#i need this feeling encapsulated in song and injected into my bloodstream

[nikoxisntxreal]

has anyone written music about what love is like when you have bpd? how you grow up without a steady supply of it, learning to draw it out yourself from a source that never had anything in it to begin with. how as you age, you continue finding love in everything, making something beautiful out of nothing. but that beauty is never tangible and you’re left tending to heartbreaks that are yours alone. you are left yearning for a reality where the love you feel everywhere is finally real.

just looking for recs for a friend <3