#i really love him a lot so i'm hoping that'll overpower my self-doubt; haha

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DAMN I WOKE UP BRAINROTTING ABOUT KYOUKA AND AKUTAGAWA FRIENDSHIP.............. i do not know what triggered this but i'm not complaining at all akfjsdfksdj

i am thinking about both like. them in more canon compliant setting just like. TALKING and kyouka coming to understand aku better, even if she knows the way he hurt her wasn't okay and she has the right to still be angry about it... i just want them to bond so bad.

BUT ALSO the weirdgirl area of my brain wants to come up with bizarre supernatural concepts again like. maybe kyouka had a past life and was reincarnated, and recalls her past life out of nowhere some day. akutagawa is involved too - either having had a similar past life himself, or inheriting some kind of "curse" or power/soul from the past due to being chosen for his characteristics as a person... and kyouka has to teach him about it and how to handle it................. idk where i'm going with this but man, i really wish i had it in me to write fic atm!!