#i miss c-tting it was the only thing that gave me release
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#i have a lot of pain and emotions and no one to go to#my house is so cold and it’s making everything hurt#i wish I could k!ll myself but that would be selfish#but then again everyone even my cat now is probably better off without me#i miss c-tting it was the only thing that gave me release#it’s too hard being good I’m stressed out 24/7 making sure everything I say and do is good#i just wanna be happy#what is wrong with me#the only time I’m happy is during sexting#i just wanna talk and have someone who loves me listen#I’m so fucking stupid I hate myself so much#i wanna die so bad I wish someone was here to hug it out of me#I’m the reason why everything sucks#if my family didn’t have to deal with my disability they would’ve been a happy normal family#you have no idea how painful this anger is I have towards myself#to numb my emotions my brain makes me dissociate and picture killing myself#instead of feeling painful emotions I envision knifes and sharp things#why can’t this be like a rom com and I can call my SO crying that I need them and they rush here#fuck fuck fuck fuck I’m in so much emotional pain I don’t wann be here anymore
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