#i scream in my head everytime i think about jude and vida

[flowercrownroman]

vida is loud. vida has smudged eyeliner from last night. she was listening to her loud music. loud enough to silence the world. she slept in the noise and makeup. she hangs scribbles and pictures on her walls. of cate. of her parents. of jude. she loves loudly. she lives loudly. jude has to remind her to brush the dirt and blood out of her hair sometimes. after a mission. jude holds her tight to his body. vida lets him. with jude vida is. calm. understanding. vida hums to him so jude knows he isn't alone. so there is a sound. not loud. only for jude to hear. they have late night talks when jude is new at the league. he talks about the dark. she talks about the park. silence is not for vida. not for jude. vida is loud for herself. she is loud for her family. she will always be loud for jude.

[flowercrownroman]

remember when Chubs and Ruby got into an argument in Never Fade and when things started to get bad Vida and Jude were instantly at Ruby's side to take up for her and get her away from him? that's why i'm crying tonight.