#i relate because they'll talk about their past shit and I'll be likr I'M THERE | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vampiromano · 1 year

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if I had a nickel for every time I've found an artist who I share fundamental beliefs and points of view with, as well as brands of neurosis, but who simply isn't at the same point in life as I am by virtue of having already started recovery from their fucked up-ness, therefore making me feel vaguely alienated from them because I'm not even close to needing or considering recovery yet, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice

#it's kinda annoying like when you hang out with a twelve year old as a post-pre-pubescent person and are like. Dude You're Twelve #except it's the opposite #i relate because they'll talk about their past shit and I'll be likr I'M THERE #but i also don't because they're both twenty somethings and I'm like. not twnety something. we're in different stafes of life.#they've done all their drugs I'm only just trying new ones #they've been alcoholics I'm in the MIDST of fucking around and finding out #they're done with schooling and they've already created shit. I'm not and I'm still on it #so y'know they're simultaneously people i figure i wanna be like one day and people i fundamentally can't comprehend bc im yet to hit rock #- bottom. like thry have #and it's this whole thing #anyway #personal #ish #who cares

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