#i missed him so much omfg 😭 💗 🥰

[threnodians]

not pictured: me kicking my feet and giggling

[bbina]

also, i miss seunghan so much ☹️ like i remember on 29/03/2024, we got so many updates on him, he was spotted reading his fan letters, and it was confirmed to be him because the briize who spotted him actually talked to him, AND THEN he was confirmed to have entered the sm building right after he read his fan letters and briize thought that he practiced with riize 😭 AND THEN a jbriize met him and interacted with him and she said that he dyed his hair to a different colour??? AND THEN a briize’s friend met him at their workplace and they said that he was so kind and he cleaned up after his mess, and when she told him to “stay strong” he said to her “i’ll try to” ☹️💔💔💔 my baby… i can’t imagine how hard it must be for him right now, like he’s practiced for so long just to be pushed and hidden away from the group… like sm, please release a statement on him? i miss EVERYTHING about him, his caring acts towards the members, like he would always look out for them and make sure that they don’t get hurt or anything, his lovingness towards his members (especially sohee) and briize, he loves his members so fucking much, and it’s so clear in the way he talks about them, talks to them and acts around them, like he even said that to him, “riize is a dream” 🥲 and he ALMOST teared up whilst thinking about it… ☹️💔 and his love for briize? oml don’t even get me started on that because he loves briize SO MUCH 😩 like his weverse captions would be literal PARAGRAPHS, he loves to tell briize about anything and everything 😭 and then in one of the fansigns, he took his time to create personalised autographs for briize and he even got scolded for it because he took too long ☹️ my cute babyyy 🥺 and i also miss his goofiness, he’s literally one of the funniest members of riize, he always made me laugh, and not just me, but his members too 😩 ALSO i miss the way he would talk in a pout sometimes… ahhh i just want to peck his lips when he does that 🤭 and i miss seeing him perform, he’s an OUTSTANDING performer, like his vocals, his dancing AND his stage presence… omg 😩 he’s good at rapping too, i remember when he rapped to sungtaro’s rap parts in “memories” and he ACED it 🥰 my baby is such an all-rounder, ace, superstar, A LITERAL STAR ⭐️ anyways, i miss my bubble boy so much ☹️ and i love him so much 💗💗💗

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did u see that one tweet where it was confirmed that he was gonna come back in january to the point even the members were dropping hints but due to internal conflict, sm pushed it back omfg what goes on in sm.. we were so close i miss him too the riize content without him feels a little empty </3 my moodmaker fr

[delcakoo]

HEY KOOBEAR IM SO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN TALKING TO YOU THE OAST 3 DAYS :((( I missed you sm 💗💗💗☹️☹️☹️😘😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍

we….. FINALLY MOVED IN!! I HAVE MY OWN BEDROOM!! We didn’t decorate it yet, I have a futon for a bed lol we’re waiting until prime day and thanksgiving for the deals. Saving money isn’t a habit it’s a LIFESTYLE 🥵 but I didn’t have internet for 3 days I was absolutely gonna go feral. I couldn’t listen to enha for so long I started hearing d-d intro randomly 😟😟 but whateva. I have a google mini and it serves as a scrumptious head banging jump upping move yo body speaker quality and I have drunk dazed playing on rn. BEST TITTLE TRACK FIGHT ME 🫵🫵👊👊💪💪🤬🤬💥💥‼️‼️

But like right tomorrow we’re leaving for India so I can’t talk to you for a month :(((( I’ll miss ur writings sm

Also my friend invited me to her awesome epic ass Halloween party BUT I CANT GO. SOBBING OSMBDJSND. HER PARTIES ARE ALWAYS SO FUN AND I LOVE DRESSING UP.

Also the new concert has me raving curling my toes punching the wall stabbing my gut crying tears head aching like I’m actually sad. THEM SINGING SHOUT OUT MY COMFORT SONG. Playing I need the light and shout out on my loud ass speaker rn it just feels right

But on the bright side she has a thanksgiving party, Christmas party OMG CHRISTMAS. AOMANDKW LYES, YES YES. THAT INE KPOP COVER OF ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMASS BLESSING FOR MY EARS OMFG. BLASTING THAT SHIT ATTEH CHRISTMASS PARTY OMGMGMGMG

Also an Amazon india you can get so much makeup for cheap it’s like 😲😲😫😫😡😡🫵🫵 GIVE RIGHT NKW DKAMDKWMD a lip tint for 44 dollars here is like 13 ish dollars on Amazon India like dayum 😱😱🤭🤭 also not to brag but I got 3 properties of dirt soil and brick in my name in India 🤩🤩 a house, an apartment complex, and a mansion mhmhmnmjm when I literally came from the womb I was gifted with gold. Ain’t ever accepting no less from a partner. My standards are sky high so either be anyone from enhypen or treat me like a queen or just don’t bother. I say all this acting like I’d pull anyone 😍😍‼️‼️💪💪

