway i like to think bandee knows everybody’s business just as a side effect of leading the waddle dee corps #waddles love to gossip after all lol it’s how they socialize…even if they try to discourage it ^^’#kirbyposting #my art or something #meta knight #bandee #bandana waddle dee #metadede #headcanons #metadad #quinn does comics #i dont really have any interest in doing a next gen thing so it’s more like a #semi future au #lol

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sp00ky-scary · 7 months

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I frequently think about how unhinged the masters "death" in of the last of the time lords is from the perspective of like Martha and her family.

Because like from a viewers perspective we have context of who the Master is, his history with the Doctor, all of that, it's great shipping material too. But from the perspective of the characters in that room, that is two men who have some vague history one of which was the prime minister but then tried to commit genocide and just held Martha's family captive for months, tortured a bunch of people, manipulated a bunch of people, turned humans from the future into little killer robots etc. etc. and now the dude who is supposed to be their saviour doesn't want anyone killing "dude who just tried to wipe out earths population" (even though he also turned him into a little old man and kept him in a cage) and is saying he would like keep him ??? and then when he gets shot the Doctor fucking runs over and holds him in his arms begging him to "regenerate" whatever the fuck that is whilst like full on sobbing.

Like is that not fucking insane, me personally? I would've fucking lost it if I witnessed that. Picking up the gun and aiming it at the Doctor this time because how could you trust him if he's acting like that towards the guy who just did all that.

#when i die i need to be told how many times in my life ive seen every doctor who torchwood and sj adventures episode #because ive seen them way too many times #and i rotate some episodes in my mind constantly #doctor who #10th doctor #simm!master #tensimm #this isn't even touching on how insane seeing the doctor become space jesus would've been too #this thought is probably not unique but nevertheless i think it frequently

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charcadett · 2 years

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#pokemon scarlet and violet #gym leader larry #top champion geeta #pokemon larry #pokemon geeta #anyway i think theyre unstoppable force meets immovable object frenemies #also i would like to point out larry’s overtime is his choice and not because of geeta #‘in any case ive been strictly told to cut down on my overtime hours so… i’ll call it a day’#pretty sure its geeta who told him to take a break

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