Speaking of pulling people my hot ass cute ass pretty ass scrumptious ass friend didn’t :(((( she liked some guy who wears highlighter shirts (get rid of them 4eva) and he was kinda ugly ngl but my queen deserves better idc he just wasn’t the one. But basically I had gym and then German after and I saw my queen in the hallways and she was like “WAIT HES IN UR GYM?!” And I said “yeah and in my German tew” and she was like “PLSPLSPLSPLSLKSOLSLS ASK HIM IF HE LIKES ANYBODH BE DISCREET ABT IT” and I was gonna ask him bc me and my friend were walking and he and some guy (NAMED JAY 😱😱😟😟🥺🥺) were walking and jay was like “yo are (kuma’s queen) and you going to the Halloween dance” and he was like “nah bro” and jay was like “well (kuma’s queen) likes you imagine” and I was just quietly listening to them talk ish abt her and it broke my heart :( BUT TLEAST WE KNOW HE AINT IT MY QUEEN DESERVES HER KING FRL if he ain’t taking her out I will she deserves the world omg

Sorry for so many paragraphs I would’ve cut this inbetween 3 days but no internet ☹️ HYD MLOVE MDEAR MDARLING I HOPE UR HAVING A GOOD DAY BBG 😘😘💗💗‼️‼️😍😍

AHHHHH KUMIE WUMIE HIHIHI MY LOVE, I MISSED U SM TOO :((((

WTF WTF WTFTWTETFTWR KUMA I LITERALLY FINISHED WRITING THE ENHA WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD THAT YOU REQUESTED HOLD ONNNN AHAISN. OKAY YKNOW WHAY IM GONNA POST IT IN A FEW MINUTES SO YOU CAN READ IT BECAUSE IT WAS LITERALLY FOR YOU and plus im on my period rn it sucks GRAHHHH OKAY JUST WAIT

AJSJSHKDNDH IM SO HAPGY FOR YOU, THATS A SHAME YOU HAVE TO WAIT TO DECORSTE BUT ITLL BE WORTH IT!! AND SO TRUE DRUNK DAZED IS THE BEDT TITLE TRACK I’LL FIGHT WITH HOU 🔥🔥‼️‼️✊✊✊

DONT SPEAK TO ME AB THE CPNCERT OKAY. IM STILL MOURNING AND SCREAMING AND PRETENDING IT DIDNT HAPPEN ❤️

DAMN WTF WHY DOED UR FRIEND HAVE SO MANY PARTIES 😭 THATD GOOD U CAN ATTEND THE OTHER ONES AND OMFG YOU KNOW THAT COVER????? BRO 100% AGREE ITS A LITERAL EARGASM WENDYS VOICE IS INSANE, AND BANGCHANS HARMONY HAD ME CRYINGJGNG I LISTEN TO THAT COVER RELIGIOUSLG I WISH IT WAS ON SPOTIFY 😭😭😭✊✊

DAMN WTF.. I WANNA GO NOW GIRL GET A SHIT TON OF STUFF AND MAKE SURE TO DO A HAUL FOR ME OKAY ‼️‼️‼️

UM YES YOURF RIEND DESERVES BETTER.. NOT THE HIGHLIGHTER SHIRT 🧍 AND OMG JAY?? jaY ENHYPEN GOES TO UR SCHOOL REAL?? 👁👁

EDIT: I JUST REALISED I READ THIS A DAY LATE AND NOW UR IN INDIA 😭😭😭 IM SOBBING IM CRYJGNFH IM SO SORRY KUMA NOOO MY LOVE, OKAY I’LL POST IT RN ANYWAY IN UR HONOR 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖❤️💖❤️💖❤️

[tyonfs]

HELLO okay since im shy as heck but also wanna keep sending asks without feeling embarrassed, ive decided to become anons to my fave writers. so can i be c&m anon for your blog? c&m to commemorate cat and mouse and for it being the reason why i discovered u aha. (wait no actually i first found u bc of i like me better, but since cat and mouse is the reason i followed you and the fic that has me on choke hold im choosing it instead <33)

anyways idk how to start this asks skfkuhsdjfgsd but yep hoping everything is going great for uuuuu <3 read fight club a few days back and u dont know how excited i was for the day to end so i can finally read it. as always, miss alice setting the bar high!!! excited for ur upcoming fics and i hope you're okay w me pestering ur asks with my random screaming. also wanna start this on a positive note so i wont elaborate on it. but ive heard the situation from ur other acc, hoping that situation isnt getting to u <33 lots of love miss alice, hope you keep writing and doing what you love!

hihi love !! how’s your day/night been going?? :o AHH YES FEEL FREE TO SEND AS MANY AS YOU WANT 🥰 and pls i’m one of your fav writers ?? that means the world to me omg 🥺😭 and yes ofc you can be c&m anon !! 💕 AND THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY WHATT YOU WANNA BE AN ANON NAMED AFTER MY FIC D: 💖 you’ve been along for that long !!! i like me better was one of my first fics on this blog so that’s incredible to me omfg 🤧  

thank you sm !! i have finals this week so i’m wallowing in stress to get them done HAHAH but i think i’ll get through the week unscathed (hopefully) :’^) how have you been ? :o i hope you’re taking care of yourself !! <3 and omg i’m so so glad you enjoyed fight club !! it was so nice to write a jeno fic bc i just see him as such a soft boy with sooo much duality so i wanted to reflect that in the fic too 🥰💘 im still trying to decide which fic i want to write next !! i’m working on my mark one but my brain keeps directing me to my renjun one HAHAH but we’ll see what happens >:)) also omg do you stan enha as well then if you saw my other blog? :oo and thank you so much for the kind words and i’m doing fine with that situation !! ☺️💗 sending much love your way as well and thank you for your kind words 🤩 i look forward to seeing you in the inbox again ♡